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so in 3 months school will start again for me. i dont really know whether thats a good decision or not.

i'm not feeling good at all lately and i dont know why.
nobody's there to talk to either.

well whatever..

Your Love Song Is..

Sitting, Waiting, Wishing by Jack Johnson

"Maybe you've been through this before
But it's my first time so please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you
I can't always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool"

You've been waiting for love, and you're not going to wait any longer!

happy new year

so now its 2008..

please let this year be better than the last.
i'm more depressed than ever before...

to save you from move self pity and shite i'm gonna shut up now and hope this is all happening for a good reason and that its all gonna alright..

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uhm, its been ages as always..
so much happend.. but nothing really changed...

3 days til christmas, i love christmas.. i love getting presents, i'm gonna see my sister again and mum and cherry!

i passed the tests.. now i have only one left.
only one more month and then, i wont have any work anymore.. XD
i absolutely dunno what to do. anybody get me a job which i like? XD

things are somehow only getting worse, it seems. nothings going right and everything is a mess..

i wish i'd know what to do about that.
but like so often, i have no clue.

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Your Inner Child Is Sad
You're a very sensitive soul. You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have. Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone. You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.

stay with me

i feel like everybody said i would feel
it's over now, so kill the lights
i need what everybody said I would need
i'm tied uptight by your china voice
that always broke when I made you sad
stay with me stay
don't leave in this way
stay with me stay
i'll do whatever you say

la la lie

wah, i'm so bored.. i think i will spend that day watching house and being online.. i so dont have a life right now XD but i like it that way ><

today!!!

so i've been counting the days til today XD

munich was great <3 we were there for like 9 hours!
(not that i didnt want to stay longer...i could've stayed there forever ><)

5 days!

so its only 5 more days!
and i'm on holis now, actually i am already since tuesday, cause i got sick.. haha, so i got one more week of holidays..

6 days


14 days til munich!

i'm already totally excited haha, though i've been there already like 87238967285times XD


schools out

so today was the last day of school before the summerbreak..
we went to the zoo XD
ma picked me up at home and we drove there.. but we were there much to early so we spent some time in his car talking..
later we met up with the other classmates.. it was nice there.. the weather was okays too, i spent most time talking to ma there anyways.. well, cause oli was busy with fr. >< i dunno whats going on between the 2 of them. i made some pics, i hope they dont mind me posting them here XD.. well, you can view them here, if i can be arsed to post them XD

everyday a new disease

blah..

heeeeeeeeeelp

gah i'm so annoyed.
my melo layout was just working all fine and now i get this grey box on the left side and cant get rid of it :S :'(

cry into my drink I disappear

damn that weather.. its way too hot here


can't speak, can't think, won't talk, won't walk

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only a few months left, then i can finally leave that all behind..
i dunno if its the right thing to do, but i dont know what i should do anyways..

...

today i was sitting in the train, when i saw that butterfly.. poor thing got lost in there.. normally everything with two or more feet scares me.. but anyways, a few secs before i had to leave, i caught it with both hands and took it outside.. i hope he's doing fine..

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i'm fine, really.. so stop asking me as if you cared.
i've moved on, i'm doing great. neither do i need your false
sympathy nor any oh so faked caring words from you, ok?
just leave me in peace.. and no i did not want to know what
you've told me..


its all lies

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but if i wanted silence.. i would whisper
and if i wanted loneliness.. i'd choose to go
and if i liked rejection... i'd audition
and if i didnt love you, you would know..


and why cant you just hold me???
and how come it is so hard????
and do you like to see me broken??
and why do i still care????

USELESS

such a fucking asshole, really, thank you for making me cry at work.
fucker, what the fuck who are you to text me with that bullshite and blame me for doing something wrong, if you are not even in the position to tell me anything, acutally they could save those 2000 bucks you get each month for doing nothing but useless things, i swear, i wont do shite for you anymore.

and yes, i will do it again and again and again.






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feeling like this could only mean
i'm sinking
feeling like this could only mean
i'm sinking
well I'M SINKING


PULL ME UP

Cause love's such an old fashioned word

Pressure pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure - that burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets

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its over.

i know him too well, i knew he was lying.

i'm alone


i am so fucking lonely, i dont have anyone to talk to.


yeah, you fucked it up

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thank you for making that day even worse

yeah, its great to be alone. why dont you just say its over, instead of lying to me? you dont even believe the shite you told me yourself do you?

its great, you know you'd be the second guy who breaks up with me one day after my fucking birthday.

sunday, bloody sunday.. its gonna be





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the day before yesterday was her birthday.. When she was still alive i never thought i would miss her that much.. i didnt treat her good enough, i could have done so much more.. now she's dead, maybe at some better place.. who knows. at least she's not hurting anymore. i wonder if there's something after you die.. i refuse to believe that there is nothing, its scares me.

congrats

one more wasted year..

happy birthday

i am finished with you



look in my eyes, youre killing me, killing mel

all i wanted was you

skin

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Perdus les rêves de s'aimer
Le temps où on avait rien fait
Il nous reste toute une vie pour pleurer

Et maintenant nous sommes tout seuls

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gah

i feel so stupid ><
today i bought a pair of wonderful heart earrings and a beautiful heart necklace and i fucking lost it XD
i have no idea where and when, i just recognized it when i got home, acutally just a few hours after i bought it >>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<

great, you just lost 15 bucks.. great...

all i wanted was your love love love love love love...

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mmm placebo. :]

I actually like the way your layout is set up without the links and the fast link...but if you want them back..I found something in your layout code that looks like this:
#melo_menu_fastlinks
you should put some closing tags on it to make it look like this instead:
#melo_menu_fastlinks {}

As for the other links you have something in your codes that look like this and should be removed:

.menu_head_bot {
visibility: hidden;
}

.menu_head_top {
visibility:hidden;
}

And last but not least, you should try making this

/* MENU */

.menu_head_bot {
background-image: url();
height: 32px;
vertical-align: middle;
}

Look like this:
/* MENU */

.menu_head_bot {visibility:hiddden;
background-image: url();
height: 32px;
vertical-align: middle;
}

Hope that helps.
Sorry it took me so long to get back to you. I've been away. :]

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touched for hating the weather.
it's like 129102109 degrees here with humidity. bleeech!

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i didnt know you were still active here! im sure coming here more often :)
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you always, always and always have me, soulmate.

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i was joking dawling :) i said i could feel the rejection from the i guess haha

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oh i can feel the rejection from that response :(

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just stopping by.
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That's cause im cool like that :)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :)

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your user pic is my favorite vonnegut quote.

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a slut you are, you say? aren't we all....

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