They, threw me into public!





On this path of not giving a fuck, I think I ruined myself.

Submitted by lostsecrets on Sun, 10/21/2012 - 09:38

I think I broke myself into something no one worth my time will ever touch.

I think I introduced feelings and morals too fast and I'm realizing how much I spoiled the sweet girl I once was. I was so worth a good guys time and now I'm tainted and broken and I can't even fix me anymore.

Cheers to the ten cats I get and that awesome old lady sweater I will use to keep myself warm at night.

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Oh but if I take my heart's advice, I should assume it's still unsteady

Submitted by lostsecrets on Tue, 05/22/2012 - 20:46

Too many shadows in my room
Too many hours in this midnight
Too many corners in my mind
So much to do to set my heart right

Stood on the corner for a while
To wait for the wind to blow down on me
Hoping it takes with it my old ways
And brings some brand new luck upon me

And now I'm walking in a park
All of the birds they dance below me
Maybe when things turn green again
It will be good to say you know me

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Oh Alice, do you think I'll ever make it back home? Because I'm not turning around.

Submitted by lostsecrets on Fri, 05/04/2012 - 22:26

I keep looking at the sun
I know what I have to do to get there
But that rabbit hole looks so inviting
It mimics the state of my soul
"Eat me"
"Drink me"
I think I'll do just that.

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Like the Dead Sea...

Submitted by lostsecrets on Mon, 04/30/2012 - 22:06

So here's tale of nothing very special
Just a girl running from her own heart
Trying to figure out why she is here
And how to live among the broken

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roseofapathy Mon, 01/14/2013 - 10:05
Re: Those complications

JJ read my article when you have time *kotc*

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lostsecrets Sun, 10/21/2012 - 10:07

Thank You. It's one of my favorite movies.

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roseofapathy Sun, 10/21/2012 - 09:44

Like the garden state gif

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lostsecrets Thu, 07/26/2012 - 10:06
Re: The morning after

Thank you. I hope I do also :0)

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schminke Tue, 07/24/2012 - 16:14
Re: The morning after

I hear you. I bet you'll find someone. I hope I do.

Also, I love your about me. Beautiful song by Anna Nalick.

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ainecara Sun, 07/15/2012 - 16:48

I love your profile picture on here. :).

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lostsecrets Fri, 06/01/2012 - 09:19
Re: Because you had to be my greatest confidant, my soul mate, & my best friend.

I sure hope they would be.

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maximus Thu, 05/31/2012 - 21:25
Re: Because you had to be my greatest confidant, my soul mate, & my best friend.

I'd reckon the person would be flattered...

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cobaltblue Wed, 05/23/2012 - 16:47
Re: It happens...

Or is it that we stop giving a shit about the stuff we consider to be exceedingly petty?

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lostsecrets Wed, 05/09/2012 - 13:59
Re: Looking for the answers...

No. But I think my lack of what I found is the answer I needed. Not what I thought I was looking for...

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brandillio Wed, 05/09/2012 - 07:53
Re: Looking for the answers...

Didnt find anything?

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cobaltblue Sun, 05/06/2012 - 11:12
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

I have not had a birthday party in........... yea, I do not know how long. Maybe since I was like 10 years old even.

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lostsecrets Sun, 05/06/2012 - 09:58
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

That's because I was fully incoherent at my birthday party ;)

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cobaltblue Sat, 05/05/2012 - 19:43
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

I am already most of the way to incoherent and you would know this if you had not stopped texting me.

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lostsecrets Sat, 05/05/2012 - 13:15
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

Today I will have a small but lovely birthday get together.

And I plan on being incoherent by the end of it all!!!!

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cobaltblue Sat, 05/05/2012 - 06:30
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

I left California because I hate California. The traffic sucks, the pollution sucks, the weather sucks and 99.9999999% of the people suck.

Also I just now texted you. It was 75 degrees when I was woken up by the dog whining because he needed to potty at 5:30am. But today is Cinco de Drinko with means tequila and tortilla.

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lostsecrets Fri, 05/04/2012 - 18:14
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

Also why are we talking via g spots. Text me freak LOL!

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lostsecrets Fri, 05/04/2012 - 18:14
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

And you left California because why???

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cobaltblue Fri, 05/04/2012 - 11:42
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

Oh and it is now over 80 degrees with 87% humidity.

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cobaltblue Fri, 05/04/2012 - 11:40
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

I start work at 7:00am, so me? Usually I am up around 5:00am actually.

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lostsecrets Fri, 05/04/2012 - 11:18
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

Who the fuck is awake at 5:40am???

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cobaltblue Fri, 05/04/2012 - 03:39
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

It is 5:40am, 68 degrees with 95% humidity.

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lostsecrets Thu, 05/03/2012 - 16:36
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

Ugh humidity...

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cobaltblue Thu, 05/03/2012 - 15:20
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

I am PBRing it again tonight.

Of course I do that most every night.

Need to get to work on one of my projects here in a couple of minutes which means going back out into the humidity.

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lostsecrets Thu, 05/03/2012 - 14:14
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

It's ok. I bought some cheap ass domestic wine...

Carlo Rossi Sangria

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cobaltblue Thu, 05/03/2012 - 04:50
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

It better be a cheap ass domestic beer because if it is not [shakes fist]

You know, people do not type [shakes fist] enough anymore.

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lostsecrets Wed, 05/02/2012 - 16:09
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

I was thinking of making this a beer night. We can drink together again tonight LOL!

<3 the shit out of you!

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cobaltblue Wed, 05/02/2012 - 15:33
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

Good job. I have had two drinks, but now I need to run to the hardware store to buy a sander.

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lostsecrets Wed, 05/02/2012 - 13:29
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

Always

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cobaltblue Wed, 05/02/2012 - 05:06
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

Did you finish your bottle?

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lostsecrets Tue, 05/01/2012 - 23:54

Yuuuup! You are the first person to catch onto that lol!

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Vogon_Poetry Tue, 05/01/2012 - 23:25

I don't want to be drunk in public. I want to be drunk in a bar. Which is perfectly legal, arrest them!

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lostsecrets Tue, 05/01/2012 - 21:59
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

More like this cheap bottle of vodka I have been sipping on all evening

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cobaltblue Tue, 05/01/2012 - 18:49
Re: I'll chase down these pills with cheap alcohol

Cheap alcohol like the PBR's I am slamming right now?

Eight down so far and I have another 30 inside. I will not drink them all tonight, but I will have more. It is union made so I cannot feel bad about that on May Day.

I am sitting on my porch listening to revolutionary music, smoking cigs with my Soviet flag flying from my flag pole.

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lostsecrets Mon, 04/23/2012 - 22:47

Hell yeah! LOL!

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danceislife Mon, 04/23/2012 - 21:39

BAM. totally friended you! :)

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lostsecrets Mon, 04/23/2012 - 02:37

Both LOL! I like to take a shot every time a trooper misses.

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insanemorpheus5 Mon, 04/23/2012 - 02:36

hahah which part? starwars or the drinking... or both? lol

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astoria Fri, 04/20/2012 - 21:38

then you are lovely as well my darling
♥
friends.

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lostsecrets Fri, 04/20/2012 - 21:25

What you write reminds me of my own heart.

That my lady makes you ever so lovely in my eyes also.