I'm finally going to update-somewhat.

There is a great deal of things that are going on in my life right now..not a lot of which is good. I will probably bounce around from things, just because I am either not ready to talk about a certain issue at the moment or because I think some things are more important to say first..anyhow, here I go..



The first thing I will update on is my love. :) David is simply wonderful. Beautiful. He makes me happy. He makes me smile..I miss him terribly, every minute that we are apart. I know this may sound cheesy or too lovey-dovey or something sort of creepy, but I dont care-I hate even having to go to work and be without him for 13 hours 5 days a week. I would much rather be at home everyday-all day with him. That is how much I love his company. I just have a lot of fun with him. He makes me feel safe and he makes me feel better when something is fucking up or making me stressed, sad, angry, annoyed, hurt..etc. He is really terrific. He is so tender and he isn't afraid to be sensitive or show me his vulnerable side. I love that..too many men are afraid to FEEL or show themselves..their true colors. Anyhow, we have been really happy. :)
Together for 9 months, and it feels like soo much longer, but at the same time it seems like time has flown by. I am so forunate to have him-so happy to have met him. It is the best to be able to be friends with someone first and get to know someone for a bit before actually dating. I think it just helps. :) So, thank you boyfriend. You are amazing and I love you very much. You are the best.

Muah!

I'm back from Colorado. It was a nice trip. I got sick, again. That wasn't nice. But hey, sick for a day and a half and seeing family that I don't ever get to see sounds pretty good to me. It was definitely worth it.

My brother and his girlfriend and Candy thought I was sick because we had gone out the night before and drank a lot..but it was not that at all. I know not many people are like this, but I don't get hangovers..so I wouldn't have gotten sick from drinking..well, it just wasn't that type of sickness.

Seeing my grandma is nice, I hadn't seen her for about 7 years..she looks old..and she really isn't. That scares me, she's always had problems, but I guess I just didn't think they would have a toll on her appearance like they have. It was a bit frustrating to be talked to like I am still 12, though. I know she means well, my poor little gramsbear.

Seeing my broher, Ray, was nice as well. This trip was the first time I have spent time with him since starting to talk to him again last christmas. I didn't talk to him for a year because of family differences, you could say. I'm glad I got over it and have him back in my life. He means a lot to me, despite what I might have told myself or what other people think. I hope he knows that I loove him.

I met his girlfriend and baby's mother for the first time, too. Chelsey, she is sweet. I had a lot of fun with her. :P Their baby is the cutest, little shit, ever. hahaha..his name is Julian. Blonde curly hair, and beautiful blue eyes. He has this funny face he makes when he is really happy and laughing..like he wants to growl, but his smiling and almost looks like he wants to say, "eww" HAHAHA..;P

anyhow, I have to write again and talk about mine and Candy's talk on the way home. That was much needed and I am glad we had it.

Anyhow, i must be going. ♥

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