ltcmdrgermelia
Nee, Melo.
It's been a while hasn't it?
I'm sorry I've deserted you again (for nearly a year this time).
I guess we should just face the truth. We've grown apart.
(Not to mention it's really hard to browse Melo on a PSP.)
I love you. You've been there when I needed you most; I've shed blood and tears on you, and you stood there and took it. It seems almost vulgar, leaving you like this.
But don't worry. I'll be back periodically to check on you.
You're growing, evolving. Hell, I barely recognized you myself.
There are plenty of other people for you, I know I'm not the only one. Old people, new people, confused, angsty, happy, everything.
You'll always have a place in my heart, Melo.
But now, it's time to say g o o d b y e .
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Hey, Melo (for the hundreth time).
But I'm sorry. Facebook kinda stole me away. Dumb Facebook.
But, I'll tell you what's been going on.
I started school again. I'm taking Kickboxing, Clothing Construction, and Japanese. I tried to get into history, but that didn't happen.
I still don't have a job.
Or a life.
I'm making popsicles right now. Well, I'm waiting for them to get frozen. They're blue raspberry lemonade. It's one of my days off school, and I have an optometrist appointment. Yaaay, new glasses.
I'm finally getting a new phone. It should be here today or tomorrow. The best part is that it's mostly music player, seeing as I don't really use a phone aside from the occasional call.
My Yuffie cosplay came out pretty well, I'll give you a link.
[Okay, some chick is asking for help with the shoulder strap. Give me like... five minutes to make a rough sketch of how it's supposed to be done.]
Right. So... There you go.
Um. My brain magically took a dump on me right now.
I guess this is all you're getting for the next... I don't know how long.
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Adventures in cigarette hunting?
a) Somebody was going to try and pick me up, and
b) things weren't going to go according to plan.
So I set off, and the entire block was not illuminated. All the street lamps had gone out. That was kind of creepy and kind of refreshing at the same time.
And as I was passing Bravo, some car comes out of nowhere, and slows down.
Him: "Hey, you want a ride?"
Me: "No, thank you, I'm quite fine walking."
Him: (makes a 'pfft' noise and drives off)
Mind you, his car sounded like it was about to explode.
But yeah, I get to 7-Eleven and ask if I could get a pack of cigarettes with a copy of my ID, as I lost the real one. He shakes his head and apologizes. I walk out and to the crosswalk. I press the button, and skip off the curb. I get to the other side, press the button and wait for the signal. Then I notice that there are two cop cars on the opposite side of the street, and one of them gets into the turning lane.
'Course, I know what's coming, so I quickly check my pockets for my ID copy. He pulls up, and asks me my name and age. I tell him. He pulls out of the intersection (silly law enforcement!) and steps out of the car. Then, at the signal I was waiting for, his little cop buddy pulls up as well, effectively blocking two lanes.
But whatever, they're cops, they can do whatever they want.
Anyway, long story short, they thought I was drunk, or stoned, or tweaking, or some combination of the three. Their basis for this suspicion? I 'stumbled' off the curb, and across the street.
Well, maybe, if the street were well-paved, I wouldn't have trouble walking across it.
But, they ask me to empty my pockets, so I do. They ask me to shake out my bra (that was weird) and shoes, so I do.
Cop 1: (picks up my temporary wallet, i.e., a plastic sleeve from 24 Hour Fitness) "Do you mind if we look through this?"
Me: By all means, go ahead. (thinks 'We? Is it honestly necessary that two people accomplish the same task?')
Cop 2: So, where do you live?
Me: Down that way, on Foxglove. Heh.
Cop 2: What?
Me: Oh, I just knew something was going to happen tonight. And to think, I was already propositioned by some random guy over there!
Cop 2: Why are you out this late?
Me: I need cigarettes.
Cop 2: Where are your cigarettes?
Me: I'm out. That's why I need some.
Cop 1: (starts ruffling through my pack of gum) Why do you have eyedrops?
Me: (turns and points to eyes) Contacts.
Yeah. They stopped me for like, ten minutes. And it was ridiculous. Cop 2 left a while before Cop 1 told me I was free to go (I'm sorry, was I arrested without my knowing?), and I had to wait again for the signal.
I go to Am-Pm, get my cigarettes, and go to the side of the building. As I light up, what should I see in the Bank of America parking lot (facing the wrong way, no less!)?
A cop car. So what do I do? Absolutely nothing. I finish my cigarette, throw it in an ashtray, and stop at 7-Eleven for a Slurpee.
It's apple-mango, not like I can resist, right?
And the awesome part was that when I stepped in through the back door, the clock just turned to 3:33.
Yeaaah.
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Hey, Melo.
But I need you right now.
So yeah, I just finished having a little fit. See, a couple of weeks (no. Much less than that, maybe a week) ago, I had an argument with my mother about San Japan.
See, I want to go, but she won't let me go alone. Her concern is understandable, but who would want to come with me... no, who would be able to buy a plane ticket to Texas and spend a weekend with me, just so I could inflate my ego a little more?
Anyways, I got all uppity and hug up on her, shortly after telling her 'I hated her for being so nyehh (yeah, verbatim).'
'Course, I was exaggerating.
Since then, I've only called her twice, and both times, she's been pretty much emotionless, expressing no concern about my episode.
I snapped again today. I hung up on her again, after yelling at her that I couldn't stand the way she was acting.
Now, believe me. I hate crying so much. But I couldn't take it anymore. I started crying on the phone, and she couldn't even ask me if I was alright.
So, I chucked my phone at Leviathan-knows-what, effectively shutting my phone and hanging up on her.
Now, that's just one of many things that's been bothering me lately, but I won't bother you with anything else.
And, strangely, this entry feels incomplete.
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CaramellDansen Train!
Silly Sephiroth, trying to steal my thunder.
Oh, and this guy posted a part two.
And just in case you were wondering, I'm the Yuffie behind Sephiroth.
Needless to say, AX was pretty fun.
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Gyaa ha ha and Kyaa ha ha...
Anywayyy, I spent the day watching Hellsing and playing Kingdom Hearts.
I should work on my boots.
Mmhm.
Oh, and I made the first vote on the front page poll.
Victoryy.
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3, 2, 1...
I have three days to finish everything up, and it's getting exciting.
Right now, I'm waiting for the primer on my shuriken to dry.
On a slightly related note: It's. Too. Fucking. Hot.
So, I'm making another batch of Sea-Salt ice cream.
So, once the primer's dry, I'm going to go out there (while the yolk-sugar-milk mixture cools down) and texturize the thing (texturize isn't a word, is it?). Then I'm going to wait for that to dry and while I'm doing that, I'm going to put the dye in my hair (while the ice cream maker cools itself).
Then... after the texture-crap is dry, I get to paint it (again!). While that's drying, I take the ice cream out of the maker and rinse off my hair.
Then I'll probably be able to put another coat of paint on it, it's so damn hot. Then tonight, when it's too late to make noise and crap outside, I'll finish my boots. I've got mayyybe an hour or two left on them.
Does this leave room for coffee?
Definitely.
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Awesome, awesome, awesome.
Now, I want my masseuse.
Well, I slept flat on the floor yesterday, and it kinda helped my back, but I still have a headache.
And cramps.
I swear I will work on my boots after my nap.
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pro/con
Since I am currently unable to sleep, I suppose I'll talk to you about my life as of late.
I have no planned format; bear with me.
So, for a while there, I thought I was getting sick. It was also dangerously close to ::whispers:: that time of the month. I thought Anime Expo as going to be ruined for me.
Surprise! I started my rag this morning (I think). That means I can wear my bright orange short-shorts without having to worry about pesky stains. But, my throat hurts.
Bleh.
My shuriken is almost done. I give it two more days, and it'll be perfect. I haven't touched my boots in a while though.
I really should get on that.
Due to my awesome coffee binges as of late, I have lost a ton of weight and have been able to work more consistently. Right now, I have a massive headache, cramps, and a billion cricks in my neck and shoulders. Oh, did I mention I can't sleep?
It really pisses me off.
Seriously. I need a masseuse and some sleeping pills.
And more willpower.
There's only so much time I can practice playing To Zanarkand and staring at the glue gun.
Also, I want a lockpick kit and my Cerberus charm to come in the mail.
Aaaand, I want Reno-boy to dye his hair bright red and don a blue suit.
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The best thing ever... for right now.
Oh, and I have "I'll Make a Man Out of You" (from Mulan) stuck in my head.
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Greatest thing I've read today...
"Wow, Vinnie. It's just an orange, you don't have to look at it all angry-like." Yuffie said...
I seriously could not stop laughing for a good three minutes. Even Dad poked his head in my doorway, and I blamed it on not being able to understand a single thing Gackt says in Redemption.
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Brad just said the funniest thing right now...
And the funny is, I was telling him to donate his old clothes to Goodwill.
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Chrono Trigger-y Madness!
I downloaded an scp (I think) format soundtrack of the entire game. I decided not to buy the OSV too.
And most importantly, I forgot just how much I love Lucca.
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Germ, redefined.
My computer is stationed in my closet. I am on a never-ending quest for perfection. I drink enough tea and water to drown a fish. I pretend to be a vegetarian in front of my family. I bake when I'm upset. I have a pretty big ego, but I developed that to cover my insecurities. I am a self-diagnosed emetophobe.
I don't believe in the heart. I watch movies repetitively. I have an ambition to be a forensic scientist. I smoke too many cigarettes for my own good. I could do without a cell phone. I am very indecisive. I have a cat for a soulmate; his name is Pierre.
I am out of things to say.
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It's a nice way to kick this off.
Introduction time.
Hi. I'm Germ, and no, that is not my real name. Long story short, its a nickname of a nickname that stuck. I'm a youngin' (check the birthdate), and I'm not sure if I like it or not. Right now, I'm alone, but I'd like to think it won't be that way forever. I'm also very unsure of everything, but we won't get into that right now. I fancy myself a grammar nazi, and often find myself correcting spelling and grammar mistakes in textbooks, worksheets, webpages, etc.. You might see proof of this later.
I...am not fond of myself, nor do I hate myself. It's just a live-with-it situation. I like cooking. I like baking. I am vegetarian, though I should not be. I do not like malt vinegar, or molasses.
(This is getting too personal.)
Just observe, if you wish, and I'll try not to make an ass of myself.
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About Me
Perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as to be understood.
Real Name:The Great Ninja Yuffie
Birthday:
Aug 18 1990
Chat Name:
SweeetLeviathan (on AIM)
Disposition:
Ever-changing.
Location:
Here and there, you old so-and-so.
Sex?:
Mass of conflicting impulses.
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