stillcouturetoo
Your bones,My weakness,Your soul guides the sleeplessness
Submitted by stillcouturetoo on Wed.08.04.04 10:04pm
Simplistic reproach to your forbidden helplessness
The digression seems obvious,as obvious when danger lives
where the knives have seemed most endless
through the back
into the love
inside the humility
Behind your only shadow lies a place where we could fall
a pavement caressed with your being, or an image made of sentiment
what ever it was worth, it doesn’t seem to be it
Perhaps life is just a muse,to attempt and fail,to fail at attempt
Mostly failure to become obviously inept
As ridiculous as the passing moon phases
it’s like an image painted in black
in approach to ruin the artistry, you must make effort in several coats.
this image of you in my brain, is more profound.
Nothing tends to go
not you,not life,not breaking,not lies
A linger memory of your face
the one i’ve tried to kill several times
Your bones held me as weak as mine had been
and your soul guides me blindly to the person i had within
your bones became my weakness,an addiction nonetheless
i’ve fallen down on purpose, for you to hold me in their tenderness.....
meh...just a thing i wrote tonight...not really with a purpose..just haven’t written for a while..so...HERE YOU GO..A LITTLE DIDDY to rest your mind on for a while...-meeee ::Protege Moi::
The digression seems obvious,as obvious when danger lives
where the knives have seemed most endless
through the back
into the love
inside the humility
Behind your only shadow lies a place where we could fall
a pavement caressed with your being, or an image made of sentiment
what ever it was worth, it doesn’t seem to be it
Perhaps life is just a muse,to attempt and fail,to fail at attempt
Mostly failure to become obviously inept
As ridiculous as the passing moon phases
it’s like an image painted in black
in approach to ruin the artistry, you must make effort in several coats.
this image of you in my brain, is more profound.
Nothing tends to go
not you,not life,not breaking,not lies
A linger memory of your face
the one i’ve tried to kill several times
Your bones held me as weak as mine had been
and your soul guides me blindly to the person i had within
your bones became my weakness,an addiction nonetheless
i’ve fallen down on purpose, for you to hold me in their tenderness.....
meh...just a thing i wrote tonight...not really with a purpose..just haven’t written for a while..so...HERE YOU GO..A LITTLE DIDDY to rest your mind on for a while...-meeee ::Protege Moi::
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Take your savior and get away from me...
Submitted by stillcouturetoo on Tue.07.27.04 9:18am
"Im only 15teen an i no the lord an love him with all my heart an would with no hesitation die for him.he is my everthing and is everything. so in conclusion im just thanking MY LORD AN SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST AND GOD FOR ALL MY BLESSINGS.P.an GOD bless ever one who reads this an i will pray for all of you.an remember GOD LOVES YOU VERY MUCH."
-internet prayer network
Who would fucking die for a "savior"...i think people use the "lord" or "god" and "jesus" as a crutch...not for me...i’ll fucking live my life not depending or giving it away to a savior...how can you believe in the make believe...there are so many things i disagree with in that one post from someone...15 years old...15 fucking years..and she’s willing to give her life...and ends it with god loving me so much...yep...god alright..that same "god" that allowed "peace officers" to shoot my uncle crying out for help to death..the same god that has allowed so many people to suffer..so much pain to be afflicted...Too much pain to believe...to believe and rely on anyone except my own beliefs... So take your savior and get away from me...
-internet prayer network
Who would fucking die for a "savior"...i think people use the "lord" or "god" and "jesus" as a crutch...not for me...i’ll fucking live my life not depending or giving it away to a savior...how can you believe in the make believe...there are so many things i disagree with in that one post from someone...15 years old...15 fucking years..and she’s willing to give her life...and ends it with god loving me so much...yep...god alright..that same "god" that allowed "peace officers" to shoot my uncle crying out for help to death..the same god that has allowed so many people to suffer..so much pain to be afflicted...Too much pain to believe...to believe and rely on anyone except my own beliefs... So take your savior and get away from me...
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FUCK BUSH! GIVE ME KARMA IF YOU AGREE POST COMMENTS
Submitted by stillcouturetoo on Sun.07.25.04 8:41pm
well, after an inflamed political debate with hicks one day and a fellow liberal the next...i just wanted to hear some opinions...so post dammit, vote dammit, and, vote kerry or peace party!
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Fuck it...AND I NEED KARMA FOR COLORS......
Submitted by stillcouturetoo on Sat.07.24.04 6:27pm
so people suck. so do i. so does lonliness. so does excessive family. it’s driving me mad. Today i talked to david, If that wasn’t the most blatant form of mediocrity in any conversation, i don’t know what is. Today i did nothing that i wanted to. I was going to ride my bike on the 3 mile trail, but my parents decided to talk about weight...so i had no intiative to give a shit and go do something i wanted, for the pure fact that the whole idea was corrupted. I still don’t even have my fucking permit. I’m a lazy ass. I need something to do..i’m pissed off that everyone has a god damn job, and i even helped them find it....FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK THIS FUCK ME FUCK FUCK FUCK EVERYTHING...agh..now thats out...everythings better...NOITFUCKING ISN’T.......GAHHHHHHHHHH....i hate this house, i want to be in my safe central zone of palo cedro...just something a little bit more mine. i think it’s too much family, to much of everything else....
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Go If you want to, i never tried to stop you, no it’s not my call oh it’s not my fault you couldn’t ever love me more
Submitted by stillcouturetoo on Sat.07.24.04 8:58am
Today is boring
Yesterday was stupid
the day before was sad
now...it all complys with my self doubt
i guess i wouldn’t really call it self doubt
more of a general doubt...like that in people
things i have had doubts about...(please don’t take great offense)
#1 - Shane wanting to get better, i don’t know if he realizes how much it pisses me and some other people off when he doesn’t take his meds, it’s fucking stupid, he has the opportunity that alot of people don’t to get better, but he won’t take them..and he gets down everytime he doesnt take them...i’m beginning to have doubts about him caring about himself, and others feelings
#2 Love and the fact that it tends to avoid all possible recognition that i need it, I need someone to love, now tiff’s gone, and i doubt she even gives a shit whatsoever.
#3- Next year, i am going to fucking hate it, there is nothing good that i can see about next year...all my friends are gone and school no matter how tolerable it is ...will suck
#4- Faith,Religion, and such..i doubt i will ever understand it and take it as my own...
Yesterday was stupid
the day before was sad
now...it all complys with my self doubt
i guess i wouldn’t really call it self doubt
more of a general doubt...like that in people
things i have had doubts about...(please don’t take great offense)
#1 - Shane wanting to get better, i don’t know if he realizes how much it pisses me and some other people off when he doesn’t take his meds, it’s fucking stupid, he has the opportunity that alot of people don’t to get better, but he won’t take them..and he gets down everytime he doesnt take them...i’m beginning to have doubts about him caring about himself, and others feelings
#2 Love and the fact that it tends to avoid all possible recognition that i need it, I need someone to love, now tiff’s gone, and i doubt she even gives a shit whatsoever.
#3- Next year, i am going to fucking hate it, there is nothing good that i can see about next year...all my friends are gone and school no matter how tolerable it is ...will suck
#4- Faith,Religion, and such..i doubt i will ever understand it and take it as my own...
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Heartstrings are Played upon a Bloody Stage-
Submitted by stillcouturetoo on Sat.05.29.04 8:27am
"carve your name into my arm instead of stressed, i lie here
charmed"
the solidarity inside my shallowness
weeping for my sanity inside your chest
if there were any words to say or anything to do i’d do them
all
I’d do anything for you
i only sit to plan my attack
to take you and lead you by the hand
to show you that i need you and prove this won’t degrade
sorrow brings me nothing, and loneliness makes me crawl
away
so the minor chords linger in to a numb intention
i’m not out to break you, i’m out to do everything to make
you happy
though happiness is a bitter fault
you’re left inside my heart in a shape of something dull
still cutting away the happiness, i know i don’t deserve
but leaving just enough for you to care
The sonnets ask, where do those of watered eyes weep?
What do the hollow hearts seek?
and where do the meager minds find their love?
And the bloody heartstrings reply, "in awe of what they lost"
The hollow hearts once had strength in their distinction, it
was all cut out by a lover left inside.
The meager crawled through cave of knives and razors, they
came out with the mediocrity of a bloody cry.
The watered eyes were left with a handful of defeat leaking
from their finger’s faults and mingling with the blood
Those of the fading audience were left, to bid the
heartstrings and the acts, their applaude with splashing
blood
seeping on to the chairs of pleasure.
inside their hand lie a thank you, for keeping them alive
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