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xglasschild's picture
Re: Why is it that everyone relies on facebook to plan parties?!

I think people think if they have an even on facebook, they're automatically a cooler.

glimmeringmoon's picture
shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: Need to change a few habits

Yeah I need to do that. It's kind of one of the few number one priorities that I have going on.

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: Need to change a few habits

Yeah I'm the same way. So what happened to you tonight you seemed like you were off to a good start?!

xxxemochicxxx's picture
Re: Need to change a few habits

You can do it! I wish I could sleep more and get to the gym more, too.

glimmeringmoon's picture
Re: Need to change a few habits

Good luck, after tonight, I really see just how much I need to change. I'm major fail.

ishootcarnivors's picture
Re: I know some people think it's weird but...

You succeeded! HAHAHA! *gives you a gold ribbon*

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: I know some people think it's weird but...

Oh I know you were giving me a hard time so I decided to give you one right back! :P Guess I did a good job then!

ishootcarnivors's picture
Re: I know some people think it's weird but...

Haha I was just joking silly bean! I meant that (prolly) everyone loves that feeling. Then you know you did good! I meant that I thought you were crazy for thinking ppl think what you were saying was weird.

Am I making sense? I'm kinda confused. Basically, <3!

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: I know some people think it's weird but...

And what exactly about that makes me insane?! I know I'm crazy but I'd love to know what your red flag was!?

ishootcarnivors's picture
Re: I know some people think it's weird but...

That's not weird at all, you crazy!!!!!

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: I know some people think it's weird but...

I have yet to turn to jelly that's for sure.

the_countess's picture
Re: I know some people think it's weird but...

i crawl because it's too difficult to walk after my muscles have turned into jelly! LOL

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
the_countess's picture
Re: I know some people think it's weird but...

i know i did a good workout when i crawl out of the gym. hahaha

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

Yeah I kind of need to. I guess it's more of a habit thing that I'm not used to just yet.

the_countess's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

maybe you should rearrange your schedule, getting fit is a big priority and it requires dedication. but if you can sleep in in the morning, then it should not be a problem.

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

Yeah I'm realizing that now. I'm just really not a morning person and by afternoon/evening I'm at work. *le sigh*

the_countess's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

LOL don't do it at night. It gets your blood pumping and it becomes harder for you to sleep! do it morning or afternoon, but preferably in the morning.

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

Yeah that's how I've been doing it. Last night I power walked the 4 miles. I had been doing two miles prior to that and I'm not sore today but I know it was a bit tough. so I'm thinking of doing it again tonight. it's a great energy boost. Not sure if I should keep doing it at night though. Cause then I end up staying up until 1am?!?

the_countess's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

i usually worked out about 3x a week but I was very lenient with myself. When I hit about 140+ lbs early last year, I went 5-6 days a week until I lost 20lbs in about 1 1/2 month. then I slowed down and did a strict 3x a week workout sched. BUT THEEEEENNNN my grandfather passed away and I went to Seattle to be with family and you know how it is when you're with family--you EAT EAT EAT all the time... plus it was the holidays, so I gained between 13-15lbs. So I started doing really hard workouts 4-5x a week. Now that I've lost it, I'm back to 3-4x a week.

Yeah, don't rush into running. When you feel slightly more confident, do some power walking to test out the waters first.

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

I feel pretty good. It was the first time I kicked it up to 4 miles so that was pretty awesome. Although I'm totally not ready for running I have a few more weeks to go before I tackle that hurdle but I've been contemplating trying Step Aerobics since it's just as many calories burned as running for the same amount of time. So I might do that once I conquer the 4 mile. I did notice this morning when I got out of the shower that my legs are toning up. So YAY for that! I know it's not much but just knowing that it's there is a little victory in and of itself. So I have to ask how many times a week do you workout?!

the_countess's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

good for you then! i did a 4-mile yesterday too and my legs are killing me because i've been doing it for about a week straight! usually i give myself a 24 hour rest period every 3rd day but I've been eating a lot so I didn't want to slack off.

how're you feeling about the workout? feel great?

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: For the last 11 days....

sometimes that's what you have to do :S

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

Yeah the later debate in the conversation was to do the 2 mile or the 4 mile. I did the 4 mile.

city_grl's picture
Re: For the last 11 days....

Got my held high takin things day by day!

the_countess's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

*raises hand*

that sounded like the argument i had inside my head before i went for a jog earlier tonight. i am pissed that my leg muscles hurt but i know i did the right thing. so, GO YOU! :)

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

Yeah well my issues is always trying to "Suck it up" once I finally do that I'm in the clear.

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

Yeah it's true... I go from not eating sugar at all to eating sugar again so working out every time I have something sweet is a MUST.

xxxemochicxxx's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

I think that happens to most of us. I try to remember that I always feel better after I actually suck it up and work out. It's a tough battle sometimes.

ishootcarnivors's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

Yeah. That's a good motivation. I like the one that goes, "that cupcake is only gonna take you 1 minute to eat, but being fit/healthy is gonna last you years!" or something like that <3 I like to use that one.

glimmeringmoon's picture
Re: For the last 11 days....

It was extremely intense, she revealed her face and I think I actually died a little inside I was so disappointed with myself for all my excuses and all the things I bitch about, talk about getting some perspective

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

You have to realize I've been fighting with this for about a month now. So when I've made progress I can look at it and say to myself do you want to be there or here!? And that usually snaps me out of it. Plus I always feel better after I workout so I try to remind myself of that and enjoy that feeling while it lasts.

ishootcarnivors's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

Haha. I have the same inner dialogue, but it's just not as strong as yours, lol. I only work-out when I really want to.

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

Yeah it's crazy I'm trying to err on the side of good not evil when it comes to better myself. And I'm making progress but OH LORD is it a pain!

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
Re: For the last 11 days....

wow that is so intense. I only watched the first part of the interview and wow. I don't think I'd even want to experience anything like that even on a minor level.

glimmeringmoon's picture
Re: Is it just me or does anyone else have this inner dialouge too!?

Totally have it and bad me always prevails..but that post I just made is all about that lol

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