'm sorry I was creepy about all this.

I'm sure you thought you were repeating the past.

But you're not.

And everything is okay.

I hope everything works out for you.

It just really scared me, to have feelings I've never felt before

towards someone I didn't even know.

I guess this is what they call infatuation.

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We stand, and face
the sunrise of the dawn.
The dawn of the day,
The day of the world.

I scream to you,
you bat an eye.
I want you to want me.
And you did at one point.

But I had you once,
but she gets to keep you.
It's unfair of me,
to want you so bad.

Because I cannot give you what you need.
And part of me wants to.
Unconditionally,
but it's not how it should be.

Perhaps I am the anti
Perhaps you are the pro.
Perhaps I am a pro at what I do.
Perhaps you are anti that I am

We might never know.
I shall keep you close.
Because you may need me one day.
And I shall let you come.

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This is what gets your attention.

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Let the rain fall down,
sweet and salty,
from between your legs.
Bitter and juicy,
delicious and morbid.
Like blood on a bar of gold.
I feel the spasms shift,
through the lower regions to your
thighs, and up through
the eternal eternity.
((Cigarette drag))
As you're eyes are staring at me
Empty as the sky,
in this moment of tranquility,
I realise,
You love what I do to you.
I inhibit your body,
I captivate your mind.
I am the one you think of when
all is released and
is right with the world.
Get ready to go,
and pull me back on the bed,
You want one last go,
But I have to.
i promise you later,
you dream of it,
you orgasm.
You're life is for me,
and I admonish it.
But I commend you.
For all the glories I have seen,
Yours tastes the best.
Where sleep meets delight,
In the night will you find,
That sweet and suculent
rythmic rise and fall of my breasts.
The gentle bounce,
the light flourish.
The swift color to my checks.
Bend me over and tongue fuck
my words.
((Cigarette drag))
The words come quickly,
as does the breath.
And you will soon be relished.
The fascination with a light in the tunnel,
and the degredation of my immortal.
And so we heavy the hefty sigh,
We carry on with our daily lives.
Eat the cereal,
buy the toothpaste.
Put back the avocadoes,
they are far to decadent.
Buy an apple, nature's passion.
A bite of pure lust and sensation,
The apple you dream of,
to be my fruit.
For the drunk are weary,
and the learned are poor.
And all we have is the time we're given.
Not long at all,
but it's all we need.
To dance with destiny is to date
a haggard.
But still we dance,
we dance on into the night.
Our legs intertwine,
my body against yours.
I push you aside and let you wipe off
the failure of self delusion.
For while we are one,
I will never be you,
and you refuse to be me.
Lest we forget who we are,
but enjoy the rest.
We argue the cost of the check.
You paid, and I accepted.
I wanted a protector.
((Cigarette drag))
You wanted a folly.
I folly the fool,
for frivolity and fury.
Freshly fragrant fruits forgiven,
unyeilding essuaries.
Emission from the local drive,
We part,
hand in hand,
from the local dive.
I smile and nod,
you crave me more.
You fear for my safety,
we stop.
We stop and stare,
you seem to doubt it.
My ability to lose.
I seem quit proud to prove it.
Of all the things I miss the most,
you're hostile tongue
is it.
The banter, the wit,
The indulgence.
The way it moves, in and out.
The way it comes from out of no where,
and hurts.
The way you scarred and bruised
me.
But we cannot forget, the sinility.
The serene decadence,
the smile on the wall.
The gracious, utter
admit of defeat.
You boosted my ego,
I boosted your will,
to turn and run away.
Upon the bedside table,
I pick up my glasses,
I blink back the draught of another day.
one last go is all I need,
To make the truths you speak to her,
lies.
I am the better kisser.
I am the better fucker.
I am the better sucker.
For what I do creates you.
For what I do stops you.
For what I do is you.
You wish with all your might to forget,
I wish with all my might to relive.
The hands move from my chest to my neck,
you choke me slightly,
and turn away in fear.
You are concerned you woke him.
I told him you would.
He promises he won't mind.
For something so wrong,
you felt so big.
A last taste of your scent,
and one parting kiss,
had I known it would be the last,
I would've relished it.
For as much as it's right,
it's all I can write.
((cigarette drag))
I type too fast,
but your movements make me.
it's not that I;m crazy,
But i liked it.
I blasted you open,
I trust your judgement.
For you know what's best for us.
we'll never know each other again,
but godot, I'll relive that moment.

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I smelled her off him at once.
Give him up, I cried, he's mine.

my life is boring.

I am Emilie.


Hard to say what it is
I SEE IN YOU




Wonder if I'll always
BE WITH YOU.




Words can't say
And I can't do




Enough to prove
IT'S ALL FOR YOU