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(mostly) Raw Food
We'll see how it goes.
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Help With Code
can't remember what, or find the post.
HELP!
thanks All. you're way more smarter then i am.
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As Promised Pic of Monroe
i love love love this piercing. i've gotten so many compliments on it, including one for a piercer (who didn't pierce me) he said it was the best looking monroe he'd ever seen. said it made my eyes pop. *blushes* but who am i kidding, i love the compliment (i'm so vain)
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Not Much of an Update
While I'm excited to be building a future with him part of me thinks, dear Goddess, what the fuck have I just done.
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i'm alive
i've been to kaua'i with friends, playing bass, fallin' hard for an amazing man, learning new sex games (yes, NEW!), roller blading, bike riding, motorcycle riding, laughing and so many other things.
no computer at home right now though so that's the reason for the lack of updates.
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Like a Bunny
Actor Cary Grant said he didn't necessarily advocate making love constantly. "Who can do it all the time?" he asked. "Though I do try." Your assignment in the coming weeks, Scorpio, as revealed by the astrological omens, is to attempt what Grant aspired to: Do the wild thing as much as possible. Get busy before breakfast on the kitchen table and on your mid-morning break in the closet. Duck out of work early so you can get your freak on. Get a hundred more strokes and licks and kisses in before bedtime. Et cetera. And if you don't have a lover to help you out in this noble cause, then boink the wind, screw the sky, hump your dreams, make love to the universe.
taken from:
http://www.freewillastrology.com/horoscopes/
too bad the lover i wish to see is in another province until next weekend. one of the best i've had......
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In Honor of Love
Love Sonnet XI:
I crave your mouth, your voice, your hair.
Silent and starving, I prowl through the streets.
Bread does not nourish me, dawn disrupts me, all day I hunt for the liquid measure of your steps . . .
hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails,
I want to eat your skin like a whole almond . . .
I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes.
And I pace around hungry, sniffing the twilight, hunting for you, for your hot heart....
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i'm in love, and her name is clemmintine
i've had her two weeks now. rented she is. i've ordered one in, and i'm worried i won't love the new one as much as clem. i guess we'll see.
so far i've just been teaching myself, with some help from a friend who is also learning the bass, all be it the stand up bass (if i had the $$ i'd buy one of those too, soooooooo much fun to play, thankfully my friend lets me play with his whenever) but he's good for tips (he's been playing almost a year) and for advice, and bouncing ideas off of.
so far i've learned the bass line for house of the rising sun, seven nation army and i just picked out jane says and three days by janes addiction. eventually i'll get some lessons, but for now i'm happy with my ear and googling the bass tabs for songs i want to learn.
i'm in love.
her name is clemmintine.
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If I Have to Label Myself
I was searching the net for information on methods of protection while performing oral sex, specifically cunniligus and I came across this website that talks about polyamory.
Something that some of you may or may not know, I've been exploring. It has been on my mind for many years, the idea that we can only love one person at a time never really rang true for me and it's only been in the last 6 months that I've really been exporing this type of love.
taken from the website: http://www.polyorlando.org/index.htm
New Models for Love, Family and Community
Introduction
Polyamory (pronounced "pä-lE'a-mrr E) is being called the New Relationship Paradigm. People everywhere are questioning the long-standing idea that love must be limited to a single individual. Is it possible to love more than one person at a time successfully? Many people are asking this question, and some are pleasantly surprised to find that it is possible. Polyamory will not work for everyone, but there are many people in the world who are simply not compatible with the monogamous lifestyle. The members of that small group of people are beginning to reach out to one another, and seek support, friendship, and love.
Are you polyamorous? What is the most important thing in life? Read on, and learn more about what polyamory means, how polyamory is practiced, and even communicate with other polyamorists, you will find both answers within yourself.
What Polyamory Is Not
Polyamory is not swinging.
Polyamory is not about recreational or promiscuous sex. Most Polyamorists are not promiscuous people. Swinging is defined as recreational sexual activity, also called "sport sex" where partner(s) or participant(s) agree to have casual sex with each other(s). There is usually no emotional involvement as in polyamory. Swinging is a form of monogamy in which usually two primary partners agree to have casual sex with other couples or singles. Swingers have their own organizations, newsletters, and contact networks. They are not likely to find much of an interest in polyamory except by coincidence. The polyamory and swing communities are allies under the alternative lifestyles banner. Many swingers have transitioned to the polyamory way of life through their desire to be emotionally committed in a multipartnered relationship.
So, are polys "swingers"? Pali Paths of Hawaii answers this question with the following, which we think is an excellent explanation:
"Polyamory is about close intimate personal relationships rather than casual sex, and poly groups do not hold sex parties or serve as pick-up clubs. Polys vary a good deal in their attitudes toward casual or recreational sex, though most polys are sensuous, adventuresome people. Still, many swingers may find that polyamory is a natural step onward in their relationship path, carrying them beyond recreational sex to multilateral intimacy."
Polyamory is not polygamy.
Polygamy is the practice of having one dominant man with many wives and potentially more children. Polyamory is about allowing fully equal respect and freedom of the heart and soul for all partners allowing intimate love of others without domination in ownership or jealousy.
Polyamory is not a group, sect, or cult.
It is not a group, sect, or cult asking Polyamorists to isolate themselves from their loved ones or asking them to follow a specific dogma or doctrine. It is not about your family member isolating themselves away from their family of origin but about expanding the family.
OK, So Just What is Polyamory?
Polyamory means "loving more than one". Polyamory is the conscious espousal of more than one concurrent adult loving relationship which incorporates the agreed-upon option of sexual intimacy. It is the nonpossessive, honest, responsible and ethical philosophy and practice of loving multiple people simultaneously. Polyamory emphasizes consciously choosing how many partners one wishes to be involved with rather than simply accepting social norms which dictate loving only one person at a time. Polyamory is an umbrella term that integrates traditional multi-partner relationship terms with more evolved egalitarian terms. Polyamory embraces sexual equality and all sexual orientations towards an expanded circle of spousal intimacy and love. Polyamory is from the root words Poly meaning many and Amour meaning love hence "many loves" or Polyamory. Of course, love itself is a rather ambiguous term, but most polys seem to define it as a serious, intimate, romantic, or less structured, affectionate bond, which a person has with another person or group of persons. This bond usually, though not necessarily always, involves sex. Sexualove or eromance are other words that have been coined to describe this kind of love. Other terms often used as synonyms for polyamory are responsible, ethical or intentional non-monogamy.
If this is a lifestyle you think you might be interested in expolring check out the site and kudos to you, you brave lover. You bender of the rules, you colourer outside of the lines,you inquisitve mind. What a huge, wonderful heart you have. I wish you love, luck and happiness and the freedom and support to celebrate love in all of its beautiful manifestations.
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Wheat is Evil
i don't know if i ever posted that i had been to a naturopath and got tested for food allergies. i can't think of a time in my life when my gut has been happy and regular. turns out wheat is one of my allergies. i've been bad the past few day and today, well today took the cake, literally. i had pizza, chocolate cake and a cookie, the only good thing i ate today way my breakfeast smoothie. (on the pizza i had did have spinach or some kind of green for those you keeping track) now i'm bloated, and i have a headache.
why, why did i do this to myself.
fennel to the rescue for my belly and peppermint for my head.
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Smooth Talker
Megawin: What colour are my eyes?
Smooth Talker: Labradorlite
Goddess, this boy is good.....

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For a Bit Anyways
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Kisses Are Like Almonds ~ Maltese proverb
Kisses are like almonds,
nourishing for body and soul,
once you have one, you want more.
In the right circumstance, chocolate makes it better.
M
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From Starlightconlon
heads up for the menfolk
A lot has been said about how to prevent rape.
Women should learn self-defense.
Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark.
Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts.
Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. Fuck, they shouldn't dare to get drunk at all.
How about:
If a woman is drunk, don't rape her.
If a woman is walking alone at night, don't rape her.
If a women is drugged and unconscious, don't rape her.
If a woman is wearing a short skirt, don't rape her.
If a woman is jogging in a park at 5 a.m., don't rape her.
If a woman looks like your ex-girlfriend you're still hung up on, don't rape her.
If a woman is asleep in her bed, don't rape her.
If a woman is asleep in your bed, don't rape her.
If a woman is doing her laundry, don't rape her.
If a woman is in a coma, don't rape her.
If a woman changes her mind in the middle of or about a particular activity, don't rape her.
If a woman has repeatedly refused a certain activity, don't rape her.
If a woman is not yet a woman, but a child, don't rape her.
If your girlfriend or wife is not in the mood, don't rape her.
If your step-daughter is watching TV, don't rape her.
If you break into a house and find a woman there, don't rape her.
If your friend thinks it's okay to rape someone, tell him it's not, and that he's not your friend.
If your "friend" tells you he raped someone, report him to the police.
If your frat-brother or another guy at the party tells you there's an unconscious woman upstairs and it's your turn, don't rape her, call the police and report him as a rapist.
Tell your sons, god-sons, nephews, grandsons, sons of friends, and everyone else that it's not okay to rape someone.
Don't just tell your women friends how to be safe and avoid rape.
Don't imply that she could have avoided it if she'd only done/not done x,y or z.
Don't imply that it's in any way her fault.
Don't let silence imply agreement when someone tells you he "got some" with the drunk girl.
Don't perpetuate a culture that tells you that you have no control over or responsibility for your actions. You can, too, help yourself.
If you agree, repost it. It's that important.
Damn right it's that important.
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What's in a Name?
E - you are easy to fall in love with
G - you never let people tell you what to do
A - you like to drink
W - you are very broad minded
I - you are great in bed
N - you like to drink
NAMES
Delete the other person's name and repost this with the title "what does your name mean?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen.....
A : You like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : You like to drink.
E: You are easy to fall in love with.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have very good personality and good looks.
I : You Are Great in bed.
J : People Adore yOU
K : You're wild and crazy.
L: Everyone loves you.
M : Best kisser ever.
N: You like to drink.
O: Awesome kisser.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : You like to drink.
S : Fuckin crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgemental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y: You never go unnoticed
Z : Always ready
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A Prayer
I pray that my exuberant, suave, and accidental words will move you to shower ferocious blessings down on everyone who reads this benediction.
I pray that you will give them what they don’t even know they need—not just the boons they think they want but everything they’ve always been afraid to even imagine or ask for.
DEAR GODDESS, you wealthy anarchist burning heaven to the ground:
Many of the divine chameleons out there don’t even know that their souls will live forever.
So please use your brash magic to help them see that they are all wildly creative geniuses too big for their own personalities.
Guide them to realize that they are all completely different from what they’ve been led to believe about themselves, and more exciting than they can possibly imagine.
Make it illegal, immoral, irrelevant, unpatriotic, and totally tasteless for them to be in love with anyone or anything that’s no good for them.
O GODDESS, you who give us so much love and pain mixed together that our morality is always on the verge of collapsing:
I beg you to cast a boisterous love spell that will nullify all the dumb ideas, bad decisions, and nasty conditioning that have ever cursed the wise and sexy virtuosos out there.
Remove, banish, annihilate, and laugh into oblivion any jinx that has clung to them, no matter how long they’ve suffered from it, and even if they have become accustomed or addicted to its ugly companionship.
Please conjure an aura of protection around them so that they will receive an early warning if they are ever about to act in such a way as to bring another hex or plague into their lives in the future.
DEAR GODDESS, sweet Goddess, you sly universal virus with no freaking opinion:
Please help all the personal growth addicts out there to become disciplined enough to go crazy in the name of creation, not destruction.
Teach them the difference between oppressive self-control and liberating self-control.
Awaken in them the power to do the half-right thing when it is impossible to do the totally right thing.
Arouse the Wild Woman within them—even if they’re men.
DEAR GODDESS, you pregnant slut who scorns all mediocre longing:
I pray that you will inspire all the compassionate rascals communing with this prayer to kick their own asses and wash their own brains.
Provoke them to throw away or give away all the things they own that encourage them to believe that they are better than anyone else.
Show them how much fun it is to brag about what they cannot do and do not have.
Give them bigger, better, more original sins and wilder, wetter, more interesting problems.
Most of all, Goddess, brainwash them with your freedom so that they never love their own pain more than anyone else’s pain.
O GODDESS, you wildly disciplined, radically curious, shockingly friendly, fanatically balanced, mysteriously truthful, teasingly healing, lyrically logical master of rowdy bliss:
Cultivate in yourself a fervent yearning for the intimate companionship of these budding messiahs. Play with them every day. Answer their questions. Listen to their stories. Inspire them to love you so much they lose all their hatred forever.
DEAR GODDESS, you psychedelic mushroom cloud at the center of all our brains:
Bless the insanely poised creators out there with lucid dreams while they are wide awake. Provide them with their own spin doctors, and vacuum cleaners for their magic carpets, and solar-powered sex toys that work even in the dark.
Give them a knack for avoiding other people’s hells, and a thousand masks that all represent their true feelings, and secret admirers who are not psychotic stalkers.
Arrange for a racehorse to be named after them, or an underground river, or a thousand-year-old storm on Saturn.
Teach them to be their own prophets and pray to themselves and right their own wrongs and sing their own songs and be their own wives and save their own lives.
DEAR GODDESS, you riotously tender, hauntingly reassuring, orgiastically sacred feeling that is even now running through all of our soft, warm animal bodies:
I pray that you provide all the original sinners out there with a license to bend and even break all rules, laws, and traditions that keep them apart from the things they love.
Show them how to purge the wishy-washy wishes that distract them from their daring, dramatic, divine desires.
And teach them that they can have anything they want if they’ll only ask for it in an unselfish way.
And now dear God of Gods, God beyond all Gods, Girlfriend of God, Teacher of God, Goddess who invented God, I bring this prayer to a close, trusting that in these mysterious moments you have begun to change everyone out there in the exact way they’ve needed to change in order to become the gorgeous geniuses they were born to be. Amen. Awomen.
from freewillastrology.com
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one angry girl
http://www.oneangrygirl.net/
I am so very sad and sickened by how womyn are treated, portrayed, sterotyped, used, abused, and not only by men, but by other womyn as well. Come on everyone, start a revolution. Blood Systers unite!! Stop judging others by their looks, just like you'd hate to be labeled or boxed in by yours. Start to love yourself, you see, the media, Hollywood, the government, they all want you to be so insecure, they want you to hate youself so you're easier to control. But I know that you savy womyn out there are better and smarter than that. Do what you have to do to make YOURSELF happy, there is no Prince Charming, so save yourself! You can do it, I know, thousands of years of society telling us we can't but I know we can, and girl, will they be sacred when we do. UNITE with your Sisters, support womyn, love womyn, help womyn, and stop letting men, the media, Hollywood, the government control you!!!!!!!!
*steps of soap box to throw a bloody, organic, non chlorine bleached tampon at all the commercials that teach us we should be ashamed of our bodies, of our blood. Jealous fucks, it's called womb envy, and I won't stand for it anymore!!*
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guestbook
Damn. I didn't know you lived there! Love it there. Love it!
Your Poll...
When People Start Talking Then Say Nevermind In The Middle Of Their Sentences, So Not Finishing Their Sentences...
OR
When You Show People Your Cool Hangout Spot/Style Then They Claim It As Their Own From The Get Go....
What's Yours?
be careful!!! it's good for the skin though :D
the funny thing is that while it's a pretty idea, polyamory doesn't work.
people CAN be polyamorous. they can love more than one person, and deeply.
but in a deep, intricate and intimate relationship, nobody is going to want to feel like they aren't your world when you're theirs.
people don't like to share. and part of the wonder of being in a deep relationship is that this person loves you more than anything.
you can't have that in polyamory.
you look so sexy!
i normally hate monroe piercings but it looks SO good on you!!!!!!
i know i know lol my mom even told me i have a better chance of gettin shot by just owning a gun, than some random person pulling a gun out on me. my problem is that i read/watch the news everyday, and then this....
it looks sexy!! and so does your hair ♥
you look sexy! i got my monroe done too :)
well. at least you admit you're a traitor.
and another easy way to upload a pic is to set up an account on photobucket.com [just a free website that allows you to upload pictures into photo albums]. in the photo album under each uploaded picture there is the html code that you'd normally just copy and paste into a post. basically you do the exact same thing, except there is one small part you delete from the html code. The part you need to delete is: border="0"
if you delete that and leave the rest of the code as it was, you'll be fine.
the code iiiisss: IMG src="link here" surrounded by the > things. pictures must be had. must!
And thank you for your comment, by the way. Compliments from you are always worth 10x more than from most others. but shh. ;-)
just put the html code in minus the link and border i think. i'm not sure though, i always do my own html.
thank you for the compliment. you always know best how to make a girl blush. and for the record i miss you. alot.
hey girly how have you been? it's been forever, you dont come around anymore :(
how's life treating you? i'm STILL going for nursing, the question is will i ever finish? lol
lol, i got so excited when i saw you were on i had to come say hello.
uhm. if the one you have is msselfdestruct@hotmail.com then yes you do.
well. things have actually been really pretty bad, though i dont say that in an attempt to make you feel bad for having been away a lot. i'm just bein' honest. and it's okay that you've been away so much. i understand being busy. don't worry about it. i've been pullin' through on my own.
i'm really glad to hear you're enjoying your summer. i haven't heard you speak in a way that's felt so free. i'm literally ecstatic that you've found a man who FINALLY deserves a 'womyn' as intelligent, eclectic and beautiful as you are. this sounds strange but as far as your lover's daughter goes; don't think of her like his daughter cause it will only make you more and more nervous. Think of her like she's a distant cousin of yours who you're meeting for the first time, or maybe imagine she is his niece. If you do that it may help take the focus off your fraying nerves and put a more simplistic view on meeting her for the first time. Just remember one thing - don't treat her like she's a kid. I don't think you would in the first place but I figured I'd say it anyway. If she were 4 then it wouldn't matter, but she's 9 and that means she's developing a personality which may not like being treated like a youngster. Obviously you won't be throwin' around curse words and such, but don't talk down to her. Don't speak in a really high pitched voice or ask her if she wants a cookie or things like that (lol). Treat her like she's a grown-up, but if just gear conversations towards things she might like. Just avoid that voice thing; while babysitting I've seen friends do that a couple times and kids instantly turn off to it.
in response to your question about Dusty - no there really isn't any way that i can specifically avoid him, but luckily he doesn't live in the dorms anymore and i will be again this year so that puts relative distance between us. in the next week or so i'm going to be mailing a letter i wrote him that tells him i point-blank don't want to be friends with him anymore and he needs to leave me alone. i also intend to get his telephone number blocked from my cell. hopefully that will get the point across. cause the next step is getting a restraining order.
hey girly sounds like you're livin it up, i wish i could get away....
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Real Name:Megawin
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you will seriously be eating 24/7 ... well I was at least, only thing I recommend is drink odawall protein drink or something similar ... but I mean people have different take on "raw diets" ... I was drinking tons of naked juice, which some would probably not consider to be raw, since it's obviously processed fruits and veggies.