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Dear Jack

If you haven't seen this, you really need to. I've been in love with the kind of person he is for 7 years now and this movie only made me love him more. He is such an inspirational human being and seeing how he went through of this leaves me in awe.

<3

Fuck

I completely humilated myself yesterday. Sigh.
This wasn't high school humilation. It was much worse.
I felt like I was having a panic attack all day and it's carried over to today.
God damn my socially retarded tendencies.

I want to crawl under the covers and stay there. Lol

One of the reasons I'm so looking forward to heading back home!!!

I just bought my tickets for me and one of my good friends. She and I are big fans and we're so excited they're coming back!!! ♥

[Beauty in the Breakdown]


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dyingangel8705's picture
Re: One of the reasons I'm so looking forward to heading back home!!!

well I meant i wanted the day 2 tickets, but I got day 1...it was a gift...so I can't complain...lol hahaha Im actually looking forward to seeing AFI, I haven't seen them since they last came and did their own show at LB back in 2006. AVA is doing a free concert for Jimmy Kimmel, I got tix for that too, but no one to go with me, so idkkkk.

I've been good. I've been busy. I am graduating in May, and now I am hearing to see if I got accepted into Graduate school. I hope I do, I don't want to delay in getting my masters. How have you been?? It has been forever. Im never on melo or myspace these days. Im hardly online actually. haha. I only check my email for school related crap and yeah..hahaha.

resilience_'s picture
Re: Dear Jack

For sure. :)

You should get the movie! It's just over an hour long. It's amazing. :)

pancho's picture
Re: Dear Jack

I too have loved him for many years and have never seen this video....wow...he is such an inspiration definitely. He is amazingly talented.

resilience_'s picture
Re: One of the reasons I'm so looking forward to heading back home!!!

I was going to go both days, but I decided to buy 2 passes for day 2 so my friend who really loves Soco can see them. She doesn't have a job and couldn't afford it. Besides, AVA is playing here in Iowa when I get back so I'll catch them then. Not that I haven't already see them a 1000 times. :)

How are you dear? It's been so long.

dyingangel8705's picture
Re: One of the reasons I'm so looking forward to heading back home!!!

lol I am going to Bamboozle too but only to day one. It was a gift, so yeah hahaha

xtatteredxragex's picture
Re: Dear Jack

It definitely does. haha.

Oh I bet :)
you're going to have so much fun.
It'll be nice to see all your friends & family.

resilience_'s picture
Re: Dear Jack

That sounds so awesome. :)
I can't wait to go home and do the same.

xtatteredxragex's picture
Re: Dear Jack

Just visited friends & family.
Went to the movies & out to dinner.
Those kind of things :)
hahah.

resilience_'s picture
Re: Dear Jack

Aww, lucky you. :)

What did you do out there?

xtatteredxragex's picture
Re: Dear Jack

haha that sounds like a good plan :)

Oh man, I bet that was painful for him.
Staying in & relaxing is pretty nice though.
My weekend was pretty good,
I went to California for a few days.
Just got back yesterday :)

resilience_'s picture
Re: Dear Jack

I'll bring a copy and you can come meet me in cali and we'll watch it. :)

It was quiet. Bf had to have his tooth pulled so he was in pain. We mostly just stayed home and relaxed.
How was your weekend.

xtatteredxragex's picture
Re: Dear Jack

Oh man. I seriously do need to see it.
It looks extra good.

How was your weekend? :)

resilience_'s picture
Re: Dear Jack

I teared up, but I didn't bawl like I thought I would. :)
It was soooo good. You really need to watch it. I love him more now.

I know! I can't wait to see him again!

xtatteredxragex's picture
Re: Dear Jack

He is adorable.
& I feel like I would cry BIGTIME
watching that documentary haha.

ps:
it's pretty much halfway through March.
You're so close to seeing him live :)!

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We're all socially retarded to some extent, aren't we? =]

resilience_'s picture
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Lol, I'm sorry! I haven't been able to find a good torrent to download it.
Soon though. i promise. :)

xxsandmanxx's picture
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im socially retarded also... im pretty sure im probably even more so than you are. i feel ur pain lil sister.

duke49er's picture
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*faints*

resilience_'s picture
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Ah! I still haven't gotten it. I haven't had a chance too. Lol

resilience_'s picture
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I know me too. I always seem to do better under pressure anyway lol

duke49er's picture
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So how did you like OK Computer?? Tell me !! Tell me EVERYTHING !

xtatteredxragex's picture
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hahah omgoodness me too.
I wait to the last minute for everything.
I mean it's gets done but I'm rushing.

hahahah & no, it is not :)

resilience_'s picture
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I put the pro in procrastinate. But luckily, I don't really have anything to procrastinate on so it's all good. :)

I'm sure being on melo isn't helping you much. :)

xtatteredxragex's picture
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Oh good, whatever happened between you
& that boy shouldn't affect your friendship with
your coworker..sometimes it does.
Depending on that persons point of view.
But I'm glad it's okay between the two of you.

& I'm pretty good.
Procrastinating on doing everything
I should be doing & need to get done hhaha
procrastination suits me so well hahah.
What about you?

resilience_'s picture
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Yeah, I'm hoping he will.
My coworker has been just as cool with me as normal so all is well I suppose.
And yes, Cali!!! I'm totally stoked!

How are you dear?

xtatteredxragex's picture
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oh boy.
Try not to dwell on it, I'm sure things
will work out. He'll probably get over it soon.

Something to look forward to;
California! & the end of this month!
Focus on that :)

resilience_'s picture
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I sure hope so because I met him through a coworker and I have to see him every day. I don't want that to affect our relationship because he's one of the few other people in this state I consider a friend.

Oh well. nothing I can do about it now.

xtatteredxragex's picture
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oh boy, I'm sorry to hear that.
Maybe in time he'll get over it
& go back to texting you :)

resilience_'s picture
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Thanks.

I think it totally weirded him out now, because he went from texting me every day, to nothing at all.

xtatteredxragex's picture
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hahaha oh man!
I do that all the time :/
totally not the business.
I'm sorry.

xtatteredxragex's picture
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I have moments like that too.
It's like you can't shake the anxiety from
the embarrassment. It's horrible! hahaha.

What happened?
you don't have to tell me, I'm just curious :)

xtatteredxragex's picture
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haha awh love, I'm sorry.

xtatteredxragex's picture
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omgoodness!
That's so soon, time will
fly by so quickly :)!

xtatteredxragex's picture
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They definitely are :)
when are you going to California?

xtatteredxragex's picture
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haha ditto.
& again no real reason.
My friend asked if I wanted to come out
stay for a couple of days & then road trip
back to Nevada & I'm down for it.
hahah I love roadtrips :)

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