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Its OVER!!!!!!!!!
NO MORE FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL!!!! FINALY IM OUT OF THIS SHIT HOLE!!!! GOD I HATE DRAMA!!!! HOPEFULLY THE NEXT STEP IS BETTER!
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Lies the bible tought me
I am pretty damn sure now that I don’t believe in god. I have grown beyond these childish tales of insecurity of the outside world and wish to tell you why because I feel like waiting everyone
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Question?
If everyone saw people perfictly would the world be better because of it??
but...
If everyone saw people perfectly what would people talk about?
but...
If everyone saw people perfectly what would people talk about?
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again another poem
sleepless nights and only wondering to you
helpless pills being nothing to overcome my yearning for her love
a piece to my very heart keeps my mind a wonder at such an hour
it keeps my mind on the beauty of my heart holder
with her soft touch and gentle kiss
she protects my heart
her soft flowery voice deepens my yearning to our next touch
she holds hers to mine with silk skin of beauty and grace
her lips her lips touch mine as gentle as silky rose petals
For this my love is to her deeply
helpless pills being nothing to overcome my yearning for her love
a piece to my very heart keeps my mind a wonder at such an hour
it keeps my mind on the beauty of my heart holder
with her soft touch and gentle kiss
she protects my heart
her soft flowery voice deepens my yearning to our next touch
she holds hers to mine with silk skin of beauty and grace
her lips her lips touch mine as gentle as silky rose petals
For this my love is to her deeply
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another damn poem....woooohpty doooo
If I would die tomorrow
Would you stay a moment
With no more slack to hold to, would you break my fall
With no one to be with, would you stand by my side
If I could speak tomorrow
Could you hear my last plea
If I were lost in a black abyss, could you bring me light
When I am alone, could you be my friend
If I should leave tomorrow
Should you hold my hand
With you I should only need your love
Knowing you should never let me fall
If I will die tomorrow
Will you love me truly
You will complete my heart with your loving soul
You will make my life worth living for
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pleasing
I hate when I find out that I totaly controdict what I have said. I used to say ,and still think, that I try my best to please everyone. Well I think it is just me that I am trying to please now. I run from fear instead of fixing to live better, and when I run it makes life worse for everone it seems like. How do I please everyone or not make myself seem like an absolute ass hole? Why can’t I make everyone happy? Why the hell do we all lie? because the truth is so a lot more jentl in the long run.
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Life
I want to go away to where no one ever goes or will ever find me
I need a place of my own
A place to call my home
Where my sun rises
And the place to the set of dawn and the coming of the moon
A place of wondrous joy and sorrow
Where all your tears from all the years of delight and suffering create a beautiful sun set of eternal life
Swirling and rounding with undying motion
It moves with or leaves behind all that wish to stand alone to face the cold blow
Will you be there to stand with me when the wind comes?? Can you save me?
I need a place of my own
A place to call my home
Where my sun rises
And the place to the set of dawn and the coming of the moon
A place of wondrous joy and sorrow
Where all your tears from all the years of delight and suffering create a beautiful sun set of eternal life
Swirling and rounding with undying motion
It moves with or leaves behind all that wish to stand alone to face the cold blow
Will you be there to stand with me when the wind comes?? Can you save me?
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For everyone that is lost
Turn to see the light of wondrous years
Turn to see the past’s tears
Turn for hope
Turn for joy
Turn to see new rise and past set
Turn around to see the path u have chosen days before
Pause for a moment and see where you are, why the hell u are there and what made u take that path in the first place. You have chosen your path so stop crying pick up and keep going.
Turn to see the past’s tears
Turn for hope
Turn for joy
Turn to see new rise and past set
Turn around to see the path u have chosen days before
Pause for a moment and see where you are, why the hell u are there and what made u take that path in the first place. You have chosen your path so stop crying pick up and keep going.
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And it all comes crumbling down (just like a fucking fairy tail right?)
Well I was on top of the world. Had everything I ever wanted in life. Good freinds, I was haveing fun, and I can actualy say I was happy (first in a long time). Lets just say to sum up september to around of november life was great!! until around lets say this week. I am starting to fear people are avoiding me again. why i dunno. I gess I am a fucking moron, if I could only be like everyone else. It seems as if no one wants to hang out with me. I gess I knew this would happen because it always happens. I always go for the ones that act nice to me but truely never wanted me. I proly have nothing to worry about and just being a dumb ass like normal (I hope so cuz I really don’t want to have to say I called it).O well I gess I’ll prepare for the worst so it doesn’t seem so bad. Back to crap.
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Cristmas
Everything was great...but I lacked the one I wanted to share it with...O well I should really give up...homecomeing was the closest I could can and ever will be with her...
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1 year
HOLLY CRAP!!! one year of this site!!! wow thats amazing to tell you the truth I didn’t think I’d make it. lol well but tecnicaly its not one year cuz I made another site and lost the pass word( the site name is blank but I haven’t checked to see if it still works in a while).
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New stuff about the one that wrights this crap
Where the hell am I? at home duh god I am an idiot! yeah but anyway...I am kinda just like bla or something like that... but its a good bla..I gess what ever... Yeah so I got a new phone today, after my swim meet, its really cool cuz its a flip phone (or a Motorola v60i WOO lol). yeah but it was free but yet its still 200 times better than my old one (damn nokia). Yeah so I had a swim meet this weekend (a unimotiona WOOO) witch suck big fat donky balls (haven’t tried it yet but I would imagin it being one of the worst things in the world). Yeah so I figured out (again) that I still go a 59 in the 100 back, a 24 in the 50 free, and a 53 in the 100 free! yeah me (again in a unimotional tone). Yeah so it was up in LA some where unkown and let me tell you the drive fucking blew!!!! not to mention the wait between the races blew twice as much! Yeah so I was asked to Capos Winter Formal (croud claps with a yea) so that should be fun, now all I need to do is save 130 for a tux the 50 for the ticket then the limo money (if there is one) then dinner money then after party money (again if there is one) so yeah hopefully the 10 bucks in my wallet can strech that far (a loud CRAP!). but yeah I’ll make it work. so yeah thats me for now I gess...sorry for makeing you read all that boring crap about me and come to a crapy conclution like this
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life
By goodness I have done it again!!! lol... yeah so I figured out that life is not meant to be used to help others. It’s meant to be full of joy and cheer not just for youself, but to share with all who are willing to accept it. If only I thought of this before... it would save me a lifetime of agony and stress..Now if I could only put this into action
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hurt
If I have ever hurt, cause anger or torment of any sort please tell me now so I can try to fix the mistakes of the past. I am sorry to all that I have. I hope there is some way I can make it up to you and if there isn’t please let me try. sorry
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Time and time again
Well I find my self at a cross road again. What now. Who can I talk to. I am lost and know one knows where to find me. The ones that used to look are no longe here. Who will find me this time? Will it be the last? Will I ever be sane again?
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