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We are Body Builders
When bodybuilders travel we are often on the receiving end of many odd and strange looks from the public. Not just because we have larger than average physiques, chiseled with rock hard muscle, but because we have behaviors that are foreign to most people. Observers stare and watch as we pull out protein bars from our fanny packs on the airplane and consume not one, but perhaps two or three at a time. We carry around a suspicious powder with us, only to add water, shake it up, and use it as another protein supplement to stimulate more muscle growth and enhance our physiques.
We care not what others think because we find solace in the fact that there are thousands out there who understand our determination and struggle to maintain what we’ve worked so hard to achieve. It is through grueling hours of sweat, and punishing weight-training sessions, that the foundation of our muscular body is based upon. We take what we’ve been given and fuel ourselves with the highest quality foods produced by Mother Nature to enhance every aspect of our being. We are never satisfied with how our body looks, and we’re always searching for improvements and paying close attention to detail. We are not content with our work ethic, continuously thinking of ways to demand more from ourselves.
Moderation is not a word in our vocabulary, and we strive for as close to perfection as is possible to attain. We are not abnormal, but we stand out in a society of mediocrity and contentment with low levels of individual success. We are driven to succeed and overcome many barriers that keep the average person down and deterred from attempts to accomplish significant feats.
We are true, passionate athletes worried not by how our competition compares to us, but how we compare to our prior selves. We are forward thinking individuals paving the road for followers who have an innate instinct to better themselves and the intrinsic motivation to pursue the bodybuilding dream. We don’t just push heavy weights around; we push ourselves to our physical and mental limits. We raise the standard of excellence everywhere we go. We live to inspire others, creating dreams within them. We are warriors in the gym, chefs in the kitchen, and the masters of our own destiny, forming our own legacy.
We are bodybuilders.
We care not what others think because we find solace in the fact that there are thousands out there who understand our determination and struggle to maintain what we’ve worked so hard to achieve. It is through grueling hours of sweat, and punishing weight-training sessions, that the foundation of our muscular body is based upon. We take what we’ve been given and fuel ourselves with the highest quality foods produced by Mother Nature to enhance every aspect of our being. We are never satisfied with how our body looks, and we’re always searching for improvements and paying close attention to detail. We are not content with our work ethic, continuously thinking of ways to demand more from ourselves.
Moderation is not a word in our vocabulary, and we strive for as close to perfection as is possible to attain. We are not abnormal, but we stand out in a society of mediocrity and contentment with low levels of individual success. We are driven to succeed and overcome many barriers that keep the average person down and deterred from attempts to accomplish significant feats.
We are true, passionate athletes worried not by how our competition compares to us, but how we compare to our prior selves. We are forward thinking individuals paving the road for followers who have an innate instinct to better themselves and the intrinsic motivation to pursue the bodybuilding dream. We don’t just push heavy weights around; we push ourselves to our physical and mental limits. We raise the standard of excellence everywhere we go. We live to inspire others, creating dreams within them. We are warriors in the gym, chefs in the kitchen, and the masters of our own destiny, forming our own legacy.
We are bodybuilders.
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I think my bed is broken...I can't get comfy on it
Maybe I need someone to cuddle with
Maybe I need someone to cuddle with
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You
FOR YOU
I'D DO ANYTHING JUST TO MAKE YOU HAPPY, HEAR YOU TELL ME THAT YOU'RE PROUD OF ME
I'D DO ANYTHING JUST TO MAKE YOU HAPPY, HEAR YOU TELL ME THAT YOU'RE PROUD OF ME
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New Beginning
Ok so after a few months of cleansing and prayer I am finally ready to forgive everyone that has really screwed me over. and Im sorry for anything I did to hurt anyone...I am
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wtf?
Apperantly someone stopped being my friend because when their family member died and I tried to be supportive they thought I was stalking them
Oh well, you weren't a cool person anyways
Oh well, you weren't a cool person anyways
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mmmmhmmmm
I just bought Hitched...Americas number one romantic comedy of the year, according to the Fox TV
Who wants to come over and watch it with me?
Who wants to come over and watch it with me?
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Life Goes On
Soliloquy of fate, through
Ominous eyes and untold tales.
These moments passed are the last,
Seconds burning the hourglass.
But what can be done?
Let go of today and take the forgone-
Hold tightly to loose strands of time,
Unraveling and losing them still.
Just let the sands pour through,
because the clock is ticking;
Don't digress or halt to wonder
While miles of life ease by.
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WHORES
WHORES DON'T GET A SECOND CHANCE
How I prayed it was love That I felt instead of disgust.
But its to late to turn back now.
I've come too far to give into my heart.
YOU CAN BURN IN HELL.
How I prayed it was love That I felt instead of disgust.
But its to late to turn back now.
I've come too far to give into my heart.
YOU CAN BURN IN HELL.
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Like the way you stabbed me
I DIDN'T KNOW I LOVE YOU CAME WITH A KNIFE IN MY BACK
GIRLS STINK. THEY STINK. THEY ARE EVIL. THEY ARE ALL BAD. ALL OF THEM. THEY ARE ALL BACKSTABBERS, LIKE YOU.
A new caress drags me in again. Simple words pulling me under. The hundred lies behind her eyes are so inviting, but it always ends the same.
WHEN SHE OFFERS TO HELP IT WILL BE FOR HER OWN REASONS. I'M NOT LYING. TAKE MY PEN, WRITE THIS DOWN. DO NOT TRUST HER.
Face down, on the floor. Your knife in my BACK.
GIRLS STINK. THEY STINK. THEY ARE EVIL. THEY ARE ALL BAD. ALL OF THEM. THEY ARE ALL BACKSTABBERS, LIKE YOU.
A new caress drags me in again. Simple words pulling me under. The hundred lies behind her eyes are so inviting, but it always ends the same.
WHEN SHE OFFERS TO HELP IT WILL BE FOR HER OWN REASONS. I'M NOT LYING. TAKE MY PEN, WRITE THIS DOWN. DO NOT TRUST HER.
Face down, on the floor. Your knife in my BACK.
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FUCK
FUCK THAT WHORE... YOURE DEAD TO ME AND IF YOUR MAN STILL HAS A BIG MOUTH AND WANTS TO SHOW OFF, YOU KNOW WHERE I LIVE
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I fucking hate myself right now
I feel like a total asshole. I'm losing the best thing that has happened to me because I was an complete idiot and couldn't control myself.
Sharon I Love you
I'm so sorry ::gets down on one knee:: Please forgive me
I'm not proud of what I did. I seriously sold myself out. I would do anything for you. I love you...I seriously do...its gonna hurt to see you go. I don't think I cold ever recover after that
Sharon I Love you
I'm so sorry ::gets down on one knee:: Please forgive me
I'm not proud of what I did. I seriously sold myself out. I would do anything for you. I love you...I seriously do...its gonna hurt to see you go. I don't think I cold ever recover after that
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50 things and my replys
1. dont tell us when you think other girls are hot.....Don't let me know who you would fuck for a movie deal
2. whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials......don't say your obseesed with john lennon
3. if you dont act like soap-opera guys, dont expect us to dress like Victoria Secret models....just dress casual
4. mark anniversaries on a calendar....eh whatever I have a good memory for little things
5. there is no such thing as too much spooning....no there isn't
6. we think about you all the time....you liar
7. this is how we see it . . . Don't call = Don't Care.......I think the same way
8. which also means that if we dont call, take the hint....take it
9. we like you to be a little jealous . . . but overly possessive is not necessary....sometimes you do it to piss me off and one of these days that guy is gonna take some brass to his face
10. being able to make us laugh is so much more important than how much you can bench-press.....so not true tell that to a fat kid like me
11. return favors: we massage, you massage; we go down, you go down; we shave, you shave....just no stubble and its always the opposite I go down you just say your tired
12. foreplay is not an option . . . its a prerequisite....damn right
13. we're allowed to be late . . . you are not......but I'm mexican its a requirement
14. eye contact is key.....not when you are flirting with other people in front of my face
15. dont take longer to get ready than we do....I'm sorry I'm metro
16. laugh at our jokes....good ones not crappy ones
17. three words . . . honesty, honesty, honesty....but I want you to be honest with me too
18. girls can be groupies. guy groupies are stalkers....no sometimes we are just curious
19. we never have to wonder if your orgasm was real....oh I have faked it to get you to stop becasue you just suck
20. do not start with us. you will not win....oh really?
21. would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? we didnt think so....go ahead I have none but you can do it to my brother
22. if you ask nicely, we usually answer the same way. no you don't you bitch and complain
23. we will never have enough clothes or shoes....I can say the same
24. we have an excuse to act bitchy at least once a month....you do it all the time
25. open the door for us no matter where we are . . . even at our house and getting into the car.... I do and I get a smart ass remark
26. we love surprises!...no you don't I hve to tell you everything so it can't be a surprise or else you start to bitch
27. we liked to be kissed softly, not with an iron tongue.... I do too and not with a cat tongue
28. pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most....I do and I get yelled at
29. boxers and maybe boxer briefs sometimes . . . NEVER whitey-tighties!...hell no
30. clean your room before we come over....you never do and I like it..wait till I get real place
31. always brush your teeth before you see us . . . a fresh mouth and white teeth are a necessity....definitely
32. when we use our teeth it means that you suck at going down on us, so we are just returning the favor....I never get the chance too
33. even though you are sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we are....I'm never insesitive
34. hit it and quit it, because later i'll be with you're best friend and he lasts for hours....haha I wish
35. dont act hard around your friends because i wont make you hard tonight...haha so its like everynight
36. sometimes "NO!" really means "NO!"...never had that
37. "Wife Beaters" are not an adequate form of fashion...unless you live in the OC
38. if we wanted to be on video tape, we'd be a porn star not your girlfriend....your not
39. sensitive guys are great . . . but crying more than we do in a movie just isnt right....hey sometimes they are super sad and sorry if we are more sensitive than you..take some pills or something
40. dont let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough....oh they wont
41. it takes a special kind of stupid to forget birthdays...yeah I know
42. guys who are good cuddlers = guys who know how to satisfy a woman....damn right but I never get the chance too
43. "Fat Chicks" have feelings too.....I can relate
44. silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling and nasty looks all add up to . . . YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG!...I get those all the time so I do everything wrong
45. the excuse "I can't dance" is unacceptable . . . we'll appreciate the simple fact that you're trying....yeah let me try and don't shun me becasue I can't...I'm trying I really am
46. just because a girl doesnt pick up on the first ring doesnt mean shes not waiting by the phone....good I want you to have fun
47. you dont have to spend a lot, if it means a lot....but the things I think mean alot cost alot
48. dont say you love me if you dont mean it....I have meant it since the first time I said it
49. dont lie to us . . . we will catch you....only if you stalk me
50. when the girls get together, we talk about EVERYTHING. Meaning my best friends know everything about you....damn so do mine
2. whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials......don't say your obseesed with john lennon
3. if you dont act like soap-opera guys, dont expect us to dress like Victoria Secret models....just dress casual
4. mark anniversaries on a calendar....eh whatever I have a good memory for little things
5. there is no such thing as too much spooning....no there isn't
6. we think about you all the time....you liar
7. this is how we see it . . . Don't call = Don't Care.......I think the same way
8. which also means that if we dont call, take the hint....take it
9. we like you to be a little jealous . . . but overly possessive is not necessary....sometimes you do it to piss me off and one of these days that guy is gonna take some brass to his face
10. being able to make us laugh is so much more important than how much you can bench-press.....so not true tell that to a fat kid like me
11. return favors: we massage, you massage; we go down, you go down; we shave, you shave....just no stubble and its always the opposite I go down you just say your tired
12. foreplay is not an option . . . its a prerequisite....damn right
13. we're allowed to be late . . . you are not......but I'm mexican its a requirement
14. eye contact is key.....not when you are flirting with other people in front of my face
15. dont take longer to get ready than we do....I'm sorry I'm metro
16. laugh at our jokes....good ones not crappy ones
17. three words . . . honesty, honesty, honesty....but I want you to be honest with me too
18. girls can be groupies. guy groupies are stalkers....no sometimes we are just curious
19. we never have to wonder if your orgasm was real....oh I have faked it to get you to stop becasue you just suck
20. do not start with us. you will not win....oh really?
21. would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? we didnt think so....go ahead I have none but you can do it to my brother
22. if you ask nicely, we usually answer the same way. no you don't you bitch and complain
23. we will never have enough clothes or shoes....I can say the same
24. we have an excuse to act bitchy at least once a month....you do it all the time
25. open the door for us no matter where we are . . . even at our house and getting into the car.... I do and I get a smart ass remark
26. we love surprises!...no you don't I hve to tell you everything so it can't be a surprise or else you start to bitch
27. we liked to be kissed softly, not with an iron tongue.... I do too and not with a cat tongue
28. pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most....I do and I get yelled at
29. boxers and maybe boxer briefs sometimes . . . NEVER whitey-tighties!...hell no
30. clean your room before we come over....you never do and I like it..wait till I get real place
31. always brush your teeth before you see us . . . a fresh mouth and white teeth are a necessity....definitely
32. when we use our teeth it means that you suck at going down on us, so we are just returning the favor....I never get the chance too
33. even though you are sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we are....I'm never insesitive
34. hit it and quit it, because later i'll be with you're best friend and he lasts for hours....haha I wish
35. dont act hard around your friends because i wont make you hard tonight...haha so its like everynight
36. sometimes "NO!" really means "NO!"...never had that
37. "Wife Beaters" are not an adequate form of fashion...unless you live in the OC
38. if we wanted to be on video tape, we'd be a porn star not your girlfriend....your not
39. sensitive guys are great . . . but crying more than we do in a movie just isnt right....hey sometimes they are super sad and sorry if we are more sensitive than you..take some pills or something
40. dont let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough....oh they wont
41. it takes a special kind of stupid to forget birthdays...yeah I know
42. guys who are good cuddlers = guys who know how to satisfy a woman....damn right but I never get the chance too
43. "Fat Chicks" have feelings too.....I can relate
44. silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling and nasty looks all add up to . . . YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG!...I get those all the time so I do everything wrong
45. the excuse "I can't dance" is unacceptable . . . we'll appreciate the simple fact that you're trying....yeah let me try and don't shun me becasue I can't...I'm trying I really am
46. just because a girl doesnt pick up on the first ring doesnt mean shes not waiting by the phone....good I want you to have fun
47. you dont have to spend a lot, if it means a lot....but the things I think mean alot cost alot
48. dont say you love me if you dont mean it....I have meant it since the first time I said it
49. dont lie to us . . . we will catch you....only if you stalk me
50. when the girls get together, we talk about EVERYTHING. Meaning my best friends know everything about you....damn so do mine
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yeah
So this marks a time of change....I have been dumped, let me see, 4 times this year. And usually I would be crying my feelings right now...but I'm not.
This makes me feel bad because the more girls I meet the less of a relationship I want with any of them. I guess all I want is to just makeout with them. I just someone to make out with on any occasion. That kinda makes me an asshole becasue thats all I want from girls. I don't want a relationship, I don't care if we are friends just makeout with me.
hahaha Its gonna turn me into an asshole but who cares...they have not been fair with me why should I care what they think.
Oh yeah and Now I'm always posi now...forget the past, forget the agony I just want to be happy all the time and have fun.
Forget all that emotional poetry, forget all those pretty things I ever said...I'm not gonna try to be something I really don't wanna be anymore
I'M FREE
This makes me feel bad because the more girls I meet the less of a relationship I want with any of them. I guess all I want is to just makeout with them. I just someone to make out with on any occasion. That kinda makes me an asshole becasue thats all I want from girls. I don't want a relationship, I don't care if we are friends just makeout with me.
hahaha Its gonna turn me into an asshole but who cares...they have not been fair with me why should I care what they think.
Oh yeah and Now I'm always posi now...forget the past, forget the agony I just want to be happy all the time and have fun.
Forget all that emotional poetry, forget all those pretty things I ever said...I'm not gonna try to be something I really don't wanna be anymore
I'M FREE
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I give up
Don't you hate being alone?
Do I?
I really don't know. I have always been alone...so I can't really say I miss having anyone. I want things to change. I want to know that someone will be there for me even if its only for one night.
I want a girlfriend you can say. Someone to have a special connection with. Someone you can share your feelings with. Someone to tell you everything is gonna be ok.
I hate the line "Can't we just be friends" It never works. You do something to piss me off then I do the same and we just end up going at each others throats. No matter what girl I meet its always gonna end the same. All I wanna say is "look I have plenty of friends, I don't need anymore" But I can't say that, I just say ok and never talk to them again.
I dunno I guess I could just use one good friend. One that wont stab you in the back.
I wish I had somebody
Do I?
I really don't know. I have always been alone...so I can't really say I miss having anyone. I want things to change. I want to know that someone will be there for me even if its only for one night.
I want a girlfriend you can say. Someone to have a special connection with. Someone you can share your feelings with. Someone to tell you everything is gonna be ok.
I hate the line "Can't we just be friends" It never works. You do something to piss me off then I do the same and we just end up going at each others throats. No matter what girl I meet its always gonna end the same. All I wanna say is "look I have plenty of friends, I don't need anymore" But I can't say that, I just say ok and never talk to them again.
I dunno I guess I could just use one good friend. One that wont stab you in the back.
I wish I had somebody
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Antagonist, SOMEDAY SOON, Nevea Tears, Orangeburg Massacre, more.
Where: CHAIN REACTION
1652 W. Lincoln Ave.
Anaheim, CA
$8, ALL AGES, Starts at 7:30
buy a ticket off of me, call 562-413-2004! will deliver!!!
Where: CHAIN REACTION
1652 W. Lincoln Ave.
Anaheim, CA
$8, ALL AGES, Starts at 7:30
buy a ticket off of me, call 562-413-2004! will deliver!!!
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Oh yeah
If anybody has myspace add me!!!! E-mail- xocsxex@hotmail.com
Oh yeah you can add my Band too!!! E-Mail somedaysoon562@hotmail.com
and if you have time go see us play tomorrow at Chain Reaction
Show starts at 7
Oh yeah you can add my Band too!!! E-Mail somedaysoon562@hotmail.com
and if you have time go see us play tomorrow at Chain Reaction
Show starts at 7
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wasted
Color the coast with your smile, its the most genuine thing that ive ever seen. I was so lost, but now i believe in the coast, your smile is the most genuine thing that ive ever seen I was so lost but now i believe. I believe. Now I believe,I believe
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I love Jordan
I know exactly how I’m feeling but its still hard to put it to words. I guess I can explain it with actions. For example tonight when I saw Jordan, even though she didn’t come to me and say hi in person just in general it still made me feel like the luckiest guy ever. Just knowing that she knows I exist makes me feel great. Or like when she hugged me when I was leaving, I couldn’t bear to let her go. I never want to let her go, not even for a second. Whenever she hugs me everything just feels right and makes me feel like everything is gonna work out great. This happens evertime she hugs me so I know its right, I know I love her and shes the one.
I don’t care what any of you have to say. I love Jordan Kristiana Hardy, and there isn’t a thing any of you can do to change my mind. She is the perfect girl for me and I know that I can be the perfect boy for her. I love you Jordan with all my heart still to this day, and that will never change <333
I don’t care what any of you have to say. I love Jordan Kristiana Hardy, and there isn’t a thing any of you can do to change my mind. She is the perfect girl for me and I know that I can be the perfect boy for her. I love you Jordan with all my heart still to this day, and that will never change <333
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I watched the sun rise today. It was so beautiful. Almost as Beautiful as you. The only thing I could compare it to is be the sparkle in your eye when you smile. I love you Jordan <3
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Promise of Sleep
Since you have gone each day seems like an endless routine of day and night. And despite all this time that goes by you are no where in sight. I am left with the treasured moments captured in photographs. Memories to miss you... To miss you is to feel, alone amongst a crowded room. Simply because your presence is absent. To miss you is to hear your voice echo throughout these halls. Every word I speak, and every song I hear. To miss you is to find a reason for the next day to some hoping for your return. To miss you is to feel lost yet love you more, and more everyday. To miss you is to find completion in the things I see. TO MISS YOU IS TO FIND ME
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How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
Ok ?
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
Ok ?
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Last night I dreamt
That somebody loved me
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm
Last night I felt
Real arms around me
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm
So, tell me how long
Before the last one ?
And tell me how long
Before the right one ?
The story is old - I know
But it goes on
The story is old - I know
But it goes on
Oh, goes on
And on
Oh, goes on
And on
That somebody loved me
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm
Last night I felt
Real arms around me
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm
So, tell me how long
Before the last one ?
And tell me how long
Before the right one ?
The story is old - I know
But it goes on
The story is old - I know
But it goes on
Oh, goes on
And on
Oh, goes on
And on
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I can feel the soil falling over my head
And as I climb into an empty bed
Oh well. enough said.
I know it
And as I climb into an empty bed
Oh well. enough said.
I know it
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YAY!!!!!!!!!!
YAY I’m gaining the trust and the companionship of my once best friend. Katie I missed you, and I still Love you like when you were my best friend. So much to catch up on and I know we will have all the time to do some as you are my best friend. hahaha together forver.....
ShatterMyHrtXXX: Remember I’m going to hawaii with you
KatieIsABroHoe: awe you remember :]
ShatterMyHrtXXX: I do, get our little hutt ready
KatieIsABroHoe: hahahaha
KatieIsABroHoe: we.ll be surfer brahs
ShatterMyHrtXXX: hahah and have wicked tans
I missed everything.......<3333333
ShatterMyHrtXXX: Remember I’m going to hawaii with you
KatieIsABroHoe: awe you remember :]
ShatterMyHrtXXX: I do, get our little hutt ready
KatieIsABroHoe: hahahaha
KatieIsABroHoe: we.ll be surfer brahs
ShatterMyHrtXXX: hahah and have wicked tans
I missed everything.......<3333333
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