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Back Where I Belong.

Submitted by shards on Tue.02.07.06 9:26pm
I've sat at the lunch table again. Right where I belong. I finally feel at home now. Sandwiched inbetween curly haired and barbie. Across from track runners, bandsies, and well... him. After taking a break from being there, I've gone home. The lunch table where I've been since freshmen year no longer seems aliennated to me. Laughter is geniune and I can breathe easy. I don't wince when I see him with her. My stomach doesn't lurch with pain when he softly kisses her forehead. It's all very silly really. I never really had him, so how could I ever loose him? How can something so small mean the world?
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Attention, Attention, May I have All Your Eyes & Ears?

Submitted by shards on Tue.02.07.06 9:16pm
So I totally forgot I HAD a mellodramatic journal. What happens when one can't be found? When all the secrets finally spill out? When the truth uncovered? When you don't have anymore race to run, but all the time in the world?
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test test test test

Submitted by shards on Wed.10.20.04 8:54am
Just testing out the new melo! Kickin'!
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We go out in stormy weather...

Submitted by shards on Sat.07.31.04 6:27am
meh. My moter decided it would be a good idea if I got up at 10 this morning. Well I didn’t go to sleep until three! So it wasn’t that great of an idea. I stayed up with my dad watching HELLBOY. I still havent really formed an opinion on it yet. I really liked the graphics and stuff but there were some overly graphic things that I did not like. Oh no no no! I got very jumpy and I was kind of grossed out at parts. (Trust me I slept with my light on xD) But in the end it was ok because he found loveeeeeee. ;)

blegh. I’m awfully bored now. I’m heading to stacys inbetween 4 and 5. Who knows what time. Then we’re heading over to jeremys then to my house for the night. We’ll be playing halo and probably sleeping. xD

Wow I’m in love with this song now. Nycki made me do it. "The Way We Get By" - Spoons.
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lalala I can’t hear you

Submitted by shards on Fri.07.30.04 8:39am
Eurgh. I was totally content sleeping in my bed then my Dad came and woke me up! So I’m up now. There really isn’t anything to do. I have to do some laundry. But I can do that later. I think Stacy and I are going over to Jeremys "Once A Year Pool Party." It should be cool enough. I’m the only girl that was there last year. The same boys were invited but different girls. (minus me.) Not sure how it’ll be. Hopefully ok. I’ve gained a lot of weight and my bathing suit doesn’t look to great. x.x ickyyyy. I’m so picky about some things. Everyone tells me I’m so skinny and all that bullshit lies. I don’t think I’m fat but I see myself as chunky I guess. People like to tell me otherwise. Damn liars. *shudders* On to a different subject. I still don’t know how to "touch" people on melo. I’m so confused. x.x I want to go back to bed.
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Here’s to the Night...

Submitted by shards on Thu.07.29.04 11:17am
I went over to Jackies last night. Stacy came too. xD We rented Bourne Identity. After watching that we had food then went out for the 9:25 showing of Bourne Seprmacy. (Or however you spell it) We got free popcorn thanks to Kaite who was working there. :) I like her. xD We came home after discussin the movie and all that and were watching Charlies Angels 2 where I fell asleep. (Hey I had been up 39 hours or so. Don’t blame me!) We woke up this morning and ate. yum. Brownies for breakfast! x.x Then we went outside and talked around and stuff. And now I am here! Joy.
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Rainy clouds on my parade? NO WAY!

Submitted by shards on Wed.07.28.04 4:10am
Y o u r C u r r e n t ::
Mood: Bored
Music: Not listening to anything!
Hair: In a messy bun - frizzy
Annoyance: The birds?
Smell: nothing?
Favorite song(s): Way to many to list them all
CD in Stereo: A mix of Eve 6 songs!
DVD In Player: Dirty Dancing 2: Havana Nights
Crush: Spencer! xD shhhhh.

L o v e ::
boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
shortest relationship: a month?
been in love w/ more than 1 person?: no

F a v o r i t e ::
Food: Italian
Drink: Cherry Coke, or Water
Color: Light Blue, Pink, Black & Silver!
Album: Not Sure - I’ll get back to you on that
Shoes: My Orange High-Top Converse and my sparkley PINK low-top Converse
Candy: peanut M&M’s
Animal: White Tiger
TV Show: BUFFY - and The O.C.
Dance: *shrugs*
Veggie: Peas
Fruit: Grapes

A r e Y o u ::
Understanding: yes
Open-minded: sometimes
Insecure: yes
Hungry: no
Friendly: sometimes
Smart: hells no
Moody: yes
Childish: yes
Independent: no
Hard working: depends - if i have the right motivation then sure!
Organized: no
Healthy: probably not
Shy: yes
Difficult: yes
Bored Easily: yep
Messy: Yep
Thirsty: no
Responsible: Sometimes
Obsessed: Sure
Angry: Not at the moment
Sad: Same as above
Trusting: no
Talkative: no
Ignored: yeahhhh
Reliable: yep!
Optimistic: no
A deep-thinker: sometimes
Self-disciplined: I try to be - really!
Sleepy: it goes away eventually
Lonely: yes

V i t a l S t a t s ::
nicknames: Alana
location: Family Room
sign: Aries
hair color: brown
eye color: brown
height: 5’2
shoe size: 7.5 - 8
nationality: Italian, German... lots more
skin color: medium
school: Linden High School

H a v e Y o u E v e r ::lied: Yes.
done drugs: No.
drank alcohol: Yes.
broke a bone: no
failed a class: no
been in a fist fight: no
dyed your hair: yeah
gotten in a car accident: yes and no (nothing really serious)
been out of the country: yeah
met a famous person: no
driven illegally: yea
thrown a temper tantrum: sure - when i was five.
been suspended: no
been expelled: no
given the finger: uhh YEAH
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Joys of Bolded Font

Submitted by shards on Wed.07.28.04 3:53am
01. I’m single.
02. I love the color blue.
03. Shopping is fun!
04. I love Rent!
05. I think gay marriage should be approved.
06. I’m obsessed with musical theater.
07. I enjoy scrapbooking.
08. I love the color pink.
09. I love to wear sandals.
10. I LOVE hugs.
11. I like to take pictures.
12. I am a blonde.
13. I like root beer.
14. I love to drink water.
15. I’m an drama queen.
16. I love dark chocolate.
17. My best friend is exactly like me.
18. I’m going to New York soon.
19. I love Finding Nemo.
20. I love going to concerts.
21. I’m going to the Tony awards.
22. I need to apply myself more.
23. I know that I need more sleep.
24. I hate shots.
25. I would never get a tattoo.
26. I’m taking piano lessons.
27. I love Reese’s!
28. I’m going to be a sophmore.
29. I always take showers.
30. I love to swim.
31. I want to travel.
33. I hate being bored.
34. I’m too lazy.
35. I love to watch Friends.
36. I love American Idol.
37. I’d rather have a small group of close friends than a large group of friends that I didn’t know all that well.
38. I want to go to Northwestern University.
39. I’m in chorus at school.
40. Getting new things is always fun.
41. I love giving gifts.
42. I enjoy recieving them as well.
43. I’m loud in some classes and quiet in others.
44. I love watching films.
45. I am very crazy at times.
46. I love massages.
47. I make money by performing in musicals.
48. I hate social studies.
49. I like aol.
50. I love using the computer.
51. I think too much.
52. Math is useless.
53. I love to write and type random things.
54. I eat too much junk food.
55. Moulin Rouge makes me cry.
56. My favorite movie is Waiting for Guffman.
57. I have a sister.
58. I like to sing.
59. I also like to act.
60. I want to be famous!
61. I have a GPA of 4.0.
62. I scare people sometimes.
63. I love the Disney Channel.
64. I hate it when people judge others.
65. I love watching tv.
66. I love Boy Meets World.
67. I’m so mad/sad about the Rent movie.
68. I’ve been to every American Idol concert.
69. I go to Ravinia all the time.
70. I’m listening to Radio AOL.
71. I love listening to music.
72. I like to read.
73. I have blue eyes.
74. I love wearing skirts.
75. I love pets.
76. I love ice cream.
77. I hate school.
78. I like to talk.
79. Guys are confusing.
80. I love the 80s.
81. I’d love to have the money to buy things for people for no reason at all.
82.I always listen to music in the car.
**WHERE DID THE REST GO?!? WTF!**
91. I hate when people are mean.
92. If I let my hair dry naturally, it’s wavy.
93. I don’t like pop music.
94. I’d do anything for my friends.
95. I live for the summer.
96. My hero is Jonathan Larson.
97. I love both of my parents.
98. My sign is Aries.
99. I hate Hillary Duff.
100. I -heart- skateboarding, surfing, and snowboarding.
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bored in here

Submitted by shards on Tue.07.27.04 7:14pm
I’m so bored - I have like a million people talking to me on AIM too. Which is rare. I think Stacy is coming over on Saturday to play Halo with me. Which reminds me I can’t wait for November 9th (HALO 2!!) Kc is making like hot coca and stuff and didn’t offer me any. :( Jerk.
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Adopted Pet

Submitted by shards on Tue.07.27.04 6:22pm
my pet!
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Hurricane

Submitted by shards on Tue.07.27.04 4:44pm
Alana here. Signing in. Maybe I should tell you a bit about myself? I’m fifteen, I live in a small town, and I live on my computer. I play guitar and I love to paint. I’m very opinionated at times so if you don’t like those kind of people please don’t befriend me. I’ll just end up pissing you off.
I really like to write. I’m basically just this big nerd. I’m into rpg’s and all that fun stuff. Due to popular belief I do have friends in the real world here! Amazing I know. Peace Out! Alana
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