thebeautifulred

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birthday: turned out great.

i was in a bad mood, but certain someones can change all that. i received the [linkin par]lmeteora cd, which i must say is quite breathtaking melding mind.music.art, and there were a lot of surprises. some i expected, some... i always dreamnt of.













.unbelievable[a dream]unimaginable.

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my day(s):


.wake up.
.eat.
.cathy.
.school.
.cathy.
.school.
.cathy.
.school.
.home.
.study.
.cathy.
.eat.
.cathy.
.sleep.




if my day(s) don’t fucking rock, then my happiness is nowhere near imaginable for you. whatever i feel, however i feel it, and what it’s like is the greatest joy that you’ll never know.

flashing cigarette burns.

watching the hands swing by,
there’s nothin left to cry
about.

and i’m burning my cigarettes into my arm
i’m watchin them do no harm
to me.

because i have you.
and i have everything you do.


i don’t have to be sad anymore.
my thoughts are not comprised of the same things like before.


and the walls grow vintage
and it’s still in fashion.
i count the minutes
with a passion.




because i have you.
and i have everything you do.

you are my Sunshine.

bright lights,
and city nights
we used to watch the sky bleed dry
from atop, we dyed in the sunrise


one more,
like before,
i’ll try to hold your hand with mine
i’ll let your smile outshine my mind



... and it’s coming to me.










i liked the taste of blood.
i liked the smell of decay.
But i love the way you are,
& how you made them all go away.

un-descripted.






A portable necklace
a portable well
a portable refigerator
a portable Hell.







trying to put Life’s conveniences in one simple idea.


"Die now, Live later."





So what’s that suppose to mean? Much like the idea of...



"You can never know true happiness before going through absolute despair"




No? Can’t understand that the hardships brought to you now by your work will lead you to a better tomorrow?









Then stop coming to my Journal.

.smile.



explain this this to me.




because everytime i see you, i smile.





okay

her name is .....

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