nipplepiefiend

Doctor's visit

I've had this ache in my jaw for the past month. I haven't been punched or had any trauma since I had my wisdom teeth taken out 11 months ago, or ANY PAIN!!

The surgeon that did the work really messed me up and now something is wrong and all he says is "there are no apparent signs that you have a problem"

So he gave me a prescription for muscle relaxers.

Now I understand that he's doing his job and he can't pull some miracle diagnosis out of his ass but when he started to tell me about the pills he was giving me this look like I was just fishing for meds.

I changed from my work shirt(dingy,grease stained undershirt) into an old Rob Zombie tshirt and he looked at it like, this guy is scamming for pills. I told him I HATE muscle relaxers they screw with my head and mess up my digestion same thing with percocets. But he still stereotyped me cause I'm young and was wearing a shirt with a metal band on it.

Also, he was not gentle about it was was squeezing, pulling, rubbing my jaw from outside and inside my mouth. I don't like to complain when the guy is doing his job but I'm sure the look on my face he knew I was in pain.

So onto of all my bills this month falling on this week I also have to pay for meds the dental bill and tickets to an Alumni dinner. I'm going to be poor by Friday.

ATENTION EVERYBODY

Testicles, that is all.

the newest

work schedule is in and for this entire month I get to go to the gym 5,count 'em 12345 days of the week.

Awe yeah. It's gonna feel so good after not going for a month and a half I love being sore after a hard work out.
It reminds me of having mind blowing sex and being unbelievably sore the next 3 days.

I...

kicked the bottom corner of my car door at 5:30AM this morning after cleaning snow off my car and now there's a large welt and a cut where a normal non-painful area of skin used to be.

went gambling

and I lost everything i was willing to lose.

it seems that's how all my gambling experiences end, me with no money.

Whoooop!!

got a laptop

I never really saw a need for one since I have a desktop but that thing is crap now and I want to get programs that that monster can't support

Having a bad time

Last night I had a dream that I was shot in the chest through my left side under my arm...not the first dream like that.

this is weird

but for some reason I thought if I changed my default photo I would lose it forever.

It's the only existing copy, my ex took it in a Chinese food place and I really liked it but had no way of backing it up

but doy copy, paste and save.

so I'll have a new default photo soon goodie I've wanted one for a while

I need more original Titles

I find myself posting on melo more often than facebook. All the people I know in my professional life is on facebook, there's no real anonymity to it anymore. I like to post something and be responded to through the web not in person.

that's why I put it there, It's usually an emotion or a thought that I am unable or unwilling to express in face to face contact.

Hence my increased activity on Melo which is hella awesomer than facebook

newness upadatito

Okay so I'm re-decorating my room. I've mentioned this before, it's an ongoing process since I work so much.

I finished spackling and sanding. today I put the first coat of primer on the walls but not the ceiling. Why you ask? Because I broke the male end of the pole i was using off in the roller I finally got it out after I cleaned it. I had a mild sweat so I stopped.

Now its rum and cokes the rest of the day maybe a brownie.

Just trying to feel and look my best, I want to look like the all American boy when I go in for doubles for the next three days.

here it comes

Pot Brownie. brownie, bur-ow-knee, buuuurrroooowwwwkneeeeee.......

tonight

put the cap on it. All my money that isn't going towards my bills will be saved.

every red cent. In order to get the hell out of this fucking state.

To my friends that I was hoping to move in with, I apologize.

I sat down and budgeted my income, after all was said and done it's just too tight even when I'll be pulling 80+ hours a week over the summer I won't be able to pay for it.

I'm thankful that they would be gracious enough to consider living with me and trying to branch out on our own, but when I leave my house I'm gone...and on a life adventure to find what I've been looking for. One day I hope to come back to South Jersey But I want to see the world before I die and I don't want to be stuck here the rest of my life just trying to make ends meet.

It'll be some time before I get the opportunity, but I am going to do this and nothing will stop me not even Velociraptors with lazer beams on their head

oh boy hope I'm ready.

Okay. So I've taken under the grueling task of sanding, Spackling and painting my room I'm looking at this as my first step towards moving out. Re-modeling my room and doing a good job of it, will make it easier on my conscience, by not leaving my dad a room that need's to be completely overhauled. I don't know when I'll leave, I would really like to do it in the next few months before the summer comes. I'd have to shop around, apartment or house(to rent) whatever I can afford. We'll see.

hmm

Yeah. New dry spell.

haha

I got some, six month dry spell ended. for one night at least, lets see if she wants to continue; otherwise it's day one of my new dry spell.

Son of a bitch

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCKING CUNT SUCKING ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eagles lost.

OK

I agree now that I've had time to play around a bit I like the new format. I hardly ever get time to just sit on the computer and peruse the internet and its ever changing intricacies and when I stopped on melo and it completely changed I was shocked and wary of embracing the change but I have now I think I'm going to enjoy the new look and feel to the site.

what

the fuck is up with this new Melo I'm not happy with it I suppose I'll cope but i mean c'mon!

ugh

Fucking stomach virus.

and I was intelligent enough to think something that's been in my system for 5 days might, possibly be flushed out with Saline Laxative.

No bueno.

Is someone getting the best of you?

I really can't shake this feeling.

sometimes it lingers in the back of my mind, others its all over me like a swarm of carnivorous insects

But it's there and I'm not sure it's ever going to leave.

Awkward

describes a good portion of my experiences last night

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Men are not prisoners of fate, but only prisoners of their own minds.
Franklin D. Roosevelt

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trueromance's picture
Re: Doctor's visit

I hope you feel better :-(

onegurlarmy's picture
Re: public

hello

i_am_batman's picture
creepingdeath10's picture
Re: Doctor's visit

kick him in the jaw so he knows how u feel, and then when he's writhing in pain on the ground, leave him a muscle relaxer

aximilli's picture
Re: Doctor's visit

So don't pay him for the visit. Tell him you are going to find another surgeon who will find out what he did wrong and fix it.

blueoblivion_x's picture
Re: Doctor's visit

Money problems suck ass. I feel for ya.

aximilli's picture
Re: ATENTION EVERYBODY

LOL. As in I actually laughed out loud.

letteminakai's picture
nipplepiefiend's picture
Re: the newest

Agreed.

uncoiledxkitten's picture
Re: the newest

Screw the gym.. I'll take the mind blowing, sore the next day, sex.

creepingdeath10's picture
Re: I...

get it back with a hammer. car doors are no match for a hammer

aximilli's picture
Re: I...

Shouldn'ta done that Davey

cookiescrumbs's picture
Re: Whoooop!!

sweettt

creepingdeath10's picture
Re: tonight

i'll give u the tour of LA and all that good stuff. it'd be awesome to see you.

nipplepiefiend's picture
Re: I need more original Titles

nah I knew all along but FB has been pissing me off lately

mexicanseaf00d's picture
Re: I need more original Titles

You have barely realized this?!

cookiescrumbs's picture
Re: this is weird

lol way to go dave =]

uncoiledxkitten's picture
Re: I need more original Titles

I know.. I only go in Facebook now if I have an email or something. I'm here constantly now. We rock.

nipplepiefiend's picture
Re: newness upadatito

not wrong at all I knew while I was writing it someone would mention it. The drinking and brownies didn't happen I got called into work so... by the way I surfed your melo and I have to say your little girls are adorable and your music list ...Tom Waits and Voltaire- Brains featured and know by many from the Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy.. 10000pts to you miss

sicklyophelia's picture
Re: newness upadatito

Is it so wrong that at reading "...broke the male end of the pole..." I had an internal Bevis and Butthead moment.

Also, your rum & coke and brownie plans invoke oodles of jealousynesses (yes, that is absolutely a word).

aximilli's picture
Re: here it comes

::deep breath:: BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...

uncoiledxkitten's picture
Re: here it comes

-cracking up-

nipplepiefiend's picture
Re: tonight

California is definitely a stop that I intend to make. To visit you and some family.

otherhalf's picture
Re: tonight

where do you want to move to?

creepingdeath10's picture
Re: tonight

you should stop in cali for a while to refuel

evilone's picture
Re: public

Hello from the random tour bus

nipplepiefiend's picture
Re: tonight

nah I'll be going over land not through water, I don't know where I'm going to end up I'm gonna do the vagrant style trek across America and where ever else the wind takes me.

creepingdeath10's picture
Re: tonight

what about sharks with lazer beams?

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: tonight

what state are you wanting to move to?

cookiescrumbs's picture
coffeebean's picture
Re: tonight

Hello from touring :)
Where are you hoping to move to?

aximilli's picture
Re: oh boy hope I'm ready.

Thank you, thank you.

nipplepiefiend's picture
Re: oh boy hope I'm ready.

Haha, it's only funny cause we were quoting it the other day. Fantastic call back sir, bravo.

aximilli's picture
Re: oh boy hope I'm ready.

IF I WERE GAY, YOU'D BE MY WORK OF ART!

cookiescrumbs's picture
Re: oh boy hope I'm ready.

good luck =]. that sounds rather fun and it's a very sweet idea <3

nipplepiefiend's picture
Re: oh boy hope I'm ready.

Okay that "YAY!" at the end of that was a little gay...

aximilli's picture
Re: oh boy hope I'm ready.

Hopefully in the next few months I'll be making enough money to make it, and we'll be roomies. YAY!

nipplepiefiend's picture
Re: hmm

Yup

lovedove's picture
Re: hmm

Uht-oh. =|

creepingdeath10's picture
Re: Son of a bitch

hahahahaha. hope u didn't have money on it

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