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goodbye friends ...
yeah if you havent notice i havent been using melo because it sucks and i
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party results ..
i swear hanging out with janessa, ben, jay, eriq, and peter and wandering around san diego was the most fun i ever had this summer.
janessa’s party was cut short cause the cops came and they only got to play for about 30 seconds. it was sad :(
but at least it was my favorite song :o) yay!
i hung out with alysha like the whole time. it was cute.
I saw a lot of my friends and hung out with them for a bit.
And Benny was being so weird haha but i love him.
We took like a million pictures on janessas couch. good times.
I couldnt go home because my mom refused to come pick me up.
So i decided to take a walk with the boys to get something to eat and it was like 10 miles away.
Janessa showed up cause she got kicked out. and so it was us 6 just roaming around.
Went to Sombreros. it took us about an hour just to walk there but it was good times.
Then decided to go "chill" at the park.
and like I had to pee so bad and i did not want to pop a squat so me and janessa went to the gas station and got like followed by chollos. man that was scary as fuck. we were all panicked. especially eriq. he was scared the most. it was funny ass shit.
We saw some guy’s body from the distance. it was like 4 in the morning. scary as hell. Eriq and Peter were already about to hop the fence. so then Ben then Jay then me and i fell on my knee lol. but i didnt think it was that high. And janessa didnt jump the fence she said she’ll meet us "around" we walked like all the way around being cautious and everything. we Lost her. it was mad shit. we we’re running around forever looking for her. going up the hills and blah blah.
Then all of a sudden eriq just started making fun of me out of no where saying I was scared? when HE was the one who was like, "omg!! the cops are gonna get us! omg!"
So anyway it got morning and so we decided to just head back to janessas and wait and see if she shows up and on the way we lost peter. hahaha.
We got to a park and chilled for like a half hour just sitting and thinking. i felt so bad for them cause they had no way back home. :o(
So finnaly we got to janessas and like layed down on her driveway. eriq was totally knocked out. i kept messing with ben. oh man i love ben. me and him like chilled the whole night. it was fun. we just talked about asian stuff that no one else understood. hahaha.
Then FINALLY janessa and peter start walking towards us and we still had to stay outside. we all layed on the grass and like talked about everything. it was good.
Me and Ben are natural tweakers. everyone was tired but even though me and ben didnt do shit we were like WIDE awake.
ben is my answering machine now.
and eriq stuck his fingers up my nose.
my mom came and like made a scene. omg. it was so embarrassing . i swear.
i was like, "do you want to meet them ?" and she was like, "okay whos who" and i’m like, "thats ben, thats eriq, thats jay" and she was like, "wait. Which ones eriq?" and eriq kinda raised his hand being all shy.
ommmmmmmmmmmmmg. i was so embarrassed. fuck.
i felt bad for eriq cause he was like on the spotlight. hahaha. oh well.
I got home ate then fell right the fuck to sleep. it was good.
then Itzel called me when i was asleep and i yelled at her forever because she wasnt here!!!!! ugh!
anyway. i’m tired again.
the end.
janessa’s party was cut short cause the cops came and they only got to play for about 30 seconds. it was sad :(
but at least it was my favorite song :o) yay!
i hung out with alysha like the whole time. it was cute.
I saw a lot of my friends and hung out with them for a bit.
And Benny was being so weird haha but i love him.
We took like a million pictures on janessas couch. good times.
I couldnt go home because my mom refused to come pick me up.
So i decided to take a walk with the boys to get something to eat and it was like 10 miles away.
Janessa showed up cause she got kicked out. and so it was us 6 just roaming around.
Went to Sombreros. it took us about an hour just to walk there but it was good times.
Then decided to go "chill" at the park.
and like I had to pee so bad and i did not want to pop a squat so me and janessa went to the gas station and got like followed by chollos. man that was scary as fuck. we were all panicked. especially eriq. he was scared the most. it was funny ass shit.
We saw some guy’s body from the distance. it was like 4 in the morning. scary as hell. Eriq and Peter were already about to hop the fence. so then Ben then Jay then me and i fell on my knee lol. but i didnt think it was that high. And janessa didnt jump the fence she said she’ll meet us "around" we walked like all the way around being cautious and everything. we Lost her. it was mad shit. we we’re running around forever looking for her. going up the hills and blah blah.
Then all of a sudden eriq just started making fun of me out of no where saying I was scared? when HE was the one who was like, "omg!! the cops are gonna get us! omg!"
So anyway it got morning and so we decided to just head back to janessas and wait and see if she shows up and on the way we lost peter. hahaha.
We got to a park and chilled for like a half hour just sitting and thinking. i felt so bad for them cause they had no way back home. :o(
So finnaly we got to janessas and like layed down on her driveway. eriq was totally knocked out. i kept messing with ben. oh man i love ben. me and him like chilled the whole night. it was fun. we just talked about asian stuff that no one else understood. hahaha.
Then FINALLY janessa and peter start walking towards us and we still had to stay outside. we all layed on the grass and like talked about everything. it was good.
Me and Ben are natural tweakers. everyone was tired but even though me and ben didnt do shit we were like WIDE awake.
ben is my answering machine now.
and eriq stuck his fingers up my nose.
my mom came and like made a scene. omg. it was so embarrassing . i swear.
i was like, "do you want to meet them ?" and she was like, "okay whos who" and i’m like, "thats ben, thats eriq, thats jay" and she was like, "wait. Which ones eriq?" and eriq kinda raised his hand being all shy.
ommmmmmmmmmmmmg. i was so embarrassed. fuck.
i felt bad for eriq cause he was like on the spotlight. hahaha. oh well.
I got home ate then fell right the fuck to sleep. it was good.
then Itzel called me when i was asleep and i yelled at her forever because she wasnt here!!!!! ugh!
anyway. i’m tired again.
the end.
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[ the show result ]
okay. i just have to say HOW FUCKING FUN WAS THAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!
lol. okay. as you can see it was fun. I had a good time for the ost part. but there were some parts where i was like, gaygaygaygay
yeah. itzel didnt get to go because she’s grounded so i brought megan and paid for her. but its all good because she is my BEST FRIEND AND WILL ALWAYS BE AND HAS BEEN SINCE WE WERE 9!!!!
Nelson didnt show up. and i was pretty pissed because he told me was gonna be there. Nelson is this guy that i’ve been talking to foreveeeeeeer. like ever since last year i think. But yeah he’s from Pomona. and He told me he was going FOR SURE. and he stood me up so i was pretty pissed. but oh fucking well.
but Jenny, Janessa and Amanda came. the NEW 3 amigas. and yeah they were having fun i guess. I didnt really hang out with them much because iono. it feels awkward now. it was weird. the situation... we were standing next to each other and then she said
[her] where are my amiiiiigas? they ditched me!
[me] now you know how I feel ...
[her] joyce ! dont say that .. ::then walks away::
AHHH ITS KILLING ME! i juss should stop trying. but i love them. they were my friends. now its like gone .. maybe im just overreacting and its juss my brain. But megan said she notice the difference too. FUCK!
i dont know. anyway. I fucking saw people that i LOVE and/or havent seen in a long time : ASHLEY. Caitanya. Dylan. Zack. Matt. and lots of other fags.
and then I helped this girl Sam the i met today with a little predicament she was having. and i met this other girl there too but she never told me her name. EEP!
OKay. I fucking hardcore danced to AS I LAY DYING. yeah. you better believe that shit. J
anessa was my fucking inspiration. as soon as i saw her in the pit. I fucking pushed the fag in front of me and moshed.
lol. i
t was a good ol’ 10 -15seconds or so. it was good.
finally got enuff balls to do it. THANX SESSA ::MUAH::
[ so overall bands rating]
Life IN Pictures - good fucking mosh music
Agony Scene - fucking hard awesome shit
Murder My Love - gay as fuck. i was so bored i almost died
Please Mr. Gravedigger - awesome 2 steppin music and the singer from that band is fucking hotttttttttt
As I Lay Dying - ALWAYS FUCKING THE BEST! ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY PLAYED THE SONG FOREVER! OH MAN! I LOOOOOOVE THAT SONG
okay thank you Dylan for commenting on my ass.
It was so nice of you. it made me smile the rest of the way up the driveway.
but now im home. sore and bored and kinda sad and really wanting to kiss someone right now.
so if any hot guys wanna makeout IM me please.
ps. i need some new friends to hang out with. someone be my friend ?
lol. okay. as you can see it was fun. I had a good time for the ost part. but there were some parts where i was like, gaygaygaygay
yeah. itzel didnt get to go because she’s grounded so i brought megan and paid for her. but its all good because she is my BEST FRIEND AND WILL ALWAYS BE AND HAS BEEN SINCE WE WERE 9!!!!
Nelson didnt show up. and i was pretty pissed because he told me was gonna be there. Nelson is this guy that i’ve been talking to foreveeeeeeer. like ever since last year i think. But yeah he’s from Pomona. and He told me he was going FOR SURE. and he stood me up so i was pretty pissed. but oh fucking well.
but Jenny, Janessa and Amanda came. the NEW 3 amigas. and yeah they were having fun i guess. I didnt really hang out with them much because iono. it feels awkward now. it was weird. the situation... we were standing next to each other and then she said
[her] where are my amiiiiigas? they ditched me!
[me] now you know how I feel ...
[her] joyce ! dont say that .. ::then walks away::
AHHH ITS KILLING ME! i juss should stop trying. but i love them. they were my friends. now its like gone .. maybe im just overreacting and its juss my brain. But megan said she notice the difference too. FUCK!
i dont know. anyway. I fucking saw people that i LOVE and/or havent seen in a long time : ASHLEY. Caitanya. Dylan. Zack. Matt. and lots of other fags.
and then I helped this girl Sam the i met today with a little predicament she was having. and i met this other girl there too but she never told me her name. EEP!
OKay. I fucking hardcore danced to AS I LAY DYING. yeah. you better believe that shit. J
anessa was my fucking inspiration. as soon as i saw her in the pit. I fucking pushed the fag in front of me and moshed.
lol. i
t was a good ol’ 10 -15seconds or so. it was good.
finally got enuff balls to do it. THANX SESSA ::MUAH::
[ so overall bands rating]
Life IN Pictures - good fucking mosh music
Agony Scene - fucking hard awesome shit
Murder My Love - gay as fuck. i was so bored i almost died
Please Mr. Gravedigger - awesome 2 steppin music and the singer from that band is fucking hotttttttttt
As I Lay Dying - ALWAYS FUCKING THE BEST! ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY PLAYED THE SONG FOREVER! OH MAN! I LOOOOOOVE THAT SONG
okay thank you Dylan for commenting on my ass.
It was so nice of you. it made me smile the rest of the way up the driveway.
but now im home. sore and bored and kinda sad and really wanting to kiss someone right now.
so if any hot guys wanna makeout IM me please.
ps. i need some new friends to hang out with. someone be my friend ?
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i’ve got the blues ...
hello again!! lol
okay yesterday i went to the malls with my HOMIESSSSSSSSS cheryl and megan. and i have to say that was the most fun i have had in a long time.
SERIOUSLY.
we went to Fashion Valley and we only had an hour before the mall closed but we SOOOOO MADE THE MOST OF THAT HOUR!
anyway. i had like 25 bucks and like we walked around. and got some drinks from this fucking beverage store. its really big but i fergot what the name was. i got a cherry lemonade.
it was sooooooo good
then like we walked around being so fucking silly. Cheryl was like screaming, " AHH THE BEES ARE CHASING ME!! "
lol she juss ran around the mall saying that really loud.
SO FUCKING FUNNY!!
then this awesome guy drew our pictures and like we had to talk with a dinosaur toy he had.
AND I WAS SO AWESOME! he said i sounded like Mr. T. lol.
So Mr. Dinosaur hows your pterodactyl friend?
[Mr. T voice ] Oh well i had to eat him because .. he was screwing around with my woman ya know?
im sorry you had to be there. I was cracking him up so bad and like he couldnt even concentrate on the drawing. he asked me to come back to the mall and play the voice of his dinosaur for him. lol. it was cute.
HE WAS CUTE TOO! hes like 19 or something lol.
hes from El Cajon City. WHOO!! JOE!! HANS!!
then while Megan was getting her picture drawn .. CHERYL MOONED EVERYONE IN THE FUCKING FOOD COURT! it was so hilarious. i was dying.
then we took FRIENDSHIP pictures at Limited Too. it as awesome. we looked hot. yes. then we juss walked around the mall. and Cheryl was burping her ass off. and it was so funny how she burped like Satan and then this black lady who was sitting outside in the food court turned her head around and was like, "JESUS!!"
LMAO!! it was toooo funny. okay. im gonna shut up now. ANYWAY i bought HOT eye shadow at Mac. Its electric eel. sexxxxxxy
heres some pics of it. I look fucking RETARRRRRRRRDED but oh fucking well.
k thats it.
oh yeah. i was so mad because when we went to the food court i found out they changed HOT DOG ON A STICK to MUSCLE BEACH. thats gay. even though i dont eat meat. thats juss gay.
okay yesterday i went to the malls with my HOMIESSSSSSSSS cheryl and megan. and i have to say that was the most fun i have had in a long time.
SERIOUSLY.
we went to Fashion Valley and we only had an hour before the mall closed but we SOOOOO MADE THE MOST OF THAT HOUR!
anyway. i had like 25 bucks and like we walked around. and got some drinks from this fucking beverage store. its really big but i fergot what the name was. i got a cherry lemonade.
it was sooooooo good
then like we walked around being so fucking silly. Cheryl was like screaming, " AHH THE BEES ARE CHASING ME!! "
lol she juss ran around the mall saying that really loud.
SO FUCKING FUNNY!!
then this awesome guy drew our pictures and like we had to talk with a dinosaur toy he had.
AND I WAS SO AWESOME! he said i sounded like Mr. T. lol.
So Mr. Dinosaur hows your pterodactyl friend?
[Mr. T voice ] Oh well i had to eat him because .. he was screwing around with my woman ya know?
im sorry you had to be there. I was cracking him up so bad and like he couldnt even concentrate on the drawing. he asked me to come back to the mall and play the voice of his dinosaur for him. lol. it was cute.
HE WAS CUTE TOO! hes like 19 or something lol.
hes from El Cajon City. WHOO!! JOE!! HANS!!
then while Megan was getting her picture drawn .. CHERYL MOONED EVERYONE IN THE FUCKING FOOD COURT! it was so hilarious. i was dying.
then we took FRIENDSHIP pictures at Limited Too. it as awesome. we looked hot. yes. then we juss walked around the mall. and Cheryl was burping her ass off. and it was so funny how she burped like Satan and then this black lady who was sitting outside in the food court turned her head around and was like, "JESUS!!"
LMAO!! it was toooo funny. okay. im gonna shut up now. ANYWAY i bought HOT eye shadow at Mac. Its electric eel. sexxxxxxy
heres some pics of it. I look fucking RETARRRRRRRRDED but oh fucking well.
k thats it.
oh yeah. i was so mad because when we went to the food court i found out they changed HOT DOG ON A STICK to MUSCLE BEACH. thats gay. even though i dont eat meat. thats juss gay.
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me + itzel = hot sex sleep over
lol okay. i got your attention didnt i? MUAHAHAHAHA. it was waaay too fun for you. She spent the night on Monday but like melo was being a fuck head to me so i had to wait till today. we kept yelling out the window that we were taking naked pictures and some some guy across from my apartment was like making sex sounds lol. then some bitches above that guy were lik,e "NO YOUR NOT TAKING NAKED PICS YOU GUYS ARE JUSS IN YOUR BRAS AND UNDIES!" and lol i was like, "excuse me bitch. i never said we were BUTT naked. i juss said we were naked. lol. ANYWAY.
we took so many pics but only the good ones are for you.
seductress.
sexy shit.
um itzel says i look like a chick who works at hooters but she making a weird face ! lol
EVERYONE WEARS THIS SHIRT WHEN THEY COME TO MY HOUSE!
look how sexy that is.
sexy undies!!
those are MY Winnie the Pooh mini shorts !!
and i took one last one before i uploaded the pics. lol. ::SMILES:
we had so much fun. like staying up until almost 4 in the morning then waking up for school 2 hours later. MUAHAHAHA.
we took so many pics but only the good ones are for you.
seductress.
sexy shit.
um itzel says i look like a chick who works at hooters but she making a weird face ! lol
EVERYONE WEARS THIS SHIRT WHEN THEY COME TO MY HOUSE!
look how sexy that is.
sexy undies!!
those are MY Winnie the Pooh mini shorts !!
and i took one last one before i uploaded the pics. lol. ::SMILES:
we had so much fun. like staying up until almost 4 in the morning then waking up for school 2 hours later. MUAHAHAHA.
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i got a haircute and shiiiiiiiiiiiiiet [ did i say haircute? YES I DID!! ]
ok i cut my hair today [myself] because its getting so fucking long.
and like i hate my bangs so i fucking got rid of that shit.
and now its fucking cute as shit.
so go fucking look at these pictures right now.
OKAY !! YES!!
and like i hate my bangs so i fucking got rid of that shit.
and now its fucking cute as shit.
so go fucking look at these pictures right now.
OKAY !! YES!!
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[ can you take away all this pain you gave to me? ]
I could use a shot of your novacain to stop the pain
it MUST work because evidently ... its made you heartless.
dreams of me erasing all the false words that you spoke
it MUST work because evidently ... its made you heartless.
dreams of me erasing all the false words that you spoke
the things you said ... they brought me to my knees
the truth ... it hurts so fucking much !!
but it hurts in the end where i am left
so lets keep this lost bond as a reminder ....
a reminder of all the things we fucking had
feeling no sympathy ... feeling no remorse ...
once a liar ... ALWAYS a liar.
you better believe that.
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can a song replace a broken heart?
dont you ever listen to a song and think,
Thats exactly how i feel
well i have a million songs that can tell you the way that i feel at this point. but this one. in particular. caught my eye. because of certain parts of the song that reminded me ...
A Song For A Broken Heart by A Static Lullaby
Take this for what its worth,
this song...my smile
I write to you from hell my song leaving the foot against the gas and the wall that must have said your name
Weaken you from nothing you can say can stop this now
would a noose replace his lips?
Can a song replace a broken heart?
Can a song replace a broken love?
On the beach I remind myself how holding hands is so powerless ...
tonight I don’t even have the stars to hold on to...
Paint this red...
[His] picture will remain unbroken [he] cries tonight
"I fall in love"...
white beach tear away with sand paper
tonight I’m not alone...
I just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head...
Thats exactly how i feel
well i have a million songs that can tell you the way that i feel at this point. but this one. in particular. caught my eye. because of certain parts of the song that reminded me ...
A Song For A Broken Heart by A Static Lullaby
Take this for what its worth,
this song...my smile
I write to you from hell my song leaving the foot against the gas and the wall that must have said your name
Weaken you from nothing you can say can stop this now
would a noose replace his lips?
Can a song replace a broken heart?
Can a song replace a broken love?
On the beach I remind myself how holding hands is so powerless ...
tonight I don’t even have the stars to hold on to...
Paint this red...
[His] picture will remain unbroken [he] cries tonight
"I fall in love"...
white beach tear away with sand paper
tonight I’m not alone...
I just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head...
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and i’ll remember ... the "love" that you gave me ...
do you remember when things use to be like this?
Who in the world could ever think this was all a just an illusion. Do you remember those promises you made?
The ones you NEVER KEPT?!
ME: i want you to be mine forever
YOU: i will
YOU: trust me
ME: promise?
YOU: yeah
ME: yay
ME: u make my heart tingle
YOU: you make my heart ache for you
ME: awww
ME: well if i could, i would walk a thousand miles to stop it
YOU: if i could i would walk a life time for you
please help me... to forget ...
Who in the world could ever think this was all a just an illusion. Do you remember those promises you made?
The ones you NEVER KEPT?!
ME: i want you to be mine forever
YOU: i will
YOU: trust me
ME: promise?
YOU: yeah
ME: yay
ME: u make my heart tingle
YOU: you make my heart ache for you
ME: awww
ME: well if i could, i would walk a thousand miles to stop it
YOU: if i could i would walk a life time for you
please help me... to forget ...
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i keep trying to be the TUFF guy. but you keep breaking me down ....
i cried so much today it was ridculous.
i kept thinking about those silly little things that we used to talk about.
like for example. when we talk on the phone once and you said we were gonna have chocolate babies. and when we got tired of them. we would eat em. =’( IT MAKES M E SO EFFIN SAD I WANT TO CRY!! honestly that was the cutest thing prolly anyone has ever said to me. but the fact that it wasnt real is the part that hurts me the most.
and i know you dont care. but its really hard to forget everything that happened between us.
I stilllove you more than you think.
but i dontlove YOU. I LOVE that other guy. that guy that you pretended to be for such a long time.
i just cant seem to find a way to leave this "LOVE" behind.
and you just sit there ... leaving me hanging on a string and leaving me there to cry.
and you know i tried to give you everything.
but you just gave me lies.
i cant take this anymore.
i really just need to give you up.
and sometimes. i hope that maybe one day you’d call just to apologize for all the fucked up shit you did.
BUT WHAT AM I WAITING FOR? my heart is still going to be broken. and you arent going to do it. because you dont care. and and you arent sorry
and i really need to just get over this because im such a fool for you.
IHATE YOU. but I LOVE YOU.
How could someone i thought I KNEW turn out to be something soooooooo completely different? You dilberatly mislead me. thats so heartless.
You portrayed yourself so differently.
All that you intended and all the things you kept inside wasnt on the label.
can i be a friend?
We can forget the past. BUT I dont think i’m able to.
i have found. All that SHIMMERS in this world is sure to fade...
i kept thinking about those silly little things that we used to talk about.
like for example. when we talk on the phone once and you said we were gonna have chocolate babies. and when we got tired of them. we would eat em. =’( IT MAKES M E SO EFFIN SAD I WANT TO CRY!! honestly that was the cutest thing prolly anyone has ever said to me. but the fact that it wasnt real is the part that hurts me the most.
and i know you dont care. but its really hard to forget everything that happened between us.
I still
but i dont
i just cant seem to find a way to leave this "LOVE" behind.
and you just sit there ... leaving me hanging on a string and leaving me there to cry.
and you know i tried to give you everything.
but you just gave me lies.
i cant take this anymore.
i really just need to give you up.
and sometimes. i hope that maybe one day you’d call just to apologize for all the fucked up shit you did.
BUT WHAT AM I WAITING FOR? my heart is still going to be broken. and you arent going to do it. because you dont care. and and you arent sorry
and i really need to just get over this because im such a fool for you.
I
How could someone i thought I KNEW turn out to be something soooooooo completely different? You dilberatly mislead me. thats so heartless.
You portrayed yourself so differently.
All that you intended and all the things you kept inside wasnt on the label.
can i be a friend?
We can forget the past. BUT I dont think i’m able to.
i have found. All that SHIMMERS in this world is sure to fade...
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giving up hurts the most ...
im trying to cope with this situation.
and i keep thinking about how it used to be and it sucks so effin much because it changed. all in one fucking snap.
honestly my anger is something that i cannot control. I was always the person to take action in highly emotional situations
but its hard to think about how much you grow onto a person in a matter of months. its was a too good to be true relationship. and it turned out to be that way.
i gave up so much for you man. you dont even realize how much. and now you wanna try and say that im lying. but everything that i said was so honest and sincere and i thought you cared enough about me.
its like. I HATE YOU. I hate the person that you have become. becuase i know you can be so much better than that.
but why is there still this lingering emotion thats attached. And I cant let it go.
seriously ifell so in love
and you gave me the biggest impression that you did too.
but ifell in love with someone who wasnt real. its not even you.
its some character you created. to blind people. to make them believe.
you can be a good person. i know you can. but you rather live your life hurting people who care a lot about you. you know its not right but you dont even care.
its really hard to just to forget.
but i guess this will only make me a stronger person. Another life experience that i will have to learn from.
Its just so easy for me to give my heart away because im a loving person and i want to share it with someone who equally loves me. and i thought that it was going to beYOU
you changed my world so much. you dont even know. you think its that easy to walk away from someone that was so unyielding and special to me. i devoted myself to you. and im trying to keep my cool but its hard not to be emotional>
im sorry if im not good enough for you.
but if you honestly loved her. then you should have told me to begin with. and not fuck with my heart and hers at the same time.
she’s such a sweet girl.
and you fucked up really bad.
just next time take a look at whos heart your breaking. cause one of these days the tablesWILL turn.
im for sure.
and i keep thinking about how it used to be and it sucks so effin much because it changed. all in one fucking snap.
honestly my anger is something that i cannot control. I was always the person to take action in highly emotional situations
but its hard to think about how much you grow onto a person in a matter of months. its was a too good to be true relationship. and it turned out to be that way.
i gave up so much for you man. you dont even realize how much. and now you wanna try and say that im lying. but everything that i said was so honest and sincere and i thought you cared enough about me.
its like. I HATE YOU. I hate the person that you have become. becuase i know you can be so much better than that.
but why is there still this lingering emotion thats attached. And I cant let it go.
seriously i
and you gave me the biggest impression that you did too.
but i
its some character you created. to blind people. to make them believe.
you can be a good person. i know you can. but you rather live your life hurting people who care a lot about you. you know its not right but you dont even care.
its really hard to just to forget.
but i guess this will only make me a stronger person. Another life experience that i will have to learn from.
Its just so easy for me to give my heart away because im a loving person and i want to share it with someone who equally loves me. and i thought that it was going to be
you changed my world so much. you dont even know. you think its that easy to walk away from someone that was so unyielding and special to me. i devoted myself to you. and im trying to keep my cool but its hard not to be emotional>
im sorry if im not good enough for you.
but if you honestly loved her. then you should have told me to begin with. and not fuck with my heart and hers at the same time.
she’s such a sweet girl.
and you fucked up really bad.
just next time take a look at whos heart your breaking. cause one of these days the tablesWILL turn.
im for sure.
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you said you’ll always be there.. but where are you now?
yeah .. thats right..
i just bought BRIGHT EYES cd today. whoo!!
i love it
oh yeah .. i still hate you !!!
i just bought BRIGHT EYES cd today. whoo!!
i love it
oh yeah .. i still hate you !!!
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the best actor award goes to .... [ HMPH. your so good at what you do. fucking hyporcite. I
I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO EFFIN STUPID AND BLIND.
STUPIDFUCKINGASSHOLEBITCHBASTARDMOTHERFUCKER
i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you
I hate you more than anything right now. you are such a hypocrite and and asshole. YOU FUCKING PEDOPHILE !!!
and to think , that all this time you fucking lied to me and made me think that you were special.
i REALLY THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT!!
i fucking hate you. i seriously do.
I FUCKING HATE YOU SO MUCH!!
omg Hate isnt even a strong enough word to express how fucking infuriated i am. and i cant believe i fucking fell for you. And i tried so hard not to.
AND YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME !!
YOU FUCKING TOLD ME THAT YOU LOVED ME !!!
even after i told you to not say it unless you meant it !! and you said you did. so i believed you.
I FUCKING BELIEVED YOU!!
all those innocent lies and sweet talk. fucking pro. yeah you’re real good with words arent ya? im sure they didnt teach ya that in the hospital when you were almost dying RIGHT?
and you use to tell me that i deserve better than you because i am such a good person.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA I DO DESERVE BETTER THAN A FUCKING DOWNEY WHORE !!
so you intentionally hurt me for your own fucking pleasure?
and I gave you my fucking heart and you played with it like a fucking toy.
thats so fucking wrong.
And then you lied to me and told me that you were Edge. and that you were a virgin. and that you LOVED me. oh my goodness.
And i gave up so much for YOU ... you fucking bastard.
and then you wanna talk about how cheating is wrong and how it sucks to get your heart broken and YADA YADA YADA
but dont you see what you do to people?
HOW HYPOCRITICAL CAN YOU GET?!
DONT YOU REALIZE WHAT YOUR DOING?!
DONT YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU DID TO ME? !
DONT YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND?
I GUESS NOT !! I guess peoples emotions mean SHIT to you right?
But then again we all have to give sympathy to you right ?
I CARED SO MUCH ABOUT YOU MAN! YOU DONT EVEN REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVED YOUAND YOU FUCKING KICKED ME IN THE FACE YOU ASSHOLE !!! I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!
I FUCKING KNEW I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO EVERYTHING I HEARD ABOUT YOU BUT I DIDNT BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU WOULD CHANGE. YOU TOLD ME YOU CHANGED.
AND SO I GAVE YOU 100% TRUST AND OPPORTUNITY.
AND YOU FUCKING STOMPED ON MY HEART.
I really hope you read this you egotistical, self-absorbed, arrogant bitch cause
I HATE YOU.
STUPIDFUCKINGASSHOLEBITCHBASTARDMOTHERFUCKER
i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you
I hate you more than anything right now. you are such a hypocrite and and asshole. YOU FUCKING PEDOPHILE !!!
and to think , that all this time you fucking lied to me and made me think that you were special.
i REALLY THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT!!
i fucking hate you. i seriously do.
I FUCKING HATE YOU SO MUCH!!
omg Hate isnt even a strong enough word to express how fucking infuriated i am. and i cant believe i fucking fell for you. And i tried so hard not to.
AND YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME !!
YOU FUCKING TOLD ME THAT YOU LOVED ME !!!
even after i told you to not say it unless you meant it !! and you said you did. so i believed you.
I FUCKING BELIEVED YOU!!
all those innocent lies and sweet talk. fucking pro. yeah you’re real good with words arent ya? im sure they didnt teach ya that in the hospital when you were almost dying RIGHT?
and you use to tell me that i deserve better than you because i am such a good person.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA I DO DESERVE BETTER THAN A FUCKING DOWNEY WHORE !!
so you intentionally hurt me for your own fucking pleasure?
and I gave you my fucking heart and you played with it like a fucking toy.
thats so fucking wrong.
And then you lied to me and told me that you were Edge. and that you were a virgin. and that you LOVED me. oh my goodness.
And i gave up so much for YOU ... you fucking bastard.
and then you wanna talk about how cheating is wrong and how it sucks to get your heart broken and YADA YADA YADA
but dont you see what you do to people?
HOW HYPOCRITICAL CAN YOU GET?!
DONT YOU REALIZE WHAT YOUR DOING?!
DONT YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU DID TO ME? !
DONT YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND?
I GUESS NOT !! I guess peoples emotions mean SHIT to you right?
But then again we all have to give sympathy to you right ?
I CARED SO MUCH ABOUT YOU MAN! YOU DONT EVEN REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVED YOUAND YOU FUCKING KICKED ME IN THE FACE YOU ASSHOLE !!! I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!
I FUCKING KNEW I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO EVERYTHING I HEARD ABOUT YOU BUT I DIDNT BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU WOULD CHANGE. YOU TOLD ME YOU CHANGED.
AND SO I GAVE YOU 100% TRUST AND OPPORTUNITY.
AND YOU FUCKING STOMPED ON MY HEART.
I really hope you read this you egotistical, self-absorbed, arrogant bitch cause
I HATE YOU.
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road trip to da- da -da Downey
i dont know how to put it. but it was good and bad at the same time.
umm no details because only cool people can get details on WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED and some of you already heard ...
okay so quick sum up
got to the Chain up in Anaheim. fun. Janessa meets Opie. I meet Eriq [WHOO] Jenny meets Peter. love love love.
good show. Took pics outside. found out bad things. loads of hugs from eriq.
sessa effin moshed it up. By the way, the scene up there is so much better than san diego’s times 85689456238052034520834
the guys up there are so hot. [i.e. i told peter that he alone is hotter than every guy in san diego]
they mosh better than anyone in san diego can. They dont have that many bros. And a lot of the people there are totally chill.
anyway.
Meet a lot of awesome rad people. show was over. hung out in the parking lot for a few. Got more hugs from eriq. Went to In n Out up in Downey. GOOD TIMES.
Too much smoking. Me and Jenny got mad. went to her car listened to Further Seems Forever.
Got out. took more pix with our lover boys. had fun.
Jenny broke her glasses in the bathroom therefore we were stuck in Downey until the next day which owned more than anything.
Opie decided that we should go to the Doughnut shop. Jenny and Peter left. Makeout sessions.
Discussion with Sessa and Opie.
Bored outta my mind so i called Hans who is so effin better than anyone
Then went to Chris’ to get Eriq. Hung out.
Me and eriq had alone time in Jenny’s car. juss talk.
blah blah blah ..
then dropped opie off at a friends. went back to Chris’ and chilled forever. Got more hugs from eriq.
went back to get Opie.
then went back to Chris’ to pick up eriq.
Jennys car had no room. Opie volunteered for trunk.
Drove to Long Beach at 4 in the morning.
Sessa and Opie left.
Jenny and Peter left.
me and eriq were alone again.
it was interesting but SO FUCKING NOT !
that was good but bad times
took eriq home at around 5am. he had to ride in the trunk.
he fell asleep in jennys trunk [that was the cutest thing ever]
Jack N Box breakfast. I was so effin tired they thought i was blazed. i couldnt even open my eyes. Makeup was so smeared i look horrible.
Dropped off Opie and Peter at Opies grams. Then I fell asleep in the backseat of Jennys car.
Supposedly i was talking in my sleep.
Got to San Diego around 9:40 am.
decided not to go to summer school.
okay thats it.
Jenny and Sessa are so in love with their Downey boys that they went back up and brought them down here. how cute.
i wish that happened to me :(
ps. im being so emo right now its ridiculous. but if you knew why then you would understand. but only the V.I.Ps can know what really went down. so yeauh. sorry.
umm no details because only cool people can get details on WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED and some of you already heard ...
okay so quick sum up
got to the Chain up in Anaheim. fun. Janessa meets Opie. I meet Eriq [WHOO] Jenny meets Peter. love love love.
good show. Took pics outside. found out bad things. loads of hugs from eriq.
sessa effin moshed it up. By the way, the scene up there is so much better than san diego’s times 85689456238052034520834
the guys up there are so hot. [i.e. i told peter that he alone is hotter than every guy in san diego]
they mosh better than anyone in san diego can. They dont have that many bros. And a lot of the people there are totally chill.
anyway.
Meet a lot of awesome rad people. show was over. hung out in the parking lot for a few. Got more hugs from eriq. Went to In n Out up in Downey. GOOD TIMES.
Too much smoking. Me and Jenny got mad. went to her car listened to Further Seems Forever.
Got out. took more pix with our lover boys. had fun.
Jenny broke her glasses in the bathroom therefore we were stuck in Downey until the next day which owned more than anything.
Opie decided that we should go to the Doughnut shop. Jenny and Peter left. Makeout sessions.
Discussion with Sessa and Opie.
Bored outta my mind so i called Hans who is so effin better than anyone
Then went to Chris’ to get Eriq. Hung out.
Me and eriq had alone time in Jenny’s car. juss talk.
blah blah blah ..
then dropped opie off at a friends. went back to Chris’ and chilled forever. Got more hugs from eriq.
went back to get Opie.
then went back to Chris’ to pick up eriq.
Jennys car had no room. Opie volunteered for trunk.
Drove to Long Beach at 4 in the morning.
Sessa and Opie left.
Jenny and Peter left.
me and eriq were alone again.
it was interesting but SO FUCKING NOT !
that was good but bad times
took eriq home at around 5am. he had to ride in the trunk.
he fell asleep in jennys trunk [that was the cutest thing ever]
Jack N Box breakfast. I was so effin tired they thought i was blazed. i couldnt even open my eyes. Makeup was so smeared i look horrible.
Dropped off Opie and Peter at Opies grams. Then I fell asleep in the backseat of Jennys car.
Supposedly i was talking in my sleep.
Got to San Diego around 9:40 am.
decided not to go to summer school.
okay thats it.
Jenny and Sessa are so in love with their Downey boys that they went back up and brought them down here. how cute.
i wish that happened to me :(
ps. im being so emo right now its ridiculous. but if you knew why then you would understand. but only the V.I.Ps can know what really went down. so yeauh. sorry.
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why is Hans like totally amazing and wonderful ???
this was late last nite whe i came home frmo the Blood Brothers show. he’s so wonderful it makes me teary.
I Am Go Robot (12:21:18 AM): Joyce.
I Am Go Robot (12:21:22 AM): You are so effin’ awesome.
x Fade With Me x (12:21:24 AM): HEYYYYYYYYYYYYY
x Fade With Me x (12:21:27 AM): lol nooo
I Am Go Robot (12:21:28 AM): We all have to chill some day.
x Fade With Me x (12:21:30 AM): you are so awesome
I Am Go Robot (12:21:35 AM): You are so awesome.
x Fade With Me x (12:21:37 AM): i swear i didnt want you to go !!
I Am Go Robot (12:21:38 AM): Don’t deny, girl.
I Am Go Robot (12:21:46 AM): Why not?
x Fade With Me x (12:21:48 AM): nooo omg how are you home already
x Fade With Me x (12:21:56 AM): because we hardly got to chill
I Am Go Robot (12:22:17 AM): Oh.
I Am Go Robot (12:22:22 AM): Go when I got picked up?
x Fade With Me x (12:22:26 AM): i had so much fun with you
I Am Go Robot (12:22:26 AM): Or go as in at all?
I Am Go Robot (12:22:37 AM): The feeling is mutual.
x Fade With Me x (12:22:46 AM): go at all
I Am Go Robot (12:23:03 AM): Why wouldn’t you want me to go at all?
I Am Go Robot (12:23:08 AM): I wanted to see the Blood Brothers.
x Fade With Me x (12:23:15 AM): because we didnt even get to hang out
I Am Go Robot (12:23:18 AM): I wouldn’t have been able to see you if I didn’t go at all.
x Fade With Me x (12:23:24 AM): yeah we did see the blood brothers
I Am Go Robot (12:23:28 AM): If you didn’t want me to go at the end we would have chilled.
x Fade With Me x (12:23:34 AM): no i mean .. go at all as in .. i wish you didnt leave
I Am Go Robot (12:24:13 AM): Oh.
I Am Go Robot (12:24:21 AM): I thought you meant "go at all to the show".
x Fade With Me x (12:24:33 AM): no no no no
x Fade With Me x (12:24:36 AM): you are so fun !!!
x Fade With Me x (12:24:49 AM): i wish you were my "date" instead of Thorne because he sucks
x Fade With Me x (12:24:55 AM): he was not entertaining
I Am Go Robot (12:25:33 AM): Thorne was hanging out with his other friends.
x Fade With Me x (12:25:45 AM): i know
x Fade With Me x (12:25:51 AM): and i invited him
x Fade With Me x (12:26:42 AM): but whatever im not too worry about it because i got to hang out with you instead and i love every minute of it !! OMG HANS WHY DO YOU OWN SO MUCH?!
I Am Go Robot (12:27:12 AM): I’m not that cool.
I Am Go Robot (12:27:14 AM): Not as cool as you.
x Fade With Me x (12:27:21 AM): lol yeah you are
I Am Go Robot (12:27:54 AM): No, I’m not.
I Am Go Robot (12:28:00 AM): I’m not listening.
I Am Go Robot (12:28:05 AM): La dee da da.
x Fade With Me x (12:28:12 AM): lol
x Fade With Me x (12:28:20 AM): aw hans you are so wonderful
I Am Go Robot (12:28:40 AM): No, I’m not.
I Am Go Robot (12:28:44 AM): I’m not hearing this.
I Am Go Robot (12:28:47 AM): :X
x Fade With Me x (12:28:50 AM): im serious you are !! PLEASE LISTEN TO ME
I Am Go Robot (12:28:59 AM): I am.
I Am Go Robot (12:29:02 AM): I’m just kidding.
I Am Go Robot (12:29:03 AM): :-)
x Fade With Me x (12:29:24 AM): lol
x Fade With Me x (12:29:30 AM): i dont know man .. that was great
x Fade With Me x (12:29:36 AM): im writing about tonight in my melo .. hold on
I Am Go Robot (12:29:44 AM): Okay.
x Fade With Me x (12:48:51 AM): hans
I Am Go Robot (12:49:35 AM): I’m sorry.
x Fade With Me x (12:49:43 AM): lol its all good
x Fade With Me x (12:50:06 AM): well i finished writing in my melo so you have all my attention
I Am Go Robot (12:50:14 AM): Woohoo!!!
I Am Go Robot (12:50:18 AM): I get all attention.
x Fade With Me x (12:50:20 AM): lol
x Fade With Me x (12:54:54 AM): dude im so tired ..
x Fade With Me x (12:54:56 AM): but
I Am Go Robot (12:55:00 AM): You should rest.
x Fade With Me x (12:55:01 AM): i dont wanna go to sleep
x Fade With Me x (12:55:02 AM): no
I Am Go Robot (12:55:04 AM): I don’t want to keep you up.
x Fade With Me x (12:55:06 AM): lol
I Am Go Robot (12:55:08 AM): I’d rather have you rest.
I Am Go Robot (12:55:09 AM): :X
x Fade With Me x (12:55:12 AM): no im not that kinda tired
x Fade With Me x (12:55:16 AM): i mean my body
I Am Go Robot (12:55:22 AM): I need to get my ugly sleep.
x Fade With Me x (12:55:28 AM): =-O
x Fade With Me x (12:55:41 AM): you are not ugly hans you are so cuuuute
I Am Go Robot (12:55:56 AM): Not when I wake up.
I Am Go Robot (12:55:57 AM): LOl.
x Fade With Me x (12:56:07 AM): well i havent seen you when you woke up
I Am Go Robot (12:56:09 AM): That’s why I call it "ugly" sleep and not "beauty" sleep.
I Am Go Robot (12:56:19 AM): You don’t want to.
x Fade With Me x (12:56:23 AM): well i dont look beautiful when i wake up either
I Am Go Robot (12:56:24 AM): My face and hair is all greasy.
x Fade With Me x (12:56:28 AM): i look horrible
x Fade With Me x (12:56:32 AM): lol
I Am Go Robot (12:56:43 AM): I’m sure you don’t.
x Fade With Me x (12:56:49 AM): i bet u i do
I Am Go Robot (12:57:02 AM): You’re too beautiful.
x Fade With Me x (12:57:07 AM): what ? im not
I Am Go Robot (12:57:15 AM): You so are.
I Am Go Robot (12:57:19 AM): Don’t deny the undeniable.
x Fade With Me x (12:57:22 AM): oh god hans ... im not !!
I Am Go Robot (12:57:34 AM): YES!!!
I Am Go Robot (12:57:36 AM): YOU ARE!!!
x Fade With Me x (12:57:41 AM): omg lol !!!
I Am Go Robot (12:57:44 AM): RESISTING IS HOPELESS!!!
x Fade With Me x (12:58:01 AM): hans im not though .. seriously .. i look horrible
I Am Go Robot (12:58:18 AM): No, you don’t.
I Am Go Robot (12:58:23 AM): You have pretty eyes and nice hair.
I Am Go Robot (12:58:26 AM): And a really sweet smile.
I Am Go Robot (12:58:36 AM): You are so beautiful.
x Fade With Me x (12:58:55 AM): hans
x Fade With Me x (12:59:02 AM): that is soooo sweet
I Am Go Robot (12:59:25 AM): It’s true.
x Fade With Me x (12:59:45 AM): lol im not but .. i’ll "accept" it i suppose ...
I Am Go Robot (12:59:55 AM): You are, you are.
I Am Go Robot (12:59:59 AM): No, end of subject.
x Fade With Me x (1:00:01 AM): lol
I Am Go Robot (1:00:07 AM): I’m putting a stamp on it.
x Fade With Me x (1:00:08 AM): GOD !! theres no argument with you
I Am Go Robot (1:00:09 AM): It’s done with.
I Am Go Robot (1:00:15 AM): It’s in the filing cabinet.
x Fade With Me x (1:00:25 AM): lol
x Fade With Me x (1:00:46 AM): well thank you for the compliment. that was veeeeeery sweet of you
I Am Go Robot (1:01:02 AM): Anytime you need a refresher.
I Am Go Robot (1:01:02 AM): :X
x Fade With Me x (1:01:06 AM): lol
I Am Go Robot (1:01:42 AM): I’m so checking your melo.
x Fade With Me x (1:01:49 AM): lol for what ?
x Fade With Me x (1:01:55 AM): theres nothing important
x Fade With Me x (1:01:58 AM): you dont have to
x Fade With Me x (1:02:01 AM): :-
I Am Go Robot (1:05:18 AM): Aww, shucks.
I Am Go Robot (1:05:24 AM): You’re really nice to me.
x Fade With Me x (1:05:25 AM): what ?
I Am Go Robot (1:05:28 AM): And you say good stuff about me.
I Am Go Robot (1:05:32 AM): I just read you melo.
x Fade With Me x (1:05:33 AM): what ??
I Am Go Robot (1:05:36 AM): :-[
x Fade With Me x (1:05:38 AM): OH MY GOODNESS
x Fade With Me x (1:05:43 AM): :-[
I Am Go Robot (1:05:54 AM): Why are you blushing?
x Fade With Me x (1:06:01 AM): because you read it ...
x Fade With Me x (1:06:08 AM): and iono ..
x Fade With Me x (1:06:11 AM): :-[
I Am Go Robot (1:06:27 AM): Lol.
x Fade With Me x (1:06:35 AM): yeah ..
I Am Go Robot (1:06:42 AM): It’s really cool that you say good stuff about me.
x Fade With Me x (1:06:44 AM): omg hans . you really read it ?
I Am Go Robot (1:06:45 AM): I’d like to thank you.
x Fade With Me x (1:06:48 AM): lol
x Fade With Me x (1:06:50 AM): its no biggie
I Am Go Robot (1:06:51 AM): It makes me feel all mushy inside.
I Am Go Robot (1:06:54 AM): And warm, too.
x Fade With Me x (1:06:55 AM): lol
I Am Go Robot (1:06:57 AM): :: Hugs. ::
x Fade With Me x (1:06:59 AM): lol !! awwwwww
x Fade With Me x (1:07:04 AM): ::hugs back::
x Fade With Me x (1:07:05 AM): yay
x Fade With Me x (1:07:08 AM): hugs are fun
I Am Go Robot (1:07:22 AM): Yeah, you kind of did hold on to me.
x Fade With Me x (1:07:29 AM): lol
x Fade With Me x (1:07:33 AM): :-[
Ix Fade With Me x (1:09:35 AM): so you read it all right ?
I Am Go Robot (1:09:47 AM): Yep
I Am Go Robot (1:09:48 AM): *.
I Am Go Robot (1:09:50 AM): All of it.
I Am Go Robot (1:09:58 AM): Every last pixel.
x Fade With Me x (1:09:58 AM): like all of it ? every single word ? every sentence .. everything
I Am Go Robot (1:10:06 AM): Yeeeah.
x Fade With Me x (1:10:10 AM): :-[ohhh man
I Am Go Robot (1:10:15 AM): What?
x Fade With Me x (1:10:23 AM): nothing nothing
x Fade With Me x (1:12:36 AM): lol what are u doing
I Am Go Robot (1:12:37 AM): I so signed your g-spot.
x Fade With Me x (1:13:19 AM): aww thats sooooo sweeeeeet
x Fade With Me x (1:15:24 AM): of course it made up for it !! my goodness i had so much more fun with you than i did with my friends
I Am Go Robot (1:15:33 AM): Really?
x Fade With Me x (1:15:35 AM): yes
I Am Go Robot (1:15:43 AM): I had a lot of fun with you.
x Fade With Me x (1:15:47 AM): yay !!
I Am Go Robot (1:15:49 AM): It was so awesome to see you again.
x Fade With Me x (1:15:54 AM): i know
x Fade With Me x (1:15:58 AM): and such a bad way though
x Fade With Me x (1:16:03 AM): we were all sweaty
I Am Go Robot (1:16:14 AM): I didn’t mind.
x Fade With Me x (1:16:18 AM): lol I DO!
I Am Go Robot (1:16:19 AM): Spending time with you was cool.
x Fade With Me x (1:16:22 AM): im a girl
I Am Go Robot (1:16:30 AM): Even though my fluids were leaking through my porous skin.
x Fade With Me x (1:16:37 AM): yeah that was soo fun !! that was the greates in the world
x Fade With Me x (1:18:21 AM): well i dont want to be so forward or soooo sudden or anything at all .. but i think that i might like you in a way .. but i dont know if you read that or caught that anywhere in my melo because you didnt mention it at all. its just kinda weird .. im so sorry i dont want to ruin anything but i have to tell you
I Am Go Robot (1:19:17 AM): I saw it.
x Fade With Me x (1:19:21 AM): :-[
I Am Go Robot (1:19:29 AM): That’s so cool.
x Fade With Me x (1:19:31 AM): ...
x Fade With Me x (1:19:41 AM): why do u say that
I Am Go Robot (1:19:46 AM): But, but...
x Fade With Me x (1:19:59 AM): but what ?
I Am Go Robot (1:20:22 AM): Awww.
I Am Go Robot (1:20:25 AM): Jeez.
I Am Go Robot (1:20:25 AM): :X
x Fade With Me x (1:20:42 AM): what ?! what are you talking about hans im so confused right now
I Am Go Robot (1:21:04 AM): Well, well... I mean...
x Fade With Me x (1:21:13 AM): you mean ???
I Am Go Robot (1:21:31 AM): I have a girlfriend, but I so like you, though. But I don’t want to hurt her and I like her lots.
x Fade With Me x (1:21:51 AM): lol its okay.
I Am Go Robot (1:21:57 AM): I’m so sorry.
x Fade With Me x (1:22:11 AM): i dont think its a mutual feelings is it ?
x Fade With Me x (1:22:25 AM): i mean as in me and you
I Am Go Robot (1:22:57 AM): There is a mutual feeling, it’s just that I really like the girl I’m with right now.
x Fade With Me x (1:23:20 AM): lol its alllllllllll good
x Fade With Me x (1:23:30 AM): dont even worry about a thing ;-)
x Fade With Me x (1:23:37 AM): go be happy with her !! lol
I Am Go Robot (1:23:56 AM): Aww.
I Am Go Robot (1:23:57 AM): :: Hugs. ::
I Am Go Robot (1:24:03 AM): :: Loads of ’em. ::
x Fade With Me x (1:24:13 AM): lol
x Fade With Me x (1:24:21 AM): ::loads of huggin back::
x Fade With Me x (1:24:42 AM): lol its okay .. dont ever be sorry for that because i think thats good for you
x Fade With Me x (1:25:17 AM): i mean its too soon anyway
I Am Go Robot (1:25:42 AM): How so?
x Fade With Me x (1:25:48 AM): i dont know
x Fade With Me x (1:25:52 AM): we only seen each other 3 times
x Fade With Me x (1:26:00 AM): we never really hung out
I Am Go Robot (1:26:25 AM): You can learn a lot about someone in a few days.
x Fade With Me x (1:26:35 AM): lol that is very true
I Am Go Robot (1:27:07 AM): The only time I think something is too soon is if you’ve never met the person or have only spoke a few times.
I Am Go Robot (1:27:14 AM): And by spoke I mean like "Hi".
x Fade With Me x (1:27:25 AM): haha yea thats true
x Fade With Me x (1:28:01 AM): but we always have fun times online hahahahaha
sorry i deleted a lot of things because a lot of our conversation was on things that werent really that interesting but yeauh . HANS IS SO SWEET !! OH MY GOODNESS !!
he makes me have butterflies ::blushes::
I Am Go Robot (12:21:18 AM): Joyce.
I Am Go Robot (12:21:22 AM): You are so effin’ awesome.
x Fade With Me x (12:21:24 AM): HEYYYYYYYYYYYYY
x Fade With Me x (12:21:27 AM): lol nooo
I Am Go Robot (12:21:28 AM): We all have to chill some day.
x Fade With Me x (12:21:30 AM): you are so awesome
I Am Go Robot (12:21:35 AM): You are so awesome.
x Fade With Me x (12:21:37 AM): i swear i didnt want you to go !!
I Am Go Robot (12:21:38 AM): Don’t deny, girl.
I Am Go Robot (12:21:46 AM): Why not?
x Fade With Me x (12:21:48 AM): nooo omg how are you home already
x Fade With Me x (12:21:56 AM): because we hardly got to chill
I Am Go Robot (12:22:17 AM): Oh.
I Am Go Robot (12:22:22 AM): Go when I got picked up?
x Fade With Me x (12:22:26 AM): i had so much fun with you
I Am Go Robot (12:22:26 AM): Or go as in at all?
I Am Go Robot (12:22:37 AM): The feeling is mutual.
x Fade With Me x (12:22:46 AM): go at all
I Am Go Robot (12:23:03 AM): Why wouldn’t you want me to go at all?
I Am Go Robot (12:23:08 AM): I wanted to see the Blood Brothers.
x Fade With Me x (12:23:15 AM): because we didnt even get to hang out
I Am Go Robot (12:23:18 AM): I wouldn’t have been able to see you if I didn’t go at all.
x Fade With Me x (12:23:24 AM): yeah we did see the blood brothers
I Am Go Robot (12:23:28 AM): If you didn’t want me to go at the end we would have chilled.
x Fade With Me x (12:23:34 AM): no i mean .. go at all as in .. i wish you didnt leave
I Am Go Robot (12:24:13 AM): Oh.
I Am Go Robot (12:24:21 AM): I thought you meant "go at all to the show".
x Fade With Me x (12:24:33 AM): no no no no
x Fade With Me x (12:24:36 AM): you are so fun !!!
x Fade With Me x (12:24:49 AM): i wish you were my "date" instead of Thorne because he sucks
x Fade With Me x (12:24:55 AM): he was not entertaining
I Am Go Robot (12:25:33 AM): Thorne was hanging out with his other friends.
x Fade With Me x (12:25:45 AM): i know
x Fade With Me x (12:25:51 AM): and i invited him
x Fade With Me x (12:26:42 AM): but whatever im not too worry about it because i got to hang out with you instead and i love every minute of it !! OMG HANS WHY DO YOU OWN SO MUCH?!
I Am Go Robot (12:27:12 AM): I’m not that cool.
I Am Go Robot (12:27:14 AM): Not as cool as you.
x Fade With Me x (12:27:21 AM): lol yeah you are
I Am Go Robot (12:27:54 AM): No, I’m not.
I Am Go Robot (12:28:00 AM): I’m not listening.
I Am Go Robot (12:28:05 AM): La dee da da.
x Fade With Me x (12:28:12 AM): lol
x Fade With Me x (12:28:20 AM): aw hans you are so wonderful
I Am Go Robot (12:28:40 AM): No, I’m not.
I Am Go Robot (12:28:44 AM): I’m not hearing this.
I Am Go Robot (12:28:47 AM): :X
x Fade With Me x (12:28:50 AM): im serious you are !! PLEASE LISTEN TO ME
I Am Go Robot (12:28:59 AM): I am.
I Am Go Robot (12:29:02 AM): I’m just kidding.
I Am Go Robot (12:29:03 AM): :-)
x Fade With Me x (12:29:24 AM): lol
x Fade With Me x (12:29:30 AM): i dont know man .. that was great
x Fade With Me x (12:29:36 AM): im writing about tonight in my melo .. hold on
I Am Go Robot (12:29:44 AM): Okay.
x Fade With Me x (12:48:51 AM): hans
I Am Go Robot (12:49:35 AM): I’m sorry.
x Fade With Me x (12:49:43 AM): lol its all good
x Fade With Me x (12:50:06 AM): well i finished writing in my melo so you have all my attention
I Am Go Robot (12:50:14 AM): Woohoo!!!
I Am Go Robot (12:50:18 AM): I get all attention.
x Fade With Me x (12:50:20 AM): lol
x Fade With Me x (12:54:54 AM): dude im so tired ..
x Fade With Me x (12:54:56 AM): but
I Am Go Robot (12:55:00 AM): You should rest.
x Fade With Me x (12:55:01 AM): i dont wanna go to sleep
x Fade With Me x (12:55:02 AM): no
I Am Go Robot (12:55:04 AM): I don’t want to keep you up.
x Fade With Me x (12:55:06 AM): lol
I Am Go Robot (12:55:08 AM): I’d rather have you rest.
I Am Go Robot (12:55:09 AM): :X
x Fade With Me x (12:55:12 AM): no im not that kinda tired
x Fade With Me x (12:55:16 AM): i mean my body
I Am Go Robot (12:55:22 AM): I need to get my ugly sleep.
x Fade With Me x (12:55:28 AM): =-O
x Fade With Me x (12:55:41 AM): you are not ugly hans you are so cuuuute
I Am Go Robot (12:55:56 AM): Not when I wake up.
I Am Go Robot (12:55:57 AM): LOl.
x Fade With Me x (12:56:07 AM): well i havent seen you when you woke up
I Am Go Robot (12:56:09 AM): That’s why I call it "ugly" sleep and not "beauty" sleep.
I Am Go Robot (12:56:19 AM): You don’t want to.
x Fade With Me x (12:56:23 AM): well i dont look beautiful when i wake up either
I Am Go Robot (12:56:24 AM): My face and hair is all greasy.
x Fade With Me x (12:56:28 AM): i look horrible
x Fade With Me x (12:56:32 AM): lol
I Am Go Robot (12:56:43 AM): I’m sure you don’t.
x Fade With Me x (12:56:49 AM): i bet u i do
I Am Go Robot (12:57:02 AM): You’re too beautiful.
x Fade With Me x (12:57:07 AM): what ? im not
I Am Go Robot (12:57:15 AM): You so are.
I Am Go Robot (12:57:19 AM): Don’t deny the undeniable.
x Fade With Me x (12:57:22 AM): oh god hans ... im not !!
I Am Go Robot (12:57:34 AM): YES!!!
I Am Go Robot (12:57:36 AM): YOU ARE!!!
x Fade With Me x (12:57:41 AM): omg lol !!!
I Am Go Robot (12:57:44 AM): RESISTING IS HOPELESS!!!
x Fade With Me x (12:58:01 AM): hans im not though .. seriously .. i look horrible
I Am Go Robot (12:58:18 AM): No, you don’t.
I Am Go Robot (12:58:23 AM): You have pretty eyes and nice hair.
I Am Go Robot (12:58:26 AM): And a really sweet smile.
I Am Go Robot (12:58:36 AM): You are so beautiful.
x Fade With Me x (12:58:55 AM): hans
x Fade With Me x (12:59:02 AM): that is soooo sweet
I Am Go Robot (12:59:25 AM): It’s true.
x Fade With Me x (12:59:45 AM): lol im not but .. i’ll "accept" it i suppose ...
I Am Go Robot (12:59:55 AM): You are, you are.
I Am Go Robot (12:59:59 AM): No, end of subject.
x Fade With Me x (1:00:01 AM): lol
I Am Go Robot (1:00:07 AM): I’m putting a stamp on it.
x Fade With Me x (1:00:08 AM): GOD !! theres no argument with you
I Am Go Robot (1:00:09 AM): It’s done with.
I Am Go Robot (1:00:15 AM): It’s in the filing cabinet.
x Fade With Me x (1:00:25 AM): lol
x Fade With Me x (1:00:46 AM): well thank you for the compliment. that was veeeeeery sweet of you
I Am Go Robot (1:01:02 AM): Anytime you need a refresher.
I Am Go Robot (1:01:02 AM): :X
x Fade With Me x (1:01:06 AM): lol
I Am Go Robot (1:01:42 AM): I’m so checking your melo.
x Fade With Me x (1:01:49 AM): lol for what ?
x Fade With Me x (1:01:55 AM): theres nothing important
x Fade With Me x (1:01:58 AM): you dont have to
x Fade With Me x (1:02:01 AM): :-
I Am Go Robot (1:05:18 AM): Aww, shucks.
I Am Go Robot (1:05:24 AM): You’re really nice to me.
x Fade With Me x (1:05:25 AM): what ?
I Am Go Robot (1:05:28 AM): And you say good stuff about me.
I Am Go Robot (1:05:32 AM): I just read you melo.
x Fade With Me x (1:05:33 AM): what ??
I Am Go Robot (1:05:36 AM): :-[
x Fade With Me x (1:05:38 AM): OH MY GOODNESS
x Fade With Me x (1:05:43 AM): :-[
I Am Go Robot (1:05:54 AM): Why are you blushing?
x Fade With Me x (1:06:01 AM): because you read it ...
x Fade With Me x (1:06:08 AM): and iono ..
x Fade With Me x (1:06:11 AM): :-[
I Am Go Robot (1:06:27 AM): Lol.
x Fade With Me x (1:06:35 AM): yeah ..
I Am Go Robot (1:06:42 AM): It’s really cool that you say good stuff about me.
x Fade With Me x (1:06:44 AM): omg hans . you really read it ?
I Am Go Robot (1:06:45 AM): I’d like to thank you.
x Fade With Me x (1:06:48 AM): lol
x Fade With Me x (1:06:50 AM): its no biggie
I Am Go Robot (1:06:51 AM): It makes me feel all mushy inside.
I Am Go Robot (1:06:54 AM): And warm, too.
x Fade With Me x (1:06:55 AM): lol
I Am Go Robot (1:06:57 AM): :: Hugs. ::
x Fade With Me x (1:06:59 AM): lol !! awwwwww
x Fade With Me x (1:07:04 AM): ::hugs back::
x Fade With Me x (1:07:05 AM): yay
x Fade With Me x (1:07:08 AM): hugs are fun
I Am Go Robot (1:07:22 AM): Yeah, you kind of did hold on to me.
x Fade With Me x (1:07:29 AM): lol
x Fade With Me x (1:07:33 AM): :-[
Ix Fade With Me x (1:09:35 AM): so you read it all right ?
I Am Go Robot (1:09:47 AM): Yep
I Am Go Robot (1:09:48 AM): *.
I Am Go Robot (1:09:50 AM): All of it.
I Am Go Robot (1:09:58 AM): Every last pixel.
x Fade With Me x (1:09:58 AM): like all of it ? every single word ? every sentence .. everything
I Am Go Robot (1:10:06 AM): Yeeeah.
x Fade With Me x (1:10:10 AM): :-[ohhh man
I Am Go Robot (1:10:15 AM): What?
x Fade With Me x (1:10:23 AM): nothing nothing
x Fade With Me x (1:12:36 AM): lol what are u doing
I Am Go Robot (1:12:37 AM): I so signed your g-spot.
x Fade With Me x (1:13:19 AM): aww thats sooooo sweeeeeet
x Fade With Me x (1:15:24 AM): of course it made up for it !! my goodness i had so much more fun with you than i did with my friends
I Am Go Robot (1:15:33 AM): Really?
x Fade With Me x (1:15:35 AM): yes
I Am Go Robot (1:15:43 AM): I had a lot of fun with you.
x Fade With Me x (1:15:47 AM): yay !!
I Am Go Robot (1:15:49 AM): It was so awesome to see you again.
x Fade With Me x (1:15:54 AM): i know
x Fade With Me x (1:15:58 AM): and such a bad way though
x Fade With Me x (1:16:03 AM): we were all sweaty
I Am Go Robot (1:16:14 AM): I didn’t mind.
x Fade With Me x (1:16:18 AM): lol I DO!
I Am Go Robot (1:16:19 AM): Spending time with you was cool.
x Fade With Me x (1:16:22 AM): im a girl
I Am Go Robot (1:16:30 AM): Even though my fluids were leaking through my porous skin.
x Fade With Me x (1:16:37 AM): yeah that was soo fun !! that was the greates in the world
x Fade With Me x (1:18:21 AM): well i dont want to be so forward or soooo sudden or anything at all .. but i think that i might like you in a way .. but i dont know if you read that or caught that anywhere in my melo because you didnt mention it at all. its just kinda weird .. im so sorry i dont want to ruin anything but i have to tell you
I Am Go Robot (1:19:17 AM): I saw it.
x Fade With Me x (1:19:21 AM): :-[
I Am Go Robot (1:19:29 AM): That’s so cool.
x Fade With Me x (1:19:31 AM): ...
x Fade With Me x (1:19:41 AM): why do u say that
I Am Go Robot (1:19:46 AM): But, but...
x Fade With Me x (1:19:59 AM): but what ?
I Am Go Robot (1:20:22 AM): Awww.
I Am Go Robot (1:20:25 AM): Jeez.
I Am Go Robot (1:20:25 AM): :X
x Fade With Me x (1:20:42 AM): what ?! what are you talking about hans im so confused right now
I Am Go Robot (1:21:04 AM): Well, well... I mean...
x Fade With Me x (1:21:13 AM): you mean ???
I Am Go Robot (1:21:31 AM): I have a girlfriend, but I so like you, though. But I don’t want to hurt her and I like her lots.
x Fade With Me x (1:21:51 AM): lol its okay.
I Am Go Robot (1:21:57 AM): I’m so sorry.
x Fade With Me x (1:22:11 AM): i dont think its a mutual feelings is it ?
x Fade With Me x (1:22:25 AM): i mean as in me and you
I Am Go Robot (1:22:57 AM): There is a mutual feeling, it’s just that I really like the girl I’m with right now.
x Fade With Me x (1:23:20 AM): lol its alllllllllll good
x Fade With Me x (1:23:30 AM): dont even worry about a thing ;-)
x Fade With Me x (1:23:37 AM): go be happy with her !! lol
I Am Go Robot (1:23:56 AM): Aww.
I Am Go Robot (1:23:57 AM): :: Hugs. ::
I Am Go Robot (1:24:03 AM): :: Loads of ’em. ::
x Fade With Me x (1:24:13 AM): lol
x Fade With Me x (1:24:21 AM): ::loads of huggin back::
x Fade With Me x (1:24:42 AM): lol its okay .. dont ever be sorry for that because i think thats good for you
x Fade With Me x (1:25:17 AM): i mean its too soon anyway
I Am Go Robot (1:25:42 AM): How so?
x Fade With Me x (1:25:48 AM): i dont know
x Fade With Me x (1:25:52 AM): we only seen each other 3 times
x Fade With Me x (1:26:00 AM): we never really hung out
I Am Go Robot (1:26:25 AM): You can learn a lot about someone in a few days.
x Fade With Me x (1:26:35 AM): lol that is very true
I Am Go Robot (1:27:07 AM): The only time I think something is too soon is if you’ve never met the person or have only spoke a few times.
I Am Go Robot (1:27:14 AM): And by spoke I mean like "Hi".
x Fade With Me x (1:27:25 AM): haha yea thats true
x Fade With Me x (1:28:01 AM): but we always have fun times online hahahahaha
sorry i deleted a lot of things because a lot of our conversation was on things that werent really that interesting but yeauh . HANS IS SO SWEET !! OH MY GOODNESS !!
he makes me have butterflies ::blushes::
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[ blood brothers equals so effin FUN ]
okay ... i just got home from blood brothers. WHY DOES TONIGHT OWN MORE THAN ANYTHING ??!
i went with Michelle and Megan ... my homies long time no see where there. JOSEPH MICHAEL THOMAS !!!
hahaha or in other words .. joe.
And Thorne was suppose to be my date be he was not entertaining me at all.
And i was getting frustrated with him.
And he offered to be my "date" but he rather hang out with that loser Ben.
WTF?!
anyway .
i kept asking Joe when Hans was coming .. and i was anticipating his arrival..
and during the band break where they change bands...
Hans showed up with my babies Jenny and Janessa !! and all 3 of them got the biggest hugs !!
OMG !! i hadnt seen hans since my birthday party and that was in Janurary. OMG!
HANS IS THE COOLEST GUY I HAVE EVER MET !!
i am so serious. he is so wonderful to hang out with. and like. he gave me all of his attention and i thought it was so cute. and we talked to each other really close ... and i kinda was like, awwww
I dont know .. but ..
i think i have a crush on him. but i dont know. Hopefully its mutual. hehe
I DONT WANT TO BE SELFISH THOUGH !!
he has a girlfriend and i dont want to ruin anything. plus ... eriq ... but eriq lives so far ..
but anyway
Blood Brothers came on . We rocked the fucknig pit like crazy. it was the best. I got jabbed in the boob a little. but whatever.
I fell and Hans picked me up !! awwwwwwwwwwwww
:-D
dude im so happy right now. its weird. I mean its Hans.. he’s like a really cool friend . but i dont understand why i have this thing for him. I dont know.
then the show was over. I was drenched in effin sweat. it was gross.
but oh well. me and Hans went outside to cool off.
then Thorne wanted to go and i didnt want him to go because if he was gonna leave then that meant Joe had to .. and if Joe had to then Hans had to ... and i didnt want Hans to leave.
and i begged them not to leave. and i was sad. then Hans like grabbed me. and gave me a great big hug and i kinda held onto him because i didnt want to let go... :(
but he left. so now im home !! YAY
oh yeah. tomorrow im gonna go to Anehiem , going to see eriq finally at his show at the Chain. FUN FUN FUN !!!
hopefully things go well with him. im kinda nervous... but im gonna try not to be. WHOO! this is a long entry. okay..
well im kinda tired.. and i have a long drive tomorrow. so i’ll tell you what happens !! YAY!
i went with Michelle and Megan ... my homies long time no see where there. JOSEPH MICHAEL THOMAS !!!
hahaha or in other words .. joe.
And Thorne was suppose to be my date be he was not entertaining me at all.
And i was getting frustrated with him.
And he offered to be my "date" but he rather hang out with that loser Ben.
WTF?!
anyway .
i kept asking Joe when Hans was coming .. and i was anticipating his arrival..
and during the band break where they change bands...
Hans showed up with my babies Jenny and Janessa !! and all 3 of them got the biggest hugs !!
OMG !! i hadnt seen hans since my birthday party and that was in Janurary. OMG!
HANS IS THE COOLEST GUY I HAVE EVER MET !!
i am so serious. he is so wonderful to hang out with. and like. he gave me all of his attention and i thought it was so cute. and we talked to each other really close ... and i kinda was like, awwww
I dont know .. but ..
i think i have a crush on him. but i dont know. Hopefully its mutual. hehe
I DONT WANT TO BE SELFISH THOUGH !!
he has a girlfriend and i dont want to ruin anything. plus ... eriq ... but eriq lives so far ..
but anyway
Blood Brothers came on . We rocked the fucknig pit like crazy. it was the best. I got jabbed in the boob a little. but whatever.
I fell and Hans picked me up !! awwwwwwwwwwwww
:-D
dude im so happy right now. its weird. I mean its Hans.. he’s like a really cool friend . but i dont understand why i have this thing for him. I dont know.
then the show was over. I was drenched in effin sweat. it was gross.
but oh well. me and Hans went outside to cool off.
then Thorne wanted to go and i didnt want him to go because if he was gonna leave then that meant Joe had to .. and if Joe had to then Hans had to ... and i didnt want Hans to leave.
and i begged them not to leave. and i was sad. then Hans like grabbed me. and gave me a great big hug and i kinda held onto him because i didnt want to let go... :(
but he left. so now im home !! YAY
oh yeah. tomorrow im gonna go to Anehiem , going to see eriq finally at his show at the Chain. FUN FUN FUN !!!
hopefully things go well with him. im kinda nervous... but im gonna try not to be. WHOO! this is a long entry. okay..
well im kinda tired.. and i have a long drive tomorrow. so i’ll tell you what happens !! YAY!
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had a good weekend
so i got some new shoes . pimp . yeauh. my rebok
classics are pimped out to the millienum [<- however you spell that shit]
anyway.
i hung out with the 2 coolest people in the whole entire world. Jenny and Janessa. I think i found my 2 best friends =D
yeauh !!
it was greeeeeat.
First we went to Sessas got her shhhhit.
then we went to Jenny’s and made her all prettified.
Me and Sessa owned Jenny’s room like no otha !! we danced to A Rose For Ona, and Sessa was trying to teach me how to 2-step but i sucked. but i busted out some windmills and i think i did farly well for a beginner.
I am so gonna ask xCheapxShotsx juan to teach me how to dance.
maybe make a date outta it? SIIIIIIIIIIIIIKE
then we drove for like a million hours and we went to La Jolla shores and jammed to glassJAw. it owned. we got to Willies bonfire and about 6 ppl were there. but everyone knew all the ’scene’ kiddos so it was easy to get along.
then we stay for a bit and then went to my house. We had another camera session. OHHH!
and for the first time Jenny w/ makeup on. I did fairly well, inspite the fact that when Jenny and I sat on my bed it broke.
hahaha it was soooo funny.
we took a grip of pics and they are hot except for me because i was tired and i look like crap. but oh well. i could care less.
cause I’ll effin shank you bitch.
oh yeauh. i took my profile off of OUC because i was getting too popular on there and some hungarian guy sent me a picture of his butt and i got soooo effin scared so i didnt want anymore pics like that, so i took myself off. But im on FRIENDSTER now. so yeauh. if youre on there add me or something.
going to Blood Brothers on Tuesday !! im so excited for that. Get to hang out with EVERYONE again.
Wednesday is eriq’s show at the Chain. There is a possiblitiy that i will go to that with the Amigas. but we dont know yet. we’re trying to figure out something.
bye. leave me a g-spot please or touch me all over bitch !
classics are pimped out to the millienum [<- however you spell that shit]
anyway.
i hung out with the 2 coolest people in the whole entire world. Jenny and Janessa. I think i found my 2 best friends =D
yeauh !!
it was greeeeeat.
First we went to Sessas got her shhhhit.
then we went to Jenny’s and made her all prettified.
Me and Sessa owned Jenny’s room like no otha !! we danced to A Rose For Ona, and Sessa was trying to teach me how to 2-step but i sucked. but i busted out some windmills and i think i did farly well for a beginner.
I am so gonna ask xCheapxShotsx juan to teach me how to dance.
maybe make a date outta it? SIIIIIIIIIIIIIKE
then we drove for like a million hours and we went to La Jolla shores and jammed to glassJAw. it owned. we got to Willies bonfire and about 6 ppl were there. but everyone knew all the ’scene’ kiddos so it was easy to get along.
then we stay for a bit and then went to my house. We had another camera session. OHHH!
and for the first time Jenny w/ makeup on. I did fairly well, inspite the fact that when Jenny and I sat on my bed it broke.
hahaha it was soooo funny.
we took a grip of pics and they are hot except for me because i was tired and i look like crap. but oh well. i could care less.
cause I’ll effin shank you bitch.
oh yeauh. i took my profile off of OUC because i was getting too popular on there and some hungarian guy sent me a picture of his butt and i got soooo effin scared so i didnt want anymore pics like that, so i took myself off. But im on FRIENDSTER now. so yeauh. if youre on there add me or something.
going to Blood Brothers on Tuesday !! im so excited for that. Get to hang out with EVERYONE again.
Wednesday is eriq’s show at the Chain. There is a possiblitiy that i will go to that with the Amigas. but we dont know yet. we’re trying to figure out something.
bye. leave me a g-spot please or touch me all over bitch !
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[ dude what the fuck ? ]
what the hell is wrong now ? am i fucking trippin or what?
this shit is fucking crazy. im going to cry it feels like... what the fuck. i need my 2 amigas...
this shit is fucking crazy. im going to cry it feels like... what the fuck. i need my 2 amigas...
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[ ohhhhh shoot !! ]
omg !! i just came home from a HELLA fun time with Sessa and Jenny !!
i cannot believe how much fun we had. We were laughing most of the time.
We effin rocked out in the car ! and we went to te scene to go see if Ian was there and we found his car and we wrote him a little note and put it on his car. it was tight like a 12 year old pussy !!
Then we effin drove all the way to Sweet Water where we met up with Jeremy and this other dude, and me and Jenny went to the bathroom at the theatres while Sessa was talking to Jeremy.
Then we all went to some pizza place and I like totally clowned Jeremy’s friend but i didnt really mean too.
OH MY SHIT ! it was so funny cause Jenny got a salad and then she was like, " Why is there a spoon in here?" and i almost effin died. I has lemonade in my mouth and i was gonna shoot !
it was hilarious.
And Sessa and Jenny didnt like their olives so i ate em. And we started talking about religon and Edge. and Jeremy started getting all weird on us. and Jenny said something. and Jeremy just got super defensive. they started fighting. lol.
I TOLD THEM TO STOP.
then me and jenny just kept talking to each other. it was cool.
Then we went to my house and Jenny had to pee like a race horse AGAIN !!
so did Janessa. AND ME. but then we took like 86245024182645 pictures.
Okay actually 44 but thats still a lot.
Me and Janessa turned our little camera virgin into a camera slut !!
it was way too effin fun. here are a FEW pics we took.
SYYYYYYKE <---- too good
me and jenny’s bootay
Me and jenny throwin up our religons !! ME= CATHOLIC!! WUT??!! JENNY=MORMON !! WUT??!!
lol Jenny and Janessa prolly have some of the same pics but might have different ones on their melos, so go look at theirs if you wanna see the rest. lol
And i think on wednesday we are gonna see finding Nemo FO SHO!
OH man... tonight was the best. YEAUH!
YOU BETTER TOUCH ME OR LEAVE A NICE COMMENT ON THIS OR ELSE YOU HAVE BEEN SWALLOWED IN BY VANITY AND I GET TO CALL YOU ARROGANT AND VAIN =D K?
i cannot believe how much fun we had. We were laughing most of the time.
We effin rocked out in the car ! and we went to te scene to go see if Ian was there and we found his car and we wrote him a little note and put it on his car. it was tight like a 12 year old pussy !!
Then we effin drove all the way to Sweet Water where we met up with Jeremy and this other dude, and me and Jenny went to the bathroom at the theatres while Sessa was talking to Jeremy.
Then we all went to some pizza place and I like totally clowned Jeremy’s friend but i didnt really mean too.
OH MY SHIT ! it was so funny cause Jenny got a salad and then she was like, " Why is there a spoon in here?" and i almost effin died. I has lemonade in my mouth and i was gonna shoot !
it was hilarious.
And Sessa and Jenny didnt like their olives so i ate em. And we started talking about religon and Edge. and Jeremy started getting all weird on us. and Jenny said something. and Jeremy just got super defensive. they started fighting. lol.
I TOLD THEM TO STOP.
then me and jenny just kept talking to each other. it was cool.
Then we went to my house and Jenny had to pee like a race horse AGAIN !!
so did Janessa. AND ME. but then we took like 86245024182645 pictures.
Okay actually 44 but thats still a lot.
Me and Janessa turned our little camera virgin into a camera slut !!
it was way too effin fun. here are a FEW pics we took.
SYYYYYYKE <---- too good
me and jenny’s bootay
Me and jenny throwin up our religons !! ME= CATHOLIC!! WUT??!! JENNY=MORMON !! WUT??!!
lol Jenny and Janessa prolly have some of the same pics but might have different ones on their melos, so go look at theirs if you wanna see the rest. lol
And i think on wednesday we are gonna see finding Nemo FO SHO!
OH man... tonight was the best. YEAUH!
YOU BETTER TOUCH ME OR LEAVE A NICE COMMENT ON THIS OR ELSE YOU HAVE BEEN SWALLOWED IN BY VANITY AND I GET TO CALL YOU ARROGANT AND VAIN =D K?
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[ money is the root of all evil .. except when i need it ]
OMFG I NEED MONEY LIKE YOU NEED JESUS!
im so broke. I want to do so much this summer but i cant cause im effin broke.
Today me, janessa, and jenny are gonna go see FINDING NEMO!
yay for two times !!
then we prolly will just kick it or something. YAY im gonna buy my plugs today finally. I have been saving up $40 for the ones i want. And $40 doesnt seem hard. but to me. it was waaay hard. cause money disappears like magic when its in my hand.
Then on the first is Blood Brothers and I HAVE TO SEE THEM!! But it costs $12 and i really need that $12 for the Warped Tour thats coming on the 10th.
but me and janessa already made a promise that next time we go to a Blood Brothers show
NO PURSES !! TUFF CHICK DANCING IS ON !!!
its too effin fun when we’re dancing fucking crazy. i love it. and this time jenny can join us and we’ll all be sexing each other up soooo good.
WHOOOO
So warped tour is like $30 bucks and GLASSJAW is gonna be there so you know I HAVE TO BUY SOMETHING FROM THEM BECAUSE THEY ARE MY FAVORITE BAND IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD
AND I LOVE THEM MORE THAN YOU!!
lol but i dont have a job so its gonna be really hard for me to get what i want this summer. also I wanted to go to disney land but im gonna have to set that back a little.
And maybe I might go see eriq finally at his show at Skateland. possibly, bring someone I love along the trip. or two. *wink wink* if you know who you two are!!
lol
Someone write my g-spot cause i swear i always give love and no one gives me any back?
ARE YOU ALL TOO GOOD FOR ME?!!!
note: if you say yes to this question ... DIE YOU ARROGANT FUCKERS !! AHAHAHAHA .. j/k but thats fucked up fo sho ..
im so broke. I want to do so much this summer but i cant cause im effin broke.
Today me, janessa, and jenny are gonna go see FINDING NEMO!
yay for two times !!
then we prolly will just kick it or something. YAY im gonna buy my plugs today finally. I have been saving up $40 for the ones i want. And $40 doesnt seem hard. but to me. it was waaay hard. cause money disappears like magic when its in my hand.
Then on the first is Blood Brothers and I HAVE TO SEE THEM!! But it costs $12 and i really need that $12 for the Warped Tour thats coming on the 10th.
but me and janessa already made a promise that next time we go to a Blood Brothers show
NO PURSES !! TUFF CHICK DANCING IS ON !!!
its too effin fun when we’re dancing fucking crazy. i love it. and this time jenny can join us and we’ll all be sexing each other up soooo good.
WHOOOO
So warped tour is like $30 bucks and GLASSJAW is gonna be there so you know I HAVE TO BUY SOMETHING FROM THEM BECAUSE THEY ARE MY FAVORITE BAND IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD
AND I LOVE THEM MORE THAN YOU!!
lol but i dont have a job so its gonna be really hard for me to get what i want this summer. also I wanted to go to disney land but im gonna have to set that back a little.
And maybe I might go see eriq finally at his show at Skateland. possibly, bring someone I love along the trip. or two. *wink wink* if you know who you two are!!
lol
Someone write my g-spot cause i swear i always give love and no one gives me any back?
ARE YOU ALL TOO GOOD FOR ME?!!!
note: if you say yes to this question ... DIE YOU ARROGANT FUCKERS !! AHAHAHAHA .. j/k but thats fucked up fo sho ..
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[ its our time to shine ... from the down ]
WHOO HOO!
i’m gonna be in a band!!!!!!! woot woot!
that’s effin awesome because i’ve always been wanting to be in a musical group ever since i was effin 8 or soemthing. and numerous times i’ve tried but nothing’s worked out.
but anyway, Thorne’s cousin Joe IMed me today and was like,
JOYCE FINALLY YOUR ON I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!
and i’m like okay ..
and joe’s says, we’re starting a band, and we need a girl to be a singer.
and i was like, YAY!!!
and yada yada. so i’m talking to Hans (he plays bass) as we speak, and we are trying to figure out the arrangements for me to come to practice.
So they want to pratice at Joe’s grandma’s house but she lives all the way in fucking Lakeside, and i live in effin Clairemont, YOU KNOW HOW FAR THAT IS?
i told them they should jsut go practice at Thorne’s, because Thorne has an effin HUGE house. but they said thats too far for them. Cause they live all the way in El Cajon City.
So my only obstacle is me getting to practice. but i dont even know why they asked me. and Hans said,
"well Joe was telling us how you have an awesome hardcore voice."
and i was like, "WHOA!"
lol i guess i’m not too shabby for a chick, but im not awesome.
we dont have a name yet. but they are writing music now.
so yeah!
YAY
i’m gonna be in a band!!!!!!! woot woot!
that’s effin awesome because i’ve always been wanting to be in a musical group ever since i was effin 8 or soemthing. and numerous times i’ve tried but nothing’s worked out.
but anyway, Thorne’s cousin Joe IMed me today and was like,
JOYCE FINALLY YOUR ON I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!
and i’m like okay ..
and joe’s says, we’re starting a band, and we need a girl to be a singer.
and i was like, YAY!!!
and yada yada. so i’m talking to Hans (he plays bass) as we speak, and we are trying to figure out the arrangements for me to come to practice.
So they want to pratice at Joe’s grandma’s house but she lives all the way in fucking Lakeside, and i live in effin Clairemont, YOU KNOW HOW FAR THAT IS?
i told them they should jsut go practice at Thorne’s, because Thorne has an effin HUGE house. but they said thats too far for them. Cause they live all the way in El Cajon City.
So my only obstacle is me getting to practice. but i dont even know why they asked me. and Hans said,
"well Joe was telling us how you have an awesome hardcore voice."
and i was like, "WHOA!"
lol i guess i’m not too shabby for a chick, but im not awesome.
we dont have a name yet. but they are writing music now.
so yeah!
YAY
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[ had a rad sunday ]
wow i never have one of those because im usually at home being a lazy bitch and doing nothing.
but today since it was FATHER’S DAY! i called my daddy and my grandaddy who live all the way in Alabama and wished tem Happy Father’s Day. YAY!
i miss them a lot. but i bet u anything when they see me again, they’ll be like, "WTF DID SAN DIEGO DO TO YOU?!"
hahaa
but yeah after that, i went to mission valley, and saw FINDING NEMO!!!!!!!!
yay!!!
THAT MOVIE IS THE BEST FATHER’S DAY MOVIE IN THE WHOLE ENITRE WORLD. EVEN WHEN ITS NOT FATHER’S DAY, AND YOU REALLY LOVE YOU’RE DADDY, GO TAKE HIM TO SEE BECAUSE ITS SUCH A GOOD MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay! i cried at the end of the movie because it was so effin sad. lol
or maybe i’m just a big baby, cause i didnt see anyone else cry.
but anyway. its sooooooo cute. its the cutest movie ever.
OH YA!
i got my ears measured today and i thought i was a double zero but i was wrong. I’m acutally at at half inch which is fucking rad. because soon i’ll be at 5/8 WOOT WOOT! i dont know when i’m gonna stop, probably at 7/8 or something. im not gonna go that big.
but ya. i gotta start saving up some dollas so i can buy dem plugs fooo!!
but today since it was FATHER’S DAY! i called my daddy and my grandaddy who live all the way in Alabama and wished tem Happy Father’s Day. YAY!
i miss them a lot. but i bet u anything when they see me again, they’ll be like, "WTF DID SAN DIEGO DO TO YOU?!"
hahaa
but yeah after that, i went to mission valley, and saw FINDING NEMO!!!!!!!!
yay!!!
THAT MOVIE IS THE BEST FATHER’S DAY MOVIE IN THE WHOLE ENITRE WORLD. EVEN WHEN ITS NOT FATHER’S DAY, AND YOU REALLY LOVE YOU’RE DADDY, GO TAKE HIM TO SEE BECAUSE ITS SUCH A GOOD MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay! i cried at the end of the movie because it was so effin sad. lol
or maybe i’m just a big baby, cause i didnt see anyone else cry.
but anyway. its sooooooo cute. its the cutest movie ever.
OH YA!
i got my ears measured today and i thought i was a double zero but i was wrong. I’m acutally at at half inch which is fucking rad. because soon i’ll be at 5/8 WOOT WOOT! i dont know when i’m gonna stop, probably at 7/8 or something. im not gonna go that big.
but ya. i gotta start saving up some dollas so i can buy dem plugs fooo!!
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[ aw fuck!! i need to start fixing this shit!! ]
The Dante’s Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
|---|---|
| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Moderate |
| Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | High |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Low |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Low |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | Moderate |
| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | Very Low |
| Level 7 (Violent) | High |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | High |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | Low |
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test
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[ i really like .. what you’ve done to me .. i cant really explain it .. i’m so into you ]
i dont know what has happened to me.
but ever since He has walked into my life.
i have changed everything around.
I also know he has too.
He’s changed so much.
He is amazing. i love it. i love his smile. there are so many thing that i love about him.
My god. he’s so fucking perfect.
i dont give two fucks what anyone says about him but he’s changed so much you dont even know.
you can hear it in his voice. and the way he says things.
He’s become so much more mature. From all the experiences he’s been facing lately. i think thats what he learned a lot from.
Everything seems to be falling into its perfect place.
the keys are beginning to fit into the hole.
I love this feeling. This is so unexplainable. a million words could never even say how i feel right now.
I notice that i have repeatedly said that four letter word.
but there’s no other word to describe this profound feeling that has suddenly overcame me.
I dont want to hurt nor lose anyone.
But I think this is it.
I think i’ve possibly found it, regardless of our distance. i could care less.
but this summer ... its going to be bliss every fucking day.
he told me something today that i probably will never forget.
"the way you make me feel could make the devil cry"
that almost made me cry.
the way he said that. it was in sheer sincerety
you could totally hear the difference from before .. till now..
i thank God every day he sent you my way. thank you so much for being an impact on my life .
i owe you every single piece of my heart for it. but you already have it all.
Did my heart love till now? Forswear it sight, for i have never seen true beauty, till this night ...
but ever since He has walked into my life.
i have changed everything around.
I also know he has too.
He’s changed so much.
He is amazing. i love it. i love his smile. there are so many thing that i love about him.
My god. he’s so fucking perfect.
i dont give two fucks what anyone says about him but he’s changed so much you dont even know.
you can hear it in his voice. and the way he says things.
He’s become so much more mature. From all the experiences he’s been facing lately. i think thats what he learned a lot from.
Everything seems to be falling into its perfect place.
the keys are beginning to fit into the hole.
I love this feeling. This is so unexplainable. a million words could never even say how i feel right now.
I notice that i have repeatedly said that four letter word.
but there’s no other word to describe this profound feeling that has suddenly overcame me.
I dont want to hurt nor lose anyone.
But I think this is it.
I think i’ve possibly found it, regardless of our distance. i could care less.
but this summer ... its going to be bliss every fucking day.
he told me something today that i probably will never forget.
"the way you make me feel could make the devil cry"
that almost made me cry.
the way he said that. it was in sheer sincerety
you could totally hear the difference from before .. till now..
i thank God every day he sent you my way. thank you so much for being an impact on my life .
i owe you every single piece of my heart for it. but you already have it all.
Did my heart love till now? Forswear it sight, for i have never seen true beauty, till this night ...
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[ i got some NEW pics of myself ]
lol im a loser. but i had a special request from a certain special someone [not gonna mention HIS name. hehe ]
so yeah. whatever. here they are. =D
*touch me if this is hot!*
so yeah. whatever. here they are. =D
*touch me if this is hot!*
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[ oh my shit! schools out! ]
yay!! im so happy!! finally im out. but geez. it feels like it all went by so fast. oh well.
it was sad. i got a lot of hugs. ALSO! i got a lot of unexpected things that were a complete shock. first of all. i got a effin A on my advance world history final!! WHOO HOO!!
i dont know about my other classes cause i didnt get to see.
but. my other teacher Mrs. Paloma, signed me up for Mesa College.
I HAVE COLLEGE CREDITS NOW!!!!!
thats sooo awesome. i had to fill out a registration form during class today so i can be enrolled into the college which is awesome!!!!!!!
FUCK LOOK AT THIS!!
i got this e-mail after i had applied for Mesa!!!
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Congratulations Joyce,
Your Application for Admissions has been submitted and should be processed within 1 to 2 hours.
IMPORTANT ENROLLMENT INFORMATION:
Visit the On-Line Schedule of Classes at http://www.sdccd.net/schedule, or pick up a class schedule at one of the colleges.
If you have any questions, you may call the college to which you are applying between 8:00 a.m. and 7:00 p.m. Monday through Thursday, and 8:00 a.m. and 3:30 p.m. Friday Pacific time:
Mesa College: (619) 388-2500 or (858) 627-2500
i am so proud of myself. i promised myself i was gonna get my shit together. and look at what this got me?
only 3 other kids in my class got signed up for summer 03’ college courses!! WHOOO HOOO
IM GONNA GO TO DISNEY LAND NOW!! WHO WANTS TO COME WITH ME?!
it was sad. i got a lot of hugs. ALSO! i got a lot of unexpected things that were a complete shock. first of all. i got a effin A on my advance world history final!! WHOO HOO!!
i dont know about my other classes cause i didnt get to see.
but. my other teacher Mrs. Paloma, signed me up for Mesa College.
I HAVE COLLEGE CREDITS NOW!!!!!
thats sooo awesome. i had to fill out a registration form during class today so i can be enrolled into the college which is awesome!!!!!!!
FUCK LOOK AT THIS!!
i got this e-mail after i had applied for Mesa!!!
**************************************************
Congratulations Joyce,
Your Application for Admissions has been submitted and should be processed within 1 to 2 hours.
IMPORTANT ENROLLMENT INFORMATION:
Visit the On-Line Schedule of Classes at http://www.sdccd.net/schedule, or pick up a class schedule at one of the colleges.
If you have any questions, you may call the college to which you are applying between 8:00 a.m. and 7:00 p.m. Monday through Thursday, and 8:00 a.m. and 3:30 p.m. Friday Pacific time:
Mesa College: (619) 388-2500 or (858) 627-2500
i am so proud of myself. i promised myself i was gonna get my shit together. and look at what this got me?
only 3 other kids in my class got signed up for summer 03’ college courses!! WHOOO HOOO
IM GONNA GO TO DISNEY LAND NOW!! WHO WANTS TO COME WITH ME?!
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[ a day in a life.. PART 2!!!]
Friday, June 6th, i brought my camera to school [again] so you can follow me through the Halls of Madison High school. the gayest place to be. haha.
well i walked to school with my megster instead of having my mom give me a ride. and it was tight cause we went to Starbucks to see if Devin [the hot guy with HOT hair] was there.
Unfortunatly he wasnt. which was sad. but i still got my Vanilla Creme Frappicino and megan got her Chocolate Malt and we chilled outside starbucks for like an hour.
when we were done we got to school like at 8:30. which was way late. so we had to get a pass.
then i chilled in first period. but nothing interesting was worth picture taking. but we had pep rally after first period. and that was cool.
the gay cheerleaders at my school
and our school mascot, Blue and his son, Baby Blue went running in big balls
it was so gay
Third period was gay too. nothing worth picture taking.
LUNCH was alright...
i took a picture of Megan and Michelle.
but i wanted to get in the picture so David took it.
and i took a picture of my baby Courtneyyyyy
then we traveled around. and we found thorne =D [he always makes me smile]
but he was with his gf. which was not cool. cause i dislike her.
but i wanted to take pictures of shoes. so she had to get in.
and thorne wanted to take a picture of us. so I let him of course.
then the bell rang so i took a pic of thorne before we went to class and his ugly gf Chelsea HAD to be in the back.
Then 5th period is always always fun.
my sexy cheerleader mama and mego muffin!
and my wife and megaaaaaaan!
then me megan and therman got called out of class for testing
and it was tight cause afterwards we didnt go back to class and roamed around.
we went to thorne’s class. and then i had to pee like a race horse. and then while i was going pee. MEGAN opened the door and well.. took a picture
after that we roamed around summore and i took a picture of courtney, megan and diana.
then we walked inside and this boy Mike that Michelle is like in love with was inside. making an American Nightmare shirt. WHOO HOO!! [ i got a copy of that!! ]
and then the bell rang. and that was the end of my day.
lol
it was good times.
well i walked to school with my megster instead of having my mom give me a ride. and it was tight cause we went to Starbucks to see if Devin [the hot guy with HOT hair] was there.
Unfortunatly he wasnt. which was sad. but i still got my Vanilla Creme Frappicino and megan got her Chocolate Malt and we chilled outside starbucks for like an hour.
when we were done we got to school like at 8:30. which was way late. so we had to get a pass.
then i chilled in first period. but nothing interesting was worth picture taking. but we had pep rally after first period. and that was cool.
the gay cheerleaders at my school
and our school mascot, Blue and his son, Baby Blue went running in big balls
it was so gay
Third period was gay too. nothing worth picture taking.
LUNCH was alright...
i took a picture of Megan and Michelle.
but i wanted to get in the picture so David took it.
and i took a picture of my baby Courtneyyyyy
then we traveled around. and we found thorne =D [he always makes me smile]
but he was with his gf. which was not cool. cause i dislike her.
but i wanted to take pictures of shoes. so she had to get in.
and thorne wanted to take a picture of us. so I let him of course.
then the bell rang so i took a pic of thorne before we went to class and his ugly gf Chelsea HAD to be in the back.
Then 5th period is always always fun.
my sexy cheerleader mama and mego muffin!
and my wife and megaaaaaaan!
then me megan and therman got called out of class for testing
and it was tight cause afterwards we didnt go back to class and roamed around.
we went to thorne’s class. and then i had to pee like a race horse. and then while i was going pee. MEGAN opened the door and well.. took a picture
after that we roamed around summore and i took a picture of courtney, megan and diana.
then we walked inside and this boy Mike that Michelle is like in love with was inside. making an American Nightmare shirt. WHOO HOO!! [ i got a copy of that!! ]
and then the bell rang. and that was the end of my day.
lol
it was good times.
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[ my new fame ]
ever since i put my profile on OUC [ only undies club ]
i’ve gotten 56893405 IM’s. i swear they are so effin annoying. and im not gonna take my screen name down because i like meeting new people. but sometimes their IM’s are just fucking rude.
i just decided to write this entry right now because like5 people just IM’ed me. look at this.
babyiwasfound: i want your brown sugar for my very own
x Fade With Me x: lol
x Fade With Me x: that was random
babyiwasfound: but baby
babyiwasfound: so very fine
babyiwasfound: you are
x Fade With Me x: thanx :[
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or look at this one..
BenDover866: when i first saw u i was like daaaaamn that shit real?
x Fade With Me x: um yeah they are.
x Fade With Me x: im only 15
BenDover866: damn i thought u were like 17 or somethin
BenDover866: your beaauuuutiful
x Fade With Me x: lol
x Fade With Me x: thanx
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i mean aw they are sweet. but its just weird. lol
i’ve gotten 56893405 IM’s. i swear they are so effin annoying. and im not gonna take my screen name down because i like meeting new people. but sometimes their IM’s are just fucking rude.
i just decided to write this entry right now because like5 people just IM’ed me. look at this.
babyiwasfound: i want your brown sugar for my very own
x Fade With Me x: lol
x Fade With Me x: that was random
babyiwasfound: but baby
babyiwasfound: so very fine
babyiwasfound: you are
x Fade With Me x: thanx :[
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or look at this one..
BenDover866: when i first saw u i was like daaaaamn that shit real?
x Fade With Me x: um yeah they are.
x Fade With Me x: im only 15
BenDover866: damn i thought u were like 17 or somethin
BenDover866: your beaauuuutiful
x Fade With Me x: lol
x Fade With Me x: thanx
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i mean aw they are sweet. but its just weird. lol
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[ a day in a life ]
well so today i brought my camera to school because i ws bored. oh yeah. I HAVE NO ASSIGNMENTS MISSING ANYMORE!!! YAY! and i got 100 out of 100 in my big propaganda project. YAY! anyway. yeh i brought my camera. hoping to take pictures of any exciting events. and just so happens, that my friend. my little tiny friend Mary, got in a fat with this big fat bitch Holly. Mary is so effin little. and holly is this fat hog, and mary kicked holly’s ass so bad! I Swear it was hilarious. and i saw the whole thing. because she told me was scared to confront her so she wanted me to come with her. lol. and i had my camera in my backpack. and i forgot to take pictures of the fight. lol. SO DONT HATE ME. im sorry. i felt so dumb after that. but. here is us chillin atfer the fight. it was funny.
i took pictures of my friends afterwards, this one was during 6th period :)
and this is my wife diana!! you all know you want her! she’s so sexxxxxy. lol
and when school was over, michelle took a random picture of some guy at our school who had green hair. i dont know why. but whatever.
then i found my Thorney who is like one of the coolest people i know and i love him with all my heart!
then i gathered my little homie g’s that we by us. TIGHT TIGHT!
in order from left to right: Thorne, Michael, Michelle, Megan, and Vanessa. i have no idea why Michael is impersonating Hitler. but he looks gay. hahaha
THEN i wanted to be in the picture. but everyone got out except for Thorne ad Michael. But Michael should have just got out. cause me and Thorne are hot sex machines. hahahaha
then michael decided to take a pic of me megan and michelle. and it was just so hot!
insert picture here]
then thorne had to go do detention. and that was the end of our little camera session since MICHAEL killed my battery. but yeah. tomorrow, there’s gonna be more, "day in the life" at Madison High School.
i took pictures of my friends afterwards, this one was during 6th period :)
and this is my wife diana!! you all know you want her! she’s so sexxxxxy. lol
and when school was over, michelle took a random picture of some guy at our school who had green hair. i dont know why. but whatever.
then i found my Thorney who is like one of the coolest people i know and i love him with all my heart!
then i gathered my little homie g’s that we by us. TIGHT TIGHT!
in order from left to right: Thorne, Michael, Michelle, Megan, and Vanessa. i have no idea why Michael is impersonating Hitler. but he looks gay. hahaha
THEN i wanted to be in the picture. but everyone got out except for Thorne ad Michael. But Michael should have just got out. cause me and Thorne are hot sex machines. hahahaha
then michael decided to take a pic of me megan and michelle. and it was just so hot!
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then thorne had to go do detention. and that was the end of our little camera session since MICHAEL killed my battery. but yeah. tomorrow, there’s gonna be more, "day in the life" at Madison High School.
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