whitesnowrose

Because I didnt finish

Well last night was short entry and I was trying to hurry cause I was about to fall asleep at the keyboard. Now i am wide awake ...well as well awake I can be about 9:23 in the morning. I am no longer on restriction which so means i want to go see Phantom of the Opera today. I saw it when it came here....but sweets that is my first musical :) I feel so lame cause I love it so much but still. And i am super happy cause the opening of Raisin in the Sun is coming up in like two weeks. I hope everyone i know comes man it is soooooooooooooo important to me. Also valentines day is coming which means that I have found my valentine :). My friend Alesia and I are going to be valentines :). I love that woman omg no one knows how much. But anyways I am gonna go get dressed for church love you people byyyyyyyye.

Another week another lame title

Life has been going well everyone except for the fact that I am using my father's computer because my internet is stupid! I go to both xanga and melo and ....well i cant get messages on either (really pissing me off). Anyways I am sitting at home while everyone else i know is out at a party for Jackie and Jessica :(. I was put on restiction arg. But i think obviously since i am updating and on my AIM that I am no longer. much love

I should probably update

I feel really bad about not updating guys but i have been SO busy! Like I am working on that show every night and I barely have time to do homework and well other things 2. My father and mother grounded me for like 2 months for a bunch of bull. Since I am lacking a car that doesnt leave any option for me to leave! arg but oh well let me get off from the bad things and focus on things that are happy. Like the fact that drama is still over thank god.....well i believe it is. I saw phantom of the opera and like it made me cry. Everyone that was my first musical so it was powerful. I say 4 stars and all that jazz. I feeling a little sickly but i still have to go to practice tonight.... I GOT JAZZ SHOES! Whoo Hoo big improvment!! I will be doing a chorus line whether it kills me or not.

well people i feel better

Ok this is gonna be corny but deal mmk? I went to my church and did something (spoke)..........and now i have no harsh feelings to those people who hate me :) forgive and forget is my thing whether it is yours no clue but....come on have fun and stop dwelling on it! -kat-

me

Im usually nice person but i think i should stop giving a shit about certain people.....well as some of my best friends like megan know! I watched "A chorus line" and our school is soooooo doomed btw....much love and I wil talk to ya later bits

friendships

well everyone my life is going ummmm ok i guess. my relationship is officially over i do believe which is ok with me. I still love the guy as a friend and i hope he feels the same way ,but at the moment i dont think he does. I only wish the best for my friends like lauren, rachel, grey, megan, alesia and so many more. At the moment im so ready for my life to get back to normal with some people. Like i think about last year and it was so peaceful and non stressful. This year has been drama all around. So i hope i have finally found my love in theatre and that will be enough in the relationship department for now. And i love it..like a dream to me. I am so dedicated to my work and my family that im content now. My brother is gonna be home for about 3 months so my best friend is home! :) if you do not know i love my brother so much and he helps me with all my problems. thanks matt and megan and especially CHASE! much love kat

well first week back

Hey everyone it was my first week back at school....I hate my classes but oh well right? But to let yal know about my life! I am not sure about the whole dating thing anymore...im not sure if i am or if im not? So I am gonna miss you eddy and good luck! I am doing a show at MLT called "A Raisin in the Sun," anyone read it? It is really good and i think i want to invited EVERYONE i know to come see it!!!!!!!!! I am assitant director which is a really cool job since im still in my "teens." But anyways I am gonna go love ya kat

Home again and mixed emotions

Tonight was great and bad at the same time.....I went out with david and we goofed around in Barnes and Noble. This includes me knocking over lots of books like a spaz. Ugh for once i wish i could impress someone but lets just get realistic. Well the night was good anyways even if i am not the most graceful, beautiful, smart, or even charming. Then I came home got a present of a couple of t shirts. Walked for a bit to try to lose weight.....lets see if that works HAHHAHAH. Then watched Thirteen. Now I have seen that movie before but it is so scary. Like if you havent let me sum it up. These girls go crazy which they steal, cut, do drugs, have sex, fail school, and so much more. This reminds me of some people i know or who they use to be. Anyways this is all from me. much love kathleen

christmas came!

Well people christmas came and is soon to leave 2! I got everything i wanted thats for sure including my parents realizing that my mother's phone which i "borrowed" from her a LOT was actually mine:)! I also got to t shirts and money for italy!!!! So i am happy for the most part. I miss everyone from home and ......welll i havent gotten to talk to alyssa or david for about a week so im a little down. Though i get to see them soon! I am going to work tech for a show at MLT soon! So working with my godmother on a show will be fucking fantastic. But i am leaving mondqay to go back home which means another 10 hours in a car with my family. Well im sitting with my brother and cousin here and we are contimplating watching anime so i think im off for tonight. much love to everyone.........shouts to alyssa and david hollidays arent fun without ya
-kathleen-

santa says leave me the hell alone!

well people im soooooooo ready for christmas to be over! People have been trying to get me into the spirit of things and it just isnt workin' people. I am still at my grandmother's house thinking that I should go to sleep but putting it off. I really dont realize why I am even getting up on christmas since I am NOT getting anything. I get a little card that says "kathleen you're going to Italy!".....btw for yal who didnt know im going to italy later this year with the IB program!woot woot!!! But that doesnt mean I have to get up at the ass crack of dawn to "open my present."
Well on the lighter side im really happy! I am going to miss my friend Gigi who i have been informed is going to Italy. And everyone is having a good christmas I hope! Well my shout outs go to paul, gigi, david, chase, megan, alyssa, and so many more add your name to my g spot if you think it should be on here! -much love kathleen!-

christmas trip

hello everyone i am on dial up at monroe! This is completely weird being away for christmas though i have done it before i am still not happy im not home. Another thing im not happy with is that i am away from all my friends like alyssa, megan, jared, david ect. I hate not being with friends for christmas since i have done it for SO many years. But everyone i know is gone too so i guess it wouldnt be much of a christmas at home anyways. I found out like 2 days ago that this girl i like cut out of my life now plans to hurt me. I cant say who it is or what they plan to do but it really scares me. I hope being away from her will help. But i now have to go unpack much love people!

wow life surprises me sometimes

Well last Sunday was soooooooooo interesting...lol and I never wrote about it. But anyways I got home after being out with David and Alyssa (yes they made up as friends). I was talking to David and being emo about being alone and he was so sweet about it and asked me out. So now I believe we are casually daily. But this week has been stressful because of finals

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because of preference of certain people i will now be called kathleen so deal people

ok ok

I am really hating livin in where i do now!!!! arg I want to go to broadway so bad :(! I have never ever been and i am dying to go! I am trying so hard to earn money to get there but it isn't working very well....arg i need money people. Why couldnt i have been born a little rich kid? Also i feel so bad for wanting to go to new york cause i know people have life so much worse than me but i wanna be selfish for once and go to new york people!!!! much love to all and one kathy

last night

Though most people will start reading this entry thinking i had a wild night like getting drunk or something but no people im not stupid.I went on a drama club outing with all my best friends! We went and saw the incredibles it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good! go see it people!I left with david and we hang out for a while after the movie by going to this street in the town i live in that is decked out for christmas so much. It was just a great night! I love all of you guys. david, alyssa, grace, lindsey, jamela, jessica, and most of all chase u cutie! What would i do with yal! thanks guys!!!

Whitesnowrose's Melo Quick Entry

wow i could rant or ramble on about life but im soooooo bored anyways i might as well....I worked on a student play thing yesterday and now i am off duty cause well they dont need me anymore. Also i am seriously thinking about someone all the time! And it isnt someone people would think i would be thinking about if that makes any sense. But i do think i am falling for this person but i am just not sure. oh well much love kathy ps i love my drama people like alesia david alyssa :) megan (well u'll be one soon anyways) and conn's chest is weird

thanks for reminding me

thanks to baker i found this. People remember what happened or this will never go away. Also read the Laramie project, Angels in America, or Lonely Plant and tell me you are still a bigot!

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THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998




Listen to the mustn'ts, child.
Listen to the don'ts.
Listen to the shouldn'ts,
The impossibles, the won'ts.
Listen to the never haves,
Then listen close to me ...
Anything can happen, child.
Anything can be.

~ Shel Silverstein


Six years ago, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.

What will you do to end the silence?

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thanksgiving trip!

OK so i already told you that I had spent 5 hours in a car on the way to NC now in about two hours i am going to do the same to get back home! Ill give yal a recap of this thanksgiving trip!
Wed-got up and drove 5 hours to NC. Took my grandmother out to dinner where she got a Whiskey Sour! omg this is my grandmother people she isnt suppose to drink!!!!!! lol and came back to the hotel and fell asleep after talking to alyssa on AIM.

Thursday-hung out in the hotel till about 12 when we headed over to my granmothers to have "thanksgiving lunch" she couldnt come because she was a little too sick so we had to eat without her :(. Then to top of the day we had dinner at crackerbarrel not a place i would expect to have my thanksgiving dinner at like 8:30 pm! My thanksgivings are so weird!!!!

Friday- got up and I am writing this and then planning on going home in about 2 hours....ugh 5 more hours in a car how fun?

well thats it i bet no one will read this if u do put the words "peanut butter and watermelon" on ur g spot! then i will really know who reads things!!!!

well NC

well i am up in north carolina for my thanksgiving visiting my grandmother! tis fun i guess!but hope everyone has a wonderful thanksgiving!

Whitesnowrose's Melo Quick Entry

well i am bored as hell and pissed 2. I wanted to go to this movie night at a friend of mine. Well because of a family emergency i couldnt go. This pissed me off so bad!!!!!! I understand family comes first but u know what my family is fine. After i knew my family was ok they still wouldnt let me go. arg this is annoying! anyways sorry little rant from me till i am able to go to another movie night. ill talk to yal later!

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ok well im writing again! I am all hyper cause i am reading a bunch of one act plays cause i want to find a good one to do next year! i want us o win so bad!!!!!!!!!! and i dont blame people for making fun of me but gues what i am a dramaholic!

well melo melo

well to update yal on my life at the moment.....I have been heavily involoved in theatre at my school lately! It is so much fun! I auditioned for the show Second Samuel and i didnt get it just cause it was one act but oh well. I eventually went back and became prop mistress. It is a bunch of fun! We meaning our cast went to competion with this play and got third. If u get second in the competition then u go on to regionals. We were so robbed of our title!!!!!!!!!!! Also had a boyfriend lost oone ughness. But everything has been going well and im so happy which is weird but ok! much love to my childrens....
kathy

peoples r weird

anyways i went out tonight with fish to see hero.... Thats a weird movie man. I swear u have to be on crack to like that movie. It was the same story told like a million different ways. This one dude died like 5 times. by the end of it i wanted to say "stop killing him jesus christ." after that i came home went out and came home again. grabbed some food at like 10 at night... called gigi and britney and talked about morbid creepo things. hahhahah i have the worst mind i really do.. anyways im bored an shall call it a night cause i am tired. much love kat

im sorry

im sorry for people being bitches. omg people u need to avoid demon kitty or whatever the hell her melo name is. she seems to have that "im so much better than u" attitude about everything. People u know what?.. people whore...thats why they call them karma whores. So get over it if i whore at ur melo! I do read peoples melos a lot. I got a lot of my close melo friends from whorrin. U need to get a better attitude bitch ok? Im so sorry for me doing what melo says we can do. If u have a problem with that dont complain to me.

lies

Have u ever lied to a friend? Just thinking that this lie wont go past a day and people will forget about it? I have i lied except i think this lie is going to become much worse!!!!! I lied and no one knows except me. Help for guilt has comsumed me. I need help a new start a new beginning. If u think u know what i am talking about....leave a message that says "lies r only truth with a mask" on my g spot and we can talk on aim about it. Much love 2 all and help me get through the days!!!

me

I really like melo cause people r very nice! well some anyways. i am happy with myself finally! I enjoy the way I act. I think people like the way I act also. Im finally in a school where i can find more than like 2 people who understand and accept me. Im happy and people who think life is shit are just stupid! much love to everyone.
kat

yes and no

AHHH im really happy cause i got to talk to my friend eddy! yay but i found out my bro has to have surgery on sept 1st. I hate having complications!!!! I want to be happy cause i got to talk to him but my bro....stupid emotions. I wish i was emotinally stunt!

hehe first week back

hello all my life is becoming normal again mostly. I started school thursday it is "fun." I like pretty much all my teachers except one i seem to have really young teachers! anyways i am in drama as u might have noticed and i love it! I am audtioning for a play maybe u have heard of it "whose life is it anyways" oh well u probably havent. Much love to my sweeties which has been modified! These r my sweeties Ian, Andrew, Josh, Megan, Grace, Paul, Jared, Gigi, Eddy, Joey(recently added sweety), and more. BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BI SEXUAL BYE. heheh i think i need meds. much love babes

HE IS OK!

MY BRO CAME HOME AND HE IS FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg i am so happy people thanks for all ur prayers and everything!

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