does anyone use melo anymore? i dont know it seems like dust is gathering here, the last days have been wierd we had a funny gig at the showcase! it was so fun but not many showed up but we had a lot a lot of fun, it was really memorable then we had a great gig in la puente, i think people saw our junk and shit, im sorta lost on some things, the kfc protest is this sunday, the sierra pesticide gig on friday, quite possibly the rosemead gig sat(fuck i wanna see ACxDC and bastardass!!), school is very very boring i stayed home, oh yeah im almost 18 like in three weeks i gotta figure out what my plans for the summer are, i need to apply to college but i dont know where i dont really wanna stay too close to home, AxRxM gigs are gonna be more frequent when i get my license, my car is getting mostly used by my mom, yeah listening to disrupt and thinking what to write right now instead of being at school bored is the shit, oh yeah i love andy(donut) and Steve(stevemebix)

wow melo seems to very rarely work on this computer and when it does it’s still way slower than xanga or live journal which i know have both of, but i use live journal the most of all so if you wanna read more than what i hardly write here go to www.livejournal.com/users/ninjattack oh yeah i better say this now cos i doubt melo will work in the next two days GO TO MY SHOW SATURDAAAAAAAAAAAAY go early cos were on first its at the showcase, i promise will play our little hearts out, maybe something crazy will happen, we need more support cos i doubt all the punx going for the angry samoans are down for some power violence but anyways go go go go go go go go go go go go and if mike brings the patches he’s making for us ill give ya a free one, deal? and well have flyers for our next show SATURDAY MAY 15th in la puente with acXdc and bastardass, fuck thats gonna rock but saturday at the showcase is gonna rock too, the flyer is below

i was making copies at the liqour store and this huge guy behind me noticed i had a bag full of nickels, i guess he thought they were quarters cos he came up to me running after i walked out asking for some change and i gave him a handful, he was so dissapointed, hah, well my weekend was fuckin rad cos we played in east la on saturday i was sorta dissapointed in a way because peacepunk/crust in my mind was about social change and shit but it seems like all anyone is interested in is getting fucked up, i dont mean anyone specifically or am i putting down people who choose to drink or somke bud at gigs it just gets frustrating seeing your pals stumbling around like half dead zombies or walking into a room and drowning in a clowd of vice and angry faces, everyone always seems so pissed also like everywhere its a sea of angry faces, we were having enough fun with the stupidest shit like Al’s bearing his ass during our set, hah well yeah we played in east la and we did good but we got interrupted a lot, She’s Dead were fuckin awesome, they are awesome people then sunday we went to Alex’s boca-be-cue it was good, i ate so much i was gonna blow up, then we went to the rosemead gig and alex was there, how great the rest of axrxm was dissapointed cos the cops showed up and shut it down before we played but i wasnt at all, bastardass is super cool too i was looking forward to seein em play, im hoping everyone shows up to our shizzy on may 8

go and show up early cos we(AxRxM) are playing first, and go nuts

yeah crucial unit is ok sometimes.. geeeee SPRING BREAK!! im not supposed to be here, on thursday night i got home and supposably was being rude to my brother or something cos he got all stupid and started yelling about never ever using his computer again and hes gonna lock his room(i snuck in here right now).. that was stupid but friday! i ditched sixth period and we went to dr strange for a while, i didnt buy anything but after that i called the showcase about booking and the guy said he might work something out so we get to play with the Angry Samoans, but its not fo sho yet, after that we went to the mall, it was me Richie, Oizilla, Sergio, Vince and Omar, Richie was nice enough to buy me some steamed rice, and omar a bbig fat burrito that was like basically a cow laying down on a tortilla, we were eating when we saw Trevor and Julie walkingaround and they joined us, how fun the rest of the night was so so i got home and had to paint my room untill 2 am cos my aunt and cousin were coming from mexico the next day and my dad hates all the drawings and writing on my wall, so the next day Saturday: i woke up early at 5 and we went to the airport, picked up my aunt and cousin, went to eat breakfast, then the guys picked me up cos we were supposed to practice for the Mugsy’s show that was going on later that day, so we went to Alex(pesticide)’s house and picked him up and his gf, then went to Sal’s(pesticide) and practiced,then they practiced, it was raining and we were gonna cancel ourselves from the Mugsys line up and just have a kickback at Alex’s but i remembered all the people that we kept bugging about going to see us so we decided to go after all, it stopped rainging to, the whole night we got assed out of playing cos the guy booking was a dick and kept making us wait "just one more band" untill finally the cops came and busted it for public intoxication, FUCK!!!!! all that trouble for nothing, but then Carl from American Disease said we could play at their singer’s basement!! oh shit! but all the people there couldnt get down there, sorry and many thanks to DONUT!!(yumyumdonuts) Steve(stevemebix) Gerbil! KETCHUP!, JOHN! and everyone else.. so we went to the house and climbed down into the basement, that was so cool it was like 20 people in a room smaller than an average bathroom with no windows or anything, or any light but a blacklight, fuck it was mostly our closer friends but that shit was one of the funnest gigs weve played, and Shes Dead(american disease) played after us, that was some really rad stuff, oh yeah were playing with them this friday in East LA

i dont want a neutron bomb: i accompanied Oizilla travis to the swapmeet to get his white jean jacket and he kept saying he was the only white person there, hahah we went and saw the wierdos, it was kinda cool cos there were friends there, but the raddest girl wasnt, phil got blood on my hand, yay mugsys on saturday, and we might play tuesday at lyrics if Al gets to and we leave right after we play, i sang backstabber and gravy train to cheer up poor sarah but i dont think it worked, everyone kept taking my hat, oh i found out a new voice for vox were gonna practice it tommorow, yeah on the way home at like 1 am on the freeway everyone started screaming in the van for no fuckin reason, it was funny as hell everyone was screaming at the top of their lungs and high pitched screams i think the windows were about to burst, that wouldve been cool if they did, oh that new phantom planet music video is so fuckin cool!

today was not my day but first about yesterday: we were supposed to play at the park but the cops showed up and we were stranded without a ride home or to Trevor’s to where it was moved(thanks trev you saved the day) luckily oizilla travis came and picked us up and took us to trev’s, all the bands were good and we jammed and thanks to everyone that watched us and got down for us!! that was brief but very fun, so today i awoke super tired and with a mild cold and my throat was sore so i took a bunch of nyquil then felt drowsy so i took some energy drinks and diet coke, i felt all wierd and high and my throat was so dry, so like 10 bands were supposed to play at the gig in pico rivera but a lot cancelled and we were supposed to be fifth but had to play third cos some bands werent gonna make it, we didnt have any of our equipment so we had to use other peoples stuff and my throat was all lame but we played and it was ok, not one of our best performances i think everyone was just tired, then yay the raddest alex showed up but sergio’s parents were already in the parking lot waiting for us so they could go home, OH NO!!!!!!!! ahhh i miss you alex, also andres from bastardass came i felt so bad for him his grandma died like two hours before that and his life at home is going bad, sergio was acting all mad and i just wanted to sleep

yay its me and donut

wowee! everything was bland untill yesterday we played, and had a lot of fun we were trying Tyler on bass like in the 6th song his chord broke he fell and the bass hit my head and the other end hit sergio, i saw feet everywhere and matt on stage, then miguel grabbed my crotch super hard during "i love hardcore boys" and ran off before i swung the mic into his face hah, Sabu did really well(thanks trev) and everyone who came, i hate school so much, oh well im gonna take my behind the wheel test in early may!!!

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bright eyes is damn good, the last few days have been wierd, the rain has made me realize how lifeless and empty my school life and at home life is, its bad, we made two new songs yesterday in practice, they are both really good, today was kinda good, we had a big discussion and survey to see if we were a liberal or a conservative in principles of democracy, its wierd how many pro-gun, anti-gay, religion pushing, right wing people are in my class, in the morning some kids told me arm is really good and other stuff, that’s always nice, i finished my dishware in ceramics and my beanie hat in clothing, pretty soon sergio and Al are gonna come by and we will make some more demo’s and flyers, the show is tommorow how exciting but i greatly miss my Alex

I hate drunk punx and violent skins even more now, ahh why must they be the bug that lands on your food before you eat it!!!!! in the morning i went to practice after getting that down we made copies of flyers and cds, so we had to play at "Mugsy’s" cafe we had to go all early at like 2, it was all rainy and we were supposed to play outside. With three hours to kill we went to del taco and pigged out. Pesticide was ok they covered CHuck B, the other band was ok then we were up, i think we did swell it was really fun even though the crowd consisted of drunk punx and the few people that i think liked us just stood to the side. well the second band had this gay kid on drums and the drunk punx kept talking shit, i dedicated "i love hardcore boys" to all the homophobes, i hate those assholes, i hope the potluck goes swell but most of the people i truly wanna be with most likely wont make it,

stupid melo likes to hide half of my entree!!! grr well the last half was: we(ARM) are playing on feb 28 at the vegan potluck!! EVERYONE! GO TO IT! aaand support Treevor(chaotic_youth)’s band SABU, crap and everyone go Touch Rays melo(anti_product) like fifty million times cos hes super duper super sad about missing out on Gravy Train his all time fav band