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Help for My Sister's Quest

Here is the deal, this blog is broken into several parts: My sister's quest to be a vegetarian, my thoughts on being a vegetarian, and brain-storming ideas to help her.

My sister is wanting to be a vegetarian. She has already had a small trial to see if she could go a week without eating meat; she made it five days and on the fifth day she broke down and ate sausage. She has come to the conclusion that her downfall is pig related foods; I also broke down the amout of meats I eat and the main staple item is chicken.

I've always wanted to try being a vegetarian and I was for a few months but I'm already a sickly person and cutting meat out of my diet just wasn't an option that and living in the South and not eating meat is an extremely hard feat to accomplish. My thoughts on not eating meat is that depending on what type of area you live in really can impede or help on your success at eliminating meat from your diet; I believe that living in a urban enviroment increases the success ratio versus living in a rural landscape. My view also includes the idea that animals raised in these enviroments for food are different; animal raised for food in a urban enviroment are more cruel than those raised locally in a rural enviroment. Having lived in the South I know people who are self-sufficient and don't buy meat from grocery stores. They either hunt or raise their own meat and those animals are treated amazingly well. So you can easily see my view is neither black nor white in this area. I would love to not eat meat but I can't because of health reasons and where I live but maybe one day I could try again and be successful.

With this being said I want my sister to really try. Maybe she'll fair better than I did...with this being said....

Is anyone a vegetarian and would like to give me ideas about how to help Hannah? Was it hard to eliminate meat from your diet? Any recipes? Do you share the same theory that where you live effects your success?

Who knows maybe I'll try vegetarianism again with Hannah. =]

YAY!

I woke up without black eyes! YAY! I'm the happiest person ever!

Day 12: Dear Dad.

Dear Dad:

You are the person that has caused the most pain in my life so much that it makes me hate you as a person. Any man that leaves his family for another woman isn't a father or even a real man.

You love money over anything else. You refuse to pay for some of my college tuition which puts me and mom in a hard spot, but then you turn around and buy a full-blooded show horse.

You cheated on my mom for three years with her best friend and Hannah's best friend's mom. You replaces us [Hannah, mom, and I] for another family. You left mamaw and I when papaw was at his sickest, but came in the last week of his life and the week after claiming that you helped. And these aren't even the main reason you caused some much pain and damage in my life.

I hate hearing rumors come back to me that you have told people. You have never taken me and James out. In fact, you barely knew James. I hate hearing that you and your bitch girlfriend are close to me "and any guy I bring home".

I am just now getting over body image problems that I have had in my life. Hearing all my pre-teen years, "You've gained weight." "Are you eating again?" "Do you really want to eat that?"

Hearing things like "I don't want to wait on her to get ready...let's leave her behind." doesn't help either. "We all know why it takes so long for her to get ready." "I refuse to go anywhere with her wearing that."

Every issue I have ever had in my life had come from things you have repetively said to me.

You need to assess your life and figure out your real priorities. Your real family, your blood family is way more important than some married woman that is slutty and bitchy that treats you and everyone around her like shit. You should learn that when you run from people that no one will come help you when you need it. Money can't buy everything; you think it does but it only buys superficial things and slutty girls.

Go to hell and enjoy your stay there asshole.

Caitlyn.

Most Recent.

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The most recent photo of me which was taken yesterday.

I was talking about how I needed to give myself another pedicure and about how much money I save doing it myself and how professional it looks. =]

Most Epic Photo Ever. Period.

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Is it not? I told Hannah that if we ever recorded an album (which is highly improvable) this would be the cover.

It actually came into being when I tried to ruin the photo. She was trying to get a new mirror-shot Facebook photo of herself...and I walked into the frame.

=]

Confusion and Interest

As much as I hate Dragon Ball Z and all of its spin-offs, I'm interested in the art style.

It's nothing like I've seen before. The face proportions are off balanace and unconventional. Eyes are attached to eyebrows, some don't have noses, some don't have whites of the eyes, corners of eyes are inexsistent, and just other little tiny details that other people don't notice but me. Why? That's all I want to know.

I'm going to give this letter thing a try.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Tonto

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I Want.

I want someone that

will love me for me.

makes me happy.

will no matter how much I claim to be a feminist will still treat me like a lady. Wine, dine, and respect. Open doors and pay my way....sometimes, I still believe in strong feminist values. =]

will surprise me.

will cuddle with me.

will do nothing and everything with me at the same time.

loves dogs.

is family oriented.

will treat my little sister, Hannah, with respect and can be a friend to her.

will be my friend.

will stay with me forever.

will work out problems with me rather than run away.

is unique.

I can never figure out.

will pick me up and throw me over his shoulder.

will shower me with love.

deal with my randomness and can be random with me.

will eat all the orange candy I think is gross.

will ultimately love me.

Another great word.

solecism\SOL-uh-siz-uhm\ , noun;

1.A nonstandard usage or grammatical construction; also, a minor blunder in speech.

2.A breach of good manners or etiquette.3.Any inconsistency, mistake, or impropriety.

3.Any inconsistency, mistake, or impropriety.

Ten Rules for Daily Life.

Ten Rules For Daily Life
1.Have Universal Mind
2.Love all creation
3.Be grateful
4.Do good in secret
5.Have merciful eyes and a gentle body
6.Be forgiving and big hearted
7.Think deep and judge well
8.Be calm and determined
9.Be positive and vigorous
10.Persevere

The Truth.

"All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect who might be searching for us."

He lied.

"Say what? I miss you, too. Like super duper miss, like I should write a song about missing you. But see I can't do that because I can't do "Hey there Delilah" again cause Plain White Tees would kick my ass. [pause] Damnit. [pause] What? [pause] I love you, too."

Another new motto to live by.

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The Great Things in Life.

I've decided that a few of the greatest things in life are:

A good book.

New art supplies.

A cold bottle of Cherry Coke.

A amazing cup of coffee.

An embrace of someone you love, be it friend, family member, or lover.

Beautiful moments that last a lifetime.

That warm happy feeling you get after coming home from traveling.

and knowing that you are happy with your life.

If I had to pick a label, I would be a....

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My Personal Thought of the Day.

Elvis understood me long before I understood myself.

Awesome. =]

The Truth.

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Andy Warhol. My Hero.

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b0n3zassassin's picture
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no problem hun!

hoshi_asuko's picture
Re: YAY!

No a teenager that doesn't listen when I say "I'm standing right behind you" and then proceeds turn around and essentially head-butt me hard enough to have possibly caused black eyes. haha

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Domestic violence dreaming?

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no problem hun!

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no problemo deary

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Thanks! Thanks for the compliment and random visit.

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stopping through on the random tour!

cute pics!

FiT's picture
Re: Confusion and Interest

Yeah no kidding. Chrono trigger had a much better story though. Although, it is a video game rather than a show

hoshi_asuko's picture
Re: Confusion and Interest

I want someone to ramble haha. It really is an interesting style; you can defiantely tell that it is innovating. I just can't get into the storyline though.

FiT's picture
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It's just how his art style is. Toriyama's characters and scenes are quite simple, in a way. And it's not just with DBZ. You can look at Chrono Trigger, Blue Dragon, Dragon Warrior (dragon quest in the states), and see the same things in those mediums, although I think the art in Chrono trigger is the best of any of them.

>>; idk, i'm just rambling here. But I can agree that his art style is intriguing.

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Re: Day 06: Letter to A Stranger

I've decided if I do decide to be an English teacher...I may use the 30 Letters as a self-discover/writing assignment. I mean I've learned a lot about myself and it isn't really a chore to do so. I got this idea because I would be teaching higher highschool English and for senior year they had us do this memory project where we had to write about our lives from birth unil the present day and it seriously felt like a chore but this would a new twist on the Virginia senior requirement.

kindle's picture
Re: Day 06: Letter to A Stranger

I like your take on it! i was a bit lost myself as of what to write about a stranger.
i was satisfied with my entry tho by the end haha

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Re: I Want.

It started getting dirty...haha pinching and biting...haha...I think my sister won though....She may be young but she's very athletic and my ex was a whiney baby. I just love the brotherly relationship that she likes to have with my flames...it's sweet.

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LOL sounds like my husband and me! did she win, though?

hoshi_asuko's picture
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She's thirteen and she usually would goof off with them and it was always so cute watching them. Like my most current ex and her had this bet about how could pin who to the ground, I think we had watched a MMA fight or something...and watching a twenty year old and a thirteen year old trying to put each other in holds was hilarious...haha

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Re: I Want.

yeah, that always happens. my sister broke up with her fiance (they were together for 3 years), and that guy we loved like family. my siblings and i are still very close to him, though, regardless of how my sister feels about it. the way i've always seen it, he has done nothing wrong to us, and he has done nothing wrong to her. she broke up with him for her own reasons and it really should not be the same reasons that we dismiss our friendship with him. i'm sure it's different from the situations you were in, though.

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Re: I Want.

In my opinion, respecting my little sister is the highest on that list. I'm very close to Hannah, my little sister, and if the guy is in anyway rude or mean to her then they get the axe immediately. The last two guys I've dated she got really close to. The only downside is Hannah loses a friend...and I always feel bad.

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Re: I Want.

i especially like that part where you say that you want someone who will treat your little sister well. i've always believed that if someone loves you, he will also love and respect that people you care about. i'm sure you'll find someone, if you haven't yet. it's all about timing. don't settle for anything less but learn to compromise, as well. :)

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Re: Day 08: Dear Cassandra

I think sometime between noon and one.

You are welcome! You were the first person that popped into my head to write about!

kindle's picture
Re: Day 08: Dear Cassandra

BTW Girl what time were you born again?

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Re: Day 08: Dear Cassandra

OMG thanks for telling me! i had not seen it yet. i hardly get on here anymore

oh that is the sweetest post ever..! no one writes anything about me =D
I Heart you! and def cherish our internet friendship

you are on my list of awesome people i must meet in person =D
it even says so on my personal myspace.. and on here somewhere i think haha

thank you so much about what you said about my art and medium! :) that means a lot to me!
and made me blush haha.

Thanks so much!

~cassandra

and Hello to the other cassandra! in the comments =D

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Re: Day 08: Dear Cassandra

Awww...haha. If I had seen an entry entitled "Dear Caitlyn:" I would have flipped.

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Re: Day 08: Dear Cassandra

Thank you!

Sorry, I'm being silly. Your entry caught
my eye because that is my name. :)

hoshi_asuko's picture
Re: Day Five: Letter to My Dreams.

I had thought about it. I may actually get a dual teaching major in art and English.

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Re: Day Five: Letter to My Dreams.

Be an art teacher. =D

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Many thanks, madam. :)

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Re: Andy Warhol. My Hero.

He was and he also was the most unique person.

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Re: Andy Warhol. My Hero.

he was a very smart man.

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yes loveeee mr. warhol. <3

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A fellow Andy Warhol fan!!

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YES. you get a bang and a touch. I feel the same mostly... I'm a cat person

hoshi_asuko's picture
Re: I Want.

What?

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Maybes I cans help you?? =)

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That includes me and I apologized to my iPods for judging them before getting to know them.

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haha, alot of people badmouth them and most of them that have, now have an ipod haha

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Hello. =]

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hello

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