I hate missing people! Its more because its an emotional pain instead of a physical. like if I get hit i can just let it go!

I HAVE ROOMMATES! I thought I as going to be with a stranger and Im not! Im putting together a roommate bonding thing and I can wait to do it with them!

completly made out with a hot guy tonight and had A LOT OF FUN!!

so do any of you ever just feel pissy and not know why. Or maybe your just pissy about to much stuff but cant narrow down what your most pissed about? well this is me tonight and i tired of it!

world wide to write love on her arm november 13. support it!

so a friend talked to him and he likes me!!! yeah... he told her that the next time he saw me he was going to try and not be shy and talke to me!!! Im so excited/a little scared for the next time..

just got back from a party where I thought I was going to have a lot of fun but then my friends got drunk and it wasnt so fun!! I helped one of my friends pick up someone elses puke and then babysat my other friend.. yeah that was great... not.

so Im at college and I love my room and roommater everything is starting off good!!! happy frist day!!

Im all moved in and the turtles are in there tank. I have spare room sooo... yeah if anyone needs a spot to crash (jewel) come on over!!

Believe me


Believe me when I say Im glad you're my friend.

Believe me when I say your awesome!!

Believe me when I say you make a difference .

Believe me when I say you make my day.

Believe me when I say I couldn't make it threw the day if you weren't going to be there tomorrow.

Believe me when I say that you look fine.

Believe me when I say you're a great friend.

Believe me when I say you can do better.

Believe me when I say you can do it.

Believe me when I say your going to make something great out of your life.

Believe me when I say your going to be happy.


Mostly believe me when I say I will be there for you no matter what! No matter if you think you have done me wrong. You might as why and my answer would be because you are my friends and no matter what happens I love you and I think your amazing!! Stay strong because I could never go a day without thinking about you!!

Ok so have any of you ever had something that hurt but you kept touching it??? Ok well My friend gave me the password to her thing and I read her sent mail and it said something about me but yet I coulnt stop!! even though it was mean. she was smart by deleating her in box but didnt think it all the way threw!! but anyways It really hurt but I had to read the others!! Now Im just pissed and cant say anything bc I shouldnt have read it!! ERER...

Ok so I am a Christian and Im contemporary. Im sorry I don

Have you ever head of the saying bloods thicker then water? Personally I think this is a silly thing to say, my friends are family. my relationship is just as personal with them as I do with any family members. My best friends are like my sister. I will never let them go. My friends are the ones I can tell just about everything. They know the real me. They know that I

Love is when holding hands is enough

Love is when you hurt because their hurting

Love is when you can fully trust everything you feel in them

Love is when you do something you find extremely boring because they find it extremely exciting.

Love when you can see them at their worst and still love them.

Love is when you can look past their physical flaws and see their inner beauty

Love is when you can find more rights then wrongs in them

Love is when you see them and you feel like everything is just perfect

Love is when they can see into your heart and you don

sometimes I HATE the girls at my college. sometimes I feel like I just want to beat the crap out of all of them. Why are girls so stupid?! right now Im rally pissy because of two certin girls. Im usually pretty close to both of them but lately they just keep pissing me off!!!!!!!!!! One of the girls I have been talking to is all about trust. Sometimes I dont even think she listens to what I say. I told her that I hate the high school thing when were all sitting in the same room but their telling secrets. but both of them expect me to tell them everything. will call them jade and anna. Jade knows I hate this because I told her we had this trust thing and she read my journal. She knew I got mad at both of them for an earlier thing same sittuation. Liz didnt know that Im mad but she probably can since the tention when ever it happens. Plus last time she said sorry she couldnt tell me which really just pissed me off even more!! Dont tell me sorry when you dont mean it!!!!!! Grrr... back on subject Jade was doing it again tonight with anna and then she sent me a message asking if i was mad. I wanted to be like are you serious?!! I told you it made me mad and there you are doing it again STUPID question!! For anyone who reads this im sorry it just needed to come out. It may not even make since to you!!