italkinmysleep

nothing really changes.....

really. we struggle. we bicker. we're always broke. but i never doubt that i have my bestie to help me calm down.

and to make me cherry coke and birthday cake ice cream floats. <3

sleepless nights are killing me.....

so I've always been a bit of an insomniac. But normally, I can at least catch a few hours of sleep, or maybe an afternoon nap to catch up.
In the last three days, however, I've gotten maybe three hours of sleep total. None last night. I got maybe a 45 minute nap around one this afternoon....
This is really catching up with me. I'm incredibly irritable, my joints are hurting me, and I'm stuck to my couch. I'm exhausted, but I know I can't sleep.

Haaaaaaaating this!

today......

has been a much better day.
finally got my check from act.
going to pay rent <3 yay for housing!
think i may have a lead or two on new jobs.
and we get a couch and loveseat tomorrow!!! not in the best condition, but new to us, and 104% better than what we've had.

heavens

really, why do people let me play with hair color?
i'm not sure.
but i have pinkish blonde hair at the moment.
we'll see how long this sticks.

donovan.....

i want him to come back!
cary and i basically kidnapped him all weekend. we spent his last three days in tn with him.
and i'm extremely sad that he's gone.

japanese girl crush.....

oh heavens.....
why is it that i only develop crushes like this on unattainable people?
in this case, someone that's moving 16 hours away.
stupid omaha.

roadtrip soon!

guestbook

carymars's picture
Re: nothing really changes.....

best <33333 friend

italkinmysleep's picture
Re: sleepless nights are killing me.....

I don't even know what I'd do if this becomes a permanent situation

xxxemochicxxx's picture
Re: sleepless nights are killing me.....

I'm kinda in the same boat. My average per night is about 1 1/2 to 2 1/2 hours at the most. It's been like this for about 2 months.

carymars's picture
Re: today......

there's nobody home!

italkinmysleep's picture
Re: donovan.....

sorry....

jewbakaucfg's picture
Re: donovan.....

damn it .. i thought this post was going to be about Mc Nabb. I see what you did there ..

brandillio's picture
Re: some of the hair dye adventures i've had over the last six months or so

i think i may have to re dye my shit very soon.

italkinmysleep's picture
Re: today......

we do this for a month, we live rent free!

***i'm crushing your head!***

carymars's picture
Re: today......

the rent should be for free for being me* (times two!)

*that's a quote from a song.

italkinmysleep's picture
Re: some of the hair dye adventures i've had over the last six months or so

thankies!
i'm going to have to dye it this week, i don't think i like being blonde.
we shall see.

brandillio's picture
Re: heavens

k! i'll go look.

italkinmysleep's picture
Re: heavens

done and done.
you'll have to check my pictacular album.
and they're all jumbled, i just posted a bunch of random pictures of what i've put my hair through in the last few months ><

brandillio's picture
Re: heavens

yay!!!!

italkinmysleep's picture
Re: heavens

i'll work on that!

brandillio's picture
Re: heavens

i wanna see this hair you speak of!!!!

enforcetheworld's picture
Re: public

hey! you're two days older than me!

italkinmysleep's picture
Re: public

i can only imagine the insanity that's in store for us.
i'm excited! times two!

carymars's picture
Re: public

we probably will =]

italkinmysleep's picture
Re: public

if by not bad, you mean terrible.
we should move to omaha.

carymars's picture
Re: public

it won't be so bad...

forkedupyo's picture
Re: yeah, i'm a smart one

I hate my job too. But when I look back, I don't think I want to quit. I feel like I'm on vacation most of the time. lol

carymars's picture
Re: public anyong!
italkinmysleep's picture
Re: public

oh the weather outside is weather......

and i know, i know, not ad. but appropriate i think.

carymars's picture
Re: public

somewhere over the rainbow, there's another rainbow...

carymars's picture
Re: yeah, i'm a smart one

no way. leaving that place is only going to help.

italkinmysleep's picture
Re: yeah, i'm a smart one

i hear what you're saying......but i can't wrap my head around it.
stupid decision hat, here i come

carymars's picture
Re: yeah, i'm a smart one

everything will be fine, best friend.

italkinmysleep's picture
Re: public

no touching!

carymars's picture
Re: public

you know what?
i’m gonna throw on a skirt, take off my underwear, & make your pop-pop proud!

italkinmysleep's picture
Re: public

i'm probably not going to say it

carymars's picture
Re: public

shame on him.
say it. say "shame on you for wearing a dead man's pants."

italkinmysleep's picture
Re: public

the mere fact you're calling it pop pop tells me you're not ready

carymars's picture
Re: public

when you get back, pop pop gets a treat?

italkinmysleep's picture
Re: public

stop licking my hand, you horses ass!

carymars's picture
Re: public

i should be in that poof!

carymars's picture
Re: public

i;m going out for a hot ding-dong.

hot ding-dong? anyone?

carymars's picture
Re: just end it already.....

it will be better soooooooooooon

pwomise!!

travelcrime's picture
Re: public

I know what it's like to be at that point. Just know that eventually everything works out in the end.

carymars's picture
Re: no

now i'm homeless, & i shot my kid! -tom jane

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