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well i think the conformer is to small..

it's semi disturbing that the doctor is not here to help the parents get a grip on this.

went to a brunch yesterday with my aunt at the M resort. it was so delicious. who has filet mijon sitting out at their buffet? the M.. that's who.

anyways we were upstairs in my aunts room when my other aunt came with her daughter-in-law.. my cousin-in-law who has a 7 month old and is the same size as my daughter Venice. Venice is a big 2 month old (3 months on the 14th) i may add her dad is almost 6'3" and she definitely takes after him. well her brother goes to someone in town who does his eye and makes it for him so i have tried to get in contact with her to find out who he is and if he deals with children as young as Venice. if so that would be perfect. i like our doctor now but it becomes ridiculous speaking over email and not being able to get the right conformer for Venice when she clearly needs it. on new years eve i was asked several times if my daughter has a lazy eye, which i do not mind one bit, i'd rather the questions than the stares but with her conformer in you cannot tell her eye is much smaller. it helps it tremendously and i do understand she grows quite a bit in no time but that is why i need a doctor closer to home.

i must make cupcakes with my son now. he is dying for me to make cupcakes. he better help this time.

:)

what my daughter will experience.

http://www.andbabymakes4.com/?p=428

http://www.andbabymakes4.com/?p=559

i have tried putting her conformer in for 2 days now. her first one was to big and i think this one may be to small.. to bad there isn't an ocular artist out here and our doctor is in california so we don't see him but once a month when he is out here. boo!

GO YANKS!!! we lost on purpose to win at home.

going to breakfast at my friends. went to the doctor for Venice Starr yesterday where she had an ultrasound done on her eye. We were told there is slim to no chance of her ever seeing out of her left eye and you know what? that is okay. she will never know life seeing out of both eyes so what will it matter to her? she see's perfectly out of her right and when i shut my left eye i can see everything. we have to go to LA to get a second opinion and they will make a shell for left eye so that the left side of her face forms correctly. she is so beautiful. i couldn't have asked for more of a blessing.

god doesn't give you anything you can't handle. i am strong. my daughter is strong. my husband is strong and my son says he will kick anyone in the balls who has anything negative to say about my daughter. awesome. lol.

took Venice to the ophthamologist

and my daughter has a microphthalmic eye in her left eye that is where the eye stopped growing in the womb and will not continue to grow. we go tomorrow at 10:00 am to take her to a retina specialist where she will be getting an ultrasound done on it to see if the optical nerve is attached to the brain and if so we will take her to have minor surgery to have the cataract removed and vision may be possible in it. yess my daughter is blind right now in her left eye but still beautiful as EVER! we are driving out to LA to get a second opinion and since no one in Nevada specializes in this condition we need to go to a childrens hospital and get everything taken care of. she will need to wear a shell over her eye so that the left side of her face forms correctly. things like this only happen to strong people. and i am a strong woman. always have been and having a partner who is amazing in every way helps more than anything.

pray for my angel. and no i'm sorrys i don't enjoy pity nor is it necessary she will be fine.

Venice Starr Grimes and MORE!







when your baby is born

you believe everything will be okay.. thinking negative at times but never imagining it possible to you. well my daughter was born October 14th 2009, 3 days before her brothers 5th birthday. she is beautiful. she is perfect. her left eye however is still semi swollen shut and when it does open the iris, cornea whatever it may be called (the color) is much smaller than the other. we have an appointment with the ophthalmologist on tuesday and can't wait till then. pray for my baby girl. she is so special.

love my hubby!!!



married. expecting number 2. a girl. <33

happier than a pig in shit and have an amazing man. seriously i know girls say that all the time but mine is the fuckin' best. yeee.

hii.





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you fuckin filet beefgnon eatin fine ass las vegas living bitch. I bet you can't even tell I'm jealous. WELL JUST ASSUME IT!!! ;) happy meloversary, live long and hostile.

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Happy Meloversary.

severrin's picture
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bump those worries, even "IF" she can't see out of her left eye. she will be able to adapt to it, she might have depth perception problems at first but everything will be ok. I know a few people who were born like that, she'll be fine. :)

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hello :)

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I know, so do I. Actually anyone who stumbles upon my melo loves that entry. Im glad you enjoyed it as well.
Thanks for dropping by.

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panini

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you guys look amazing in this picture. congrats on the wedding and baby number 2 ! :)

likwidaliced's picture
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awwwww congrats chik! you look gorgeous as hell in that picture! um ive been ok. just dealing with a whole lot of bs. how ya been??

severrin's picture
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haha congrats!

popdaskittles's picture
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re:love my hubby!!!
Congrats! here's to married life:)

otherhalf's picture
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happy six year meloversary!

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Happy Meloversary!

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happy meloversary

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happy meloversary xD

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HAPPY MELOVERSARY

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yer foot tattoo is one of the raddest things i have ever seen.
i love it verrry much.

coolpyrofreak's picture
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Yeah, unfortunately. I've been back for almost three months now, and now I'm trying to see how fast I can get out of here, lol.

lostlilgrrrl's picture
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your little boy is so adorable

coolpyrofreak's picture
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I loved every bit of it :-D

I'll be moving back to Vegas in a week, about a mile south of McCarran.

severrin's picture
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It might be in a bad area. the piercer might have done it wrong. just keep an eye on the senstivity. it it becomes less sensative there may be nerve damage.

coolpyrofreak's picture
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Thanks! I strongly encourage random molestation of my Melo and all of its parts.

By the way, where in Vegas do you live?

popdaskittles's picture
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hey just count down
one day over, two to go:) or however many days he is supposed to be gone for.

xktkidnapx's picture
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nooooo kidding. leave it to daycare to bring home every sickness ever heard of ever. sucks so much!

popdaskittles's picture
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dont worry it gets easier! i remember when I felt the same way:)

severrin's picture
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I hope you feel better, yea you should get on aim if you want to.

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Haha. I used the last of my weed to smoke a bong before work, and now I am sitting here waiting for my boyfriend to bring me a bag.
I can't wait until my little brother gets old enough to sing. Too fucking cute.

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hehehahahaha u drunk betch. thanks for ze touches and bangs. yeah. whores. eh. no to fat ugly ones. i duno..there are some big girls that tdefinitely tickle my fancy. i mean like with the whole sexual pull kind of thing. like dj irene..dunno if u know who she is..but yeah. that bitch. omg. i need to get the fuck out of so cal!!!!!!!! i was actually telling a friend last night that i wanted to take a trip up to vegas [eh..once shits like normal again.] so when i come up we need to go party it up bitch! have a radddd weekend.
xoxo.
Likwidaliced.

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awww. well im very happy to hear you are doing good as far as your relationship :) mine went down the shitter about a month or so ago..ive been looking here and there for girls..but it seems the only ones i happen to run into are ugly fat ones around my area..so fack that. and yeah..i get that sexual pull from people all over the place its insane.

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a viewing of what?

likwidaliced's picture
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ohhh stranger! shits gay. wow how freakin weird. the other day i was going through old gspots on melo and found a few from you and greg. random. are you guys still together? crazy how fast kids grow hmm :) hope you are well!

thecosmictrip's picture
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Your son and my friend Ari could have an amazing time listening to "Low" and singing along together. I like your melo.

anhzac's picture
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Ah you could if you feel inclined to.

it was okay, just worked, came home and tried to make sense of what relaxing at home means, then slept. Plain day.

Yours?

coalescentflame's picture
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haha. why does it feel dirty to say, "it came out fine."
that was a guy. ryan.
we were talking about breakfast on pluto. the one with cillian murphy as a transvestite. [boy on boy buttsex.]
but any kind of buttsex isn't so bad.
I just can't help being hesitant about doing it.

coalescentflame's picture
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lots of touches for your latest.

popdaskittles's picture
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im doing good. love ur background btw!!! and i agree ur son is gorgeous!
ive been pretty much just busy with school, and work...i dont really have much of a life lol! how about you?: howve you been?

anhzac's picture
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Lol. The truest pain in beauty is that we let magazines and the media make us feel like shit and we never understand what our lovers see in us...

anhzac's picture
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Your son reminds me of Julien, the little boy in Adam Sandler's "Big Daddy."

severrin's picture
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you can go to meebo.com you don't have to download anything. it's called a portal site. you can sign onto aim from there and talk.

severrin's picture
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Lol someone on the wall said they had an ecosystem in their vagina. btw my aim name is bluestdragon223

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