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it's time to move on my haunting friend

someone recently told me that it was ignorant to think i was alone. but now i know, when my tv turns off by itself when i'm in the middle of watching it. or when i'm so warm when everyone else is cold. or when i could of sworn i closed the door and it pops open. that he wants me to hear him. he wants me to feel his warmth again. that he just wants me to know he's still here. i can't help but think about him. and hope he will one day move on... so i can watch tv, buy a coat, and pee in private. rip stephen recallee.

Bottle of Wine (Girls will LOVE this one!)

A woman and a man are involved in a pretty bad car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning. Both their cars are totally demolished, but amazingly neither of them is hurt. God works in mysterious ways.
After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The woman says, 'So, you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should be friends and live in peace for the rest of our days.' Flattered, the man replies, 'Oh yes, I agree completely, this must be a sign from God! But you're still at fault… women shouldn't be allowed to drive.' The woman continues, 'And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune. She hands the bottle to the man. The man nods his head in agreement, opens it and drinks half the bottle and then hands it back to the woman. The woman takes the bottle, puts the cap back on and hands it back to the man.The man asks, 'Aren't you having any?'
The woman replies, 'No. I think I'll just wait for the police to arrive…'
MORAL OF THE STORY: Women are very clever… Don't mess with them.

madi's 5th bday is on monday.

saturday the 15th im having a bday party. nothing big. want to come?

i need to get out of this place

i am so stressed.

since you guys don't seem to know.. or care

i dont have a car. i wrecked it. period. you want me to go somewhere with you or for you.. you take me. kay?

i am working with AVON. no one seems to care.mike has put in his 2 cents and said he doesnt care. so what? i always like to give away free shipping if you want to oder through the website at www.youravon.com/rbeardsley. at least check it out.

best way to contact me is through email at beckiebear@msn.com or phone at 7147250739. DO NOT fucking EXPECT me to reply to a facebook or myspace message like i fucking LIVE on that thing. COME ON!

someone asked.. "what happened to you and josh?" uhhh what do you mean? me and josh are still together. its been a year and a half now. and i love it.

seriously. i love you guys. and only half the people will read this ONCE AGAIN. ::rolls eyes:: but you probably read mine just as much as i read yours... i dont. =-]

peace easy,
rebekah

update on my car

no more car. the insurence evaluator inspection guy said it isat a total loss. so they will be putting up the car for auction. at least the parts. i think. everything is new. the wheels. the battery. the struts. some parts in the engion. blah. i am carless =-[

no car for a while

i just got in an accident today...

but in other news... madison descided to cut her own hair last night

that is all

at least register on my avon website

you will get emails that contain discounts on top of already discounted items and free shipping details that are not posted on the website.. only when you register

www.youravon.com/rbeardsley

we all end up coming back one way or another

happy 7 years melo.
so many faces i will never forget.
so many hearts i will always love.
so many ideas i will always adore.
you have brought me so many friends.
you have brought me so much venture.
and you have brought me so much memory.
i love you melo.
i always will.
xsickx

merry christmas

this is the 2nd year in a row im not really getting shit for christmas. i dish out all this money to get all these presents and im not getting SHIT!

and my bf has this thing of "ohh.. babe... its not about the presents" WHATEVER! its because i got you all you asked for and you know it and im not getting SHIT! lets switch shoes for a min and say i was getting everything i asked for and you werent getting anything......

hurts huh?

fuck it. no christmas presents for anyone next year. NOT SHIT!

one thing i'm proud of

--i haven't cried in a long time.--

i've had minimal stress and i can say i'm happy. work is work. the only person i hang out with is josh and that's ok with me. i do miss my friends but everytime i make plans i am too tired. i work early.. which means i go to bed early.. and i'm ok with that. but no one seems to understand. and thats ok. one day we'll meet up. one day we'll play catch up. we'll laugh and smile and giggle... because.. you know what.. life is ok.

life is good.

guestbook

theory's picture
Re: it's time to move on my haunting friend

r.i.p ....we were never alone

luckycabrillo's picture
Re: its because of netflix

Banged the shit out of this. You let me know if you've finished season 4 yet...

darkangeloflite's picture
Re: public

Um...Can't Vote I Dont Know Shit About Avatar :(

theory's picture
theory's picture
evan's picture
Re: public

happy birthday, lady.

theory's picture
theoracle's picture
Re: public

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! :D

theoracle's picture
Re: madi's 5th bday is on monday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY! HAPPY! BIRTHDAY! *DANCES*

xsickx's picture
Re: madi's 5th bday is on monday.

shes good. such a charactor. says and does the funniest ish. how is thing 1 and thing 2?

plurcandykidd's picture
Re: madi's 5th bday is on monday.

Hmmm! If I'm not moving that weekend I'd love to! <3 how is mama?

ixgemini's picture
Re: madi's 5th bday is on monday.

srsly gonna try to get to this... plz send me more info via txt msg hahaha

<3

can't believe she's already gonna be five...

kornzilla2k1's picture
theoracle's picture
Re: public

Happy Earth Day My Friend! :D

siren_nemesis's picture
Re: public

wow, things are pretty crazy with you. *hugs*

kornzilla2k1's picture
plurcandykidd's picture
Re: i need to get out of this place

whats the matter babe! come over and we'll have some bowls & vino.

i_am_batman's picture
Re: i need to get out of this place

Sssssssssssssgo. C'mon. We'll play with penguins in snow covered land.

xsickx's picture
Re: public

idiot

slops's picture
Re: public

A swastika is just a plus sign doing cartwheels.

theory's picture
Re: since you guys don't seem to know.. or care

(licks your boob and runs away) HEHEHEH

theory's picture
Re: since you guys don't seem to know.. or care

i still love you even when we don't see each other for a long time~

bthcas's picture
Re: public

hello from random tour

ixgemini's picture
Re: its because of netflix

LOL!! I think the second season was my favorite!! I just started the fourth. :)

xsickx's picture
xsickx's picture
Re: its because of netflix

there's fucking 4?!i am finishing up 2 and i thought for sure they would catch him!!! YOU TOTALLY RUINED IT FOR ME! haahahahaha. jk

otherhalf's picture
i_am_batman's picture
Re: since you guys don't seem to know.. or care

I'll give you a piggy back ride to Venice! We can go chill at the strip.

ixgemini's picture
Re: its because of netflix

omg I fucking LOVE dexter!!! I have all 4 seasons!!!

chocalatekiss20's picture
Re: since you guys don't seem to know.. or care

-Humps.- Sorry about your car! D: Avon rules :)

plurcandykidd's picture
Re: since you guys don't seem to know.. or care

love you lady.
i lost all my numbers btw.. shoot me a text will ya?
I'm sorry to hear about your car.. that fucking BLOWS.
And GOD DAMMIT I love Avon makeup but I have to save for moving. :/
If I get a good tax return this year I'm definitely gonna treat myself to sum. . :D
and fucking miss you woman!

kornzilla2k1's picture
Re: update on my car

*hugs* someone should pick you up...

chaoseros's picture
Re: no car for a while

I'm sorry. I've had my car in the shop for two weeks from when my hood flew up and broke my windsheild. My insurance company is trying to get out of it. UGGHHHH I hate not having a car!

slayerized's picture
Re: no car for a while

damn hope all is well!

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