They, threw me into public!
I think I broke myself into something no one worth my time will ever touch.
I think I introduced feelings and morals too fast and I'm realizing how much I spoiled the sweet girl I once was. I was so worth a good guys time and now I'm tainted and broken and I can't even fix me anymore.
Cheers to the ten cats I get and that awesome old lady sweater I will use to keep myself warm at night.
Too many shadows in my room
Too many hours in this midnight
Too many corners in my mind
So much to do to set my heart right
Stood on the corner for a while
To wait for the wind to blow down on me
Hoping it takes with it my old ways
And brings some brand new luck upon me
And now I'm walking in a park
All of the birds they dance below me
Maybe when things turn green again
It will be good to say you know me
I know what I have to do to get there
But that rabbit hole looks so inviting
It mimics the state of my soul
I think I'll do just that.
So I'm taking these pills for to fill up my soul And I'm drinking them down with cheap alcohol And you'd be inclined to be mine for the taking And part of this terrible mess that I'm makingReal Name:
But me, I'm the catalyst
Apr 4 2007
Looking for my pride