lilikka

As if things couldn't get any more fucked

Got called into work today. They don't call me in often, especially not when Rei is away because they know the complications with that, but when they do, I have to go. I honestly wish I could just blow them off, but I'd literally be dead if I did.

So I go in and all they needed me for was fucking filing paperwork. Which is bullshit. What a waste of a perfectly good day.

I feel like I'm running out of energy

Then again, it's been a while since I could "recharge," if you will. Since Rei is out at the moment and I refuse to take another lover just for some energy, I'm stuck dealing with conserving it the best I can.

Mostly I've been listening to music all day. I've got an account over at Last.FM if anyone is interested in being musical buddies. I could certainly use some more. Though, just a warning, I probably listen to a lot of crap.

I should probably head to bed. God, I sound like such an old lady. Well, I guess I am pretty damn old. But going to bed at 6:30? Talk about LAME.

Things haven't been going my way lately

But that's probably the understatement of the century. And I suppose I would know something about that.

But seriously, I'm getting tired of this crap. For ONCE, can't something just go my way?

Did some house cleaning

Completely got rid of all the old entries/gspots. It's time I come clean with things and I can't do that with the old clutter.