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Come back to me, awhile
Woo~ Melo is back! *does a little dance*
Er... Ach'lly, I don't have much to say right now. I might post pics and other crap later, but right now there's the last chapter of a fanfic that I want to finish. <3s.
Er... Ach'lly, I don't have much to say right now. I might post pics and other crap later, but right now there's the last chapter of a fanfic that I want to finish. <3s.
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Boredom turned into song writing~
"Asking For A Lie"
Written by: Dillon
She’s standing on the corner again
Looking selfishly conceited as before
Giving me a sneer as I pass through
I’m trying not to look past
Everything else that seems so fake
But it’s hard, it’s suicide to try
Everything is fading out
You’re asking for a lie
And I can’t give hope
When all of my words die
They can’t see into our world
Spinning myself into a hole of denial
Distantly, I can hear her voice
"Bad dreams don’t last so long"
I want to tear out my hair
’Cause the sounds are distorted and
Everything is fading out
You’re asking for a lie
I can’t tell you the truth
When all of my words die
I can’t stop to think you’d understand
She’s waiting for my answer
Looking classy and devine
She’s not asking for a lie
It’s simple as that, it’s perfect sense
Everything is fading out
You’re asking for a lie
I can’t give you one any more
When all of my words die
I can’t find it in myself to care
"Out Of My Mind"
Written by: Dillon
I’m falling out
I’m spinning around, like before
And words can’t save you anymore
I’m slipping through
The cracks in the ceiling
I’m losing this feeling
And missing your touch
Your careless gentleness
You drive me out of my mind
So I’m blind
I melt with desire
Won’t you put out my fire
I’m breaking apart inside
I’m falling out
I’m spinning around, like before
And words can’t save you anymore
I’m slipping through
The cracks in the ceiling
I’m losing this feeling
Written by: Dillon
She’s standing on the corner again
Looking selfishly conceited as before
Giving me a sneer as I pass through
I’m trying not to look past
Everything else that seems so fake
But it’s hard, it’s suicide to try
Everything is fading out
You’re asking for a lie
And I can’t give hope
When all of my words die
They can’t see into our world
Spinning myself into a hole of denial
Distantly, I can hear her voice
"Bad dreams don’t last so long"
I want to tear out my hair
’Cause the sounds are distorted and
Everything is fading out
You’re asking for a lie
I can’t tell you the truth
When all of my words die
I can’t stop to think you’d understand
She’s waiting for my answer
Looking classy and devine
She’s not asking for a lie
It’s simple as that, it’s perfect sense
Everything is fading out
You’re asking for a lie
I can’t give you one any more
When all of my words die
I can’t find it in myself to care
"Out Of My Mind"
Written by: Dillon
I’m falling out
I’m spinning around, like before
And words can’t save you anymore
I’m slipping through
The cracks in the ceiling
I’m losing this feeling
And missing your touch
Your careless gentleness
You drive me out of my mind
So I’m blind
I melt with desire
Won’t you put out my fire
I’m breaking apart inside
I’m falling out
I’m spinning around, like before
And words can’t save you anymore
I’m slipping through
The cracks in the ceiling
I’m losing this feeling
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Things always get better before they get worse.
I’ve just found out that one of my friends has been diagnosed with "Pancreatic cancer".
He’s my older sister’s best friend. She’s going to be at least ten times more devastated than I am.
I hate the way the world works, right now. Because Vin is the most sweetest guy in the world. He doesn’t deserve this shite.
Two years ago it was Viddy, my sister’s best friend, who passed away.
Now it’s Vin.
Just as soon as I get over the shock, I’m pretty sure there’ll be a big tantrum, with lots of screaming and cursing.
Fuck it. Now I remember why I’m not fucking religious.
FUCK.
He’s my older sister’s best friend. She’s going to be at least ten times more devastated than I am.
I hate the way the world works, right now. Because Vin is the most sweetest guy in the world. He doesn’t deserve this shite.
Two years ago it was Viddy, my sister’s best friend, who passed away.
Now it’s Vin.
Just as soon as I get over the shock, I’m pretty sure there’ll be a big tantrum, with lots of screaming and cursing.
Fuck it. Now I remember why I’m not fucking religious.
FUCK.
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Jump into the fusion
XDDD I got bored, and um, sidetracked, and played with my makeup because I haven’t done so in months. :D And then I played with my dad’s digital camera aaand...
XD Sorry, this post is long and filled with hideous photos XD Couldn’t help myself, though.
XD Sorry, this post is long and filled with hideous photos XD Couldn’t help myself, though.
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Tear out my throat
I’m fucking sick of homophobes.
Jaik’s theory is that the worldwide homophobia will get worse before it gets better.
Maybe.
And I feel kind of bad about how I complain to him so much about how intolerant people are and how ignorant they are and blahblahblah, especially when he’s the one living in New York.
He’s the one who’s been put in hospital god knows how many times by the stupid, insolent, pieces of shite who call themselves respectable people.
And I’m not just minutely glad that my half-brother is there to take care of him xX; Because, for those who’ve never met Jaik, he’s a damned hopeless case and ever since we were ickle kiddies he was getting himself into fights over nothing.
I’m pansexual by the way. Anybody know what that means? I’ve had to explain it enough times xx;
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Jaik’s theory is that the worldwide homophobia will get worse before it gets better.
Maybe.
And I feel kind of bad about how I complain to him so much about how intolerant people are and how ignorant they are and blahblahblah, especially when he’s the one living in New York.
He’s the one who’s been put in hospital god knows how many times by the stupid, insolent, pieces of shite who call themselves respectable people.
And I’m not just minutely glad that my half-brother is there to take care of him xX; Because, for those who’ve never met Jaik, he’s a damned hopeless case and ever since we were ickle kiddies he was getting himself into fights over nothing.
I’m pansexual by the way. Anybody know what that means? I’ve had to explain it enough times xx;
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Cut to mirror your intention
*gurgle* I really do think my best friend and I flirt too much.
Well, no, I know we do x_X Considering my girlfriend gets insanely jealous over it and she’s still paranoid that we’re going to run off and have wildkinkylesbiansex when she’s not looking.
XD
Anyway, I’m supposed to write a letter to my mother. *sticks nose in the air arrogantly* I don’t see why I should after all she’s done to us.
Of course, she’s still my mother, but still.
Eek, and I got a letter last week from my nonna >_o; For those who don’t know [which is pretty much everybody XD] getting a letter from anyone on my mom’s side of la famalia is not a good thing.
IOW, nonna’s letter pretty much consisted of her complaining that none of us are interested in "carrying on the family tradition". Blahblahblah. She’s disappointed in us because we aren’t learning to speak fluent spanish and we aren’t falling over ourselves in order to get more involved in "spanish things". Geh.
Ella es imposible!
Realmente! Pienso ella lo encuentra agradable para quejarse. x_X;;
*cough* ANYWAY.
I’m going to go have a cigarette >_o; Just THINKING about her annoys me... And then I should go about writing back to her.
Maldiciones.
Well, no, I know we do x_X Considering my girlfriend gets insanely jealous over it and she’s still paranoid that we’re going to run off and have wildkinkylesbiansex when she’s not looking.
XD
Anyway, I’m supposed to write a letter to my mother. *sticks nose in the air arrogantly* I don’t see why I should after all she’s done to us.
Of course, she’s still my mother, but still.
Eek, and I got a letter last week from my nonna >_o; For those who don’t know [which is pretty much everybody XD] getting a letter from anyone on my mom’s side of la famalia is not a good thing.
IOW, nonna’s letter pretty much consisted of her complaining that none of us are interested in "carrying on the family tradition". Blahblahblah. She’s disappointed in us because we aren’t learning to speak fluent spanish and we aren’t falling over ourselves in order to get more involved in "spanish things". Geh.
Ella es imposible!
Realmente! Pienso ella lo encuentra agradable para quejarse. x_X;;
*cough* ANYWAY.
I’m going to go have a cigarette >_o; Just THINKING about her annoys me... And then I should go about writing back to her.
Maldiciones.
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Dance Dance
Okay, I haven’t updated in ages, sorry ;)
So... Stuff that’s been happening.
My girlf is currently looking for an apartment here, so she can move back down. She’s also planning on getting a flatmate.
Last week she got herself into a fight [the stupid prat]. And I’m still pissy enough to decapitate the bitch who dared to hit her.
If you like JRock [Japanese Rock], JPop [Japanese Pop] or if you just wanna know wtf I’m on about, check out my mp3 Rotation Journal :D
On Friday night we [Me, my stepsister Bex, Hana, Bierta, Cassandra and the twins] went out for dinner and then cruised in a hired limo for a little over an hour. T’was good fun :) Peektures below:
[From left: Aleisha, Cassie, Bex, Bierta]
[From left: Hana, Dillon, Cassandra, Aleisha]
So yes.
On another note, my stepsister is a backstabbing bitch, and from what a couple of my friends have said, it looks like she’s trying to wipe me out of our "group of friends" and take over my place. And for that she’s being thoroughly resented, because, no duh, MY FRIENDS LIKE ME.
Um... Other than that shite, nothing else is really going on. My kitty went missing a week ago, and still no news of him. Nobody but me really gives a shite either, which is rather disheartening, because I love my kitty. :(
And now I’m off to listen to Morning Musume and write H/D.
So... Stuff that’s been happening.
My girlf is currently looking for an apartment here, so she can move back down. She’s also planning on getting a flatmate.
Last week she got herself into a fight [the stupid prat]. And I’m still pissy enough to decapitate the bitch who dared to hit her.
If you like JRock [Japanese Rock], JPop [Japanese Pop] or if you just wanna know wtf I’m on about, check out my mp3 Rotation Journal :D
On Friday night we [Me, my stepsister Bex, Hana, Bierta, Cassandra and the twins] went out for dinner and then cruised in a hired limo for a little over an hour. T’was good fun :) Peektures below:
[From left: Aleisha, Cassie, Bex, Bierta]
[From left: Hana, Dillon, Cassandra, Aleisha]
So yes.
On another note, my stepsister is a backstabbing bitch, and from what a couple of my friends have said, it looks like she’s trying to wipe me out of our "group of friends" and take over my place. And for that she’s being thoroughly resented, because, no duh, MY FRIENDS LIKE ME.
Um... Other than that shite, nothing else is really going on. My kitty went missing a week ago, and still no news of him. Nobody but me really gives a shite either, which is rather disheartening, because I love my kitty. :(
And now I’m off to listen to Morning Musume and write H/D.
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You know, what I don’t get is why people think it’s so damn weird that I can sing along to my JRock CD’s like I’m singing along to my english rock CDs.
It’s not that hard, yanno.
Really.
And my friends who’ve met my moms blood-related side of la familia thinks it’s damn odd that they speak spanish. Ish. It’s not so odd because they’re spanish. But, like, my nonna doesn’t speak alot of english, so that part of my family speaks alot of spanish.
Foreign languages are just... Normal.
You can walk into our house and you’ll likely find a couple of my sisters arguing over which TV-sho to watch, and hurling insults at each other in japanese. Or you’d find a couple of us teasing each other, using different accents.
*sniffs arrogantly* We’re just a very cultured family.
I don’t find it odd, so I don’t know why so many other people do.
It’s not that hard, yanno.
Really.
And my friends who’ve met my moms blood-related side of la familia thinks it’s damn odd that they speak spanish. Ish. It’s not so odd because they’re spanish. But, like, my nonna doesn’t speak alot of english, so that part of my family speaks alot of spanish.
Foreign languages are just... Normal.
You can walk into our house and you’ll likely find a couple of my sisters arguing over which TV-sho to watch, and hurling insults at each other in japanese. Or you’d find a couple of us teasing each other, using different accents.
*sniffs arrogantly* We’re just a very cultured family.
I don’t find it odd, so I don’t know why so many other people do.
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The Black Clouds Hide The Sky
If you like HP slashy fanfiction and you haven’t read the best EVER Harry/Draco fic, then you should go visit here and then praise/worship beren_writes because she rocks everybodies socks.
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Field Of Dreams
Okay, so Lei is uber worried about Jade. As am I.
I have Lei downloading a bunch of Do As Infinity stuff.
Because they’re a wicked cool JRock band.
And you all should worship them.
Besides, the lead vocalist is hottness.
I have Lei downloading a bunch of Do As Infinity stuff.
Because they’re a wicked cool JRock band.
And you all should worship them.
Besides, the lead vocalist is hottness.
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On The Corner of Sixteenth and East.
I’m bored. Very.
Ever After
Written by: June
The shadows tell me stories
And the words are in my skin
A princess cries a thousand tears
And here the tale begins [Whispered]
There’s no hope
We’re too lost
The blood’s shed
This is fate
You’re too gone
You’re too gone
You’re too gone
Don’t go now
Nothing’s left and I’m alone
Again and the pain is toxic
The blade is calling my name
It’s over ever after
It’s over ever after
There’s no hope
We’re too lost
The blood’s shed
Is this fate?
(You’re so gone)
You’re too gone
(I’m so lost)
We’re too lost
It’s over ever after
It’s over ever after
This is fate [Whispered]
Lyrics. *points up* June = me, Dillon. Jade = my bud/band leader/lead vocalist, Ash. If you wanna see more of our songs/lyrics, then go here :D
Ever After
Written by: June
The shadows tell me stories
And the words are in my skin
A princess cries a thousand tears
And here the tale begins [Whispered]
There’s no hope
We’re too lost
The blood’s shed
This is fate
You’re too gone
You’re too gone
You’re too gone
Don’t go now
Nothing’s left and I’m alone
Again and the pain is toxic
The blade is calling my name
It’s over ever after
It’s over ever after
There’s no hope
We’re too lost
The blood’s shed
Is this fate?
(You’re so gone)
You’re too gone
(I’m so lost)
We’re too lost
It’s over ever after
It’s over ever after
This is fate [Whispered]
Lyrics. *points up* June = me, Dillon. Jade = my bud/band leader/lead vocalist, Ash. If you wanna see more of our songs/lyrics, then go here :D
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Upside Down And All Okay
So, as some people might be aware, Otakon is in a few days time. For those who don’t even know what Otakon is, it’s an Anime convention. For those who don’t know what ANIME is, it’s a type of Japanese animation. Y’know, Dragonball Z/GT, Pokemon, Digimon, Yu-Gi-Oh!, etc.
*blinks* I’m off track. ANYWAY.
Otakon is in a few days, and like a bajillion of my friends are going to it. Obviously, I can’t, because I live in New Zealand, and Otakon is in Baltimore. So, duh. But my older sister, Kiana, is going. She’s driving maybe eight hours to Baltimore from where she is in Canada with one of her buddies.
Again, for people who don’t know, a Japanese Rock [JRock] band is going to be doing a concert at Otakon, this JRock band is known as L’Arc~en~Ciel, or for all of their fans, as Laruku.
They’re only like the wickedest, coolest, awesomest band EVER.
lheidyshdbgeijdnksMxklaj~!!!!!111one!!!1
x___x;; L’Arc~en~Ciel would have to be my most favorite band. I have all of their albums [Nine in all] and all of their solo works. I’m uber obsessed with Tetsu and HYDE [and the slash pairing between them that the fandom calls Haistu].
So, as you can imagine.
I AM SO GODDAMNEDMOTHERF00KING JEALOUS!
Okay, so now I’m babbling about a band that probably no one has heard of. Brilliant. Good job, Dillon. I’m going now x____x;;
Why can’t they come do a concert near to where I live? ;____;
*blinks* I’m off track. ANYWAY.
Otakon is in a few days, and like a bajillion of my friends are going to it. Obviously, I can’t, because I live in New Zealand, and Otakon is in Baltimore. So, duh. But my older sister, Kiana, is going. She’s driving maybe eight hours to Baltimore from where she is in Canada with one of her buddies.
Again, for people who don’t know, a Japanese Rock [JRock] band is going to be doing a concert at Otakon, this JRock band is known as L’Arc~en~Ciel, or for all of their fans, as Laruku.
They’re only like the wickedest, coolest, awesomest band EVER.
lheidyshdbgeijdnksMxklaj~!!!!!111one!!!1
x___x;; L’Arc~en~Ciel would have to be my most favorite band. I have all of their albums [Nine in all] and all of their solo works. I’m uber obsessed with Tetsu and HYDE [and the slash pairing between them that the fandom calls Haistu].
So, as you can imagine.
I AM SO GODDAMNEDMOTHERF00KING JEALOUS!
Okay, so now I’m babbling about a band that probably no one has heard of. Brilliant. Good job, Dillon. I’m going now x____x;;
Why can’t they come do a concert near to where I live? ;____;
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Pretty In Pink But I Hate This So Much
| User Name | |
| Mom | Jamie Lee Curtis |
| Dad | Jim Carrey |
| Brother | Clay Aiken |
| Sister | Hillary Duff |
| Dog | Otis |
| Boyfriend | Ashton Kutcher |
| Best friend | Owen Wilson |
| ! | |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
... O___O;; That’s one interesting family, right there.
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Y o u r C u r r e n t ::
Mood: Cold
Music: Janne da Arc
Hair: A mess. It’s always a mess. Ugh.
Annoyance: The coldness.
Smell: Coffee.
Favorite song(s): A bajillion of ’em. Right now I’m in love with "The Way We Get By" by Spoon [Off of the O.C. soundtrack-y thing].
CD in Stereo: Lillix/Nirvana/Rancid Mix CD.
DVD In Player: Matrix: Reloaded.
Crush: Leigh.
L o v e ::
boyfriend/girlfriend: Girlf, yes.
shortest relationship: Three days.
been in love w/ more than 1 person?: Maybe.
F a v o r i t e ::
Food: Chinese. Specifics? Ramen, pocky and french fries.
Drink: Cherry cola.
Color: Green, black, silver, red.
Album: Um... No idea.
Shoes: My boots, probably.
Candy: Pocky and snickers.
Animal: Wolf.
TV Show: Anime ones. And QaF.
Dance: Macarena! XD
Veggie: Potatoes.
Fruit: Strawberries.
A r e Y o u ::
Understanding: Sure
Open-minded: Duh
Insecure: Totally
Hungry: Kinda
Friendly: Can be
Smart: So I’m told
Moody: Incredibly
Childish: Sometimes
Independent: When I needa be
Hard working: When motivated
Organized: Not really
Healthy: Probably not
Shy: Occasionally
Difficult: Yes
Bored Easily: Mmhm
Messy: Horribly
Thirsty: No, I have coffee!
Responsible: Not really
Obsessed: Sure
Angry: Not right now
Sad: Kinda
Trusting: Definately not
Talkative: Sometimes
Ignored: Mostly
Reliable: Not really
Optimistic: Realistic
A deep-thinker: Yes
Self-disciplined: I try
Sleepy: A little
Lonely: Yep
V i t a l S t a t s ::
nicknames: Dillon
location: Parents’ room
sign: Virgo
hair color: Black with auburn-brown regrowth
eye color: Brown
height: 5’4
shoe size: 7NZ
nationality: Human mutt. New Zealander with bits of spanish, maori, asian, german, irish and european.
skin color: Pale
school: NZHC
H a v e Y o u E v e r ::
lied: All the time
done drugs: I’ve dabbled
drank alcohol: Hello? Duh
broke a bone: Yes
failed a class: Yep
been in a fist fight: Thrice
dyed your hair: Since I was twelve
gotten in a car accident: Never
been out of the country: Nope
met a famous person: A few
driven illegally: Yep
thrown a temper tantrum: In the past
been suspended: Twice
been expelled: Never
given the finger: Duh
Mood: Cold
Music: Janne da Arc
Hair: A mess. It’s always a mess. Ugh.
Annoyance: The coldness.
Smell: Coffee.
Favorite song(s): A bajillion of ’em. Right now I’m in love with "The Way We Get By" by Spoon [Off of the O.C. soundtrack-y thing].
CD in Stereo: Lillix/Nirvana/Rancid Mix CD.
DVD In Player: Matrix: Reloaded.
Crush: Leigh.
L o v e ::
boyfriend/girlfriend: Girlf, yes.
shortest relationship: Three days.
been in love w/ more than 1 person?: Maybe.
F a v o r i t e ::
Food: Chinese. Specifics? Ramen, pocky and french fries.
Drink: Cherry cola.
Color: Green, black, silver, red.
Album: Um... No idea.
Shoes: My boots, probably.
Candy: Pocky and snickers.
Animal: Wolf.
TV Show: Anime ones. And QaF.
Dance: Macarena! XD
Veggie: Potatoes.
Fruit: Strawberries.
A r e Y o u ::
Understanding: Sure
Open-minded: Duh
Insecure: Totally
Hungry: Kinda
Friendly: Can be
Smart: So I’m told
Moody: Incredibly
Childish: Sometimes
Independent: When I needa be
Hard working: When motivated
Organized: Not really
Healthy: Probably not
Shy: Occasionally
Difficult: Yes
Bored Easily: Mmhm
Messy: Horribly
Thirsty: No, I have coffee!
Responsible: Not really
Obsessed: Sure
Angry: Not right now
Sad: Kinda
Trusting: Definately not
Talkative: Sometimes
Ignored: Mostly
Reliable: Not really
Optimistic: Realistic
A deep-thinker: Yes
Self-disciplined: I try
Sleepy: A little
Lonely: Yep
V i t a l S t a t s ::
nicknames: Dillon
location: Parents’ room
sign: Virgo
hair color: Black with auburn-brown regrowth
eye color: Brown
height: 5’4
shoe size: 7NZ
nationality: Human mutt. New Zealander with bits of spanish, maori, asian, german, irish and european.
skin color: Pale
school: NZHC
H a v e Y o u E v e r ::
lied: All the time
done drugs: I’ve dabbled
drank alcohol: Hello? Duh
broke a bone: Yes
failed a class: Yep
been in a fist fight: Thrice
dyed your hair: Since I was twelve
gotten in a car accident: Never
been out of the country: Nope
met a famous person: A few
driven illegally: Yep
thrown a temper tantrum: In the past
been suspended: Twice
been expelled: Never
given the finger: Duh
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Dive to blue
Okay. My stepsister is refusing to go to school. Bear in mind that she’s only turned thirteen this year. She’s acting like a spoiled brat, and she hates Chel and I for moving in here.
Which is altogether fucking unfair, because it’s not like we had a choice. It was either move in here, at dads, or move to Australia with mom and her boyfriend-who-loves-to-hate-us-because-we’re-teenagers.
Oh-Kay, for those who don’t know: My parents divorced a couple of years ago. Chel and I moved out with our mom. Our mom got a new boyf and was never home. Then mom and said boyf decided that moving to Australia was a damnwell brilliant idea, and now they’re gone. And now we’re living in our old "family home" with eight people in the house.
On top of that, Bex and her boyf broke up last night [long, complicated story] and she started complaining to me about how guys suck, and how the only person who’s worthwhile that she’s dated is Hana. But she screwed Hana over and fucked up their relationship so it’s amazing that they’re still friends.
And I have no money on my cellphone, so I can’t get a hold of my girlf. And I’ll barely see her this weekend because a bunch of our friends+ are going to some chicks party -- I’m not going because I can’t stand her needy please-help-me-I’ll-tell-you-I’m-gonna-kill-myself-just-to-get-attention-because-I’m-a-stupid-bitch ways -- and I have a shopping date on Saturday with my buddy, Jade.
Besides all of that, it’s my birthday on Sept. 12 and I’m dreading it with all I am. I’m turning sixteen, by the way. I don’t want to, either. But I was like this last year when I was turning fifteen. And the year before that, too.
[Reminders to self]
Aug. 1: Jade’s birthday.
Aug. 24: Hana’s birthday.
Aug. 25: Zarr’s birthday.
Aug. 28: Kelsi’s birthday.
Sept. 5: Chrys’ birthday.
Sept. 8: Regan’s birthday.
Sept. 12: Tori’s and mine.
Sept. 13: Fii’s brithday.
Oct. 23: Gray’s birthday.
Oct. 29: Isha’s birthday.
Nov. 14: Mom’s birthday.
Dec. 23: Bex’s birthday.
Dec. 27: Jaik’s birthday.
Jan. 1: Jess’ birthday.
Which is altogether fucking unfair, because it’s not like we had a choice. It was either move in here, at dads, or move to Australia with mom and her boyfriend-who-loves-to-hate-us-because-we’re-teenagers.
Oh-Kay, for those who don’t know: My parents divorced a couple of years ago. Chel and I moved out with our mom. Our mom got a new boyf and was never home. Then mom and said boyf decided that moving to Australia was a damnwell brilliant idea, and now they’re gone. And now we’re living in our old "family home" with eight people in the house.
On top of that, Bex and her boyf broke up last night [long, complicated story] and she started complaining to me about how guys suck, and how the only person who’s worthwhile that she’s dated is Hana. But she screwed Hana over and fucked up their relationship so it’s amazing that they’re still friends.
And I have no money on my cellphone, so I can’t get a hold of my girlf. And I’ll barely see her this weekend because a bunch of our friends+ are going to some chicks party -- I’m not going because I can’t stand her needy please-help-me-I’ll-tell-you-I’m-gonna-kill-myself-just-to-get-attention-because-I’m-a-stupid-bitch ways -- and I have a shopping date on Saturday with my buddy, Jade.
Besides all of that, it’s my birthday on Sept. 12 and I’m dreading it with all I am. I’m turning sixteen, by the way. I don’t want to, either. But I was like this last year when I was turning fifteen. And the year before that, too.
[Reminders to self]
Aug. 1: Jade’s birthday.
Aug. 24: Hana’s birthday.
Aug. 25: Zarr’s birthday.
Aug. 28: Kelsi’s birthday.
Sept. 5: Chrys’ birthday.
Sept. 8: Regan’s birthday.
Sept. 12: Tori’s and mine.
Sept. 13: Fii’s brithday.
Oct. 23: Gray’s birthday.
Oct. 29: Isha’s birthday.
Nov. 14: Mom’s birthday.
Dec. 23: Bex’s birthday.
Dec. 27: Jaik’s birthday.
Jan. 1: Jess’ birthday.
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I love you, I need you, I f00k you.
Eh... Okay, so about me.
My name’s Dillon. Call me Diro. Or DW. Or just Dillon. I’m fifteen. Femrocker, baby. JRock crazy. Slash authoress. HP mad. Slytherin. Pansexual. Livin’ in a family of eight. Three blood-related siblings: Chel, Tori and Mikey. Three step-siblings on my fathers side: Bex, Kez and Shaun. A step-sister on my moms side: Michelle. Oh, and three platonic-adopted-siblings: Hiro, Mark and Kiana. Bass player in a femrock-pop punk-garage band called Sixteenth Street. Lyricist. Writer. Artist. Photographer. Daydreamer. Backup vocalist. Friend. Enemy. Vegetarian. Greenpeace. Somewhat of an activist. Animal rights. Gay rights. Human rights. Obsessed with: Tetsu, HYDE, Do As Infinity, Alan Rickman, Tom Felton, Lindsay Lohan, Brian Molko, Placebo, Orgy, Sliverchair, old school rock/punk, The Clash, The Ramones, Nirvana, The Kinks. Love accents. Smoker. Bipolar. Voices in my head [mild schitz]. Semi-alcoholic. Socially retarded. Arrogant. Lover. Fighter. Taurus living a Virgo’s life. Slob. OCD. Passionate.
That pretty much sums me up.
And now I have to go study. Joy. Toodles.
My name’s Dillon. Call me Diro. Or DW. Or just Dillon. I’m fifteen. Femrocker, baby. JRock crazy. Slash authoress. HP mad. Slytherin. Pansexual. Livin’ in a family of eight. Three blood-related siblings: Chel, Tori and Mikey. Three step-siblings on my fathers side: Bex, Kez and Shaun. A step-sister on my moms side: Michelle. Oh, and three platonic-adopted-siblings: Hiro, Mark and Kiana. Bass player in a femrock-pop punk-garage band called Sixteenth Street. Lyricist. Writer. Artist. Photographer. Daydreamer. Backup vocalist. Friend. Enemy. Vegetarian. Greenpeace. Somewhat of an activist. Animal rights. Gay rights. Human rights. Obsessed with: Tetsu, HYDE, Do As Infinity, Alan Rickman, Tom Felton, Lindsay Lohan, Brian Molko, Placebo, Orgy, Sliverchair, old school rock/punk, The Clash, The Ramones, Nirvana, The Kinks. Love accents. Smoker. Bipolar. Voices in my head [mild schitz]. Semi-alcoholic. Socially retarded. Arrogant. Lover. Fighter. Taurus living a Virgo’s life. Slob. OCD. Passionate.
That pretty much sums me up.
And now I have to go study. Joy. Toodles.
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WOO! Well, Kitty-Kat pointed me in the direction of this site, and here I am :) This thing is a little dif. to other journal sites, but oh well!
Anyway, I shall update later, lovelies!
-Diro.
Anyway, I shall update later, lovelies!
-Diro.
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