strangeone

super emo

Tags: shawn

just had Massive fight with Shawn. We've been fighting alot lately. I don't *think* its all my fault? But, my fault or no, we arent going to fix this...i am stubborn as a rock, and he only hears what he wants to.

so basically, neither of us think we're in the wrong.

i havent cried or screamed like that in a little while.

didn't make me feel better though...

Beannachtaí na Féile Páraic oraibh!

Bonjour all!
It is the luckiest day of all, no? Well, we'll see about that.
Class today, then I've invited people over for drinks, but...I have a nagging suspicion that no one will show. That's allright, if I can get drunk with just Lise and Shawn, I will.

In other news, school is faaaabulous, got my baking midterm grade (86%!) and am otherwise doing very well. Got an interview at a vair vair prestigious golf club last weekend (so fancy, all the sports celebrities and the prime minister goes there!). Anyway, on the one hand, I totally want the job cuz its so much nearer than any other job I've had cooking. Also, its amazzzzzzzzzzing experience to put on the old resume, however, if I get it, I wont be able to do the summer semester in school, I'll have to wait til September. Which I kind of dont want to, since I really like my group and am having a general good time.

Also, Shawn and I are buying 'Heavy MTL' tickets this weekend, our passes for a fun-filled festival weekend. Just a teaser, this is the current lineup:

-Megadeth
-Slayer
-Korn
-Rob Zombie
-Alice Cooper
-Lamb of God
-Mastodon
-Testament
-Kataklysm

and a bunch of "xcore" bands, ie Norma Jean, Hatebreed, Atreyu....

whatever. DID YOU SEE THAT LINEUP! 120$ for two days of fucking AWESOME.

well, I wish you all love and happiness, til then
Tabhair 'om póg, is Éireannach mé!!
An bhfuil tú dálta fós?

bah humbug

Tags: weed, work

long night at work, got a table of the owner's friends 20 minutes before close.

came home to
- no Shawn
but more importantly
- NO WEED

I just wanna smoke a joint and watch Apocalypto, you know?

you know when you pick your nose

and you get a big one out and it smells funny? but for some reason you can't actually smell it when it's in your nose?

or is that just me?

lalalalalalalala

oh good lord.

my upstairs neighbours and his dim-witted friends are entertaining eachother by what seems to be jumping up and down and screaming "BPRAA!", like those gangsters do.

?

snow, rain, snow, rain, snow, rain, SNOWRAIN

or 'flurries', if you're being technical.

Life's.....alright. Not bad, not excellent. Work is stretching thin. My *ahem* 'Attitude Problem' is getting in the way of my work. People have stopped giving me chances, so now when I'm quiet at work (so as to NOT argue with people) they think I'm being bitchy and ignoring them, so THEY're bitchy with me! Anyway. I just wanna make food, you know? Plus, one of my chef's at school offered me the chance to work with his catering company next Friday night. They are doing an event for the Royal Ottawa Hospital at the Aviation Museum, and they are serving 560 people! There will be 20 chefs working, and it would be a great opputunity to network. So what does my boss say? "Um....well...you know....there isn't anyone else to cover your shift. There's only 3 people who CAN work Fridays and they're working." Oh okay, so when Emily took a long weekend to party for her birthday, and the EXECUTIVE CHEF picked up her shift, that was okay, but not me asking for ONE shift, that might possibly make my career?!

GRRRRR.

Let's see, what else? Shawn's good, been sick this week. He's better now. School's good, as well. Tons of opportunities, but none I can take advantage of, because of my stupid job! Anyway.

I'm going to enter in a pear-recipe contest. I'm GOING TO win 5000$US.

I hope.

<3

Whole wheat, oatmeal, banana bread with dark chocolate and pine nuts? Oh yes

Bored + basic foodstuffs = delicious foods

I can already feel it working on my bowels.

=)

Ice is forming on the tips of my wings

Four years ago, two young, stupid, overly-hormonal kids sat on the floor, in the back of the Chapters, holding hands.



There are no words to describe what I want to say, so;

I love you, Shawn.

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A soul in tension that's learning to fly, condition grounded but determined to try. Can't keep my eyes from the circling skies, tongue-tied and twisted just an earth-bound misfit.

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bjornvinterbarn's picture
Re: super emo

:( all my touches babe

my_apocalypse's picture
Re: public

Wow must have been a huge fight. give it sometime and things will blow over usually

my_apocalypse's picture
Re: public

I love LA :)

strangeone's picture
Re: super emo

blaaaaaaaah, i feel like screaming and crying and kicking shit and smoking 72 cigarettes at once.

i guess ive been better

my_apocalypse's picture
Re: super emo

are you ok?

strangeone's picture
Re: public

haha, will be sure to let him know!

I hear Tunisia is a beautiful place, difficult, but beautiful.

whalebone's picture
Re: public

Yes and no.
I was born and raised in the Pacific, most of my french is from Tahiti, but Ive starting taking it in uni because its such a beautiful language and I really want to visit Tunisia in the next few years.
And tell Jon that if I didnt have a boyfriend, that Id be speeding up to Québec right now.

whalebone's picture
Re: Pics of my Quebec trip/Saint-Jean/ccccheck out my new hair!

Je pense que le garcon qui portes le shirt jaune est très adorable, comme c'est fou comment adorable il est.

david_estrin's picture
Re: you know when you pick your nose

Stick anything up your nose that smells, and you won't smell it.

korn420's picture
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Hello how are you?

my_apocalypse's picture
Re: bah humbug

you should watch good burger baked haha funniest shit ever

my_apocalypse's picture
Re: public

hahaha i feel like the hug-e-gram would be a punishment
go to your room and put your hugegram on haha

strangeone's picture
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damn! you foiled me again!

haha

my_apocalypse's picture
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hahaha i can hug myself without a hug-e-gram haha

funnygirl's picture
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oh ya that could be it

and thanks, i constantly have to delete songs because i cant figure out how to put another play list up and that one only holds 200 hahah

strangeone's picture
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i dont know, hug yourself?

lol

my_apocalypse's picture
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hahaha what am i supposed to do with it

funnygirl's picture
Re: you know when you pick your nose

for some reason i dont get boogers
maybe i blow my nose a lot so they cant produce?

darkfrogi's picture
Re: public

It is a strange one.

loveminuszero's picture
Re: oh good lord.

I have so much to learn from you.

loveminuszero's picture
Re: oh good lord.

Gangsters scream bpraa?

I did not know that.

strangeone's picture
Re: public

agreed.

my_apocalypse's picture
Re: public

hahaha
im sad that womens curling is over :P
sigh yeah it was a hell of a game. but canada played a good game and it was fun to watch. congrats to canada haha im just happy russia didnt win :P

slayerized's picture
Re: public

things are not the same without music player thingy!!!!

neet's picture
Re: some pictures?

love your hair. you shouldn't wear super bright colors. :x go darker and you'll look super nice.

prettieinpunk's picture
Re: fml

if you makes you feel better, my workplace is just as bad if not worse.

slops's picture
Re: fml

we never leave high school ... welcome to the rest of your life.

evilone's picture
Re: public

Hello from the random tour

strangeone's picture
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ugh, i feel ya. im not a huge fan of the new melo. too.....blogspot/myspace/facebook-y for me

anywhoo, soooo glad you wrote back! its nice to know you're alive!! I miss you and love you lots, and maybe you'll even motivate ME to post something of worth [maybe...]

lovelovelove

xxspaztikoxx's picture
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oh honey! i am such a major douchebag for falling off the face of melodramatic. you have no idea how much shit has been going on & what i have been going through. i've gotten into a lot of arguements, severing ties, burning bridges, repairing old ones, thanking people, becoming meloncholy, getting over the flu, & to top it off - quit eating pills ontop of all that mess.

which would probably be the exact reason some of that shit happened, hahaha.
alas, since i quit eating pills, it's been a while since i've spent any money on it. so now that i'll be snowed in for the next two days - i have all the green in the world(not really, but enough to suffice fo shiz) & a little "treat" for my great behavior.

plus, i started working a lot at the candyland. & a bunch of drama happened between me and a so-called friend, heather. idk if i had ever talked to you about it - but since i'm feeling pretty alright & high, i'm going to update a couple of posts to let everyone know i'm still breathing.

i love you!
i hope everything is going great for you! i really do, lovely!!
be looking for my updates - but definitely give me a little time to type them out, haha. i have A TON to tell! it's fucking ridiculous.

(and oh my GOD. i leave melo for like a month & i have no fucking clue wtf is going the fuck ON.)

pan_man's picture
Re: public

hehe
cause im elite
and just that cool

my_apocalypse's picture
Re: public

Exactly!! With some coffee or hot chocolate yeeeeaaahh!

prettieinpunk's picture
Re: so, the post i wrote about tyler and his gf?

"done being friends with someone who can't pretend to like her anymore"
there are so many things wrong with that sentence.

myownweaknesses's picture
Re: public

thanks..i just played with the colors and voila! lol.

nikolipav's picture
Re: so, the post i wrote about tyler and his gf?

I'm assuming his girlfriend isn't that great of a person.. in which case I'm sure they'll break up before you know it, I just experienced something very similar.

myownweaknesses's picture
Re: these have been going around on the busses where I live.

lmao. Nice, I think I like those too.

that_kid's picture
Re: you little piece of shit, you goddamn cuntfaced ugly bitch

so sad but love is blind ... also your friend tyler has a penis and i am sure that the little bitch jus gives him enough to get by you know . . . and hes your friend i am pretty sure you wont turn into a heartless bitch and just let him suffer . . . jus ignore him while hes with her since its certain that this bitch is playing games it will end soon . . . or jus chop off his penis

strangeone's picture
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awwwww yeah

sir_riel's picture
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sweet!!!

*music

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