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It feels......odd

How funny, everything I said in my past few entry’s was about her, and how were working things out. But now.....it’s over, it has been for a while now, it’s just wierd looking back at this thinking things will be alright.

I need you more then ever!

Hmm, I never thought it meant this much to eaither of us. I guess some where in us this is much more then just a relationship. I do mean what I say when I tell you. I love you. WERE WORKING THINGS OUT

heheh

What’s your number? Cuz you’re the perfect guy. You
know how to treat a girl and understand that
certain things just must be done.
Congratulations you’re one of the few decent
guys!! *Here have a cookie*

How Good A Boyfriend Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla ummm I hope sooo.... : ? but if I was how come things are always wrong, were always fighting...but laitly things have been going ok...I guess

Ahhh yes

HASH(0x86b56c0)
Protector

The ULTIMATE personality test
brought to you by Quizilla Ahh this is pretty much me, I am very....thisss /!

Awww. : (

noah
You are Noah! Very sarscastic, you see nothing
wrong with the tape. Too bad for you, you had
an understatement about that. That’s such a
bummer... because after a visit from Samara,
you aren’t a very pretty sight...

What Character from ’The Ring’ Are YOU?
brought to you by Quizilla haha awww I thought this guy was stupid in te movie. : (

haha I still got some in me!

Geoff Rowley
Your Geoff Rowley!! Hell yeah the best damn skater
there is. Crazy ass mother fucker...

What Skater are you?
brought to you by Quizilla hmmmmm....iiiii ddddoonnnnttt know.

My GF and Me Bleeding Through.

Ahhh well last night was kindda dumb, My GF is has been mad at me for somereason, I tell her I’m sorry, and she says she forgives me, and then later she say’s I’m mean for some reason that I dont know and leaves, : ( I dont want us to always be like this. I was really looking forward to dance to Bleeding Through, but since she was mad at me I couldnt stop thinking of her and what I did or said, and I ended up not dancing at all just sitting and standing watching and thinking....of those times we had when we both laughed and smiled. : ( I want us to always be happy with each other. But I dont even know what to do so I can not be mean to her, because I dont even know what I did, she just said I was mean and left. Some other things happend at school with her..which made me feel like such a fucken ass, but I dont want to share that with all of you, sorry. This is just something I can only tell to true friends. Ahh I’m still wondering cause she’s still mad at me right now. : ( even after I said I was sorry a million times and told her I loved her. : / : ( :’ (

NOthing is ever right.

How come I can never do anything right with you? How come I always get you mad at me? What is it that I’m doing wrong in this relationship? :’ ( :’ ( :’ (

NOOO!!!!

NOooo my first day of school, hahaha ahhhh, I want to go but then in a way I dont want to so yeah this shit suck in away, School is starting but i get to see my GF, and I havnt seen that foo in forever so I’m really looking forward to it. well peace. : (

VOTE VOTE VOTE!!!

Hey all you fools VOTE on my new poll thingy that my GF made haha ok? Please? thanks bye.

IMAGEN THIS..

HEH HEH HEH I MADE RICKYS JOURNAL PRITTY<3 TOUCH HIM CAUSE I ROCK.. :) SEND HIM BUNCHES OF LOVE LETTERS ALSO<3

I love you!

Hmmm....this entry’s just about my gf, haha I know all of you guys want to hear about her cause she’s soo smart and gorgeous, but to bad shi’s mine and not any of yours. : ) hehe well anyways I cant wait till the first day of school, not because I want school to start, but because I ge to see my GF again ahh how I love her ever so much, and yes I do hope she loves me as much as I love her, but the first day of school were gonna have so much fun, I hope the day doesnt end up like the last time we whent out, and every time we talk, well most of the time we end up in a fight, so I hope we dont that day, I’m sure I wont be mad or anything unless she doesnt wnat to go or cant go. Then that would suck soo bad and make my whole school year suck. Well I hope it all goes ok. I love you soooo much ******** I wnat to marry you. ; ) hehe I want to be with you FOR-EV-VER! haha well hopfully we do stay together since thats what you tell me you want to do, and I hope your not lying about it, well I got to go now, dont forger bebe I love you FOR-EV-VER! goodnight, sweet dreams, dont let the bed bugs bite, I’ll be dreaming of you like always. Bye. <33333333....(and goes on forever) <3 TOUCH THIS ENTRY OR RICKYS GONNA KICK YOUR ASS!

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Why dont things work out the way I want them to? I try so hard to make them, but they just never seem to go my way....I dont know why, I think I need someone to hold, and be with when I need to be with someone...I do have the person that I want....but not in the way I need, I need to hold her and talk to her, but she always leaves when I want to tell her what I really feel, and when she says she’ll stay I cant say it anymore....Maybe it will get better when were in school together....I hope....

Hmmm....

Hmm... lets see this weekend was pretty good excipte for a few house in the day....but yeah most of it was fun three shows in three days, danced at all of them, it was all good. Hmmm I talked to Hollie for like a few min. but then she started being mean online...so I dont know, and like fucken everyones being mean now, or maybe it’s just me. But it feels like everyones coming down on me..... : ( This sucks. I think everyone deserves what they want, I know someone who should get what they want...but me....I dont deserve what I have....but I’m glade that I have it. So yeah, it’s just sometimes I get the thinking and it just makes things worst, maybe I should never think again, just do and dont think....Ahhh I dont know anymore....I’m sorry to everyone that I’v made feel bad, feel like shit, made them mad..and all the other bad things, I’m sorry again. Maybe I dont even deserve to be friends or...whatever we are...well this is the end of thinking.

hehe I WANT TO WITH YOU

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Hmmmm perhaps...


You’re the classic starving artist. You thrive and
take pride in the pain that you turn into art.
You’ve probably had a very traumatic childhood
and now confide in paper more than people...
You have trouble remembering where you put your
damn pens... all the time.

What type of artist are you?
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I met her

Valerie and I finally met, not in person, but I always see her at shows so I thought maybe I should talk to her, so yesterday I IMed her and she’s really nice, and VERY pretty, hmm I hope we end up good friends, well g2g bye.

The show and my love...

Hmmm today sunday..or yesterday sunday....I whent to the show at Allens to watch a few bands play, it was alright but as usalle I messed up my right hand....: ( it was fun though worth it.....and I’m having trouble breathing for some reason.....maybe I broke something inside....haha eh, who knows, who cares...hmmm and then that was it. And now I have the love of my life....my GF awww how I love her and how I miss her...I havnt seen her in sooo long...and I havnt talked to her for like 2 days now....: ( *snif snif* it sucks, but I love her to much to ever leave her...she has nooooo idea how much she means to me.... : ) ALLLOOOTTT!!!! I hope I get to see her soon though...to her I say "Hey babe I miss you and I love you!" well I’m gonna go now so peace.

At work

YAY the comp at mt work finally works now hahaha well yeah when I come here I’m gonna be on it hahah....soo yeah YAY!!! hehe Oh and the show last night was ntop soo fun there was nothing fun about it but that I got to see A-Man-Duh cause I havent seen here in a llloonnnggg time so that was alright. well g2g peace.

SCARS OF TOMORROW!!!!

Ahhh I whent to go see SCARS the best show ever!!! hahah fun, funny, scary, and fun. Hmmm well first Adriel called me in the morning or not really it was like 4 but I had just got up so it was morning for me. Anyways he told me if I was ready and I was taking at shower at the moment, so I told him that I was just going to take a shower real fast and go to his house which I did and then we whent to Andrews house and his sister gave us a ride there heheh...hmmm then we got there we got our tickets and whent in then first band was ok the secound one was alright and I dont even remember the terd one, All I remember was SCARS!!!! well when they were on it was sooooo fucken fun I danced almosted brok my hands off tried screaming into the mic. which I did a few times hahah and ADIERL got hit on the head in the prossess of doing so haha he blacked out for like 2 sec. hahahaha and then I was like whats wrong and I kept asking him but I couldnt hear him so I was like WHATS WRONG?!?!?! hha and I saw Andrew and Danny Dance for there first time which was freaken funny! Hmmmm then Burry played but I was to tierd I was sitting down whatching them, and Andrew danced for them, hahaha then we leftand Adriel had he wors head ache in the world, and he through up haha and some guy was laughing at him haha hmmm then we rdoped him off at home and Andrew and I whent to IN N OUT, chilled with Bobby and Elmer for a while then walked for to Andrews and I spent the night there Ahhhhh that was a good day/night. haha You should have been there with us. Well g2g peace out. P.S. It’s not as fun just hearing about it but like I said you should have been there!!!

Eh, sometimes...


SPIRIT is your chinese symbol!

What Chinese Symbol Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla Yeah....sometimes I guess. : /

....ahhh : ( ....

"...it’s not your fault you’v been good to me, IT’s JUST LAITLY I’V BEEN FEELING LIKE I DONT BELONG, LIKE THE GROUNDS NOT MINE TO WALK UPON..." ahhhh : (

I NEED KARMA!!!!!!!

PEOPLE HELP ME OUT HERE, I NEED SOME KARMA!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE PLEASE HELP A BROTHA OUT!!!!! HELP ME HELP YOU!!!!!!!! OH C’MON!!!!!!!

My Poison girl

Hmmmm it’s friday...and I should be going out but I dont know where to go....ahh I’m a loser like that...haha ummm yesterday was fun, me and Yalline whent out...well not really, the whole time we were like argguing about where we should go, and then like the fatty she is the first thing that POPED! in her head was FOOD of course, haha so we went to eat and we saw Elmer and Bobby, ha those kids are freaken funny. And yeah then I just walked Yalline home cause her momma wanted her. and then I just went home...and I forgot what happened after I got home hahah....well yeah next time Yalline you have better already have something in mind! haha well I’ma go so peace out (ahhh I dont knwo where I’m going though)

Ahhhh!

AHHH I’M SICK AND TIERD OF NOT BEING ABLE TO HAVE HER.....I WASNT MEANT FOR ANYONE.....NOT EVEN FOR HER....I’M SORRY....

hahah

!!You like to hit it from the back  You dirty boy, you
Doggy-Style

What Sexual Position Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla hahahahah kindda cray I doubt I’d ever do this position.

: (

AHHHH DONT YOU FUCKEN HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO HAVE THAT SOMEONE BECAUSE SOMEONE ELSE ALREADY HAS HER OR SHE WANTS SOMEONE ELSE OR......SHE JUST DONT WANT YOU? AND ALL NIGHT YOU STAY UP THINKING WHICH ONE IT IS

Bored

YOu see the world in Neutral
Neutral: Harmony and balance is key. You don’t look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you’ll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.
Made by
Sara


What color do you see the world in?
brought to you by Quizilla ahah hmmmm I’m bored...

haha I&rsquo;m a shotty!

Shoy Gun
What Gun Are You?

brought to you by Quizilla Adriel remember MOHAA?!?!?! I was pretty good with the shotty. : )

NOOO!!!

NOOOO!!!! awwww man I’m soo freaken bumbed out right now, well since lastnight, me and Garrett whent to the mall to buy tickets to the Untill The End show, at chain.....and there were freaken sooooolllllddd ouuutttt!!! : ( AHHHHH!!!!!!! NOOO!!!! HOW CAN THAT BE?!?!?!? AWWWWW...I really really wanted to go too. I was gonna be one for adirel cause we said we were gonna go, but noooo they were sold out, and the laidy that attened me was like "oh were sold out, BUT we had some yesterday(and she was smiling.)" I was like WTF I need those tickets laidy!!! ahhhh that’s soo freaken gay! hahah That was gonna be like the show of the centry for me. : ( OH well.....:’ ( NOOOOO!!!! HOW CAN THAT BE!!!!!!! : (

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