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I am someone else when I'm with you, someone more like myself.
- Original Sin

Who am I?

I'm a picture without a frame.
A poem without a rhyme.
A car with three wheels.
A sun without fire.
I am a gun without bullets.
I am the truth without someone to hear it.
I am a feeling without someone to feel it.
This is who I am.
A mess without you.

Why the H*** do I miss you? :(

I was busy all day, editing photos, teaching our new artist the "what to do's and what not to do's", every thing was in fast forward. But whenever I go to bed, and close my eyes, while I listen to the songs on my iPod, your face keeps popping on my mind! I then looked at your photo, (a 4r photo of you waving-taken at the airport-which was pasted on my planner) my heart melts, I miss you.

-your "baby talks"
-your voice
-your "pangungulit"
-your mood swings
-your corny jokes
-your poems
-your funny drawings
-watching you sleep
-your snore
-you teasing me "taba/baboy/tabachingching"
-your sensitivity
-your cheesy "banats"
-the way you mess my hair and say "You're beautiful."
-the way you hold my hand
-the way you look at me
-how I play with your lips with my fingers
-the times I pinch your nose because you're too cute
-the way you make that "goofy but cute" face when you want me to do something for you
-our arcade trippings
-taking photos of you
-taking our photos
-our DVD marathons
-the times I smell your armpits because they do smell good
-the times you beat me on air hockey
-the many times you lost at shooting hoops
-the times you narrate me the stories you wrote (and you thought I forgot them every single time)
-the way you tickle me
-the way you smile at me
-the way you hug me
-the way you kiss me
-the way you tell and show me how much you love me

*sigh
i miss you, love. :(

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Dragons, angels, gnomes, creatures beneath the earth that make words with hammers, a shooting star that shoots back, rain falling from the ground to the sky, bars that refuse to serve dwarfs or wanderers, a fountain that makes you young (and lonely) while those around you grow old, saplings that know everything, a sea made of tears from every lover who never loved, a silver boat with a sail made of pages from all the books that were never written.

All my dreams are beautiful. But none as beautiful as you. You are the reason I return here each morning.

Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

“The hurt began to fade and it was easier to just let go. At least I thought it was. But in every boy I met in the next few years, I found myself looking for you, and when the feelings got too strong I’d write you another letter. But I never sent them, in fear of what I might find. By then, you’d gone on with your life and I didn’t want to think about you loving someone else. I wanted to remember us like we were that summer. I didn’t want to ever forget that.”

The Owl and the Fox

Before humans were formed,
When the earth was still young.
A lone owl was out flying one evening,
Looking for its supper.

Without warning,
Mother winds erupted into a storm.
The owl was blown off course,
Into the brush below.

She decided to wait the storm out,
And not risk flight in the winds.
“Hello,” said a sly voice.
The owl turned and saw a grinning red fox.

“Why are you down here in the brush?”
The fox asked the owl.
“The storm has blown me here,
I’ll leave as soon as the winds die down.”

“Maybe we can help each other,” the fox coaxed.
“And how would we do that?”
“Well, I’ve always been told that owls are wise.”
“And I’ve heard that foxes are clever.”

“Indeed, we are. And this fox has an idea.”
“What, pray tell, is it?”
“Well I think that we could make a great team.”
“In what way?”

The fox grinned even wider.
“Well, when I hunt, the animals all run from the brush,”
The owl saw the foxes idea.
“And when I hunt the animals run -into- the brush.”

“So if we hunt together,” the owl said…
“We can always get supper,” the fox finished.
“It sounds like a good idea.”
The fox licked his chops in anticipation.

Slowly, the winds began to die down,
And the idea became a reality.
Both the owl and the fox,
Ate a very hearty meal together.

The owl spoke of many wise things.
She told of how the winds whispered,
And why the waters remembered our names.
Even of why the rocks fell asleep.

The fox spoke of clever deeds.
Of how it could change ice into fire,
And how the tides worked.
Even of how lightning and thunder form.

The owl and the fox grew a great fondness for each other.
But the night grew late, and the hour was waning.
They both knew that it was time.
Time to part and go separate ways.

“But I don’t want you to go,” spoke the fox.
“I belong in the air,” replied the owl as it took flight,
“Come, fly with me! We’ll soar over mountains together.”
The fox looked down at his body, “but I haven’t any wings.”

Fate, it seemed, was being cruel once again.
For the fox couldn’t fly, but the owl needed to.
They filled the gaps in each other’s ways,
But they were too different to stay together.

Or…

“But I can climb on top of the brush!”
The fox desperately shouted up at the owl.
“And I can fly a little lower,”
The owl smiled.

And then the two were together,
To finish what each other started,
To make the days better for each,
To fill the gaps in each other’s life.

And I Quote

The answer is that, you never, ever, rely on another person for your peace of mind..
You have to - I don't know - you have to learn to live with yourself. You have to turn back on your own sheets and set a table for one without even feeling pathetic. You have to be srtong and confident and pleased with yourself and never give the slightest impression that you can't hack it without that certain someone. You have to fake the hell out of it.

-Armistead Maupin, More Tales of the City

BOOM! I'm in!

Yey! I'm in Melo again. :D

Thanks to:
http://www.melodramatic.com/users/the_countess

love love! <3

updates..

*I can now drive!! yey! But I still have a lot of things to learn. Thanks to my instructor. You know who you are.

*I'm not good at playing drums! But I still can't beat him.

*I"m not broke. haha It's a very good thing not to keep my own money. I end up spending it all on food. yum yum!

*I miss my niece,, Kyla. :(

*I'm currently craving pizza. argh!

i am hungry

i want to eat french fries, double cheese burger, caramel sundae, and nuggets. oh and pasta too!

*sigh*

You wondered how you

I LOVE YOU.


A friend of mine once told me,
"Everything gets better in the morning."
And it actually did. :)

2012 geophysical and cosmological speculations

2012 geophysical and cosmological speculations



John Major Jenkins, and others claim that an alignment will occur when the sun rises above the horizon on December 21 2012, at which point the sun will rise in the middle of the Milky Way Galaxy, thus causing an alignment between the earth, sun, and the galactic center. This event is said to cause numerous earth changes, however that is not possible considering that the event is only a visual phenomenon from the earths perspective, which is caused by the precession of the equinoxes or the 26,000 year wobble of the earth, which only changes our perspective, not the actual position of the earth in relation to the galaxy. In short, there is no gravitational force or radiation to be expected from this event because other than the tilt of the earth, nothing will be any different than any other solstice.



There are also claims like from Michael Tsarion that an actual physical alignment of our entire solar system will occur with the horizontal plane of the Milky Way Galaxy on that day. The solar system is moving around the center of the galaxy every 225 million years or so, and while doing so is moving up and down in a cycle crossing the plane every 33 million years. According to the Journal Nature, this isn't so because there is evidence of the solar system crossing the galactic plane 3 million years ago. This would mean that we are moving away from the galactic plane not toward it, and we won

Laughter is the best medicine.

Good morning, starshine... the earth says hello!

I found this site with a collection of pick-up lines. I thought they were funny and educational so I gathered some to share with you. These might help some of you guys if you want to start a conversation or even ran out of things to say. XD



READ ON. Funny pick-up lines.



* I may not be Fred Flintstone but I can sure make your bed rock!



* Am I cute enough yet? Or do you need more to drink?



* You must be the reason for global warming because you

Jaded.

It's been said that the saddest thing a man will ever face is what might have been ? But what of the man who's faced with what was? Or what may never be? Or what can no longer be? Choosing the right path is never easy. It's a decision we make with only our hearts to guide us. But sometimes we find our way to something better. Sometimes we fight through the regret and remorse of our mistakes, our malice and our jealously and the shame we feel for not being the people we were meant to be. And that's when we find our way to something better or something better finds its way to us.

Sometimes when you're young you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans. Big Plans. To find your perfect match, the one who completes you. But as you get older you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made where simply plans. Because at the end when you're looking back instead of forward you want to believe you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.

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^^I LOVE.. OneTH.

Troubled mind. Suddenly I wasn't sure of what I'll become in the future. Argh! Pray.. Pray.. I'll soon find out the answer.

"If you'd have the chance to go back and change something in your life, what will it be? and how would you re-do it?"

To The One Who Saved My Soul

It's been two years but it seems forever. It's been too long but it feels like yesterday. You were there. I was here. But the roads of destiny brought us here, at this point where there is no turning back.. a point of no return. But you know what? Even if I could, I wouldn't turn my back on you. You taught me a lot of things Several things that a woman like me must be proud of.

First, courage, a word that needs courage itself to be able to achieve. I have never been this brave in my whole life.. all because of your love. Strength. I was weak. I admit. But when you came, you opened my mind and brought an incredible strength in me that I never imagined would be min.You taught me how to stand for myself, for you, and for our love. You even taught me how to be "good to others, yet one who doesn't trust easily". You have brought so much good in me that my heart became so overwhelmed.

Your love, it's soo strong that even my feminine side showed. You have me head over heels. We both learned what responsibility means, and truth is, I blame you for making me this in love. I really can't explain it. It's just so deep, so strong and so unfathomable.

You make me strong yet make me weak whenever you're around-- I wanna fall in your arms all over again.

You make me scared about certain things yet so brave for the promise of this sweet love we have. You make me feel so good inside that I badly need you every now and then to be beside me.

All of these.. are just things that made me a better person.

All of these.... are because of you.

All of these.. are because you love me.

But I'm most certain that all of these are just few of the reasons why I stick around and why I see forever with you.

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well, happy melo!

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Re: Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

Ah...I love that movie. But the ending is too sad so I always end the movie before it goes back to the old people.

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good girl. i mean, of course it would make me happy if you and my brother ended up together, but i am glad to see you're being strong right now and you're learning how to preserve your dignity more. kung kailangan mo ng time, you should get some time to think it over and assess your feelings. ako naman, i do not doubt that my brother loves you. he does. i'm sure of it. but he learns how to VALUE you, too.

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Re: 2012 geophysical and cosmological speculations

I'D RATHER BE SCARED SHITLESS ON DEC.12 IF ANYTHING HAPPENS AND NOT READ WHY LIVE MY LIFE IN FEAR!

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oh well..... :(

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uhm, he asked me if we could get back together.
and i said no. i still love and miss him, but i'm scared.
i don't think i am ready to be in a relationship right now.

coffeebean's picture
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What an all too familiar feeling.

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i like your words. what's been happening?

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uhm, hindi naman po as in pareho lahat.
he went to my office twice na. as bestfriends daw.

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whaaaaat?

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uhm, i guess po. hahaha ok naman po ako. haha

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how are you doing, my little poopie-face? ano ok ka na, moving on na?

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hello po. :D

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hi kat

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You're most welcome. *big smile*

Hugs. *HG*

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Re: Dear Best Friend

i'm not ate..................... hindi na po.

promise.

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hello! thank you! *hug*

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lol it's all good!

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I'm a friend of Anicia's. *big smile*

And so, hello to you both you and your melo page. :).

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Re: Dear Best Friend

awww kit. i told you not to dwell on him.

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hey beautiful <3

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dear ate shine,

i'm glad too. thanks to you. :D

love,
kitkit

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Re: BOOM! I'm in!

yes! i'm back again... i missed you!

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dear kitkit,

i'm glad you're on melo again and you don't have memory gap.

love,
ate shine

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hahaha hi love :)

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I was wondering where you went, cool! :)

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thank you! :) sorry. it took me months to be able to log in to melo again..

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hehehehe :))))

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bruhilda

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Happy Meloversary!!! ^_^

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