The look in your eyes makes me [c.r.a.z.y]

Become my world. Please.
I'm ready for you feeling in mine
Become my everything
Be my angel.

my milkshakes brings all the boys to the yard , there like its betta than urs...idiot

SENSES FAIL LYRICS

"Bloody Romance"

Life, is floating fast away.
But I look, your head is turned away.

From the moment you left I knew that something wasn’t right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.

You and me are like one heart-beat.

So slice open my veins.
And let, the romance bleed away.

Back into I thought I knew, these words inside me, tell me what to do.
My heart held, in the palm of your hand.
(Forget my name)Now I know, the way to go, this place inside my demented mind.
(Forget my name)You saw me bleeding on the bathroom floor.
(Forget my name)This time in silence, this time I win.


[[I want a lip ring]]
poor kate got caught wwith her tounge ringy thingy

i dont want to get to close...

im scared thats im to..forceful...

if i get to close then he mite back off and
leave me...

im afraid of hurt, i dont want to hurt....err



dont get to close...they might get scared

matchbook romance-lovers and liars

Let’s start out by starting over.
What did I expect?
You’re no good at lying and I’m no good at comebacks.
You’re so untouchable.
I’m oh-so-terrible at this.
I’m terrible at this, you know.

Don’t hold this against me.
I’ve already said I’m sorry.

And I bet you’ve got every word I said memorized in your head.
And you’ll use every one of them against me.

Don’t hold this against me.
I’ve already said I’m sorry.
Tell all your friends about me.
Don’t hold this against me.
I’ve already said I’m sorry.

I hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me.
And realize how many times I’ve tried, but that’s wishful thinking.
All I want is an apology for what you did and how you treated me.
Get me far away, or at least as far as this car will take me.
Tell all your friends about me.

Don’t hold this against me.
I’ve already said I’m sorry.
Don’t hold this against me.
I’ve already said I’m sorry.

If I
Should stay
I would only be in your way
So I’ll go
But I know
I’ll think of you every step of
the way

And I...
Will always
Love you
Will always
Love you
You
My darling you

Bittersweet
Memories
That is all I’m taking with me
So good-bye
Please don’t cry
We both know I’m not what you
You need

And I...
Will always love you
I...
Will always love you
You, ooh

I hope
life treats you kind
And I hope
you have all you’ve dreamed of
And I wish you joy
and happiness
But above all this
I wish you love

And I...
Will always love you
I...
Will always love you

I, I will always love
You....
You
Darling I love you
I’ll always
I’ll always
Love
You..

kiss me once in the snow i swear it never gets old
but i will promise you i can make it warmer next year
you know i came here when i needed your soft voice
i needed to hear something that sounded like an answer
now i stay here, and everyday i get one

it’s nothing i’ll forget when the moon gets tired
you are stuck to me everyday
believe in what i am because it’s all i have today
and tomorrow who knows where we’ll be
from here i can hardly see a thing
but i will follow anyone who brings me to you
for now, forever, for on and on and on

so go plug in your electric blanket
we can stay in ’til our southern summer wedding day
go plug in your electric blanket, we can stay here

In melo, you fit right in with every picture of
black framed glasses. you miss your ex, and
write love songs hoping maybe s/he will stumble
across your melo, read them, and lovingly take
you back. cheer up emo kid, go find yourself a
nice punker girl/boy. theres plenty of them
here.

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Taking back sunday-lost and found

we were only 15, i let her go,
like paper airplanes, how can i explain,
that i’m lost without you around,
well if i never lost you,
i wouldn’t have to find you over and over (over and over)
you’re the one that i always wanted
the one that i just can’t live without,
no one understands the meaning of your eyes
and how i feel burning deep inside,
well if i never lost you,
i wouldn’t have to find you all over and over (over and over)
you’re the one that i always wanted,
the one that i just can’t live without.
get the fliers up, have you seen the girl
with my heart on her sweater
get the fliers up, have you seen the girl
with my heart on her sweater
with my heart on her sweater,
send her round my way
and i’m sending you to stay.
she’s my only star,
tell me where you are, where you are,
remember all these times apart,
bring you back to me
embrace me and make me sure
embrace me and make me secure,
you’re lost and found, you’re lost and found
you’re lost and found, you’re lost and found
you’re lost and found.



it looks deep enough from here, im diving

my new hurr

Did you really think that it was over when you hung up the phone and said goodnight?
And did you ever think that it would be too much?
I can’t leave without saying goodbye
So did you really think that you could take it?
Could you make it alone tonight?
I never could have hoped for anything more
Be my angel if you can, alright
You always say goodnight, and you always say goodnight
So baby did you sleep an hour for me?
How I wish I was there right now
I wasn’t going to tell you I could change things
I’m afraid I never will know how
But I don’t really think that I can take it
Will I make it alone somehow?
So hold me in your arms before I leave you
I’ll be back as soon as time allows
You always say goodnight, and you always say goodnight
Goodnight.

[the juliana theory-you always say goodnite,goodnite]

lonilness hurts
the scent of you remindes me of better days
i love you, but shh..and dont foget...



what would you say if i asked u not 2 go
2 forget everyone forget everything and start over with me
would u take my hand and never let me go
promise me ull never let me go
and the stars rnt out tonight
but neither r we 2 look up at them
why does hello feel like gudbye
these memories cant replace
these wishes i wished n these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right
i feel like i lost everything when ure gone
left remembering what its like 2 have u here with me
i thought u should know
ure not making this easy
i never thought id be the one 2 say
please dont please dont leave me
ure not making this easy
take my hand and never let me go
promise me ull never let go
make this last forever
ure not making this easy
so fall asleep tonight cuz that brings me closer 2 u
promises-matchbook romance
from the way that you acted to they way that i felt it, it wasent worth my time

:: im back *sadness* but i had the best timmee! i got to south round..eh..11 4th period but the gate was locked so i jumped (hurt the fuck outta my ankle) then i went to porter and it was grand! then shiva came in at lunch and i saw everyone i was so excited i was like weeee whoaa kinda like ahhh! yea and i was happieee! and then me shiva syd n garret went to P.E (there class) and hung out with cool mr taylor! then i went to shivas last class and nikki sarah brittany racheal and rui were in there weeeee! then it was time to go home and i walk my old way *tear* with shiva and AMIIIRRR! then we went to shivas and got ready to go to the cool football game!!!! yea and then the coolest cat KATEEE came over and the syd came and we went to the cool football game! me n syd got ice cream it was SOOO good!!!!!! mmmmm and then greg and ryan came ..stoned OF COURSE! i waved at ryan and then like... 5 minutes later hes like DUDE holy shit its melia!!! it was great then CHEZZY PIE came!!!! then kate told shiva the greatest pick up like which of course...she used on me *wink* lol do u like fireworks? lol and kasey was drunk and he tell brent n me ...dude i wishh then paused for like a minute...CARMEN electra was here...SHE FUCKIN HOT....lol...haha then we all walked to cool taco bell cuz the game got boring and got my HOT SAUCEEEE had to have it...lol then caused havok there like always hehe then we ( me chezzy kate and shiva) took pics with the LAMAASSSS....!!!!!!!!!!...ostraches to weird people lol so cool...then we walked back and found out south won like 71 to zero ...TO COMPTON lol it was great!!!!! then we all piled up in syds momm car and went to devines and he wasent there!!!!!!! so we had to go to Albertsons so we wouldnt get a curfew ticket lol it was me shiva kate alicia chezzie courtney greg and ryan lol so yea then devine came and jake n johnny came then micheal!! so excited we partied like rock stars and left IN A TAXIIIIIIII around 5 am lol WEEE!!! me shiva kate alica courtney and chezzie went to chezzys house and watched the WORST movie ever christinas house "wat th fuck is going on christina" lol yea then we all fell asleep!!! then me kate and shiva left around 945 got some DOUNUT DENNN then went to shivas. Kate left..*sadness* shes so bitchin... then we got ready for FATA!!!!!!!!!! yayeeee we left around ...545 chezzies mom picked me n shivs up and in the car we were jamin to some static and rufio and TBS and some ACK wee it was funnn! then we got lost...IN THE VALLEEYYY! ahhh lol we asked some mexican lol he told us the direction he had some lollie pops in his hold lol and then we got there round 7 and we got coool striaght edge braclets lol!! wee and then we heard the first band FFTL and were like...OMG so we all rushed out and bought there cd!! THEY ARE SO GOOD!!! then everytime i die came on SO GOOD i got punched in the nose omg its such an addrenalin rush!!!! CEZZIE LOST HER SHOEEEEEEEEE!! LMAO!!!!!! ahahah so we went around after everytime i die and asked people for shoes...no luck so went outside ( bought so good nachos first) then some guys came up to us and like wanted a date or something i onno i wasent listening... so chezzie just put me n shivas socks on her foot lol well yea cave in sucked...so we waited for FATA!!!!! o yea it was good... but at the end they started to get boring... i onno gay... so yea me n shiva went to sit down and this guy came rolling up to us lol and was like breathing all hard and after the last song was done he started to sing FATA were like..uuhh a lil late buddie lol then we looked for chezzies shoe AND I FOUND IT!!!!! lmao hahah and then we were getting out and they were playing the COOLEST music WAKE ME UP BEFORE YOU GO GIRL... so waiting to get out...we all started dancing o yea then we get out there and who do we see...MIKE...FROM FATA!!!!! so we all were screaming his name it was so cool lol then we took pics and got signutares WEEE hes is so cool!!!! hes is the main PIMP lol he gave us some dope ass high fives it was great.. lol then we went homesss like got home around.. 1 yea so we fell asleep...then i had to leave..:( ...but yea it was fun ..jacob ate chicken... mmhummm lol yea well that was my weekend!! weee!!!:: A static lullaby was there!!!!!! but didnt play!1 and the guitarist from FFTL smiled at shivaa!!!!! weeeee

[[i hurt myself today..to see if i still feel]] ~today sucked my ass...i fuckin hate this i want to go home...utah isnt my home...i cant be here...id do anything just to be back home...id give a bj to a homeless man...everything sucks here...there nothing good about utah...i dont see how my mom cant miss torrance...even my step dad wants to move to torrance..doesnt she see were not happy...shes selfish...she never thinks about me...i keep faking im happy...maybe if i stop shell relieze im not...and i wont ever be..not here...things would be so much different in torrance i would be the happiest girl...but instead im like this...i dont she how she could do this to me... sometimes i do want to kill myself just to make her hurt..to make her feel like its her fault to make her want to die...but i still am scared of death yet i concimplate suicide everytime i..... think....~
[[The tears get old but still i hurt]]
Current music:Finch-Letters to you (shivas singing it to me :(...)
current mood:...i want to die...