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Im so sick of jaqui and alley

I honestly dont want them around in my life anymore, Im trying to get better and people like them dont get that I want to get better.

I feel like shit, I got the whole world crashing down on me right now and Im still trying to get over my grandmother, and yeah Im going to get sad, but that doesnt give them any right to come and fuck with me like this.

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Results of my poll: Im in love with...

Im in love with...

21% said An Asshole
7% said A Bitchslut
23% said My Best Friend
30% said My Soul Mate
18% said Some Random Person

Total Votes: 192

Im in love with...

21% said An Asshole
7% said A Bitchslut
23% said My Best Friend
30% said My Soul Mate
18% said Some Random Person

192 total votes.

I made the stupid mistake of playing dot hack sign infection

HAHA Next 2 day of my life down the drain, woooot!

I figured it out

Life is a fucking monkey
and it looooovvvvveeeessss flinging poop at me!

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some times life throws us weird rocks

and its just a matter of how you deal with the hits
and the bruises
that determine what kind of person you are.

I must never forget

its the cecy show <3

I Win The Intenetz

But fail at life.

Life

I am the ant under the magnifier glass.

Watch me burn as god laughs.

Lets dance

she said, holding her hand close to his beat.
I dont know how to,
He said.
listen to the beat
she said
just let it guide you
and he pulled her close to his heart
can you hear the beat?
and he could hear both beats connect
and she said
the music is all that matter
and he heald her closer
and both her and he kissed

music was all that mattered

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HAPPY MELOVERSARY

strangeways's picture
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happy meloversary darling. I hope you are alright

mel0dydojo's picture
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It's spelled allie.

not alley

goodxgirl's picture
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Big love rocks

silent_jack's picture
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booya!

Keith...

does not know what to say.

but keeps talking anyway

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Funny how two people you once valued and loved dearly hated you.

the fact that you are alone has NOTHING to do with this...

am I right?

I love you still. You believe the people you use drugs with and lose touch with those who love you.

Pardon my still loving and caring for you.
I am not entirely consumed in drug addiction and psychotic emotions as you are.

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Just Kill Yourself.

Your friends don't want to deal with you anymore.

and lord knows you cannot stand yourself.

lechatnoir987's picture
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Cha. I still cry. I love heroine bob...

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Wow...I'm sorry dear
Well, my first love, the guy i dated 3 years ago, of whom i broke up with, and tried to move on without him, just called last week, he's moving across the country, and wants me to wait for him for a few years, he's suppoused to be leaving in a few days, and he's blown off all my calls.
Ugh I hate this...

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yeah i understand. try not to get sucked into it too bad though, you can always turn things around no matter how bad they are.

silent_jack's picture
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unlike you im normal. and us normal people engage in this activity to restore energy and maintain sanity known as sleep.

you should try it sometime, then maybe you wont be such a dummyhead, dummyhead. ;P

confusedasever's picture
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Voted dear :/
For better or for worse, my heart will always belong to an asshole :/

valleyofdeath's picture
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what happened to make life such a bitch???

silent_jack's picture
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if you cant get to me then give me a number i can reach you at and a good time to call. and ill contact you at my next conveiniance.
thank you for choosing the keith services of...stuff

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Yay... i dont have to face the mighty wrath of angry ceci. life is mine for another day (probably how long it'll take me to make you mad again) try calling me right now. the number is (323) 5715175

silent_jack's picture
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This may be abit blunt, and out of place (because i don't know if you're still angry) but yeah...i want to hang out with you sometime.

silent_jack's picture
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This may be blunt, and out of place because i don't know if you're still angry (something)

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I can understand that it would.

I know I'd be pissed if some one said that being with me was a waste of time and effort.

but yeah... so... merry christmas

silent_jack's picture
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I can understand that it would.

I know I'd be pissed if some one said that being with me was a waste of time and effort.

but yeah... so... merry christmas

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Thats because...
I have issues...On second thought no...no i don't.

Although I never said directly that you were worthless as a girlfriend, and I definitely didn't mean to imply it.

I'm sorry you interpreted it that way...

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And you're a stupidface, stupidface!

thats why you're stupid because your face is stupid....stupidface

:p

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instead of spamming messages on my page which I can only check once a week, think of how much faster your message can get through if you would just call.

JUST CALL!

I miss the angelic tone of your voice,
the overpowering sense of peace
that follows the ripples in space that emanate
from your sweet mouth.

OOOOH GOD!!... CECI!...OH OH OH OH OH O H...Damn you're good.

...

...

It sounded funny in my head...CALL!

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Ok...
1. I would be angry that you spammed my page, but I like the attention..so...I got nothing to say about that...Just fucking call next time...and sure...mic for cell...tell me what you want... (I think I should not being satisfiying your needs..but it pleases me in some way...)...yeah...I've been drinking....
2. ...I forgot...but yeah...call DAMMIT. THATS WHY i HAVE A CELL! SO YOU CAN CALL or...see if you can text through yahoo...

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Why didn't you call last night...I actually stayed up for it.

silent_jack's picture
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I called you back last night like 3 times...
Get a phone thats not your mom's!
I command you!

And call at earlier times...I'm not awake at midnight.

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3235715175 my new digits, yo

Call me *wink, double finger points, and a smile*

and dont delete my number, I wouldn't mind anyone calling me even if it is your stalkers.
I want them to call so I can...figure out what I'm gonna do to (or with) them

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Sure but only the female stalkers....I'm not into the guys.
Are any of the female stalkers pretty. They should at least be interesting if they're not pretty.

Well I dont have any suicide scars...I have this thing where I stop doing something if it hurts...so yeah.
I think I just wanted some attention, you know. I already felt like the odd depressed kid and I wanted to take it further. I wanted to sink so far into my own negativity that I could...well I just wanted the label, so everyone could see that I have a bad side. I felt too innocent...and...I dont...I dont want to dig into it...

And yeah...you were clingy and needy. I spoiled you?
Good.
That facts supports my opinion that I am not boyfriend material. I'm just that guy you see every now and then (maybe weekly...weekly is good) that lavishes you (not refering to you, but the general image of someone I might take out) with attention, and stuff. I think I fit that description very well: uncommited, but fun.

I wouldn't work on a boyfriend basis. I'm too much of a pleaser...I do all in my power to make my other happy...and after a while its not fun anymore...but I cant stop...

At least thats my theory about why I'm not gonna get a girlfriend, and you cant make me. =P
Also that and I'm afraid of being unfaithful... (you didn't read that)

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I realize that may not be the most assuring way to ask, but for future reference in the case that you come over again, I want to know what actions to refrain from to ensure your comfort.

silent_jack's picture
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S-s-s-SEX!?!

What made you think that?

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What happened?
your public page sucks ass now.

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Do you still do Gaiaonline?

silent_jack's picture
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Yeah...

Drinking is bad.
But fun bad.

I deeply apologize for that.

silent_jack's picture
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Yeah...

Drinking is bad.
But fun bad.

I deeply apologize for that.

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*hugs*

silent_jack's picture
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and on days that I work I get home around six or seven....(best time to come by my house...)

silent_jack's picture
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and on days that I work I get home around six or seven....(best time to come by my house...)

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you need to come by again!!!...pronto...

I'll find away to give you jesus's number...
I'm off on tuesday and wednesday....those are the best days...

i dont know whats up with the dog...

and you need to take a shot again so i can tell you that you cant go home...and you better not....even if I pass out again

I miss you...I dont know why I;m saying it, but i've been drinking...since like 9:30 on a tuesday morning...I should have a new phone in a couple days.

Why would want ot hurt me...I'm a good ex...you dont have too many of those...(hopefully I'm the only one)....dont hurt me...

Actually hurt me a little....its sexy....

Did I mention i've been drinking...since 9:30 this morning...I've been hanging out with simon...he might be a bad influence...but I love bad people...

But which ex were you talking about?....not me of course

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Which ex are we talking about?

And being jaded and cold can be advantageous.

Just think: whats cooler than being cool. ice cold!

...lame I know...

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boys r dum
I say make the kid hurt.
Be just as malicious back.
I'm all about revenge. Can't help it.
Karma's not enough for me sometimes. *sigh*
._.
Wann'us to kill'im?

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Dude, if you want help hurting your ex, I DO happen to break knee caps part time.

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