teeryeeyed
but the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap
My flute lesson went really well today. I’m happy about that. My throat is starting to hurt, I really hope I’m not sick because I seriously can’t miss school, I feel like I’m out at least 2 times a week, when really it’s like once every 2 weeks from cities. I thought I was doing alright in my classes, but now I’m starting to realize that I have like 80’s, even in my easy classes, I don’t get it. I don’t think I’ll be allowed to go on like any more cities trips because I’m doing horribly in Physics, even though I do all the work. I don’t understand it. I think I’m gunna go sew, write my essay, read, study , and then go to sleep.
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the years pass by like songs in my memory, like steps in sand i know that ive been there
We didn’t have school today. Last night I went to Ryan’s and nursed him back to health. We went to the beach and it was really nice. The waves were so calm that you couldn’t hear them at all and since it was so warm we layed on the playground looking up at the moon and stars. I smiled, a lot. I like Ryan, a lot. Now for a One Eyed Moth Attack! <3
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everything will fall right into place
Halloween in the city was really awesome. I had a better time during the day than at night though. It was me, April, Lauren, Heather, and Alex. We had sooo much time for ourselves so we went in every store any of us wanted to and I finally bought a rainer maria cd, I figuired I should actually own one if they’re my favorite band.. hehe. Then we sat in Tompkins Square Park for like an hour just talking and watching dogs take shits and all that fun stuff. We ate at this very sweet Mexican place Alex knew about right off St. Marx and it was gooooood. That night my sister was getting drunk in the city and my mom is still away so ryan slept over. It was nice. I love my husband ! My mom’s coming home tomorrow, ergghhh. Friday I think i’m going to renees! and Saturday is Shanty. mmmm I need to go do homework and study for my physics test tomorrow so I can pass the course, otherwise no more cities trips for janna !
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and sometimes lonely hearts just get lonelier..
My mom is gone again for a week.
I saw my Kristoffer today <3 . It’s not cool how I can go to school with, and see people who I don’t give two shits about everyday, but then there are people who Kris, who being around, just makes me feel like so much of a better person.
Friday is Halloween in the city.
Ryan and I are still married and are very happy being married to eachother <3
I haven’t really been happy with myself lately. Kind of falling into a bad slump and sadly, I think it’s because of how certain people who sometimes I think are my friends act towards me, to make me think otherwise.
College application deadlines are sneaking up and i’m getting permanent butterflies.
I saw my Kristoffer today <3 . It’s not cool how I can go to school with, and see people who I don’t give two shits about everyday, but then there are people who Kris, who being around, just makes me feel like so much of a better person.
Friday is Halloween in the city.
Ryan and I are still married and are very happy being married to eachother <3
I haven’t really been happy with myself lately. Kind of falling into a bad slump and sadly, I think it’s because of how certain people who sometimes I think are my friends act towards me, to make me think otherwise.
College application deadlines are sneaking up and i’m getting permanent butterflies.
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