dirtysqueakyshoes
soo mad.
months ago my friend cynthia asked if i was going to the st patricks day parade with her and her husband... LAST FUCKING minute they decide that theyre tired from work and no one else is going so theyre not going either.. seriously.. i was so mad i started crying.. and then i started picking up shit and throwing it.. i asked for this day off months in advance.. because they asked me.. and been busting my ass with ot so i could have extra money to go with... and i missed half of it anyway.. all my friends are already down there.. i dont have texting.. knowing them theyre in the bars where its loud so no point in calling.. and i know i wont get a parking spot... at least diana asked me last night if i wanted to go out tonight.. and maybe after i take a nap to get rid of my headache from crying.. ill feel like doing that.. just so disgusted with people these days
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update on ME.
i havent really spent alot of time online lately.. been working 5 day weeks and chugging the redbull cola.. redbull cola is my life force.... but at least i will have alot of extra money for my vacation... and after the 14th... i will not do a damn thing for a week!
i also bought Rob Zombie's Hillbilly Deluxe 2... one word.. Amaazing :D
and this entry was almost pointless.. i admit to it.. i have no life haha
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i hate winter.
went outside.. slid.. fell on my ass... sprained toe.. fuckn lovely
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soo..
my ex wants to hang out as friends tomorrow night and watch movies... i havent seen this one in like 4 years.. if he tries any funny shit he gets the mase.
and it just dawned on me its valentines day tomorrow... I seriously have been trying to block it out haha.
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if i had to.
make a choice between getting dental work and being around people on valentines day.. id choose the dental work
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a whole lot of durr.
i hate the worlds worst memory... and im having a hard time remembering names of my friends on here.. and i visited my old melo and of course i cant view the g spots... *sniffle* i hate this shit!
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can you dig it.
This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
probably
If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
i dont know.. its been almost a year since i sent a text message
Were you happy when you woke up today?
sure was i didnt have to get up early.. yay!
When were you on the phone last? And with who?
yesterday... with my mommy
What are you excited for?
well if i had something to be excited over id tell you
What were you doing yesterday?
working
rc cola
Have a best friend?
yes i do
Do you think teenagers can be in love?
sure why not
Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
Taylor Swift.. just because i dont think she ever read Romeo and Juliet... and i sure as hell dont want to end up like Romeo and Juliet
What time is it? (exactly)
8:13 pm
What do you want right now?
some double chocolate cookies from walmart would be good
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
some people at work
When was the last time you cried?
last night
Do you find it hard to trust others?
yes.. once someone breaks my trust its hard to regain
How fast does your mind change?
not too fast.
I bet you miss somebody right now.
yea but what can you do.
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
no im not.. im working on it
Why do you think so many people cheat?
because theyre not satisfied with what they have.. maybe they have a right to be not satisfied.. maybe theyre just stupid and dont see how well they have it
Tell me what's on your mind?
alcohol.. hm.. but that means going out for diet soda.. i dont know if thats worth it
When is your next road trip?
thursday to walmart and burlington... if leaving the house qualifies for that
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
yes
How's your heart?
sore
Do you think somebody's in love with you?
dont know.. wouldnt that be nice though
What are you planning on doing after this?
shower maybe.. movie
Next time you will kiss someone?
ahhh i really dont know... haha
Have you told anybody you loved them today?
my niece
What does your 3rd recent text say?
i dont have one
What are you wearing right now?
blue sweats gray tank blue shirt
When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
week ago when i used all the cheese to piss off my brother in law haha.. it was a great sandwich though
What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
i dont know of any off the top of my head... i really dont want to sit here and think about it.. so moving on..
Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
yea but im not counting on it
Do you crack your knuckles?
everything but.. im always cracking my neck and back
What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
sitting around
What are your LEGAL initials?
SEW
When was the last time you laughed really hard?
at my cousin yesterday... he was obsessed with his pinball game on his computer... and i kept threatening to hit the F2 button on him.. mewhahahhaa!
Last awkward moment?
asking a nerdy white boy at best buy if they had zombie strippers in stock...more awkward than it sounds
Are you afraid of the dark?
no i like it... but im afraid of tripping over shit in the dark.. i do not like that
Do you have good vision?
nope
Have you ever tripped someone?
i dont think i ever did purposely
Have you ever slapped someone?
yea but only in play
Do you use chap stick?
addicted to lip balm here so yea
Is there someone you will never forgive?
yes
Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
noo..
Name the last person to text you?
dont know
Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
yes
Can you go in public looking like you do?
i would doesnt mean i should
What side of the bed do you sleep on?
all over.. i usually hit the wall so ive been told... people can hear the thump in the living room haha
What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
im guessing freak the fuck out
Do you fall for people easily?
no not really.
Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
no
Do you miss the way things used to be?
yea... but you have to move on... dwelling in the past is no way to live
Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
yea.. full of shit liars
Song you're thinking of right now?
im not thinking of one.. i know.. im so boring
Want someone back in your life?
yea.. good friend of mine has been mia lately
Will tomorrow be better than today?
probably not. not saying it will be bad.. but i think it will be just as good as today
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Break up.
"Paul said, "What do you mean?" I said, "I mean the group is over, I'm leaving."...Like anybody when you say divorce, their face goes all sorts of colors. It's like he knew really this was the final thing."
John Lennon.
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poo.
still trying to figure out the new melo.. i know its probably not that difficult.. im just stubborn.
change is bad!
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starting over here.
not by choice... after melo was revamped and what not i could not sign in by getting a new password... because along time ago melo started to reject my password.. so i just changed it every time i logged in and it was fine for like 4 YEARS!
and when i tried again i remember that i deleted that old email that i had when i started
so unholymess is reborn as this... my work sneakers inspired my username.
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guestbook
Do you have to go with them? They dun sound so reliable. But the day is not til the 17th. Can you and a friend go somewhere by you? I'm sure there will be other festivities, yes? I guess because I am so anti-people that even though I am Irish, I shun big crowds of drunken people. :-p haha.
btw, I like to believe that when you make major plans to go somewhere and something comes up to thwart them that just perhaps it was for the best so that some terrible happening does not occur, like an accident or something. :/
oh ok ya I know what you're talking about. I've seen it before but haven't tried that one. I tried the Dryers one though.
I liked your entry. You are working. That's fortunate. Where are you going on your vacation? Is it still cold back there?
Did you ever find your gspots? I can give you some of mine. :-p
I friended you. Try not to get too excited. :-p What general area of the country are you in, if you dun mind my asking?
Yeah, the law says you can't pump your own gas... it is all full service.
It was nice. I got to talk a lot to Hashi, so that always makes me happy. :)
Are you the one whose userpic was a woman with her head on backwards?? I always used to see that.
That's too bad. I got the distinct impression, though, that Sara was aiming for a 'kinder, gentler' melo experience these days. lol
Hahahaha. I only like to be around people I can get rid of by closing the tab on my browser. :-p
bandsaw is not how it happened. just you know. metal = horns. metal meets a band saw is lacking a finger..meh nevermind.
thank you.. actually been here for awhile... just had to restart a new account.. *shakes fist towards sky*
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Happy St Patrick's Day!