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icky.
I realised that I need to start doing things.
People keep asking me what I've been up to, and I never have anything new. Except "Oh, I went out on Wednesday." And their response is "Don't you do that every Wednesday? To the same bar. With the same people."...
So! Yep. Gonna apply for jobs and all that.
I have things that need to start happening.
Also. Emotional flinching is over, because that boy was a dick. I feel good that I worked it out quickly. I wish I could stop ending up in these shitty situations.
Going to visit my ex next weekend. We're going to the zoo.
Yepppppp.
People keep asking me what I've been up to, and I never have anything new. Except "Oh, I went out on Wednesday." And their response is "Don't you do that every Wednesday? To the same bar. With the same people."...
So! Yep. Gonna apply for jobs and all that.
I have things that need to start happening.
Also. Emotional flinching is over, because that boy was a dick. I feel good that I worked it out quickly. I wish I could stop ending up in these shitty situations.
Going to visit my ex next weekend. We're going to the zoo.
Yepppppp.
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drum roll please;
The results are in!!!
It's negative. (:
Be stoked for me!!
Thanks.
It's negative. (:
Be stoked for me!!
Thanks.
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P.S.: Pregnant.
If I am, I'm going to scream so so so loud. I'm going to buy a packet of cigarettes and make Zier pay all the killing fee's.
And then I'm going to lock myself in my room and never leave ever ever ever ever ever ever ever again.
I'm not making much sense.
What I'm trying to convey is: I'm really fucking scared.
And then I'm going to lock myself in my room and never leave ever ever ever ever ever ever ever again.
I'm not making much sense.
What I'm trying to convey is: I'm really fucking scared.
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I'm not really sick, I'm actually avoiding you.
Dear Melo,
I trust no-one, I want nothing to do with anyone.
I'm happy for once. Even though I'm miserable.
I'm giving up smoking. It's horrible.
I'm giving up drama. It's easy.
I'm enjoying being alone! With no-one to complain at me about what 'so-and-so' did.
Also.
I'm liking someone new. And I flinch emotionally whenever I think of him, because I know I'll fuck it up and it will hurt. So so much.
Ick.
I trust no-one, I want nothing to do with anyone.
I'm happy for once. Even though I'm miserable.
I'm giving up smoking. It's horrible.
I'm giving up drama. It's easy.
I'm enjoying being alone! With no-one to complain at me about what 'so-and-so' did.
Also.
I'm liking someone new. And I flinch emotionally whenever I think of him, because I know I'll fuck it up and it will hurt. So so much.
Ick.
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heart it races
So. Not really sure why I'm feeling so down.
It seems really hormonal.
Alright:
So. I've been screwing around a bit. I guess I forgot that boys were jerks. And. Shit. Jimmy used me. Ari told me I wasn't worth more than a fuck.
I cut my foot, missed my best friends formal, twisted my ankle, got an $800 phone bill, drink was spiked, vomited all over everything ever. I went to a ball where everyone had a partner and realised how fucking lonely I am.
I tried to get drunk, but realised I had no cash. So I sat and looked sad because my feet hurt and I was cold and wanted to go home. Best friend got into girlie drama.
I feel shitty. And defeated, again. I really really really wish I could forget how lonely I am.
I need a change.
It seems really hormonal.
Alright:
So. I've been screwing around a bit. I guess I forgot that boys were jerks. And. Shit. Jimmy used me. Ari told me I wasn't worth more than a fuck.
I cut my foot, missed my best friends formal, twisted my ankle, got an $800 phone bill, drink was spiked, vomited all over everything ever. I went to a ball where everyone had a partner and realised how fucking lonely I am.
I tried to get drunk, but realised I had no cash. So I sat and looked sad because my feet hurt and I was cold and wanted to go home. Best friend got into girlie drama.
I feel shitty. And defeated, again. I really really really wish I could forget how lonely I am.
I need a change.
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hey, guess what
I'd really like it if I didn't get shit slipped into my drinks.
What a fucking horrible evening.
Ick. -.-;
And guys are jerks. I want nothing to do with them.
What a fucking horrible evening.
Ick. -.-;
And guys are jerks. I want nothing to do with them.
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fuck: kale & microsoft genuine advantage
I NEED TO LISTEN TO MUSIC!
DON'T GIVE ME A COMPUTER WITHOUT SPEAKERS. AND THAT YELLS AT ME BECAUSE I'M A PIRATE.
EVERYONE LOVES PIRATES!
JERK.
DON'T GIVE ME A COMPUTER WITHOUT SPEAKERS. AND THAT YELLS AT ME BECAUSE I'M A PIRATE.
EVERYONE LOVES PIRATES!
JERK.
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fuck my lungs
I'm over monthly chest infections.
Two days without a cigarette and I'm going insane. I give myself another ten minutes before I break.
Worst.
Two days without a cigarette and I'm going insane. I give myself another ten minutes before I break.
Worst.
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bed
Dear melo;
I hate you.
Whenever something good happens and I write about it, it changes.
So from now on I will only write of the bad, which will hopefully change to good.
HMYES!
I am ever so sick. I want my lungs to work please.
I hate you.
Whenever something good happens and I write about it, it changes.
So from now on I will only write of the bad, which will hopefully change to good.
HMYES!
I am ever so sick. I want my lungs to work please.
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8 months since
My foster father passed away.
Listening to Jesus Christ by Brand New and it hit me,
yipee for delayed grief.
He's not coming home. :(
Listening to Jesus Christ by Brand New and it hit me,
yipee for delayed grief.
He's not coming home. :(
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my dog ate rat poison
Pre much hating on him so hard right now. He owes me (& Donny & Mark & Mum) so much cash. And he'll never pay it back!
He's fine, though. I guess that's what matters. Ha.
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