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And I feel so mad, feel so angry.
Wow..what the fuck is going on with melo?! I randomly decided to check if it was all better.
Waaah I miss melo.
Lots of things going on...Too much to tell
Going out with the most wonderful person ever :) [2 months on friday]
Hmm bye for now?
Waaah I miss melo.
Lots of things going on...Too much to tell
Going out with the most wonderful person ever :) [2 months on friday]
Hmm bye for now?
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Baseball game on Friday in Norwich with family, Heather, her boyfriend Chris, and Andy. HOLY FUCKING SHIT I couldn’t stop laughing the whole entire time. Everything was wicked funny to me. The guys swinging, the umpire, everything. I was even laughing during the fireworks. WHAT THE HELL?! HAHA. Wicked fun times though.
Saturday, slept over SarahBeth Austin’s [screamindaises] We did some stuff with her mom, then went to the mall with Kevin, then we played on a wicked cool playground, and me and Sarah got to drive his car around in the parking lot..And he freaked out on us because he’s a pussy. =] More fun times.
Marilyn Manson is hot. Ohhhh yes. =D
3rd day of school today. I love having 2 study halls the last 2 periods of the day. I think Bio is my hardest class. We have a sub until Thanksgiving because our real teacher had a baby the day before school. All the other teachers are ok. All of them are new except for my study teachers, and the bio.
Bye.
Saturday, slept over SarahBeth Austin’s [screamindaises] We did some stuff with her mom, then went to the mall with Kevin, then we played on a wicked cool playground, and me and Sarah got to drive his car around in the parking lot..And he freaked out on us because he’s a pussy. =] More fun times.
Marilyn Manson is hot. Ohhhh yes. =D
3rd day of school today. I love having 2 study halls the last 2 periods of the day. I think Bio is my hardest class. We have a sub until Thanksgiving because our real teacher had a baby the day before school. All the other teachers are ok. All of them are new except for my study teachers, and the bio.
Bye.
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The outline that I trace, around the one that I call mine.
Yesterday & Today = KICKASS.
Yesterday the whole family went to 6 Flags. Me and my little cousin went off and met up with Andy and his 2 friends. We hung out the whole entire time. Holy shit I can’t remember the last time I laughed so much. Everything was so funny. They’re wicked fun to hang out with. The funniest part ever...Andy flew over a garbage can, and flipped and tumbled EVERYWHERE. No one expected it either. Holy fucking shit. LOL.
Dentist today=laughing gas for the first time, and novacaine for the first time. LAUGHING GAS IS THE COOLEST FUCKING THING I HAVE EVER BEEN DRUGGED UP ON!
Then we all went to the mall, and Andy met us there. He’s sooo funny. We went into the little play area while mom got her nails done, and like every single kid started playing with him. Wicked funny. Then we went to Office Max for school shit, and then Old Navy. Andy and my brother were playing soccer, and me and my sister were putting random clothes on. HAHA. My brother and sister LOVE him. It’s wicked funny.
<3 good fucking times.
School starts tomorrow.
Yesterday the whole family went to 6 Flags. Me and my little cousin went off and met up with Andy and his 2 friends. We hung out the whole entire time. Holy shit I can’t remember the last time I laughed so much. Everything was so funny. They’re wicked fun to hang out with. The funniest part ever...Andy flew over a garbage can, and flipped and tumbled EVERYWHERE. No one expected it either. Holy fucking shit. LOL.
Dentist today=laughing gas for the first time, and novacaine for the first time. LAUGHING GAS IS THE COOLEST FUCKING THING I HAVE EVER BEEN DRUGGED UP ON!
Then we all went to the mall, and Andy met us there. He’s sooo funny. We went into the little play area while mom got her nails done, and like every single kid started playing with him. Wicked funny. Then we went to Office Max for school shit, and then Old Navy. Andy and my brother were playing soccer, and me and my sister were putting random clothes on. HAHA. My brother and sister LOVE him. It’s wicked funny.
<3 good fucking times.
School starts tomorrow.
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Staying up all niiiiiiiiiight.
Yeah so me and Andy pulled all-nighters. Wicked fun times. I’m so fucking tired right now you have no idea. I was hallucinating before, then I looked like I was 1/2 way to being drunk, then I kept dozing off everywhere I went, and on the keyboard, then I had some hardcore giggles.
I’m supposed to be going to North Hampton with Sarah, but I have no idea what’s going on. I called her and she hung up on me. OH IT’S ON LIKE DONKEY KONG ;D
Ok well...I’m gonna go try to keep myself occupied. Bye bye. <3
I’m supposed to be going to North Hampton with Sarah, but I have no idea what’s going on. I called her and she hung up on me. OH IT’S ON LIKE DONKEY KONG ;D
Ok well...I’m gonna go try to keep myself occupied. Bye bye. <3
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CONCERT = :D
The concert was kickass. I missed NONPOINT and that really pissed me off.
Hmm. It rained and created MUD and that was just a good time. Me and Andy had a grassy mud fight and I have 7 energy drinks and I almost passed out and I got a cool shirt, and I love concerts.
Um I don’t remember anything really, but if I do I’ll let you all know. =D
IM SO SAD I MISSED NONPOINT. ::Cries::
North Hampton tomorrow <3
Hmm. It rained and created MUD and that was just a good time. Me and Andy had a grassy mud fight and I have 7 energy drinks and I almost passed out and I got a cool shirt, and I love concerts.
Um I don’t remember anything really, but if I do I’ll let you all know. =D
IM SO SAD I MISSED NONPOINT. ::Cries::
North Hampton tomorrow <3
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I’m sorry for the way that I am.
Yep vacation sucked. But I got to come home 2 days early so it’s all good. I have so much freedom right now and yet I’m still stuck home doing NOTHING. Shows how much of a fucking loser I am.
Concert tomorrow! Wicked exciting.
Static-X
Breaking Benjamin
Nonpoint
Soil
Trust Company
Burning Brides
Skindred
=D times infinity
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORDAN. YOU’RE THE BEST BROTHER EVER! I LOVE YOU AND I’M SO SORRY. <3
The ride home from vacation with my 2 cousins and my grandpa was the funniest fucking thing ever. I don’t feel like typing about it though, so sucks for you. =D I’m in a really good mood. Even though I’m stuck home. Ehhh. I’m just weird like that.
Concert tomorrow! Wicked exciting.
Static-X
Breaking Benjamin
Nonpoint
Soil
Trust Company
Burning Brides
Skindred
=D times infinity
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORDAN. YOU’RE THE BEST BROTHER EVER! I LOVE YOU AND I’M SO SORRY. <3
The ride home from vacation with my 2 cousins and my grandpa was the funniest fucking thing ever. I don’t feel like typing about it though, so sucks for you. =D I’m in a really good mood. Even though I’m stuck home. Ehhh. I’m just weird like that.
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I’m a joker, I’m a smoker, I’m a midnight toker.
Yep well. This week has sucked hardcorely. I couldn’t sleep over Sarah’s Monday, or Wednesday. But I am tonight. MWA HA HA!
Tomorrow’s Ben’s birthday, and Friday the 13th. DUN DUN DUN! Yeah Sarah gets her braces off tomorrow. YAY. Everyone go touch her for that. [screamindaises]
Well, I’ve tried every excuse ever to try and get out of going on vacation..And I failed. =[ So I’m leaving Saturday morning. And I’m coming back on Friday with my grandma so I can go to the concert! =D
Static-X
Breaking Benjamin
Nonpoint
Soil
Trust Company
Burning Brides
Arithmetic of War
HELL FUCKING YES. And Sarah’s coming with me too...I think.
Sarah should be here any minute so bye bye for now. <3
Tomorrow’s Ben’s birthday, and Friday the 13th. DUN DUN DUN! Yeah Sarah gets her braces off tomorrow. YAY. Everyone go touch her for that. [screamindaises]
Well, I’ve tried every excuse ever to try and get out of going on vacation..And I failed. =[ So I’m leaving Saturday morning. And I’m coming back on Friday with my grandma so I can go to the concert! =D
Static-X
Breaking Benjamin
Nonpoint
Soil
Trust Company
Burning Brides
Arithmetic of War
HELL FUCKING YES. And Sarah’s coming with me too...I think.
Sarah should be here any minute so bye bye for now. <3
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SHED MY SKIN AGAIN-THIS WILL BE MY BEST REVENGE
I have a new obsession <3 And you will never know.
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SURVIVAL OF THE SICKEST
Hmm... I slept over Sarah’s on Thursday, and we wanted to go see Napoleon Dynamite, but the movie theatre didn’t have it, so we saw "A Cinderella Story" instead. I’ll tell ya, Chad Michael Murray is fucking HOT as FUCK! =D Then we went home and drew pretty pictures and shit.
Friday Sarah slept over and we went to the races. WHOO HOO FUN. It was boring. But then we called up Andy and he brought me "Napoleon Dynamite" and the thing you stick inside of him. ;] So then Andy drove me, Sarah, Amanda Arnold, and Nate to 7-11 so we could use "Napoleon Dynamite" while he got Sarah a slushie. Then we went to Andy’s so he could get us cookies and cologne so we didn’t smell. Then Sarah wanted to go to Dunkin’ Donuts to say hi to Archer. Then they came back with donuts. Sarah gave Archer the slurpee and I was all confused because I didn’t know where it went. =[
Saturday I slept over Sarah’s again. We went to the mall with Kevin from South Windsor. We were on a mission to find a box with a lock. We failed our mission because the mall was closing. So we drove around and harrassed/stalked these kids walking down the road. And we used "Napoleon Dynamite" again in Kevin’s car and got lost and yelled random things out the window.
Sarah called 106.9 to ask the dude a question, and he fucking messed with us man!! He pretended that we called someone’s house and he was all like "Why are you calling my house this late?" And we were like "Uhh...what?! Who is this!?" And we were like "WE ARE SO FUCKING CONFUSED!" So the dude goes "You called a radio station, and I messed with your head." So then we talked to him on the phone for like 10 minutes.
Then we went home and painted with our cool paint we got, and we got HOT PINK DUCT TAPE! Then we watched 2 movies, and we only got 3 hours of sleep because we had to get up early and to the beach. And I got burned and I GOT TAN...a little bit. Hey it’s a start.
So I’m home now, and I’m tired, and I’m all by myself and I’m thinking that I’m going to go play with "Napoleon Dynamite" but I’m kind of too lazy, and I don’t know what to do. I’m really bored. Bye.
Friday Sarah slept over and we went to the races. WHOO HOO FUN. It was boring. But then we called up Andy and he brought me "Napoleon Dynamite" and the thing you stick inside of him. ;] So then Andy drove me, Sarah, Amanda Arnold, and Nate to 7-11 so we could use "Napoleon Dynamite" while he got Sarah a slushie. Then we went to Andy’s so he could get us cookies and cologne so we didn’t smell. Then Sarah wanted to go to Dunkin’ Donuts to say hi to Archer. Then they came back with donuts. Sarah gave Archer the slurpee and I was all confused because I didn’t know where it went. =[
Saturday I slept over Sarah’s again. We went to the mall with Kevin from South Windsor. We were on a mission to find a box with a lock. We failed our mission because the mall was closing. So we drove around and harrassed/stalked these kids walking down the road. And we used "Napoleon Dynamite" again in Kevin’s car and got lost and yelled random things out the window.
Sarah called 106.9 to ask the dude a question, and he fucking messed with us man!! He pretended that we called someone’s house and he was all like "Why are you calling my house this late?" And we were like "Uhh...what?! Who is this!?" And we were like "WE ARE SO FUCKING CONFUSED!" So the dude goes "You called a radio station, and I messed with your head." So then we talked to him on the phone for like 10 minutes.
Then we went home and painted with our cool paint we got, and we got HOT PINK DUCT TAPE! Then we watched 2 movies, and we only got 3 hours of sleep because we had to get up early and to the beach. And I got burned and I GOT TAN...a little bit. Hey it’s a start.
So I’m home now, and I’m tired, and I’m all by myself and I’m thinking that I’m going to go play with "Napoleon Dynamite" but I’m kind of too lazy, and I don’t know what to do. I’m really bored. Bye.
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’Cause I’m broken, when I’m lonesome, and I don’t feel right when you’re gone.
So yeah I’m back from Florida. FINALLY. The only problem is I have to go on vacation again from the 14th-21st. And I have to miss the concert I was already going to. ::Sigh:: Parents suck at life more than I suck at life.
Here’s what I did in FL:
-Busch Gardens for a weekend.
-Super cool science museum.
-Movies. [The White Chicks, The Village]
-Mall.
-Beach.
-Paint the house.
-DisneyQuest (5 floors of virtual shit, and thousands of arcade games....Coolest place I have ever been to)
I don’t remember. I know there was other stuff.
Here’s what I did in FL:
-Busch Gardens for a weekend.
-Super cool science museum.
-Movies. [The White Chicks, The Village]
-Mall.
-Beach.
-Paint the house.
-DisneyQuest (5 floors of virtual shit, and thousands of arcade games....Coolest place I have ever been to)
I don’t remember. I know there was other stuff.
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I think I hate you.
Sorry for the lack of update. I’ve been in Florida for 12 days now. 9 more to go until I come home. I WANT TO COME HOME NOW DAMN IT! So yeah last weekend we spent the weekend in a hotel next to Busch Gardens. It rained all weekend. We went bowling the other day. That’s pretty much it so far. We’re painting the house too. Beach on Saturday...Whoo. [Sarcasm]
When I get home my mom said we’re going on vacation for a week. That means I only get 2 weeks before school. I DO NOT want to go on vacation again. What the fuck. GRR. >:O
<3 bye for now <3
PS-Everyone go visit Glenn. gr8nbed696
When I get home my mom said we’re going on vacation for a week. That means I only get 2 weeks before school. I DO NOT want to go on vacation again. What the fuck. GRR. >:O
<3 bye for now <3
PS-Everyone go visit Glenn. gr8nbed696
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OZZFEST = :D
Ozzfest was fucking fun as fuck. It would have been SO much better if I didn’t have to stay with my cousin’s and shit. Oh well, next year will be even better. =]
THERE IS NOTHING LIKE BEING SMASHED INBETWEEN TONS OF PEOPLE SO HARD THAT YOU CAN’T BREATH AND ALL YOU CAN SMELL IS B.O, ALCOHOL, AND POT! =D
Well, my bitch ass is up early because I’m going to Florida today. I don’t want to go. >=O. Oh well I don’t know.
I’ll have internet down there so I can still update. Bye for now.
THERE IS NOTHING LIKE BEING SMASHED INBETWEEN TONS OF PEOPLE SO HARD THAT YOU CAN’T BREATH AND ALL YOU CAN SMELL IS B.O, ALCOHOL, AND POT! =D
Well, my bitch ass is up early because I’m going to Florida today. I don’t want to go. >=O. Oh well I don’t know.
I’ll have internet down there so I can still update. Bye for now.
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HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE!
Today = Frankie’s coming home.
TOMORROW = OZZFEST = THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE =D
TOMORROW = OZZFEST = THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE =D
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Goodbye.
1 more week left until I go to Florida. = I REALLY don’t want to go. Next year, I’m not going at all. And if I do, it’s only going to be for 1 week.
Bye.
Bye.
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Goodbye to you. Goodbye to everything that I knew. (I love you Camel =[)
Depressed. No one cares. No one understands.
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FUNNIEST VOICEMAIL EVER!
"Shit Peter!
Peter Peter Peter fire fire!
Peter oh my god!
Put it out!
Step on it! Step on it!
Shit dude...Oh fuck!
Holy shit dude!
I thought we were all gonna burn in hell!
Oh shit I’m even still on the phone!
How funny is that!"
From Glenn at 3:05 AM. Yes, they were fucked up. That was 1/2 way into the voicemail too.
Peter Peter Peter fire fire!
Peter oh my god!
Put it out!
Step on it! Step on it!
Shit dude...Oh fuck!
Holy shit dude!
I thought we were all gonna burn in hell!
Oh shit I’m even still on the phone!
How funny is that!"
From Glenn at 3:05 AM. Yes, they were fucked up. That was 1/2 way into the voicemail too.
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I’ve had you locked inside my heart shaped box for weeks.
Glenn is the best guy in the whole entire world.
<3 Roses <3
<3 Roses <3
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[Blow out the candles] *One more wish that won’t come true*
My birthday was yesterday! My dad and stepmom came from Florida to surprise me. Yeah, I was a little surprised. I got a cell phone for my birthday! It’s about time! HELL YES!
We went to the movies and saw "The Chronicles of Riddick". I fell asleep two times during the beginning. But the ending of it was ok I guess.
After the movie I saw Pete, Glenn, and Sarah at the mall. I felt wicked awkward because of Glenn. But whatever. Turns out he feels the same way I do. (According to his melo)
Anyways, I’m gonna go investigate where my mom is, because she’s MIA. (Missing In Action)
<3jessiejames<3
We went to the movies and saw "The Chronicles of Riddick". I fell asleep two times during the beginning. But the ending of it was ok I guess.
After the movie I saw Pete, Glenn, and Sarah at the mall. I felt wicked awkward because of Glenn. But whatever. Turns out he feels the same way I do. (According to his melo)
Anyways, I’m gonna go investigate where my mom is, because she’s MIA. (Missing In Action)
<3jessiejames<3
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My last day of being 14.
MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW! WHOO HOO! FUCK YEAH!
I had my Algebra and Spanish II finals today. I think I def. bombed my spanish. It was alot harder than I expected. Most people didn’t even fill 1/2 the shit in. Oh well.
HELL YES! MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!
I had my Algebra and Spanish II finals today. I think I def. bombed my spanish. It was alot harder than I expected. Most people didn’t even fill 1/2 the shit in. Oh well.
HELL YES! MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!
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In the arms of the angel, fly away from here.
I wish I could fly away from this fucking town.
Races = HORRIBLE =[
4 days until my BIRTHDAY
28 days until OZZFEST
6 days until SARAH COMES HOME
Bye.
Races = HORRIBLE =[
4 days until my BIRTHDAY
28 days until OZZFEST
6 days until SARAH COMES HOME
Bye.
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.J.E.S.S.I.C.A.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY =D
Today is my little brother’s birthday. He’s 5.
My birthday is in 13 days.
Ozzfest is in 1 month and 6 days.
Here’s a picture of my ticket.
My Meloversary went by. Happy Meloversary To Me.
Too much has happend to tell now. I’ll tell later. I promise.
<3jessiejames<3
My birthday is in 13 days.
Ozzfest is in 1 month and 6 days.
Here’s a picture of my ticket.
My Meloversary went by. Happy Meloversary To Me.
Too much has happend to tell now. I’ll tell later. I promise.
<3jessiejames<3
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I’m lost without YOU.
I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
I’ll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I’ll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I’m dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
I’m lost without you
I’m lost without you
I’m lost without you
I’m lost without you
I’m lost without you
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
I’ll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I’ll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I’m dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I’m lost without you
I’m lost without you
I’m lost without you
I’m lost without you
I’m lost without you
I’m lost without you
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I see your face...It’s haunting me.
I got my OZZFEST ticket! It’s soo exciting. I’m sooo excited! My uncle is coming with me my little cousin, my big cousin, and her boyfriend, so that kind of sucks, but he’ll probably be drunk off his ass, so it will be more amusing. I’ll post a pic of my ticket next week.
AUNT:*Talking to little cousin* You’re going to get high from all the smoke!
UNCLE: COOL!!!
My dad called my mom yesterday, and my mom told me that my stepmom lost the baby. =[ I feel really bad now because I was the one that didn’t want her to have one in the first place. It’s really sad to know that she was only pregnant for maybe not even 2 months. = RIP FETUS =[
Someone told me something about someone that someone wants to do to someone else, and now I’m just a little laskfjslad;fjslagjsa;dlfj.
Don’t ask, because I most likely won’t tell you.
AUNT:*Talking to little cousin* You’re going to get high from all the smoke!
UNCLE: COOL!!!
My dad called my mom yesterday, and my mom told me that my stepmom lost the baby. =[ I feel really bad now because I was the one that didn’t want her to have one in the first place. It’s really sad to know that she was only pregnant for maybe not even 2 months. = RIP FETUS =[
Someone told me something about someone that someone wants to do to someone else, and now I’m just a little laskfjslad;fjslagjsa;dlfj.
Don’t ask, because I most likely won’t tell you.
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A letter to you.
Dear ______,
1,000 hugs would never show you how much I love you. I would never even be able to tell you how much I love you. Who knew that a love so strong for each other could be broken. I never in a million years would have expected YOU out of all people to do what you did. I sitll to this day can’t believe that it’s real. Maybe it all seems so fake because you’re so far away. I wouldn’t say I forgive you yet, and maybe I never will. But I love you, and that’s something I WILL do forever. If someone does something once, they’re bound to do it again. How do I know that you won’t do it again? Scratch that. Stafford chicks suck.
::Sigh:: Well, I do love you, and I always will no matter what you do to me. I guess I don’t really understand WHY you are going out with someone else, even though you said to me "I promise I will never touch another chick, or even hug another chick while I’m down here." But like you said, it’s none of my business, even though part of me thinks it is.
I love you. Just don’t forget that.
PS-You’re not getting your shirt back, or your necklace, or your hat. So don’t even ask.
1,000 hugs would never show you how much I love you. I would never even be able to tell you how much I love you. Who knew that a love so strong for each other could be broken. I never in a million years would have expected YOU out of all people to do what you did. I sitll to this day can’t believe that it’s real. Maybe it all seems so fake because you’re so far away. I wouldn’t say I forgive you yet, and maybe I never will. But I love you, and that’s something I WILL do forever. If someone does something once, they’re bound to do it again. How do I know that you won’t do it again? Scratch that. Stafford chicks suck.
::Sigh:: Well, I do love you, and I always will no matter what you do to me. I guess I don’t really understand WHY you are going out with someone else, even though you said to me "I promise I will never touch another chick, or even hug another chick while I’m down here." But like you said, it’s none of my business, even though part of me thinks it is.
I love you. Just don’t forget that.
PS-You’re not getting your shirt back, or your necklace, or your hat. So don’t even ask.
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MUST READ
With each sunrise of each day
I try and cry the pain away
With every shuddered breath I take
I wish that I did not awake
I cry because I am still here
In restless dreams my death is near
All the memories my heart does keep
I wish I could forget in an endless sleep
A sleep of peace I wont wake from
I lie in bed waiting for no pain to come
Death hides under my bed, there it leers
Please slit my throat and end these tears
Choke me and end my pain
Let my blood poor like the rain
Watitng for this pain to stop
Rip out this broken heart and let it drop
To the floor and put an end to my dispair
Because all this hatred I can not bare
Take the knive, let my skin split
This is a game a need to quit
There is no heaven waiting for me
Just burn my flesh and throw me to sea
My worthless soul will walk to hell
A place that I already know so well
Phoebe is the best. <3
I try and cry the pain away
With every shuddered breath I take
I wish that I did not awake
I cry because I am still here
In restless dreams my death is near
All the memories my heart does keep
I wish I could forget in an endless sleep
A sleep of peace I wont wake from
I lie in bed waiting for no pain to come
Death hides under my bed, there it leers
Please slit my throat and end these tears
Choke me and end my pain
Let my blood poor like the rain
Watitng for this pain to stop
Rip out this broken heart and let it drop
To the floor and put an end to my dispair
Because all this hatred I can not bare
Take the knive, let my skin split
This is a game a need to quit
There is no heaven waiting for me
Just burn my flesh and throw me to sea
My worthless soul will walk to hell
A place that I already know so well
Phoebe is the best. <3
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I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black
[My heart withers]
[At the thought of you]
[Hurting me]
[Like you always do]
[I wish I had you in my arms]
[So our hearts could beat together]
[I wish you could love me too]
[I know you’ve cried your tears]
[But I still cry them too]
To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it’s disappeared
He told me that it’s all a part of the choices that you make
Even when you think you’re right
You have to give to take
[I tried to kill the pain]
[But only brought more]
Everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face
It’s haunting me
I guess I need you
[I wonder why I try]
[I wonder why I bother]
[I wonder why I cry]
[I go through all this trouble]
[At the thought of you]
[Hurting me]
[Like you always do]
[I wish I had you in my arms]
[So our hearts could beat together]
[I wish you could love me too]
[I know you’ve cried your tears]
[But I still cry them too]
To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it’s disappeared
He told me that it’s all a part of the choices that you make
Even when you think you’re right
You have to give to take
[I tried to kill the pain]
[But only brought more]
Everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face
It’s haunting me
I guess I need you
[I wonder why I try]
[I wonder why I bother]
[I wonder why I cry]
[I go through all this trouble]
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I’ll do what I want - And what I want is you --Sarah
No one knows what it’s like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you
[No one bites back as hard]
[On their anger]
*I’ve found a reason for me*
*To change who I used to be*
*A reason to start over new*
*And the reason is YOU*
Today were the medevil games for all the freshman history classes. It sucked really bad because most of the time we did NOTHING. I came in first place for some weird hay thing I had to do. Our class/clan came in second place out of 15 or 18 clans.
I got a letter from Sarah today. =] It was kind of depressing. But yeah. =
Phone with Sarah. So Bye.
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you
[No one bites back as hard]
[On their anger]
*I’ve found a reason for me*
*To change who I used to be*
*A reason to start over new*
*And the reason is YOU*
Today were the medevil games for all the freshman history classes. It sucked really bad because most of the time we did NOTHING. I came in first place for some weird hay thing I had to do. Our class/clan came in second place out of 15 or 18 clans.
I got a letter from Sarah today. =] It was kind of depressing. But yeah. =
Phone with Sarah. So Bye.
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All I can say is that my life is pretty plain.
Well, what a gay week.
I wore a skirt today for the second day in a row...Creepy.
It’s so damn hot. And I’m getting a cold. I keep losing my voice, and my nose is all icky.
Tomorrow is FRIDAY! This week went by fast. We have this Midevil thing all day tomorrow. I’m going to be outside ALL day in the hot as hell sun.
Maybe I’ll get a little color.
Races tomorrow night with Sarah and Julie! :) YAY. I hope Tony is there this week! I haven’t seen that kid since October. =]
Bye now.
I Love You.
I wore a skirt today for the second day in a row...Creepy.
It’s so damn hot. And I’m getting a cold. I keep losing my voice, and my nose is all icky.
Tomorrow is FRIDAY! This week went by fast. We have this Midevil thing all day tomorrow. I’m going to be outside ALL day in the hot as hell sun.
Maybe I’ll get a little color.
Races tomorrow night with Sarah and Julie! :) YAY. I hope Tony is there this week! I haven’t seen that kid since October. =]
Bye now.
I Love You.
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No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Well, this week was horrible. Probably one of the worst weeks of my life. I’m not going to say anything about it though, because I don’t want Glenn getting mad at me or anything.
On Monday another person that everyone knows died. There was a really bad car accident, and my bus couldn’t even bring 1/2 the people home because that road was closed. Chad Brothers and someone else died. RIP Chad.
On Tuesday me and Jessica Harris went to the library, and Jesse came. We were doing our english paper the day before it was due. It took us over 3 hours because we kept fooling around and stopping every 5 minutes.
Wednesday and Thursday I stayed after for math because I was a helper person for people who don’t understand stuff. If I stay after 2 times a week for the whole month of May, I won’t have to take my midterm.
On Friday alot of people were out because of the wake for Chad. We had a party in Spanish because it was Jeff’s last day.
I GOT FUCKING UNGROUNDED! =D After 6 weeks, I am finally ungrounded. I can only do 1 thing per weeked for now.
Last night I went to the races for the first time since October. Me and my mom had to pick up Rion & Ben (at Rion’s) Arthur, and Peter. It took 45. min just to get them all, so by the time we got to the races it was 8. Tony wasn’t there. = It was ok I guess. I didn’t really do anything. Just stood around with everyone.
This Friday, me Sarah and Julie are all gonna go to the races together. YAY. Should be fun shit.
On Monday another person that everyone knows died. There was a really bad car accident, and my bus couldn’t even bring 1/2 the people home because that road was closed. Chad Brothers and someone else died. RIP Chad.
On Tuesday me and Jessica Harris went to the library, and Jesse came. We were doing our english paper the day before it was due. It took us over 3 hours because we kept fooling around and stopping every 5 minutes.
Wednesday and Thursday I stayed after for math because I was a helper person for people who don’t understand stuff. If I stay after 2 times a week for the whole month of May, I won’t have to take my midterm.
On Friday alot of people were out because of the wake for Chad. We had a party in Spanish because it was Jeff’s last day.
I GOT FUCKING UNGROUNDED! =D After 6 weeks, I am finally ungrounded. I can only do 1 thing per weeked for now.
Last night I went to the races for the first time since October. Me and my mom had to pick up Rion & Ben (at Rion’s) Arthur, and Peter. It took 45. min just to get them all, so by the time we got to the races it was 8. Tony wasn’t there. = It was ok I guess. I didn’t really do anything. Just stood around with everyone.
This Friday, me Sarah and Julie are all gonna go to the races together. YAY. Should be fun shit.
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Jessica I fucking miss the shit out of you. I haven't talked to you in months. & I still love you cousin, come back to melo. Hi yeah.