perfectfit
Fuck.
Apologizing for how we wronged me
And honesty I didn't want to hear
That our 'love' was merely fantasized
He was emotionally unavailable at the time, but 'I'm a great girl and all..'
Stale, mechanical condolences
He told me I deserve better than who he was
I told him I meant everything I said
I meant it when I told him I loved him
He said he didn't.
I just feel so naive having spent all that time convincing myself of his bullshit
I liked his bullshit.
And now it all of it kind of came crashing down, it hurts.
A lot.
We both have moved on
And more has changed than I can even grasp
It's just scary for me becoming vulnerable again
I don't want to make the same mistakes twice.
Afraid of an airplane
Of a car swerving in the lane
Of a dark cloud too low
Of being swept away by the undertow
Of a building tumbling down
Of the dream when it's underground
Of the icy mountain roads
We have to take to get to the show
There's just a time when we must all let go the breath that we hold
But not the unknown
We have to let go
- Touch (1)
- Bang (2)
Why yes, I do smoke naked.
I'm afraid of intimacy.
I'm afraid of how much I really do like this boy
He's sweet, almost to the point of being corny.
Okay, maybe a lot past the point of being corny.
I'm afraid of how that makes me like him that much more
I'm afraid of the l-word
I'm afraid of being this undeniably raw.
With my feet on the grass and my heart beating just a little too fast
I met your other self when we were so mixed up.
Now that's two of you I have to cut.
With my hands now untied
I've got a million more new words to write.
But I met your other self in the lines of a song
He is raw and wild, but he's awfully strong.
And he kicked me off my chair.
And he tied feathers in my hair
With my legs stretching out and my body pressing against the couch
I lift myself up again with the palms of my hands
'cause it's mornin' now and I'm free to dance.
- Touch (15)
- Bang (2)
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Sometimes men say these things when they get too close to a woman because they want to draw back, and they think this will accomplish it. Not always, but sometimes they dun mean what they say. They just want to wound because they feel threatened. :/
That helps me get to know you.
Eva(the love of my life) does odd things too really odd things that make me wonder.
Im an artist, so walking makes my mind wonder to spaces that allows people to question my actual humanity. They sometime think im an alien.
Family is hilarious. I actually don't own a television so I watch online or DVD's.
Peace
What would strike your interest in a lover?
What allows your attention to wonder?
What color glowy thingys are in your room? (if any)
Isn't Family Guy funny?
Chillin moved to Houston been painting finally you'll see the updates
you should get netflix for a month, it's 18 bucks. you can get season three & watch it.
why thank you.
weeds is awesome. i just finished season 3. we don't have showtime so i have to wait until season 4 is out on dvd to watch it. i'm getting impatient.
perfectfit
About Me
Morgan
Birthday:
Aug 8 2005
Sex?:
Innie
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Yes, I am not surprised. That's why I tell women lots of times to just hang in and be persistent. Once the guy realises how nice it is to be loved, he sometimes comes around. And I can see by your userpic why he is still not over you. :)