sassy

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so when it comes down to it, i guess it wasn’t anything at all. Travis and i were to get married on Valenites day. My sister talks about how romantic the whole day will be. in my opinion its a buch of shit. getting married on valenites day is so cleshea. i was on my way to get fitted for my wedding gownd. when something uncomprehendable happened. i fell in love

it’s nothing

And it’s not about me
or the way that i feel
the itch under my skin
or the tear down my cheak
It’s the way he looks with her
the smile on his face
it’s that scar that wont heal
the stranger in the mirror
it’s the uncomfortable conversations
the glares and the stares
it’s the way they hold hads
the way we used to
it’s the way they look together
it’s the way he forgot about me
it’s this last year
or valenties day
our song on the radio
or roses at night
it’s a crowded room
it’s crying all alone it’s the name i hate
the name i can’t forget
the kiss that wont leave my lips
it’s the rise in my temperature
it’s her it’s not me
it’s leading you on
it’s your voice
it’s you without me
it’s me hating her
it’s me it’s not you

it was always you

tatoo madness

my cheer captin so rocks!!
Mia Vance let me draw her tatoo!!
she’s getting it over spring break
yeah she rocks

continuation of story!!

And so it began not by chose, more by logic.

if i were to write a book...

if i were to write a book, it would be about love
going wrong
about a women who’s getting married and hating it...
i actually have thought alot about it... and im thinking this would be the first paragraph of the first pag...

Looking into an elegent mirror she attempted to past a belivable happy expression on her face. After all this was the happiest day of her life, or so her mother-in-law had so kindly mentioned every moment she could.She starred at her expensive wedding gownd, it really was beautiful. everything was perfect, just like she had dreamed of. she looked back at the mirror. Her smile was wilting away and with a sigh she wispered "i dont"

try to love again...

i would of given you all of my heart...
but there’s someone who’s torn it apart
and he’s taken just all that i had but if you want
i’ll try to love again...

okay

im okay...

because it only hurts when im
breathing

and my heart only breaks when its
beating

im okay...
honest

wanting...

god i want him...

you weren’t there...

i was hiding behind you...

it’s so sad ...

i took one look in the mirror...
and i knew it was true
you really did take a part of me with you
when you left
with out a look behind...

i hate to say it
but im nothing with out u...

wooh wooh

i was watching MTV and then all of a sudden i saw that one commercial
you know the one
haha where they make the condoms...
and all the people in the factory are all smiling, waving, and happy as hell
god i could just die... what a great commercial

i wonder

sometimes...
i wonder if i have a sign on my back
that says...
break my heart

did i do this to myself?

couldnt you just laugh til you choke?
god i wish you would...
so your face could match your eyes
COLD, BLUE, and LIFELESS

how did i ever
fall for you?

this can’t be right...

and id sacrifice forever
for just tonight

it’s such a tragic loss of
innocence

and all trust is lost

this hurts

i want to hate you
so bad
but i can’t
any more then you can

heart

and this fighting emotion
will reach it’s way to ur heart
that’s if u still have one that’s left
inside that cage you call [[a chest]]

it’s so funny...

it’s funny
how you can brake
my heart
but i still insist on
loving you
with every broken peice
and after all you’ve done...

don’t you see it? can’t you tell?

Look in my eyes if u don

i hate it, and im sorry

every time u smile
a piece inside of me dies
and voice plays over in my head...

starting over

i wish...

that i didn’t have to wish for
you and i
and that this time
we wont need help
from shooting stars


looking [[inside]] of you

i’ve always wondered
what it would be like
to look inside you
to be you
your so ...

perfect

ur my everything

Im jealous of every girl who ever
hugged you
because for just that [[one]] moment
she held my
entire world

my love blinds maybe that’s why i never saw this coming

the only thing im guilty of

is loving you much too much

im just [[here]] ... waiting


i [[guess]] i was just
waiting
for the day
you’d .h.o.l.d. me in your arms
and tell me
it’d all be okay

im broken


im [[sorry]] could you speak up?
i couldn’t hear you over the sound of my heart
braking in two...

feeling this pain


i begged you not to go
i begged you
i pleaded...

tired

im just so tired of being alone
im ready to love
[[or what ever that means]]

thought for a change, id have a
happy picture
i dont think it’s working though

l*l i wont be broken again l*l

scream into the night
awake this scilence



Nichole and i have a new melo
check it out vintage_love it’s lovely

i wish we could have been stronger made it longer... i wish so many things

i was thinking of how we used to be
when it was only you and me
i would stare at u for hours
u never looked so beautiful
i thought it was strange
how like a drug
i could be hooked on u
u made .e.v.e.r.y. tomarrow better than the last
and all of my sorrows seem in the past
now i know im just guessing
but id say all the [[emotions]] ur expressing
were simply fake
i cant help but fear
that ud peer into my life
and it wont be good enough for u
i remember the moment that u turned away
ive looked at that picture so many times before
it [[burned]] into my mind
i wish i could take those last words you had spoken
and remember then, .p.e.r.f.e.c.t. and unbroken
i only wish that i could remember
when u last said "i love you"
and you ment it...

damn lips!!!

if i ever have an obsession
it is polka dots
and lips
and here they are

yes ma’am they are ’darling’

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